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raelyn "i told her!" i grabbed my pillow and screamed into it.

"oh my god" maeve gasped and smiled at me. "you're not a pussy anymore"

"i- what?" i made a face.

"you finally told someone you like them!" she hit my arm playfully. "i'm proud of you!"

"thanks" i cringed when she hugged me.

"does billie like you back?" mae asked.

"mmm" i smiled. "that's gonna stay between us two"

"so she does" she smirked at me.

"i don't know" i shrugged and giggled. "maybe, maybe not"

"are you guys dating?" she nudged my arm while wiggling her brows.

"nope" i told her. "we are not"

"you tell each other you like each other and don't date?" maeve made a face. "then what's the whole point?"

"i don't know" i shrugged. "we like each other and that's it"

"so you guys are just gonna remain friends and not date?" she asked me.

"yeah i guess" i shrugged again.

"but you guys are like in love with each other!" maeve frowned. "date oh my god!"

"we're friends maeve" i let out a small giggle. "it's okay, she knows, i know, but we're friends"

"that's not fun" mae huffed. "why would you confess your feelings and not date?"

"to relieve tension" i made and face and shrugged. "i don't know"

"i want you guys to date!" maeve let out a groan. "you guys are already cute as fuck doing whatever the fuck you guys have been doing!"

"maybe" i smiled. "maybe not, who knows if we're dating right now? are we? i don't know"

"you guys are definitely dating" she smirked at me.

"swear we're not" i told maeve while smiling.

"date!" she smacked shoulder. "just date!"

"nope" i shook my head. "we're not gonna date, i like how it is right now"

"oh fuck you" maeve rolled her eyes and groaned. "just fucking date already damn"

"i'll think about it" i let out a small giggle. "don't know yet. i- hold on billie just texted me"

"date" was all maeve said and got on her phone.

i unlocked my phone and went straight to my messages to see what billie wanted.

idiot <3: hey stupid wyd rn i'm bored as FUCKcan i come over

me: maeves here if that's fine

idiot <3: kick her out 😐

me: um???i'm not gonna make her leave 🖕

idiot <3: i'm jp 🙄i'll be over there in a few okay?

me: oksee u soon

idiot <3: 🖕

me: wtf 😕

idiot <3: lmaosee u soon mckay :)

i put my phone down and yelled out for bubba. maeve got startled when i shouted her name. bubba came running into my room and hopped up on my bed.

"hi bub" i cooed while i placed each of my hands on the sides of her head and pet her. "hi baby, you're so sweet"

she got in between maeve and i and laid down.

maeve stayed here for a few minutes and ended up leaving cause her mom wanted her to do something. after she left, billie arrived to my house.

we're just sitting on my couch now.

billies too busy giving all her attention to bubba, but i'm used it now at this point.

i'm pretty sure she loves bubba more than her own dog and that's kinda sad...

poor pepper she deserves better

"are you hungry?" i asked billie.

she didn't answer me.

"billie!" i lightly smacked her thigh.

"what the hell!" she looked at me with her mouth open. "what was that for?"

"it wasn't even that hard" i rolled my eyes. "i asked you if you were hungry, but you're too busy with my damn dog!"

"sorry" billie giggled and hugged bubba. "she loves me"

"and you still haven't answered my question" i sucked my teeth and turned away from her.

"what question?" she asked me.

"oh my god" i rolled my eyes again. "are you hungry?"

"mmm" billie looked down at bubba to think. "kinda yeah"

"do you want something?" i asked her while taking my phone out. "i can order it"

"your pu-"

i quickly covered her mouth when i saw maddy walk into the living room.

"what?" madelyn furrowed her eyebrows and made a face as she sat down. "did i interrupt something?"

"no" i smiled at her. "no you didn't"

"then stop acting weird" maddy told me. "why is your hand over billies mouth?"

"because i was gonna say something inappropriate" billie took my hand off of her mouth. "i don't think it was though, she asked me what i wanted"

"yeah" maddy closed her eyes and shook her head. "i don't wanna know"

"do you want food maddy?" i asked her while i smacked billie because she tryna shove her hand in my (her) sweats.

