Chapter- Twenty eight

Mingyu looked at you with some cute expression so you can't ignore him.

'Just one peck please please!'

Mingyu tried to look like a baby while whining. You smiled as he was just flirting with you nothing else. Mingyu is not a pervert who really does for your kiss. Come on he literally has two girlfriends so he never bears the lacking of anything. You don't know why you feeling fun everytime you thinking he has two girlfriends and one boyfriend.

You held mingyu's face softly and said

'Don't flirt around Mingyu. You really become so mature that this doesn't.. though even now it suits you.'

'I know.'

Mingyu told pouting.

'I'm not joking Fairyssi.'

Mingyu told while placing you in his lap.

'Gyu!'

You startled thinking if someone come here now, you will feel super awkward. You tried maintaining balance with holding his nape by your hands.

'Aren't you cold y/n?'

'Hm I'm.'

Mingyu noticed as your nose tip became red for the morning cold breeze. And you literally was wearing a very thin night clothes.

Mingyu took you in his embrace and wrapped you with the jacket that he was wearing. You hugged mingyu wrapping his waist and placed your face in his chest. Now you can feel his heart beats. 

Mingyu was rubbing your hair and said

'Y/nah!'

'Hm?'

'Did you have your morning tea?'

'Not yet.'

'Let's make you some? You didn't have your breakfast too.'

Mingyu's words were resonating from his chest wall in your ear.

'It's already 8.'

'It's okay. Will have breakfast after sometime.'

You added again

'Mingyu.'

'Hm?'

'You're so warm.'

'Really? You're feeling good?'

You nodded

'I wanna stay like this in your embrace till the rest of my life.'

'But You don't come to me often. Even when you come you don't wait for me.'

'I think I feel awkward.. That if you think I keep disturbing you!'

Mingyu laughed out

'Is that so? Come on y/n what are you saying?'

'Umm I mean..  you're so busy with your extra schedule so if my frequent presence ruins your rest hour.'

'Aish don't say that y/n.'

Before he finished someone called mingyu in phone

'Excuse me Fairyssi!'

You thought to remove the hug as he was gonna talk in the phone. But while receiving the call he made you stay in his embrace hugging you tighter with one hand.

                         In phone 

'Hello!'

'Mingyuaah!'

'What?'

Mingyu heard pissed off.

'What are you doing baby? I already missed you.'

'Oh I understand. Tzuyu I'm kinda busy with y/n right now. I'll call you later ok.'

'Hm I know she is sexier. You must having so fun with her.'

'Yeah you're right.'

You don't know if Mingyu always talks to Tzuyu like this or just now. Are they not getting well now? However you know they are so happy by their close pictures from hoshi. You tried hiding a long breath from mingyu.

Whatever you don't give a shit to their phone call and tightened your hug by holding his waist more closely. Mingyu adored you in your head as a back.

The sky is looking so brighter with the echoing of mingyu's sound as you're in his chest right now. You don't know you are this lucky that you are introduced to love. You can't express the feeling of euphoria. Apart from mingyu's talking with another girl you were thinking about having mingyu so close to you. You don't wanna think about his leaving you especially when he is with you.

'Listen Tzuyu I can't... ahh no I'm just saying I won't and that's all. Don't call me now. I told you I'm with y/n!'

Mingyu tries to avoid Tzuyu a lot by making her jealous but he doesn't know if it's working or not. Tzuyu being so stubborn to have a family party where she wanna let mingyu introduce with his family, that mingyu doesn't want at all.

You don't wanna understand what they were talking about and you just were watching the sky.

'Y/naah?'

'Hm?'

'Are you jealous about Tzuyu? I wanted to ask you a long time ago.'

You didn't expect this type of question that's why it took some time to reply.

'Yes.'

