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billie "can you stop crying" i put my head on top of raelyns and held her.

"what if crickets at the pet store get excited because they see other animals getting adopted" she sniffled while wiping her eyes on my shirt. "and they think they're going to a family and tell all their buggy friends about it but they're just food"

i let out a giggle and rubbed her arm up and down with my hand.

"it's not funny" raelyn mumbled and hit my chest.

"but they're bugs" i looked down at her.

she had the cutest pout on with her red eyes from crying over crickets. she's been crying over literal crickets for the last thirty minutes ever since we got back to her house.

we went to the pet store with bubba and zeus and got them some cookies and a few other things. raelyn was staring at the crickets for a while and when we left she started talking about them and never stopped.

now she's been crying about them for the longest time!

"i wanna go back and buy all of them" raelyn sniffled. "can we go back?"

"no we're not" i chuckled. "we are not buying bugs"

"but they're probably ex-"

"hush up" i cut her off. "no bugs, the other day you were screaming over a tiny cricket. they don't feel like t-"

"you hush up, you don't know that!" raelyn cut me off and looked at me. "everything has feelings!"

i let out a chuckle and continued holding her.

raelyn cried for another ten minutes over crickets and knocked out. i was laying down her with her on top of me.

i decided to grab her phone to spam it with pictures but when i saw her lock screen my heart literally melted.

it was a picture of me and bubba when she was a little puppy, probably the day after she got her. i was holding her up with her little nose against mine.

the picture was way before we even started dating.

i snapped a couple pictures of us and put her phone back down. raelyn woke up a couple minutes after i did.

"i had a dream and you were in it" she mumbled against my chest.

"was my fit hard" i smirked while running my fingers through her hair.

"i just remembered you were in it" she told me in a tired raspy voice. "i sleep better when i'm with you"

"good for you" i giggled and she looked at me with an angry face. "i'm just playing baby"

"shut up bitch" she mumbled. "i know you sleep like a baby when you're with me, you literally get mad if i move a centimeter or some shit"

raelyn closed her eyes again and went back to sleep i think or she was just watching me scroll on my phone.

"what if the spider in the corner of your room thinks it's watching and protecting you" rae mumbled out of nowhere. "what if it thinks you're roommates and it's doing a good job looking after you from all the bugs that come into your room"

"what is up with you and bugs today?" i chuckled while squeezing her.

"and then it gets really confused when you get a shoe or something and you look angry at it and it's last moments are spent wondering what more it could've done for you to love him back" she pouted.

"rae" i giggled. "stop talking about bugs like that. you know damn well you're gonna cry if you see a tiny spider or cricket"

"wouldn't they have feelings though?" she frowned.

i was gonna say something mean that might get her mad, but thankfully her phone dinged.

"who is it?" raelyn asked me while she nuzzled her face into the crook of my neck.

"mmm" i picked up her phone and read it. "canopy- i mean callie texted you"

"what did she say?" she mumbled.

"do you want to come to a party my brother is hosting, you can bring your friends" i read off from her phone.

"ughh" raelyn groaned. "i just wanna stay in bed and cuddle with you"

"i meannn we don't have to go" i shrugged and nudged her side.

"but i kinda do wanna go" she pouted while rolling on her back. "what do you wanna do my love?"

"i love it when you call me that" i smiled and blushed. "my love"

"answer my question" raelyn giggled. "what do you wanna do?"

"i say we stay here and we can watch a movie while we cuddle" i wiggled my brows at her. "yeah?"

"that sounds nice" raelyn said while snuggling me again. "let me text her back though"

i handed raelyn her phone and she just looked at me.

"billie you idiot" she smacked my stomach lightly. "the party isn't until saturday dummy"

"well i didn't see that" i rolled my eyes. "we can definitely stay here now though"

"yeah" raelyn giggled.

we laid in her bed all snuggled up next to each other while we were on our phones. "look at this" i showed her a video i thought was funny but she didn't laugh. "well damn, okay then"

i put my phone to the side and watched her scroll through her phone.