"um" madelyn eyed us and nodded her head. "sure, what are you getting?"

"i don't know" i shrugged. "what do yall want"

"anything but taco bell" madelyn threw her head back. "i fucking hate it"

i saw billies jaw drop and when she said that. "don't you dare ever talk bad about taco bell again!" she said while covering bubbas ears. "you are a menace to society!"

"you like taco bell?" madelyn made a face. "and raelyn still likes you?"

"first of all" billie said while wrapping her arms around my head and pulled me to her chest. "me and rae get taco bell all the time. do you like it raelyn?"

"yeah" i mumbled. "it's not that bad..."

"that bad?" billie furrowed her eyebrows. "you really think it's not that bad?"

"no, i think you're being dramatic over this" i told her.

"i want taco bell though" she jutted her bottom lip. "please?"

"if maddy doesn't want it, we're not getting it" i sent her a look.

"yeah that's right" madelyn had a smug look on her face. "fuck taco bell"

"don't say that or billie will actually beat you up" i told her while shaking my head. "i'm not kidding"

we ordered some canes and messed around until it arrives. i was hitting billie with a couch pillow because she was being kinda annoying by trying to do something maddy told her to do.

"stop it!" i roughly hit her with the pillow which caused her to fall back.

billie laid on the couch lifeless.

"oh come on" i dropped the pillow on top of her and hit her a few more times. "it wasn't that hard"

the doorbell rang and maddy went to go get it.

the second she disappeared when she turned the corner, billie grabbed my waist and pulled my down.

she got on top of me and laid there.

"what are you doing?" i giggled while running my fingers through her hair.

"laying on top of you" she mumbled against my boobs. "what else?"

"how cute" maddys voice startled us. "i have the food"

"okay" billie and i both mumbled.

i patted her back so she could get off of me but she didn't. "let's eat" i chuckled while sitting up.

billie tightened her arms around me when i moved again. "billie come on" i scratched her head. "you said you were hungry"

she let out a huff and got off of me.

madelyn was already eating her food while watching whatever was playing on the tv.

billie and i began eating.

bubba and zeus were sitting right next to us hoping someone would drop a piece of food. i side eyed billie to make sure she wasn't giving bubba anything.

i took a glance at zeus and he was looking at me with puppy dog eyes.

"fine" i sighed while giving him a fry. "you too bubba, here"

"and you tell me i can't give your dogs anything" billie mumbled. "fuck you"

she gave bubba a handful of french fries and i gasped so loud.

"now i gotta give zeus some" i smacked her arm. "why are you like this?"

i gave zeus more fries.

we finished our food and now we're in my room laying on top of each other. well billies the one on top of me.

i realized she likes to be the one held and shit.

she's such a baby

"your birthdays soon" i kissed her head while squeezing my arms around her body. "are you excited?"

"not really" billie mumbled against my skin.

"why?" i made a face. "i thought you were excited?"

"i'm not" she yawned while she nuzzled her face into my neck. "i don't really care about it"

"are you gonna do anything?" i asked her. "a party? have an orgy? you know that kinda stuff?"

"an orgy?" billie let out a loud laugh. "what the bell raelyn"

we both laughed for a few seconds.

billie was still cuddling me with her face nuzzled in my neck. i was playing with her hair while i was on my phone. i secretly took a picture of us two.

billie let out a little hum when i slipped my hand under her shirt and ran my nails up and down her back.

i stared at her for a few.

she's so pretty

she has the perfect button nose, freckles scattered over her rosy cheeks, that one eyebrow, oh my god.

i'm crushing so hard

"hey billie?" i said quietly.

"hmm?" she hummed out.

"i'm gonna tell you this now bil" i told her softly. "if we ever fall in love, let's never tell the world"

"why?" billie opened her eyes and looked at me.

"because the world tends to ruin beautiful things" i said softly while playing with her hair. "so let this be our little secret"

"got it" i felt her smile. "if it ever happens"

"yeah..." i sighed.