home

"Mark? Mark sweetie. Wake up."

Who's voice is that?

"Mark? Please wake up." I hear crying.

Tears touch my face.

I open my eyes.

It's mom.

"Oh thank God. Are you alright?"

I nod.

I look around.

It's my room.

How did I get here?

"Geez Mark." My mother sighed. "Why do keep doing these things?"

She's looking at me now.

Her eyes say anger.

Is she working with them too?

I don't trust her.

She needs to get away.

I sit up.

I try to get out of my bed.

But I'm gently pushed back down.

"No Mark. You can't get up yet. Your still recovering. The doctors told me to let you rest."

So she is working with them.

I glared at her.

She looks surprised.

"What's wrong sweetie? Did I upset you?" She starts to stroke my hair.

I slap her hand away.

She gasps.

"Just because your being all gentle and nice and calling me sweetie and crap doesn't mean I trust you." I snapped at her.

"Mark, I'm just tryi-"

I got out of bed.

My legs are weak.

My head still hurts.

Why won't the pain go away?

It's because I haven't seen Jackson.

I need Jackson.

I make my way to the door.

"Mark?"

I ignore her.

Nothing is going to stop me.

"Mark?"

I still don't reply.

"Mark! Stop!" She pulls me away from the door.

Why can't these bitches leave me alone.

Mother takes me to the bed.

I'm laying down again.

"You can't leave. Ok?"

"Why not?"

"You just can't."

"Are you scared I'll leave like dad did?"

Her eyes start to tear up again.

I smile.

"I understand why he left. You're a lying bitch." She cries harder with my words.

"You probably cheated right?"

She cries more.

"You did didn't you. He thought he could trust you. He thought you would only love him and all of him. But nope. You went and  fucked another man. In his own house. With  his son, just 1 room away, sleeping."

"Mark I can -"

"No! You can't explain! You did it! You're not loyal! You weren't loyal to your husband and you sure as hell aren't loyal to me!"

I feel my face burning.

Anger eating me alive.

She's crying.

No.

She's sobbing.

She can't stop.

Someone comes in.

It's mom's friend.

"Dorine! Are you alright? What did he do? Did he hit you?!"

Bitch.

Why would she think that?

"N-n-no. He d-didn't hit m-m-me."

Her stuttering is annoying.

"Mark what did you do to your mother?"

"I told her the truth."

"The truth about what?"

"The truth about how my father left."

"You heartless child! How dare you bring that up in front of your mother!"

Who the hell is she calling a child?

"I'm 17 bitch."

She looked so surprised.

She raised her hand.

Oh.

She's going to slap me.

As she was about to move a voice stopped her.

"No miss. Don't do that. You'll just get yourself hurt."

Doctor Im stood in my doorway.

She is working with them.

"I'm going to get hurt? He's going to get hurt. He needs some sense smacked into him."

"That's just the way he is. Slapping him will only trigger him."

Who does he think he is?

Telling her my business.

Telling her that this is the way I am!

I don't want to be like this!

This fucker!

He can die.

I'd like to strangle him to death.

"Mark. What are thinking? You have a look in your eye." Doctor Im started walking towards me.

I grabbed the cord from the lamp beside my bed.

I unplugged it.

He's right beside.

"Mark put the cord down."

"No."

"Yes."

"Yes you must die."

"No Mark. Fight your obsessions."

"Let me see Jackson."

"I can't."

"I have to go to school. I'll see him eventually." I smirked.

"Your not going to school."

My smirk disappeared.

"Why not?" I'm so angry.

"You can hurt him."

"I would never hurt Jackson."

"Yes you would."

I yanked the cord pulling the lamp off the nightstand.

I threw at Mr. Im's face.

He fell.

He groaned.

"No I wouldn't!" I screamed.

He doesn't know what I would do!

I would never ever hurt Jackson.

"You! Get me Mark's medicine!"

"No Mr. Im." He looked up at me.

I can see the cuts from the bulb busting on his face.

I made those.

It's beautiful.

"I'm not letting that medicine inside me."

"The medicine helps Mark. It makes all those images go away."

"I like those images!"

"They tell me how everyone in this world is a liar!"

I hear a noise.

What's that noise?

It hurts.

It fucking hurts.

I scream.

"Good good." I hear doctor Im. "Turn it up."

No.

Turn it off.

"Stop!"

It's killing my ears.

Jackson.

Jackson can save me.

He can make all these liars go away.

I screech.

I fall on the floor.

I cover my ears.

But

I can still hear it.

"Make it stop! Turn it off! TURN IT OFF DAMMIT!"

I see Jennie kissing Jackson.

I see Yoongi and the bullies.

I see Dad's back.

I see mom with the bottles.

I see Jinyoung angry.

I see the bastard on top of me.

They all said they could help me!

But look what they did!

Only made things worst!

Their liars!

All of them!

Liars!

"Liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars."

"He's not going to stop is he?" I hear mother's voice.

"Liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liar liars liars liars."

"Give me the mask."

I hear footsteps approach me.

"Liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars."

"Mark."

"Liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars."

Doctor Im sighs.

I'm not going to stop.

I can't stop.

"Liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars liars-"

I inhale a heavy air.

I scream.

I don't want the damn medicine!

"More air."

No.

No more air.

I'm fading away again.

They won't go away.

The images.

"Why?"

"It's okay Mark. Everything will be okay."

No it won't.

1000+ words. That's the longest chap yet. What Illness do you think Mark has?Thanks for reading.Baaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyiiiiiiiieeeeeeeee