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i'm updating at 5am cause some of yall complaining i be updating at 5 or six ur time 🙄 smd

billie"hi my love!" raelyn shouted when i opened my front door.

"hi baby" i giggled while we both hugged.

we went straight to my room with pepper right behind us. she laid in my bed while i was on the floor messing around with pepper.

"can you come lay with me?" raelyn threw a pillow at my head. "i came over just so we can cuddle and shit"

"oh?" i raised a brow up and smirked while i crawled in bed with her. "are you planning on doing other things than just cuddle?"

"yeah" she nodded.

"what is it?" i smirked while titling her head to the side.

"nap" raelyn giggled. "i wanna nap with you"

"aw man" i mumbled and got on my back. "i was expecting something else"

"tell little william to calm down" rae smacked my stomach playfully. "i can see him"

i sucked my teeth and turned my back to her. "leave me alone" i mumbled. "i cant control it"

"i literally gave you head while you drove me home like two days ago" raelyn slung her arm around my waist and made me face her again.

"the universe is telling me that if you don't give me head i'll die" i joked while i squished her face.

"shut up" she giggled while burying her face in the crook of my neck. "you're such a horn dog"

"and you're just really hot" i smirked and trailed her hand down to my print. "little william needs some-"

"hush up!" she cut me off and bit me.

"girl what the fuck?" i moved away from her which caused her head to fall down onto my pillows. "what did i tell you about biting me?"

"shut up before i bite little william" she sent me a look and i kept quiet. "yeah that's what i thought"

we both started laughing for no reason.

finneas came into my room and sat on the edge of my bed. i had to cover myself up cause little william was acting up for no reason.

"what do you want?" i groaned while pulling rae on top of me.

"i was wondering if you two would wanna go out with me and claudia" finneas asked. "we're just gonna go out to eat and walked around the city"

i looked at raelyn and she just shrugged.

"sure" i told him. "we'll come, leave us alone now"

"i'll text you when we're gonna leave" he said while walking out.

"bye finneas!" raelyn shouted.

"bye!" he shouted back.

"shut up" i giggled while raelyn straddled my lap. "don't be nice to my brother, it's like you're in love with him"

"ew, i'm in love with you" she sent me a look. "be quiet"

"you better be!" i sat up with her still straddling my lap. "do you really wanna be seen out in public with my brother?"

"now you got me thinking" she sighed and threw her head back. "what if we see our friends and they see us?"

"how are you not distracted by little william right now?" i completely ignored her question and looked down at my crotch. "like i'm literally hard right now and you're sitting on top of my dick"

"can you keep quiet?" raelyn raised brow up and leaned in closer to my face.

"i should be asking you that question" i smirked while placing my hands on her hips to rock her back and forth.

raelyn leaned in and attached our lips together.

we made out slowly until she pulled away and looked at me. "is your door locked?" raelyn asked while looking at it.

"i think so" i nodded.

"yes or no baby" she giggled.

"n- yes?" i said unsurely.

"go lock it" raelyn chuckled while she shook her head and slid off of me.

i got up and walked to my door to lock it.

i came back to my bed and saw raelyn laying on her back with her arm over her face. i hovered over her and placed a kiss on her nose.

i began kissing down her neck and ran my tongue up to her jaw.

"are you ready?" i whispered in her ear and giggled.

"hurry up" she lifted my shirt up and took it off. "if you wanna fu-"

"we're leaving billie!" finneas shouted from behind the door.

i threw my head back and groaned.

"what the fuck am i supposed to do with this?" i whisper shouted while pointing at my dick. "every time! i swear!"

"think of your grandma" raelyn shrugged while she put on my shirt over my head. "i don't know"

"she dead" i snorted.

"well tell little william to calm down" raelyn snickered at me. "always acting up"

"well you always make me horny" i pushed her shoulder playfully. "stop being so hot"

"billie!" finneas knocked on my door. "let's go!"

"give us fifteen minutes max!" raelyn shouted while she pulled me down on the bed with her. "we'll be out soon!"

"fine" finneas mumbled and walked away.

"what are you doing?" i made a face while i looked at raelyn. "fifteen minutes?"

"don't act like you haven't finished in five" she sent me a look.

"be quiet" i smacked her thigh while she straddled my lap. "you're just... really good"

"i know i am" raelyn smirked at me and hooked her fingers on the waistband of my shorts. "be quiet"

"i am not loud!" i gasped while she pulled down both my shorts and boxers.

"hi little william" raelyn smiled when my dick sprung out. "make it move like that one time"

"there" i chuckled.

"move it again" she giggled while poking it. "it's funny"

"i am going to smack you in the face with my dick" i sent her a look and laughed while i made it move again. "there"

"i'd like that"

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"claudia!" i laughed while jumping on her. "stop exposing me!"

we were walking by the beach and claudia decided to start exposing me to raelyn. then finneas joined with her and i ran away from them.

"billie come back!" claudia shouted and waved her arms. "before i tell raelyn how you cried because justin bieber got married!"

