Moment of Truth

''Harry

Since I slept early last night, I woke up at 8:30 in the morning. I sat up and looked at Louis, who's still sleeping soundly beside me. I thought he would be awake before I do, but I guess I was wrong. Careful not to wake him up, I got my phone and headphone, slowly removed the blanket on me and wrapped them on Louis, if ever he's cold. I wear my jacket that was near the tent's opening, and head ouside.

The sky is clear with a hint of the sun. I sit on a rock not far from the tent and unlocked the phone, putting on the headphones. I'll make this time useful, since not always I have time alone. I need to think about some stuff. I'm in such confusion right now.

I scroll down my song list, and found a really good one, which I hope can make me realize what I really feel,

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For all the times I felt cheated

I complained, you know how I love to complain

For all the wrongs I repeated

Though I was to blame, I still cursed that rain

-

Well, it wasn't me that felt cheated, in fact, it was me who cheated. And Louis didn't judge me, despite of what I've said to him. He was always there, ever since before Kat left me, until now. He's a really great guy. And even though I was already offending him when Caroline spread that rumor, he didn't even tried to hurt me, instead he loved me. Or so I think he loved me. 

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I didn't have a prayer, didn't have a clue

And then out of the blue

God gave me you to show me what's real

There's more to life than just how I feel

-

He's just so fantastic. He made me feel loved again, especially at the time I thought I wouldn't feel it anymore. He made me move on from Kat, not those girls. It hurts to say that I've already moved on, but I can't stay like this forever. She's in the past, and Louis is my present, I think. And hopefully, my future, too.

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And all that I’m worth is right before my eyes

And all that I live for, though I didn't know why

Now I do, 'cos God gave me you

 -

I ain't even going to lie, I thought of committing suicide. I'm just glad I didn't. I'm glad he made feel alive again.

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For all the times I wore my self-pity

Like a favourite shirt, all wrapped up in that hurt

For every glass I saw, I saw half empty

Now it overflows like a river through my soul

-

He made me positive again. He made me whole again when I thought I wouldn't be again. He made me who I was before, the Harry everyone knew, the Harry months ago that I thought will never come back.

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From every doubt I had, I’m finally free

And I truly believe

God gave me you to show me what’s real

There’s more to life than just how I feel

And all that I’m worth is right before my eyes

And all that I live for, though I didn’t know why

Now I do, cos god gave me you

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Thank you. Just thank you, that Louis is in my life.

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In your arms I’m someone new

With every tender kiss from you

Oh I must confess, I’ve been blessed

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Yes, really. I'm blessed, that Louis is now in my life, the perfect guy everyone can get.

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God gave me you to show me what’s real

There’s more to life than just how I feel

And all that I’m worth is right before my eyes

And all that I live for, though I didn’t know why

Now I do, cos god gave me you

God gave me you

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I think it's really true. I really fancy my best mate, Louis. And it's real. I'm going to take him seriously, no matter what it takes.

''Zayn

Bad, bad, bad. Such a bad mistake. How could I be so stupid? Of course, Niall will fancy Liam, and Liam will fancy him back! That's what I was trying to do with Harry and Louis, I can't believe it didn't occur to me that this will hapen to them too!

For starters, I never should've suggested the list thing to Liam. I already knew Niall like Harry, of course they're gonna work together. And if they spend too much time together, they can start have feelings for each other, like what I want Louis and Harry to be like.

I had to get rid of Louis first, so that Liam can realize he has no chance to get Louis, and that's solved. But I have to get rid of Niall too? That's impossible. Louis already has Harry, and I have Liam, so I guess I have to set Niall up on a date with a woman? But that would never happen, since I'm pretty sure Niall is gay, not bi, whatever he says.

But... What if? What if Harry gets angry to Louis after this list thingy, then Niall would act on his feelings for Harry, and so I wish Louis will not use Liam. I wish.

I stand up from the bathroom floor and look at my reflection that showed on the mirror. I adjusted my hair a bit, and turned to go outside.

I was greeted by Liam standing right outside the door, and judging where his hand is, he was about to knock. "There you are Zayn. Mall in 20.", he says. "What? Why?", I ask. "To get out of here, duh. And management said we need some new clothes. Plus, we really need to get food. Niall's becoming angsty." "Hurry up Leeeyaaaam!", I hear Niall yell. "So, yeah. Hurry up too.", Liam says, before rushing to Niall. 

I just sigh. When will Liam and I be together with no one else? Just the two of us, together in love, together at last.

''Louis

My eyes blinked onece, twice, and I'm awake. I checked my phone beside me and it says 8:50 AM. Just the perfect time to go walk again.

I looked beside me and saw Harry's space empty. Instantly I worried, but then I realized that he must be awake already, since I can also hear someone singing outside. I listened carefully and realized it was "God Gave Me You" by Bryan White.

