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raelyn billie and i's four months is today.

i wanna do something cute, but she told me she's busy.

i feel kinda bummed out because i can't see her. i wanna go out and eat somewhere cute or get ice cream.

every time we hit another month, we go out and get ice cream.

that became our way to celebrate.

"you look sad today" tycee slung an arm around my shoulder. "why?"

"stuff" i sighed while putting my head down on my desk. "it's not that important for you to worry about though"

"well if my best friend is sad over something" ty sent me a look. "of course i'm gonna be skeptical and ask what's wrong and worry, now tell me why you're sad"

"i'm not" i said while sitting up and putting on a face smile.

"i'm gonna smack you" ty narrowed her eyes at me. "what's wrong"

"don't worry about it" i patted her arm. "really, it's nothing for you to worry about"

"tell me what's wrong!" she threw her head back and shook me.

"nothing!" i giggled. "you're annoying, i can't be bummed out on some days?"

"i mean, i guess" tycee shrugged.

"alright" i nodded. "then let me be"

"is it billie?" she raised a brow up.

"what?" i scoffed and laughed. "no! not at all"

"mhm" she made a face and went back to writing on her assignment. "it's billie, the way she looks at you says a lot"

"it's not" i shook my head and groaned. "we're not even together, why would i be sad over her...?"

tycee just shrugged and continued working.

"it's not billie" i told her. "i swear"

"i didn't even say anything" ty chuckled and looked at me.

"i'm just telling you" i shrugged. "it's not her if thats what you think"

"okayyy" she sung out.

i shook my head and copied her work when she finished. after seventh period finished, the both of us met up with maeve and dante so we could go to eighth.

they were all too busy talking while i was too busy lost in my own thoughts.

i pulled my phone out and went to billies contact.

me: hi my love do you know how longur thing is gonna take?

she didn't answer me right away so i just shoved my phone back in my pocket.

i'm not worried about what she's doing, i trust billie. i'm sure she's not doing anything stupid right now. she's probably with her friends at school doing whatever.

don't stress it

eighth period finished it and i checked my phone to see if billie has answered me while i walked to my car.

she hasn't yet

i said bye to my friends and got in my car.

i decided to text her friend drew because i was a bit worried... even though i told myself not to worry.

i sent her a text saying if she's with billie.

drew: yeah she just left she told me she had something to do and that she'll be busy why?

me: i was just wondering she hasn't answered me since this morning

drew: i'll tell her to text you if she answers yeah?

me: thank you drew

drew: no problem

i set my phone down and started my car.

the drive home was alright, i was just thinking a lot about billie and shit.

i don't have a weird feeling she's doing anything.

i'm just sad she's not talking to me.

this is what i get for talking to her every single day. i get withdrawals when i'm not with her! okay, maybe i'm being a bit dramatic but you get me.

well you better

i parked my car in the garage and walked inside. maddy hasn't come home from school yet, so i'm alone right now.

see, id usually be on the phone with billie or she'll be here with me.

not today i guess...

"hi bub" i cooed while i scratched behind bubbas ears.

zeus came up to me and nudged my hand with his nose. i'm totally not on the floor petting both of my dogs with each hand.

"your favorite person isn't here today bubba" i frowned when she walked away from me and began sniffing everywhere. "i'm sorry girl"

zeus rolled on his back and moved his paw to get my attention.

"you're such a needy dog" i giggled while i rubbed his belly.

i looked up and saw bubba sniffing her way to the front door.

"bubba!" i shouted after her when she disappeared around the corner. "come here girl!"

i heard start whining and clawing at the door.

ugh

i got up from the floor and made my way to the front door where bubba was. i saw a weird figure through the glass so i opened it.

i saw a familiar teal head and smiled.

"shit!" billie jumped and turned around. "how did- i haven't even knocked yet!"

bubba jumped up on billie which caused her to almost drop the box she was holding in her hands.

"bubba was crying at the door so i opened it and saw you" i giggled while i helped her stand up straight.

