Chapter 41

Chris POV

I stared at her while I talked on the phone, I couldnt read her. Was she shocked? suprised? She sure as hell didnt stop so...

"Yeah not right now.... aight" I ended the call and she tried to get up and leave but I pulled her back down.

"Get off me Chris, I have some stuff to do upstairs" she said not making eye contact and trying to get up again but I just put a tighter hold on her wrist.

"You mad at me?"

"No, just..." she said trailing off

"Just what Lex? talk to me" I said pulling her on top of me so that she was now sitting in my lap.

"I didnt want to stop, oh my god I'm a horrible person" she said trying to get off of me but I held her waist.

"How are you horrible? I didnt want to stop either"

"You're with Diamond! And oh my god, I'm horrible" she said again then peeled my hands off her waist and running up the stairs. I let out a big sigh and put my hands over my eyes.

Alexis POV

When I got to the room I immediately started packing up Dyl and my stuff, we werent set to move in until two days but fuck it I already have furniture and everything put in so I'm set. Dyl and I only had a few clothes and shoes over here so packing was light, I got everything to fit into my "LOVE PINK" duffle bag and the "CBE" duffle bag that Chris gave me. I was just zipping up my cropped leather jacket when the door knocked.

"Come in" I said already knowing it was Chris, probably to talk about what happened downstairs even though we didnt do anything, we were so close but to be honest, I just want to pretend that I was never down there with him in the first place.

"Look I ju-" he stopped and looked at the two bags that were packed on the floor beside me.

"Where you going?" he asked with a little concern in his voice. I bit down on my bottom lip

"To the new condo" I said bending down to pick up my "LOVE PINK" bag and putting the strap over my shoulder.

"Yall not suppose to be out till Saturday"

"I Know that Chris, but I just want to move in now. I mean all my stuff there already so I'm set"

He let out a sigh then a light chuckle

"I know you just tryna avoid me Lex, but we both know that's an impossible task" I looked at him with bewildered eyes

"No lie, you sound like you on some stalker shit" I said laughing because his face was so serious when he said it.

"Can you just stay until tomorrow? I dont want to be here all alone" he said trying to take the bag off my shoulder but I held onto it.

"That's why you have a girlfriend, you know, what was her name again? Oh I think it was Diamond" I said bending down to pick up the "CBE" bag but he kicked it out the way.

I looked up at him and his face was hard "I know I have Diamond aight, you dont have to bring her up into everything".

I rolled my eyes "I think I do, I mean you're in a happy relationship yet you tryna kiss another girl?" I said shaking my head at him. His face softened and a smile spread across his lips

"You didnt pull back, remember you didnt want to stop?" he said smiling at me. I quickly looked away from his eyes and went to pick up the bad that he kicked away.

I walked past him and struggled down the stairs with the two bags on my shoulders.

"Lemme help you" he said when I reached the last step

"I dont need your help for anything" It came out kind of cold but it was the truth.

"I can help you fix that broken heart you got" was the last thing I heard him say before I closed the door behind me and got into my car pulling off to my new crib.

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I layed out on my King Sized bed just flipping through the channels, what a big bed for someone who is sleeping alone I thought. I settled on some TMZ then instantly regretted when I heard Ty's name. I was so close to changing it but something wouldnt let me.

Reporter: Today Last King rapper Tyga was spotted out with son Dylan and some mystery chick who was not his girlfriend. Rumors have been circulating about the couple being broken up and now we, TMZ have the proof. Anyways, Tyga and the mystery female seemed very cozy today while they played with baby Dylan at the L.A. Central Park. His ex, Alex-

I changed the channel to Nick and closed my eyes letting the tears fall, I brought the covers over my head and drifted off to sleep with the sound of Spongebob filling the background.

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I woke up a few hours later to my door being banged on, I was cautious to go see who it was because I didnt really tell anyone where I'd be living except... oh. I groaned because I knew exactly who it was, I got up pushing my foot into my Spongebob bed slippers and looking in the mirror first. I looked horrible, but whatever. I have no one to impress.

I walked through my beautifully decorated living room and out onto the foyer to the door. I looked through the peep hole and it was him, of course.

"What Chris?" I said not opening the door but shouting to the other side.

"Lex just open the door... damn" he mumbled. I rolled my eyes before swinging the door open.

"What?" I asked again not really wanting to talk to him, my bed was calling me back to it.

"No hi? Damn, but get dressed we need to go to the studio" he said moving me out of the way and stepping into the house like he lived here. I bit my lip from saying something that I wouldnt regret then closed the door before following behind him.