I went outside, a blanket wrapped around me, and saw Harry sitting on a rock, totally oblivious to the world. I smiled at him, even though he doesn't know I'm looking. I feel my heart fluttering with happiness, the butterflies on my stomach going wild, my cheeks going hot red, just like a schoolgirl seeing her crush.

I walk towards him, the end of the blanket on brushing through the ground, like a wedding gown. I imagine I'm getting married to Harry. All those weird feelings came rushing back. I shook my head a little and mentally slapped myself. What are you thinking?, I say to myself. You are not gay Tommo, nor bi. You're in a mission, remember that. I mentally nod to the voice in my head. Right, I'm on a mission.

I walk towards him and sat beside him. He notices me and smiles at me, then he removed his headphones off. "Hey Boo", he says. "Hey Haz. Wanna climb that mountain now? It's just going to take us about two hours." He laughs and tells me, "You just woke up Boo. You really wanna go now?" I smile and nods. "Yeah. Then we can eat there, and stay there forever." He grins and says, "You do live in your own little world, don't you? Now c'mon, let's get moving."

''Niall

"It's already lunch time, you guys!", I whine. We've been going to various stores for the last few hours, and I thik we already had enough clothes. "Fine. I'm starving too. Let's go eat.", Zayn says. I hug him and squels softly, "Thank you, Zayn!"

We go to a new restaurant, but packed with people, so I guess it must be really good. It has a stage out front, for those who want to sing while they're in here, and have a bar look. It seems classy, though. We sit on a table near the stage. The waiter hands the menu and after a quick look, we order our food quickly and chatted while waiting for the food to arrive. 

While we are eating, there was a mini-orchestra playing in the background. We were already in our deserts when a man goes on stage. The light shone on him, and I realize that he's a good friend of mine, Ed and apparently, he owns this restaurant.

"Who wants to sing, from the people here?", he asks. I was right, it really has a bar vibe. The light quickly shone on our table, and we smile. There were whispering all over, and Ed points to us. "How about a song from the boys of One Direction?" Everyone claps, and we smile again. Zayn was telling me to go and sing, Liam seconded Zayn. "What, a solo?", I ask. Liam nods. "Yeah. You don't get solos as much as we do when we're in a band, so yeah, this is your solo." I grin and thank them both before standing up and going to the stage. Everybody claps and Ed says, "All right! A solo from Niall Horan of One Direction!" I get the acoustic guitar on the side, walk over to Ed and do our exclusive handshake, and I sit on the stool behind the mic. The light shines on me, and I say, "Hello everyone. I would like to dedicate this song to someone really important to me." I look slyly to Liam, and position the guitar and started playing, 

''Liam

I look at Niall while he's making he's little speech. And I could've swore that after he said he wants to dedicate it to someone, he looked at me. But I'm just being crazy, of course he'll dedicate it to Harry, even though he's not here.

I listen to Niall's beautiful voice sing,

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I  love you

From the bottom of my heart

And that's not gonna' change

But things look grim

When I am watching you watch him

I give you the best a man can hope to give

But I'm not feeling brave Chances are slim

When I am watching you watch him

Oh, what is left to learn

When he would let you crash and burn

He never gives attention

But you still yearn

Where do I fit in

When I am watching you watch him

God only knows why I still wait around

Except I hate to see you cry

And I need you

But there are things I cannot do

And I want you

When he's playing all his games

And it gets hard to tell whose the victim

When I am watching you watch him

Oh, what is left to learn

When he would let you crash and burn

He never gives attention But you still yearn

Where do I fit in When I am watching you watch him

God only knows why I still wait around

Except I hate to see you cry

And I need you

But there are things I cannot do

And I love you Like a broken record plays

But I'm a window pane A phantom limb

When I am watching you watch him

When I am watching you watch him

When I am watching you watch him

-

Everyone claps after he finishes the song, especially me. I'm so proud of him, it's unbelievable how management don't give him more solos. He sang it, filled with emotions, that I'm really close to crying, one is because how amazingly he sang it, and two, how I can really relate to the  song. I smile as I see Niall taking a bow at the stage and waving his hand in the air, glancing at me from time to time.

''Harry

Thank you to that convinience store, I got a picnic set, so when Louis and I reached the top, I surprised him with that. I also brought a lot of delicious food, for us to feast on. "I brought all these, so technically, I'm the one who asked you on a date. I can't let my Boo Bear always invite me to dates.", I said.

When we finished eating, like as always, we lay down again. He cuddles me and I put my face near him. "Boo, what are we doing?" "We're lying down, Haz. What do you think we're doing?" I sit up and shake my head. I look at him and explain. "No. I mean us. What are we? What are we even doing? Kissing each other and weekends together, just the two of us,  you know? Are you just going to use me and play with me, like what I did with them? Is this all just revenge? Are we just wasting our time here? Tell me now, 'cause I don't even want to waste anything anymore." I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

"Louis William Tomlinson, do you even like me?"

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