"now i know how maddy feels whenever i watch her" she giggled while looking up at me.

"are you calling me annoying?" i shook my head and laughed.

"oh look!" a video of someone aggressively cutting up a cumber with a knife was playing on her screen. "if you ever cheat on me that's what i'm gonna do"

i just flicked my eyes from her phone and to her and chuckled nervously. "got it" i nodded my head.

"why are you laughing huh?" raelyn widened her eyes and looked at me while leaning in closer to my face. "huh?"

"stop" i giggled. "i'm never gonna cheat on you"

"yeah or i'll cut you" she slid her hand down to my crotch. "like that cucumber"

"don't do that" i laughed while smacking her hand away and put it back. "unless you wanna?"

"unless i wanna what?" raelyn asked me innocently with while she played with the strings of my sweats.

she stuck her hand inside my sweats and began palming me through my boxers. raelyn looked at me while she continued rubbing her hand up and down my clothed dick.

she then pulled my sweats down a little and pulled my dick out.

i let out a small moan when she squeezed me and began stroking it slowly.

raelyn leaned in and attached our lips together.

"why do you always do this to me?" i whispered against her lips and whimpered. "fuck raelyn"

we made out slowly while she jerked me off. i slid my hand inside her shorts and began circling my finger against her clit.

raelyn let out a small gasp and went back to kissing me.

the both of us were moaning into each other's mouth as our lips moved against each other and while we pleased each other.

i wanted to explode right then and there, but i want us to finish at the same time.

after a couple more minutes, we both came.

raelyn swiped her finger on my stomach to get some of my cum and stuck it inside her mouth.

i just stared at her as she sucked on her fingers.

"you're dirty as fuck" i smirked at her while sticking my fingers in her mouth that were covered in her juices.

"only for you" she told me.

"i'm gonna go clean up" i said while getting up from her bed. "i'll be right back"

i walked into her bathroom and cleaned up. raelyn came in after i finished and did her thing. she laid down next to me and put her head on my chest when she walked back out into her room.

"hi" raelyn smiled while she looked up at me.

"hi baby" i kissed her forehead.

"do you think we're gonna last?" she asked me quietly. "because i'm really feeling this billie and i just don't wanna... you know"

"if you stay, then i stay" i whispered while brushing my thumb over her cheek.

"i'm not gonna leave you bil" she gave me a small smile.

"you promise?" i asked her.

"i promise i won't break your heart" she grabbed my hand and interlocked out pinkies together.

"i don't want us to break each other's hearts" i whispered. "i don't want you to ever leave me. you're the first person who's ever been like... really special to me in this way"

she just listened to me ramble.

"call me in the middle of the night. call me happy, sad, sick" i told her. "i never loved anyone like this before"

raelyn brought her hand up to cup my face.

"i'm just scared though" i placed my hand on top of hers. "no matter how good something is, you can ruin it by overthinking it"

"i got you" raelyn tucked some hair behind my ear and kissed my nose. "relax"

she wrapped her arms around my head  and held me close to her. "i'm not gonna go anywhere my love" raelyn said softly. "i've already told you that"

i nodded and hid my face in the crook of her neck.

"you don't have to be anxious about anything" rae told me. "nothing, you're gonna be okay my love"

"call me that again" i mumbled against her skin.

"my lovee" she sung out and chuckled. "you really like that don't you?"

"call me that all the time" i told her. "... but uh- can you scratch my back?"

"of course my love" raelyn giggled while slipping her hand under my shirt. "i hope you know i'm being for real about everything i say"

"mhm" i hummed out and closed my eyes.

"i'm gonna take care of you. i'm gonna make sure you're okay" rae said while her nails ran up and down my back. "i gonna make you happy. well i mean... would i, could i, make you happy?"

"you've made me the happiest" i mumbled. "more than anyone actually"

"really?" raelyn looked at me.

"when i'm with you" i whispered while kissing her neck. "i'm happier than ever"