"It's dope in here" he said admiring my living room and the paintings I had on the wall of Erykah Badu, Lauryn Hill, Pac, etc. I wanted my living room to be the livest place in the house, except for my balcony pool but yeah.

"Thanks" I said looking around also, then something hit me ; Chris said something about the studio.

"What I'm going to the studio for? I assign my own hours" I said looking him up and down. I had to admit, he looked nice in his all white Adidas tracksuit and shoes.. even though it was a simple outfit he seemed to make it runway acceptable.

"I assign my own hours" he said mocking me and rolling his neck. I laughed and rolled my eyes "Trey Songz want me on this song and he needed a songwriter to help him write his verse soooooo I recommended you" he said the last part fast.

"Me? Trey Songz only sings about SEX, and my songs are not like that" I said already not agreeing to go.

"Your songs dont have to be like that to go help him write a verse, just stop bitching and go get dressed" he said taking a seat on my couch and dropping the conversation. I punched him in the arm before walking down the hall to my room.

"Stop all that hitting shit!" he yelled as I was turning the corner to my room

"Or what? what you gonn do?" I asked running back into the living room and looking at him.

He got up and walked up to me, he lowered his lips to my ear "Or I'm gonna give you something long, hard, and thick" he said the last word brushing his lips against my ear. I looked up at him and he was smiling at me, I quickly turned around and sped walked back to my bedroom closing the door behind me.

Chris POV

I was sending out a tweet when I heard footsteps coming down the hall, I put my phone away and got up looking at Lex. I twisted my head to the side when I saw her outfit

"What? you dont like?" she asked turning around to give me a full 360 view and damn. those flower pants fit hips perfectly on her.

"Y-yeah" I stammered and looked up at her, she was smiling then rolled her eyes.

"Stop raping me with you eyes" she threw her bag over her shoulder and picked up her keys off the table.

"I was gonna drive us" I said looking at her up and down and licking my lips. I heard her sigh

"No, then you have a reason to come back to my house? I think not" she said walking out to the foyer with me following behind dumbfounded.

Alexis POV

"Breezy my man" Trey said getting up from the chair he was seated in and giving Chris a dap. I've seen Trey at the studio a few times before so it wasnt a big deal, I mean I work around celebrities now so I'm not that shy fan I was a year ago.

"Sup Trigga, what's good?" Chris said jumping into a full blown conversation with him.

About 5 minutes later of me not wanting to hear them talk about Virginia and how lucky they were to get signed I coughed breaking their conversation up.

"Oh my bad, shit Trey this Alexis" Chris said putting his hand on the small of my back and leading me forward.

"Wassup ma" he said looking me up and down then smiled. It caused me to smile too and look away.

He laughed when he realized the affect he had on me "Chris told me that you said I only sing about sex" he took a pause to laugh again "which is partially true"

"Partially?" I said giving him this look. Chris started laughing "I told you she had a smart mouth, I got to deal with her later". I looked back at him and he winked at me and I flipped him off.

"Okay, I dont need to know about you two activities for later" Trey laughed and Chris gave him a dap. I rolled my eyes and switched the leg that I was standing on.

"Can we just write the damn song" I said annoyed of them already. They both started laughing then Trey got down to business.

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After about 1 hour and brainstorming we came up with some acceptable lyrics and Chris recorded his verse then Trey did his thing and I was ready to go. The song was about Trey meeting some girl at a club and they end up fucking. Typical.

I was getting up to go put on my jacket when Trey called me "Alexis"

"Yes trigga" I said smiling at him, he said he preferred if I called him that because it sounds sexy when I say it. He smiled at me before getting up and walking over to me.

"I need you to moan". I looked at him for a while to see if he was just fucking with me and when I saw that his face didnt change I burst out laughing.

"Fuck she laughing so hard for?" Chris said getting up and walking over to us

"I told her about the moaning and I guess she dont want to do it" Trey said rubbing the back of his head. I stopped laughing and wiped the stray tears that ran down my cheek.

"Hell yeah I wont do it, fuck I look like?" I said zipping up my jacket.

"But we need it, please Alexis" Trey said looking at me hopefully

"Cant you call in some hoe who specializes in this to do it?" I asked annoyed that he wouldnt drop it

"No, just please... I'm begging". I sighed before unzipping my jacket at stomping off into the booth.

"Um, I dont really know how to just moan" I said then started laughing at how stupid this whole thing was. I saw Trey get frustrated but I didnt care, how you expect someone to just up and fucking orgasm. Chris said something to Trey and he nodded and got up leaving the room. I saw the red recording light go on in the booth and I looked at Chris confused.

He came in and looked at me "I'm going to help you" before I could say anything back I felt his soft lips collide with mine and my hands instantly found the back of his head. I felt his hands go down to my waist and I tensed up,

"relax" he said into my mouth never breaking the kiss, I really wanted to pull away.... but I just couldnt, this felt right.

