Chapter- Ten

You had too much cramps so you had to wake up earlier than the other days you wake up. You had shower and morning tea which you really made. And you thought to make some coffee for Mingyu.

You took too much time in shower and made yourself fresh as you had periods and your hand hurt. The one which had a rose in it. So you had to do things slowly.

Mingyu's room is open. He doesn't bother to sleep like this. You can't process how. As it is just impossible for you. But not everytime. He did it most when you sometimes come to his room to have a sleepover. he be like- yeah we can just sleep without closing the door; what's wrong with this!

Ahh this guy teases you so much. He wants to make you say -'Close the door please.'

And then he smiles like he had done something very rewarding. He replies- 'I see, this is the reason you came to me at night..'

Ahh this guy! But these things don't happen for many days. Maybe you guys grown up or maybe he tries to make you feel comfortable. And you like this, the way sometimes you come to his door with a doll in your arms and you knock, a sleepy Gyu opens the door and..

You put the coffee mug in the bedside table of him. The room is whole dark, as he makes it dark like night to have a sound sleep. He makes sure that sunrays will not bother him in his morning sleep.

Everything in this room is purplish now, as the curtains are purple in colour and sunrays trying hard to enter the room.

You came to his room thousand times but just in the morning it became changed even more calm.

There's a beautiful fragrance in his room and it is beautifully organized. Mingyu really is an organized guy. You never worried whenever you though what will you do for your future kids; as you can't cook or can't even take care of yourself. You never had to worry because Mingyu the guy sleeping now will be your kids dad! What will they call him? Papa? Or Appa??

You're really weird!

You sit beside him in the bed and your mind is heavy though you had refreshed yourself. You were looking down at the floor thinking.

You look so tired and in that very tired tone, you looked at sleeping gyu. He is sleeping like a baby. Isn't he too innocent?

He was sleeping shirtless and some of his body portion was uncovered for the blanket that didn't reach those part. You thought to wrap his fully with the blanket. So you came near him to do it.

His body is really warm, for the heat of blanket and sleep. You pulled it up and then Mingyu suddenly took your hair and took the smell of it lightly.

'Ahh.. what a beautiful fragrance!'

Mingyu murmured lazily in his sleep.

'Good morning.'

You replied him with a greet.

You didn't want to make him awake, but it seems like maybe he know your existence there and he was not asleep.

You are somewhat angry with Mingyu for the last night, so you didn't say anything more like - 'You weren't sleeping?'

But now you don't have the eager to tell him anything further.

Mingyu maybe just wake up from sleep as he is sleeping again holding some strand of your hair. Your face was closer to his as he pulled your hair with you.

You consciously removed your hair from his grip and about to go. But Mingyu held your hand to make you stop and you suddenly screamed out in pain.

'What happens babe?'

Mingyu pulled you in his chest and asked again in a concerned tone

'Ah my Fairyssi did I hold you so tight?'

He asked you putting some strand of your hair behind the ear. You were trying not to make eye contact with him.

'No no it's just.. my hand got cut a bit so..'

'What? How?'

Mingyu really became concerned and started finding your wound hand. As soon as he found the cut he looked at you with a cold tone

'How did it happen y/n? Did you go for cooking or cutting?'

'No.'

He sat up in the bed from laying position and was watching your wound, how deep it was.

'How did it happen?'

Mingyu became serious all of a sudden. As he knows there's nothing that you do can create this. And this cut is not seemed like cut. This is literally some sore. It was looking so pathetic in your fresh hands. His heart ached all of a sudden.

But you got flinched when he asked you in a serious tone and how can you tell him the truth? Again you didn't want to talk to him right after the night you got totally hurt for him. It's somewhat feeling like he is not your Mingyu.

You feeling so much shy and awkward as you don't know him. A shirtless normal guy holding your hands and looking at it being so close to you; you were thinking in this way.

You just gathered so much touchiness and huffs for him.

You took your hands away from him saying

'I'm okay... I've to go.'

Gyu were looking at you in a serious and angry tone as he was really angry to see your wound and you didn't even tell him for once. How can you just roaming around without taking care of it. And now you're saying you're okay and you have to go.

You knew the softest Mingyu can be serious and angry like this in some of these type cases. You don't dare to look at him at all.

You proceed to stand up and go but after just you said so he harshly held your arms not letting you go. He made you sit at the corner of the bed, where you are pressing a wall behind and Gyu was so close to you. And you didn't want this at all, you didn't want to face him too.

But Mingyu is so serious now. You're feeling so scared as you will have to say everything.

'G-Gyu, it's just nothing. It will be okay.'

'How did it happen? '

'I-I'm not so s-sure. B-Believe me.'