"you darn dog!" billie made a face as she looked down at bubba. "welp, i'm here though. i totally was not preparing myself to knock on your door"

"yeah" i giggled and pulled her inside and closed the door.

the both of us walked to the living room. i sat down while billie stood in front of me.

"happy four months" she smiled at me while holding out the box. "i got you somethinggg"

i grabbed the box and looked up at her.

"what in here?" i asked while shaking the box a little.

"don't shake it!" billie stopped me. "there's glass in there"

"oh?" i smirked and raised a brow up. "did you get me a bong?"

"no" she snorted. "i got you something better"

i took of the lid and set it to the side.

"baby!" i gasped. "what is all this?"

"just take the things out and look at them!" billie laughed while she sat down next to me.

there was a lot of things in the box. i don't know what she meant by 'glass' being in here. i pulled out another box but she told me to open that last.

"billie oh my god!" i pouted while i took out a pair of sweats i would always steal from her. "did you really get me the same pair?"

"yeah, give me mine back" she giggled. "you have your own pair now. there's still a few more things"

"okay okay" i nodded.

billie got me some of my favorite snacks, a hoodie of hers even though i have half of them already, a cute little bear, and my favorite chocolate.

"now open the last thing" she grabbed the box and put it in my lap. "i hope you like this one, it took me a while to choose"

"what do you mean?" i giggled while opening the box.

my jaw dropped when i pulled out a picture frame of billie and i together.

"we have so many cute pictures together it was hard for me to pick only one" billie told me with a smile on her face. "i likes this one out of all the five billion pictures we have"

it was a picture of us sitting in her backyard. i was sitting on top of her while she had her arms wrapped around my waist and had the biggest smile on both of our faces.

we were both looking at each other in the picture like we were literally in love.

i mean we are, but if someone sees this picture they're definitely gonna be like 'oh yeah, dating'.

the lights she has out in her yard makes it look ten times better.

"finneas took this picture" billie told me cutely. "he sent it to me the second you left that day"

"your brother is a good photographer" i smiled. "look at us, we're so cute! i'm gonna put it next to my bed"

"you better" billie chuckled.

she helped me take all the things she got me to my room.

"where should i put this" i asked her while holding up the picture frame. "either i hang it or-"

"put it on your nightstand like you said" billie cut me off and grabbed it from me.

she moved a few things around on my nightstand and put the picture. "there" she said happily and looked at me. "it's looks perfect there"

i walked up to her and wrapped my arms around her neck.

"i feel bad now" i mumbled while resting my forehead on her shoulder.

"why?" billie tilted my chin up so i could look at her.

"i didn't get you anything" i pouted while looking into her eyes.

"okay and?" she chuckled. "it's not big deal, i don't care. make out with me and we'll be good"

"but i-"

"make out with me!" billie cut me off and pressed her lips against mine.

we made out for a few until i pulled away.

"can we get ice cream when we're done?" i panted out while wiping my lips with the back of my hand, billie made a face when i did. "you know... cause we always do it whenever we hit another month"

"why did you wipe your lips?" billie made a face and kissed me again. "what the fuck"

i wiped them again and looked at her confused.

billie leaned in and kissed me. "stop wiping your lips!" she groaned. "why are you wiping your lips? do you not want my damn kiss?"

"it's just a habit i don't know" i shrugged.

"you never wipe your lips after we finish making out" billie sent me a look. "do i taste weird?"

"no" i chuckled and softly pecked her lips. "there's just a lot of saliva"

"you never wipe your lips after you finish giving me head" she mumbled. "you come up with drool all over you and my nut-"

"my love" i sent her a look. "you are making a big deal out of me wiping my lips after i kiss you"

"well next time i kiss you don't wipe your lips!" she made a face. "leave it linger!"

i rolled my eyes and giggled.

"let's go get ice cream" i cupped her cheeks and placed a sweet kiss on her lips.

billie wiped after i pulled away.

"okay now you're just doing that on purpose" i narrowed my eyes at her.