Before mingyu said anything you again added

'Mingyu, I'm like this.. like toxic one. I can't tolerate if someone else tries to get close to my thing. When I was little I couldn't bear the fact that any other kids from my neighbourhood having a lot of loves from my mom, even my mom loved me the most, more than anything. Even when I was in school I hated to share my friends and if that happened I really felt sad. I know I shouldn't be like this but you know what mingyu, I never wanted to change myself. I wanted to embrace my dark side too. So mingyu don't take seriously if I say I'm so jealous, it literally means nothing in the aspect of so many events of our life.'

'But I think I should have taken care of your this side.'

'No mingyu why? You should do the thing that you want. What's making you confused like this?'

'Y/n does your jealousy makes your heart breaks into pieces?'

'I don't know mingyu. I don't think so. Don't worry about this please. It's totally fine from me if you're best friend or even more than that with Tzuyu in case if you're happy.'

Mingyu waited for a minute that he thought you knew about his relationship.

'gyu!'

You raised your face from your chest to see his face. You hold his jawline with your both palms. He looked super sad and he was staring at you without blinking eyes.

'Why aren't you gonna make me tea mingyu? You said you would.'

Ahh why everything feels so painful. Why life has to bear that painful side? Can't mingyu choose his happiness? He must have the rights.

Mingyu didn't respond and he softly took your face in his hand and wiped your eyes with his hand

'Don't cry y/n! It hurts.'

'I'm not crying. You stupid.'

You told crying more with curving your lips. Mingyu knows about your jealous and sadistic side so he always tried to hide things from you. He worried if you know it and felt hurt! He thought he would manage things to leave Tzuyu by this time before you knew anything. But now he thinks you maybe don't know the whole thing but there's no way that you don't know a little bit about this. Even if you think they are just best friends, it's rough to make you feel bad.

Mingyu repented a lot holding you again in his chest, trying to make you calm.

You tried to calm down too and told again to make the environment a little light.

'Please guy why are you making me wait, I'm so hungry.'

'Let's make you some.'

Mingyu told taking your face in his hand and wiped away the last part of tears smiling softly at you.

...

Mingyu dropped you in your room while going kitchen downstairs.

You thought to have a hot shower in the morning and freshen yourself. You did so and came downstairs in the kitchen.

You ran to mingyu who was cooking peacefully. He looks taller from back.

You hugged mingyu from behind holding him tightly by your hands.

'Ahh you startled me y/n.'

'I guess it's your first time being startled by me. Hehe!'

You said sniffing your nose in his back. You hold his waist tighter.

'Y/n you'll make my waist tiny to the point maybe I won't be able to eat.'

Mingyu told walking to the basin at the side. When you do this even in his work, he doesn't have any option to tell you to remove him. And you all the time to hug him like this when specially he is working. So he had to slide to basin with you who was hugging him.

'Gyu I'm cold. Let me hug you tight please please.'

You told him trembling.

'I think you didn't even dry your hair even with towel and you just ran here.'

'Hmm you're right. I'm so hungryyyy.'

You told whining.

'I'm about to finish it Fairyssi. Just wait for a bit more.'

'Umm y/n can you remove me a little? I mean I can't walk.'

Mingyu told while taking your hand and made you face him. By holding your waist he placed you in the cooking table beside the inducer cooker like a feather. He had to cook standing close to you streching his hand as you won't miss his skinship now. Mingyu rubbed your back while stirring the noodles.

'What happened y/n?'

He told you looking at your little face. You seemed like so clingy to mingyu now. Sometimes you act so babily towards mingyu and he has to treat you like that.

'Nothing happened. I don't know why I'm this hungry.'

You told pouting.

'Breakfast is on its way baby. Just wait for a sec.'

Saying so he took your face and kissed your lips gently licking them and didn't wait for your kissing back and remove his hold from you for serving the breakfast.

'Come to the table y/n.'

You went to the table like a very obedient child. It made mingyu smile without you knowing.

'How come I'm always so hungry mingyu? I'm eating 24h!'

You told looking upset. Mingyu was placing foods to your plate and was arranging in a beautiful manner. He is always so arranged, fully opposite to you.