"oh my god" i mumbled and let myself fall to the ground.

they all caught up and looked down at me.

"did you seriously cry over justin getting married?" raelyn laughed while she held her hand out for me. "and you like horses? how come you haven't told me?"

"i hate you guys" i mumbled while i grabbed raelyns hand to get up.

she dusted me off and held my hand as we walked.

"you guys hungry now?" finneas turned to us. "we can find a place to eat"

"are you gonna pay" i sent him a look.

"sure" he rolled his eyes and slung an arm around claudia. "i guess i'll pay"

"you're such a good brother!" i said sarcastically while hugging him.

"yeah whatever" finneas pushed me away from him. "go with you girlfriend"

"your brother is good" claudia said out of nowhere. "you do have such a good brother"

"eww!" i fake gagged. "please don't ever speak"

finneas and claudia laughed at me while i went back to raelyn. "sorry, i didn't mean to leave you" i told her.

"yeah fuck you" she rolled her eyes and hooked her arm with mine.

we got in finneas' car and drove to my favorite restaurant. i haven't taken raelyn here yet, so i sent finneas a text to take us all to crossroads.

"i don't know what to get" raelyn whispered to me while her eyes scanned over the menu.

"meatball sub and chicken waffles" i told her. "it's the best thing ever"

"i suggest you get-"

"nobody asked you finneas" i cut him off and rolled my eyes. "don't listen to him rae, what i just told you is amazing"

"i'll get it then" she nodded.

the waiter came up to us and asked for our orders. we all told him what we wanted and he said he'll be right out in a few.

"do you guys wanna drink?" claudia looked at raelyn and i.

"we're underage..." rae made a face.

"i'm not talking about here" claudia laughed. "we can  go to my apartment after we're done eating and have fun there"

"is it okay if i invite drew and zoe?" i asked claudia and looked over at rae. "i haven't hung out with them in a while"

"yeah of course" claudia nodded at me. "i haven't seen them in a while either"

"okay" i smiled and looked at rae so fin and claudia could talk. "you're fine with them coming?"

"why do you have to ask?" she giggled at me. "you don't need my permission to hang out with your friends"

"well i just wanna know if you're comfortable or not with them coming later" i rubbed her thigh.

"you're so sweet" raelyn brought her hand up to cup my cheek.

after a couple minutes, our waiter came back with our food. "thank you" i smiled when he placed my plate in front of me.

the guy told us to enjoy and left.

"aight" i smiled at raelyn. "tell me how it tastes"

"is this your first time here?" claudia gasped.

"yeah..." raelyn told her. "if all three of you watch me eat i'm gonna leave"

"you're not" i sent her a look. "take a damn bite"

"fine jeez" she playfully rolled her eyes at me and took a bite. "wait holy shit"

"it's good huh?" i chuckled while i watched her take another bite.

"yeah, now stop watching me eat"

"my bad" i giggled and began eating my food.

we all ate and talked about random things. finneas and claudia turned this into a fucking q&a for no fucking reason.

asking us dumb questions and shit.

"so how did you guys start d-"

"what is your issue?" i cut finneas off and looked at him.

"i was literally just asking a question..." he made a face at me. "i cant ask you a question?"

"man, what is your problem?" i scoffed and looked over at rae.

she definitely knows i'm joking by the look on her face

"what the hell" raelyn scoffed. "you two are weird"

"we just- what?"claudia turned to finneas and made a 'wtf' face.

raelyn and i bursted out laughing by how confused they both got. we finished our food and finneas paid the check.

now we're all on our way to claudias apartment.

"bro" i threw my head back and groaned. "there is a giant orb in the sky we aren't supposed to make direct eye contact with and we all go on about our lives not looking at it like that's normal???"

"billie" raelyn placed a hand on my thigh. "be quiet please"

"you think that's normal?" i sent her a look. "like if we look at it for too long we go blind, that's so fucking weird"

"maybe you should pay attention in school" finneas looked at me through the mirror. "it's showing"

"what's showing?" i made a face. "my stupiosity?"

"that's not even a word!" raelyn cackled at me. "you know what she asks me sometimes?"

"what does she ask you?" claudia giggled.

"she asks 'have you aten today', like bro aten??" raelyn laughed.

finneas and claudia bursted out laughing while i slumped in my seat with my arms crossed.

"see what if i was suicidal" i sent them all a look. "that would've been my last straw. i would've jumped out this damn car"

finneas' whole mood changed and he stopped laughing at me.

i think i know why... you should too.

anyway, i sent drew and zoe a text telling them to come over to claudias place to hang out. once they got here, we all started drinking.

i also told fin and claudia to not tell them we're dating because we don't want them to know yet. they didn't ask any questions and said okay.

when drew and zoe arrived, we all started drinking.

i only drank one cup and left it at that because i had to take raelyn home. i already asked finneas in advance if i could use his car so i can do that and he said yes.

i would ask zoe or drew but i think they're gonna leave a bit earlier than me.

we were all dancing and eating snacks.

claudia ended up getting a complaint cause it was 'too loud' in here and her neighbors were trying to sleep.

raelyn was already drunk as fuck after three cups of who knows what. she's such a light weight when she drinks. we could be having hot messy drunk sex right now, but we're not somewhere where we can do that and we have to act like we're just friends.

what a bummer

"mmm come here" raelyn pushed me down onto the couch and started making out with me.

everybody was too busy doing their own thing so i'm sure they didn't notice us literally eating each other's faces.

raelyn pulled away and then started sucking on my neck.