"now you know how i feel!" she also narrowed her eyes and got up. "okay let's go"

"okay" i smiled and started walking and turned around because she wasn't behind me. "are you- do you serious have a-"

"yeah i do" billie sent me a look while she adjusted herself. "you expect me to not get hard after i finish making out with you"

"well at least little william isn't like he was last time" i giggled. "he was straight up poking out of your sweats"

"can you stop calling my dick little william?" she chuckled while walking with me to the front door.

"nope" i flashed her a big smile. "i'm not gonna stop"

i saw billie roll her eyes playfully as we got in her car.  she then started driving to the ice cream place we always go to.

"i fucking love this ice cream!" billie threw her head back after she ate a spoonful of cookies and cream.

"be quiet" i chuckled while i looked at her.

"happy secret four months to us" she told me and leaned forward with her lips pursed out.

i looked around to make sure no one was around like our friends or some shit and pecked her lips.

"your lips are cold" i giggled.

"cause i've been eating ice cream stupid" billie laughed and leaned back. "gosh, i'm such a simp for you rae"

"i could say the same" i chuckled.

we sat in a comfortable silence for a couple of minutes. billie was too busy looking at her ice cream instead of me though.

"can i ask you a question bil?" i spoke up.

"go ahead baby" she nodded.

"how come you weren't talking to me earlier today?" i asked her quietly. "you barely even texted me or whatever"

"oh" billie looked down and chuckled. "i was nervous about giving you what i got you and i spent hours trying to choose a picture of us"

"is that really why?" i raised a brow.

"yes it is" she told me. "i don't usually give people shit, but for you i would give you the whole world. that's why i didn't talk to you as much because i was so nervous"

"you're adorable" i chuckled and pouted at her. "i love you"

"i love you" she giggled cutely. "i hope you weren't thinking i was doing something dumb though...."

"i'm gonna be honest with you" i sighed. "i was... i was worried and all that kinda stuff"

"you ain't got nun to worry about" billie reached over to grab my hand. "i promise you that"

"okay" i gave her a small smile and looked out the window. "this ice cream smacks"

"yeah, just like your pussy" billie smirked while she shoved ice cream in her mouth and moved her tongue around.

"and this is why i can't say nice things" i sighed and giggled. "you say stuff like that, you just wanna lick me where i pee don't you?"

"fuck yeah i do" she smirked again. "you always lick me where i pee. i know you enjoy that shit too i-"

"stop being so loud!" i cut her off.

billie chuckled and continued eating her ice cream. she looked at me and then at her ice cream and then at me again.

"why are you staring at me?" she made a face. "i'm literally just eating"

"i wanna smack you sometimes" i told her. "do you know that?"

"you should choke me so instead" billie smiled widely. "like right now"

"what has gotten into you" i laugh loudly.

"the way you lick the spoon makes me feel things" she mumbled. "can you hurry up?"

"for?" i raised my brows.

"so you can lick me where i pee instead of the spoon" she smirked at me.

"i hate you" i said with a smile on my face and shook my head.

"i love you too" billie giggled and went back to a serious face though. "hurry up though and walk in front if me when we walk out... i have a-"

"oh god" i cut her off and snorted. "you really are something"

"little william is making an unwanted appearance right now" she mumbled while she squirmed in her seat. "baby please hurry"

"little william is back?" i gasped and finished my ice cream. "how many times does he show up?"

"like three or four times a day" billie muttered. "can we leave now?"

i nodded and got up.

billie was still seated when i came back from throwing away our trash.

"are you gonna get up?" i asked while i looked at her.

"is little william noticeable?" she looked down at her crotch.

"very" i snorted.

billie let out a scoff and got up awkwardly. she grabbed my hips and put me in front of her. we walked back to her car slowly.

"little william is active today" i smirked at her when we got in. "do you really get four boners a day?"

"something like that yeah" she shrugged. "they're not like full on ones though, sometimes"

"looks like you got a full on hard one" i poked her dick.

"don't poke little william!" billie covered her crotch. "see! now you have me calling my dick that!"

"i think it's cute" i teased her. "little william"

"baby" billie sent me a look.

"little willy, little bil, little william" i laughed while j kept coming up with names. "i like little william the most"

"oh god" she sighed. "little william it is then"