'Because you don't eat properly y/n.'

'I do I do!'

You said chewing your food. It was yummy as always.

'Scoups hyung is really upset about your eating habit.'

'That guy is just like this. Leave him alone.'

You told like scoups is younger than you.

'He's gonna sue you for the disrespect you always show him.'

Mingyu said chuckling.

'He doesn't have the bravery. He literally calls me 'princess'. Don't you understand who is superior?'

'Yeah surely you. Our maknae.'

Mingyu told while placing some shrimps in your noodles.

'Have a taste y/n! It's good I guess.'

He said having a bite.

'I don't like shrimps but how come it's the most delicious when you cook! It doesn't fair mingyu.'

'Why?'

Mingyu said mixing his food with the chopsticks.

'I can't cook at all. And you can literally cook the world.'

Mingyu chuckled.

'Mmm.. tasty!'

You said tasting other item.

'It's really so tasty mingyu.'

You told pushing mingyu lightly.

'It's tasty?'

Mingyu asked you like you were a child.

You were gossiping with mingyu with various topic and it was really fun. After a long time you are so casually talking with him like family, there's no pain, nothing to worry about.

'Do you remember mingyu when we went for picnic together maybe two years ago..'

'Hmm I remember.'

'And our car got stuck somewhere beside a forest and we were so panicked as there's no network to contact with others.'

'I feel relieved at least I was in the same car as you. If I couldn't reach you in phone I don't know how worried I felt.'

'And you came to me for telling it's okay we would get rescued soon. You thought I was worrying.. do you remember?'

You told touching mingyu's forearm and sliding it through his smooth skin and waited for his response looking at him with a delightful face.

'Weren't you worried? You were panicking don't lie now.'

'Haha it's just your thought.'

'Your hand felt cold as I was holding it. Even your body temperature was down I got so tensed oh God!'

You remembered that night. In that car there were you, mingyu, wonwoo, scoups, woozi. Others were trying to find a way through phone or by any way possible. But mingyu was holding you full time thinking you're panicking. You actually were not that scared until a stormy wind started to blow and after that it started pouring with thunderstorms. Everyone maybe got tensed because of it except wonwoo. He was smoking peacefully after checking the engine of car. When did that he also asked you to have a little tour with him in jungle. You didn't like the idea as there's a huge chance that people must be lost in the dark. You told him worrying that he shouldn't go anywhere in this forest. Wonwoo was about to go a visit but the way you were telling him not to go. You didn't know Wonwoo was going to keep your request. So when he did you really felt so relieved.

After the rain started pouring you really felt so scared. All of you went inside of the car and mingyu were all the time hugging you by taking you in his warm embrace so you didn't feel scared.

Ahh that part was really scary, you thought the car was gonna blow up in the storm. Moreover you don't fear anything more than thunder.

The way you tried to hide into mingyu's chest, everyone else knew you fear thunder sound so much and they were so tensed just for you. You didn't even scream or made any sound, thunder affects you like you lost your words just by seeing them.

'And you were hugging me like a baby, who fears thunder sound.'

You remembered that so you didn't speak about your bravery again.

You made your face sad and said like a baby

'I know gyu! But what can I do!!'

'It's okay, you don't have to be changed.'

Mingyu told while cleaning sauce from your lips with a nearby tissue.

'Like I can change this habit or fear if I want.'

'But I'm here y/n. When it starts thunder, come to me.'

'But.. but you know you are busy! When it thunders now I just waited for the time to be passed on.'

You exhaled a deep sigh while eating again.

Mingyu noticed it and took some time looking at straight to you while eating.

You looked at him inventing he was staring and again continued eating

'Why staring?'

'Can't I look at my girlfriend?'

You didn't know the way you chuckled looked more like a smirk. You made your eyes enlarged looking at the juice glass, raising your eye brows. It felt indicating that you knew very well how much girlfriend you are to him by this time. When you grabbed the glass, mingyu grabbed your hand.