Mingyu didn't reply you as he is feeling annoyed now. How come everytime you want to hide things for him.

'G-gyu I really have to go now. P-please! '

Gyu out of frustration brushed his hair with his fingers. He raised his voice too which made you flinched all of a sudden

'You're not going anywhere without telling me.'

Mingyu kinda soften his grip in your hand and leave you there, for finding first aid box. You know he is really crazy now. He doesn't get angry so often but when he does, he makes sure to make it strong.

You're sitting where he made you sit without moving a bit. He found it from somewhere in the room and in his hand there is an ointment.

He looked for your hands and you were scared so you didn't have the courage to give your hands to him and you don't wan this care too. Mingyu waited for sometime and looked at your face, which was looking down with a tetchy face. He forcefully took your hands and started to put the ointment there

'Why didn't you call me when you get cut? Ar least you can do it y/n? Why are you being tetchy day by day? Give me answers.'

'I don't want.'

You replied with a cold tone as your mood was really bad then, one for him and the other for the period.

'Why? Why y/n?'

Mingyu again was in the angry form of him when he found that type of answer from you. He hold your hair from behind of your head in two hands and he fisted them harshly in order to elicit his anger.

You whinned in pain but Mingyu didn't listen that. He came closer to your face and told you with a really intimidating look

' you have to tell me y/n, or I will do something very bad with you.'

You looked at him with teary eyes not believing he really said that. You didn't know Mingyu will act like this. Yeah maybe you are stubborn but he used to bear all your problems easily. He was never like this. Did he change? Is it your Mingyu??

One the other hand mingyu can't control his anger on you. He noticed that you were avoiding him gently. Even you came here after many many days. And today he just can't help it as you were answering every questions wrongly.

'Tell me y/n!'

Mingyu didn't soften a bit. He asked you in the same tone, pulling your hair harshly. He never hurt you but what's wrong with him today? What made him this mad?

'I-I was grabbing a flower and I-I didn't know it had thorns.'

You stopped but Gyu slided his thumb in between your teeth as a sign of you to continue your talk.

'I'm not telling lie gyu!'

You wanted to cry so bad as Mingyu didn't change his position, he will not let you go if you don't say the reality.

'Why did you grab that like that? Isn't it obvious that you willingly did it? What's the reason, hm?'

Gyu is a sexybrain and he knows you very well, you just can't help it.

'G-gyu it h-hurts.'

You again whinned in pain as you can't bear it now. But he didn't bother to resume.

You were pounding heavily not wanting to tell him the truth, and some drops of tears finally had their ways to go through your cheeks to your tumid chest.

Mingyu noticed that and soften his grabbing. He wiped your tears with his hands and took your small hands in his big palms. He were looking at them intensely. He never wanted to show you this side of him, but now all is messed up. He never thought he could do this to you. Is this the side effect of being into Tzuyu? But he loves you, he takes care of you and doesn't want to see you sad.

But now you're crying for him. What an expensive fate of him!

'I'm sorry y/n. I didn't mean to do it.'

He said breaking the silence that was in the room and again gaining the pin drop silence there.

You wanna cry so so bad, with all the strength you have but you don't wanna show it to him. You never thought Mingyu can do this thing with you. He never ever even hold your hands forcefully. It was a very new experience of you.

' I don't wanna see you hurt like this y/n. I want you to see happy. But it's messed up.'

And you knew that maybe it really messed up. Gyu is still your soft and sweet boyfriend, who takes care of you and makes your snacks is changed. But you can't find out where is the change. When he is with you, he is all yours. He at least makes you feel like this.

You move away your hands from him and wipe your tears saying

'Gyu! It's just I... somehow saw you and Tzuyu unnie were hugging outside. I don't know how but... my hand fisted that had the flower with thorns. I also don't want to make you feel sad, or... guilty. But it's all messed up now. I'm sorry.'

You stood up and went away from his room wiping your tears again and again.

'There's a coffee, test the sugar before drink.'

The last thing you said before going away facing your back to him.

Mingyu were sitting there alone not knowing what should he do? He slowly got up from bed and pulled out the curtain in order to let enter a lot of morning sun in his room. The coffee was in his hand, he was looking at it.

His heart is aching too much. He knows very clearly that you love him, more than your life, with all your heart.

He was more sad to think that you never made him coffee this early. He realized all of a sudden how much you missed him. And how much you got pain last night to see Gyu and Tzuyu together. You even didn't tell him this if he would feel guilty for this.

But he did really wrong with you.

The sugar of the coffee is okay. And it's a bit more bitter than the regular coffee you made.

He is feeling totally blank.

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