"baby" i whispered. "don't do that, theyre gonna see"

"be quiet" she giggled and kept on sucking on my sweet spot.

i let out a small moan and pushed her off of me when she finished giving me hickey. "reminder not to let you drink" i chuckled while throwing a pillow at her. "you turn into a damn vacuum"

rae, claudia and zoe started throwing ass until another knock at the door interrupted us.

claudia let out a groan and turned down the music. "yes?" she said when she opened the door.

"this is the second complaint of the night" a guy told her. "one more and we're gonna call the cops"

"sorry" she said in a fake tone. "we'll stop now"

she closed the door in his face before he could answer her. "that was hot" finneas spoke up.

weird ass

we all continued drinking, well not me though, and messed around for a bit more. raelyn passed out on the couch because she got black out drunk after her fourth drink.

nobody seemed to notice the hickey that she left on my neck so that's good.

drew left and then zoe did too.

i carried raelyn down claudias apartment complex and threw her in the back seat of finneas' car. i hit her head a couple times but she'll be fine i think.

i said bye to fin and claudia and left to go drop off rae at her house.

it only took a couple minutes to get there, but i had no clue how to get her inside.

i didn't see a key or anything so how the fuck do i do this?

i got her phone and sent a test to her sister saying to come open the door.

i'm hoping she's awake

maddy: can't u open it yourself lazy ass

me: it's billie 😐

maddy: oh wtfwhy are you using her phone?

me: your sister is passed out in the back seat come open the door for meso i can take her to her room

maddy: okayi'll be there soon ig

i liked her message and put her phone in my pocket. i picked up raelyn from the back seat and held her. she wrapped her legs around my waist while her arms were dangling on my shoulders.

i ended up hitting her head again on the door when madelyn opened it for me.

"oh shit" i placed my hand where she got hit. "she's fine"

"rae must me knocked the fuck out" madelyn snorted as we walked to her room. "why is she though?"

"she drank and blacked out" i giggled. "your sister is such a light weight"

"yeah cause she barely drinks" she shrugged. "rae only drinks whenever she feels like it and every once in a while"

"ah" i nodded and stopped when i reached raelyns room.

"are you staying the night?" her sister asked me.

"nah" i shook my head. "ima just change her clothes and put her in bed"

madelyn just smiled at me. "you're good for my sister" she told me. "i appreciate that"

"anything for her" i flashed her a smile and walked into raelyn room.

bubba was laying on her bed.

"hi bubba!" i cooed while i laid raelyn down on her bed. "how are you girl?"

i scratched behind the dogs ears and went to go get some comfortable clothes so rae won't wake up grumpy and shit.

not gonna lie, it's pretty hard to change an unconscious person.

she's falling over every time i try to take her shirt off and put on a new one. after a few minutes of struggling, i finally managed to get her into new comfy clothes.

i threw her covers on top of her and placed a kiss on her forehead before i left.

i said goodnight to madelyn on my way out.

before i could leave though, bubba was at the door making me pet her.

"i'll be back soon bubba" i crouched down and let her. "i promise"

she just nudged my hand while she wagged her tail.

"go with you mama" i chuckled and pointed. "she'll need you in the morning"

bubba just looked up at me and hopped a little.

i leaned down to kiss her head and left.

i honestly love that dog. she's such a sweet little pooch. i'm not gonna admit that i like her more than pepper though.

that's just wrong.

i love them both equally.

but do you know who i love more than them?

yup, i love raelyn a lot more.

call me a simp, i don't care. raelyn has my heart and she'll have it forever i hope. i like this 'friends out in public, lovers in private' kinda thing we have.

there haven't been any problem between us, and i bet that if people knew that we were dating they'd probably pull some fuck shit and try to break us up.

that's just how bitches are nowadays.

they're causing unnecessary drama in people's relationships or just anything in general.

i do want people to know at some point though. i don't wanna be dating her for like two years and have my friends and her friends not knowing we're even together.

i kinda think they're catching on though.

i meannn, who gets matching rings, matching chains, has half of someone's closet, has a picture of the both of them kissing on the back of their phone, a picture frame of them together, and say that yall are 'just friends'?

either we're really good at hiding us or people are just really fucking oblivious and stupid.

anyway, i love raelyn with all my heart really.

i didn't have any intentions on falling in love with her. i was so done with it at that point, but it just happened.

i love how we just have a pure, raw connection that formed on its own.

there was no forcing of anything.

gosh, i love her