'Did you just roll your eyes? The famous thing your fans say about?'

'You do care about my fans too.'

'Hm I get super jealous.'

'How can I just roll my eyes to my one and only beloved boyfriend?'

You gave back mingyu's words to him.

You don't know how come everytime your mood just changed without your knowing. But everytime you just mess up with mingyu.

You tried to calm down a bit and said

'May I taste the special grape juice that my boyfriend just made for me?'

Mingyu removed your hand and got busy doing his work.

'Sorry!'

Ahh again the environment becomes so embarrassed, why everytime with him? With the one you care for the most and if anytime watch him down like this, you feel super sad.

'The juice is elite.'

You told tried to make the environment lighter.

'I'm glad, my Fairyssi just liked it.'

Mingyu looked sad actually though he just called you out by Fairyssi.

He asked you mixing his noodles with chopstick

'Y/naah?.. you know you just can come to my room when you're scared. Yeah I keep busy most of the time but I must have the time to take care of you.'

Mingyu was talking slowly taking breaks in the sentence. He is talking with half korean half English so you don't have problems understanding anything.

You were watching him while hearing his manly voice. You didn't realise you were looking at him even after his words finished.

'You didn't understand Fairyssi?'

Mingyu asked you thinking maybe you missed something in the words.

You were so into mingyu's visual and voice that it made you sense again from just looking at him.

'Yeah I did.'

'You can just call me if you have problems coming to my room, if you face troubles having so many footsteps while coming here.'

'So what would you do?'

'I'll come and hug you to sleep. Simple!'

'I'm not 15 years old baby anymore. I mean I can just do it I know. If I tell you you will obviously come. But you also have your personal space I know. You know rest.'

'You want me to come even when you don't call me right? Ahh the girly things. Obviously I will also come if I have any little idea what's going into you. I thought the fear you had for thunderstorms just disappeared. My bad.'

Mingyu told rubbing your thumb.

'Aaaaaa stop saying these, I feel bad for rolling my eyes towards you now.'

You told whining that made mingyu laugh.

'It's okay. I love watching you being testy without you knowing.'

'Ahh that's my bad. I can't control my grumpish side though I want to be someone cool.'

'Cool! Cool like who? Wonwoo hyung?'

Mingyu told sipping juice.

'Wonwoo cool! Yeah he is so cool. But I was talking about the coolness that my fans think. They really think I'm cool. Lmao!'

'Eah you're there cool angel! Huh I'm jealous again.'

'Don't make jokes gyu.'

Suddenly his phone rang up.

'I've a call to receive ok?'

'Hm.'

You surely know who it is. But you are cool, don't make it obvious by giving dead stare to mingyu. You like a very good girl continued eating slowly.

Mingyu with the corner with his eyes looked at you for watching your reaction. He noticed you get grumpy whenever you notice anything about Tzuyu and him. Mingyu knows you are maybe so grumpy but never gonna ask him the reason to talk so much with Tzuyu. It makes him sadder seeing you be the real angel. How can he cheat you like this!! His heart started aching while talking to Tzuyu looking at you, who were eating very peacefully. Without disturbing him you didn't even eye contact with him thinking mingyu would may get distracted by you. If you could just only glance at him, you could probably notice that mingyu whole time was looking at you.

Mingyu understood the things fully because he just knows you well that you were trying to giving him full space when he was talking in phone.

Mingyu knows you totally, but even there's something that he doesn't. Like the thunder thing, he totally thought you are not scared at all because of thunder, as nowadays you don't show up when it storms. The littlest things he wanna know about you as he doesn't want to see you depressed anytime. He knows you are a person who needs a lot of love and affection and yeah you have to be always taken care of by someone mentally.

Mingyu was really thinking taking you somewhere beautiful and refresh so you didn't feel bad about the time you have to spend alone. Though you are also a busy person but you are not that active like mingyu. So you end up missing him alone in your room or in the rooftop, that mingyu understands fully.

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