Chris POV

I picked her up off the stool and sat on it pulling her onto me, not once removing my lips from hers. They just felt like, they belonged there. I opened my eyes to check if the recorder was on and it was so I broke the kiss and looked at her. She was about to say something until I started biting on her neck causing her sweet moans to fill the booth.

"ahhhhhh, mhhhh" she moaned out throwing her head back onto my shoulder giving me better access. I moved my lips down to her colloarbone and lingered my tongue over it before sucking on it hard.

"mhmmmmmm" she moaned out and I felt her body finally relax. I sucked on her neck for a few more seconds until I saw a red spot pop up. I picked her up off of me and carefully layed her on the floor before hovering over her. I looked into her eyes and saw approval so I went straight down. I used one hand to unbuckle her pants while I stuck a finger in her mouth and she sucked the shit out of it. I got her pants down to her calves and stared down at her striped panties.

Without waiting another second I pulled them down and just admired her love box. She put her hand on my cheek and nodded her head. I kissed along her waistline while she squirmed under me. She grabbed my head pulling me up by my curls looking me in the eyes and I smiled at her aggressiveness.

I spread her legs and stuck one finger in feeling her wetness. I moved that finger in and out watching her bite her bottom lip, but I needed to hear her. I stopped and she gasped looking down at me. This time I stuck two fingers in moving at a faster pace and brought my lips up to her pulsing clit. I blew on it causing her to jump back a little, I pulled her back down and connected my mouth with her pearl flicking my tongue back and forth over it.

"right thereeeeee" she moaned out pulling on my curls. I looked up at her and was about to bust just by looking at her face. I added a third finger and removed my mouth from her clit replacing it with my thumb, I rubbed her in small circles causing her breathing to go from fast to slow.

"faster.... p-please" she begged arching her back. I wasted no time following her commands before pressing hard down on her clit and rubbing it up and down violently

"SHIT! YES!" she screamed out pulling on her hair and I smiled up at her.

"Im co- Im com-" I brought my lips to her ear and bit down softly on it before whispering "call me daddy"

"Da--Dadd-- I'm" I removed my fingers and looked up at her giving her this look

"Please daddy" she breathed out and I brought my lips to her clit spelling my name out on it

"fuuuuuck, yes... mhmmm" I blew a cool breath on it and that drove her off the wall

"Daddy... I'm I'm... ahhhhhhhhh" she moaned falling back onto the floor. I smiled before kissing it once more and leaving the booth to turn off the recorder.

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"You owe me" I said to Lex carrying her down the hallway to her room. After our little "session" we went to this beach and just watched the waves roll in until sunset. It was real chill.

"I dont owe you shit" she said jumping out of my arms and running to the bed. I smiled at her as she stripped under the covers, throwing off one clothing after the other.

"You know you teasing me right?" I said leaning against the door frame watching her get settled under the blankets. I looked over to the pile of clothes she just took off and her bra and panties werent in the pile, I got kind of sad because it would of been sexy as fuck if she slept nude.

"Oh really? I did not know" she said smirking at me. I could tell she was a little more comfortable around me since what happened back at the studio.

"You not gonn repay me for how I made your body feel?" I asked stepping out my J's and walking into the room.

"Go let Dia-"

"We not together" I said cutting her off. She scrunched up her face and jumped out the bed. My eyes traveled up and down her body, stopping at each curve and then her thighs, oh baby Dyl; you good for life.

"Stop fucking around Chris, of course you and Diamond are together" she said waving me off then going back to the bed until I pulled her back by her waist.

"No we not, deadass. After you left she called talking bout her and her ex worked it out blah blah blah" I said not really giving a fuck.

"Oh my god, and how are you? You not broken?" she said placing a hand on my cheek. I laughed then poked my tongue at my cheek making her move her hand.

"To be honest no, I saw it coming. But after we talked we both realized that we were together just to want the feeling of love, we both been through alot and just wanted to be happy".

She slowly nodded her head trying to process what I just said.

"So you telling me that you wasnt feeling her this whole time?" she said tilting her head

"Nah I was, but we were just using each other to not feel lonely". Her mouth curled into an "O"

"We still gonn be friends though, and I'm happy that she truly happy. Now, I just need happiness too" I said stepping up and breaking the space that was in between us. My hands ran up and down her sides as hers found my abs running her nails up and down.

"And where you gonn find that happiness Mr. Chris Brown?" she said looking at me with soft eyes.

"I already found it". She was about to say something but I leaned in and kissed her softly pushing her back onto the bed.

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