Chapter 7: the make out session

Zane's PoV( after school the next day)

I walked to my locker to get my stuff, then I noticed a note in my locker. It read.

Zane,Meet behind the school. I'll be waiting;)

I knew immediately it was Gene, he is the only person who would put a winky face.

I sighed, closing my locker and walking out of the building towards the back of it.

As I made my way to the back of the building, I approached Gene. He was standing alone and had a smug look on his face. Bye now everyone was already off of the school grounds.

" hey loser!" He said as I got closer to him

" hey," I replied, he pushed me up against the wall.

" do you mind doing something for me?" He asked the smug look still plastered on his face.

" s-sure, any thing for you," I replied flustered, I could tell my face was bright red.

All at one he pulled down my mask and put his lips onto mine. His tongue asking for an entrance to my mouth. I slowly opened my mouth allowing his tongue to explore my mouth. I let out quite moans from the pleasure.

He pulled away leaving a strand of saliva between us.

" enjoying yourself?" He asked smirking

I couldn't do anything else but nod. His lips where again placed onto my lips and this time I kissed back. Our tongues sloshed around in each other's mouths.

We continued to kiss till we heard footsteps. We both blushed and pulled away quickly. I pulled back up my mask as soon as possible.

It was Sasha and Zenix who came around the corner.

"There you are Gene!" Sasha exclaimed

" y-yep just teaching Zane here a lesson," he said accidentally stuttering

" um are you okay?" Zenix asked him

"Yep fine, I just feel a little lightheaded maybe I should just go home," he lied walking way

"Okay?" They both asked

I tried to walk away too but Zenix punched me hard in my left arm, which was the one I had previously cut. Tears formed in my eyes.

Gene saw this happen and helped me,

"I-um Zane can you come with me I don't think I beat you hard enough,"

Sasha and Zenix looked confused but let me walk away.

We walked away in silence until we were completely out of there sight.

" sorry Zane," he said sadly

" f-for what," I stuttered, he gave me a peck on the lips

" for that," he smirked

I blushed. He waved bye to me and walked away.

At Zane's house

I grabbed a knife and ran upstairs unnoticed. When I walked into the bathroom I flung down my bag and locked the door. Then I pulled up my sleeve and began cutting it again, naming a reason for each time.

I'm fatCut I'm uglyCut I'm stupid Cut I think I'm loved when I'm not CutI'm worthless Cut I'm a-

I was cut off by banging on the bathroom door.

"One minute!" I shouted

Cut

I sighed and placed the knife in the sink, running the tap to wash the blood off. I grabbed some tissue and cleaned around the cut on my arm. Then I cleaned the blood that had fell onto the floor. Walking back over to the sink, I pulled out the med kit from underneath it and began bandaging up my arm.

Before I walked out the bathroom I grabbed the now clean knife ind put it in my bag, I also put away the med kit and cleaned up any evidence I ever cut myself.

I stumbled out of the room with my bag flung around my shoulder, feeling dizzy but I didn't care.

"Zane are you okay? you look... paler than usual" Vylad said with a worried look on his face

"I'm fine," I said

He shrugged his shoulders and walked into the bathroom.

Not having the energy to go put the knife back where it belongs, I just left it in my bag on the floor. I was laying on my bed trembling pain from my left arm overwhelmed me. As I began to cry.

I deserve this. This is what I get. No one actually loves me. I deserve to feel more pain then this. I should......