chapter 6

Warning bad words in this chapter.  You have been warned.  okay its like one bad word but still.

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Lord sesshomaru’s pov

I sat down and watched as rin washed and hung her cloths. She came and sat next to me. She looked beautiful. I always knew she would be a beautiful women, but the real thing is so much better than picturing, the future. I had to ask her, I had to know how her life has been. I wanted her to have a good life.

She told me what she did around the village. I was glad that she still did things that she enjoyed. She was happy, or at least I thought. She told me that people still messed with her. Whether they were joking or not, I dislike it. She pulled pranks still, she tried to get me every chance she got. I loved that even though she was treated poorly she looks towards tomorrow, she doesn’t let what happened to her in the past hold her down, and no matter what she will be herself, no matter how people may look at her.

I was happy listening to her tell me about her life living with my brother, but when she asked if there was something wrong with her, I wanted to kill anything in sight. I constrained myself for her sake.

I told her that there was nothing wrong with her, people just don’t see what… see what, couldn’t tell her the truth, not yet. She isn’t ready to know. She may never be ready to know. What if she never feels the same. I had to watch my words carefully. I told her the truth, part of the truth, anyways. How people don’t understand her, because she knows things, and has been through things they couldn’t even imagine. How she is not afraid to stand out of the crowd and be herself. I love that about her. She can be so care free.

Her response was something new. She thought I was turning soft. In truth. I might be. I too, have a beating heart. But it beats for one, and one only. Her.

She feels comfortable around me, that’s a good start. She said she had questions, questions that only I could answer. What could she possibly want to know this time. Her questions surprised me. She has noticed, noticed how I treat the other humans, and then how I treat her. She is smater than I gave her credit. I always knew she was a smart girl, but she might just be the only one who can figure me out.

I was taken away from my thoughts, and rin, when I heard something in the trees. All of my senses were on high alert, prepared to protect rin. Who ever was out here was quiet. I couldn’t pin point where they were. Then the wind blew towards us, and they were caught. In an instant. Something came towards us, towards rin. they were aiming for her head. I caught it in my hand. The arrow was centimeters from her right eye. I looked towards the area of where the arrow came from, and I saw them. They were wearing all black, and trying to hide in the trees. I was behind them in less than a second. I used my poison claws, sticking my hand threw their chest when the turned to look at me and they were dead instantly. I pulled my hand free from their corpse, and the body fell from the tree. Rin looked up at me, and was that a smile that I saw, but it was only there for an instant.

“Lord sesshomaru, I would like to go home now, please.”

I nodded and she grabbed her cloths from where she had hung them.

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Rin’s POV

It was an arrow in his hand. Another assassin, hired to kill me. They were testing me. To see if I was as good as they here, as good as they say I am. Lord sesshomaru took care of him for me. Killed him with his poison claws. A smile creped its way on my face, another one down, who knows how many more to go. I looked towards my cloths, they were dry, that meant I could go home. I looked back at sesshomaru to see the mans body fall to the ground.

“Lord sesshomaru, I would like to go home now, please.”

He nodded and was next to me in the blink of an eye. I grabbed my cloths and put them in my basket. I picked the basket up and balanced it on right hip, while holding the other side of it with my right hand. Lord sesshomaru walked next to me, and it was pure silence until we got close to the houses. I could here the kids playing, and running around. Most of them were kind but some called me names and threw things at me, and just made fun of me, because their parents didn’t like me. It wasn’t many but it was enough. I usually tried to block them out, but every once in a while someone hits that one spot. I had walls and I would never let them down. The only way to describe how I act towards others would be to say that I am a bitch. I act the way I do towards others, so that I wont get hurt anymore. That I just don’t know how to show emotion, I forgot what its like to feel. But it all comes back when lord sesshomaru is around. I feel happy.

We reached my place and I went in to put my cloths away. I came back out and sesshomaru and I walked to inuyasha’s and kagome’s. When we got to the entrance, I was attacked by kit.

“Auntie rin.”

I bent over and picked her up and held her on my left hip. “how’s my favorite little girl.”

She giggled “Good. Daddy and mommy are talking to Grandma and grandpa, the people that showed up, they said that’s what I am to call them.”

I carried her to a nearby tree and sat down with her in my lap. Sesshomaru sat down next to me. “Well sweet heart, that man is a demon, he is your father’s and uncle sesshomaru’s father. And the women is your father’s mother.”

“Auntie rin, do daddy and uncle sesshy have different mommy’s.”

“Yes, yes they do.”

“Why?”

Sesshomaru spoke this time “Because my mother and father did not get along to well, they did once before, but there were things that they could not agree on.”

“Uncle sesshy, did they love each other?”

“No, Kitty they did not.”

“Then why?”

“Because my dear niece, it was arranged marriage, they had to marry.”

“That’s so sad, you shouldn’t have to marry someone if you don’t love thim.”

Sesshomaru looked the other way, I knew he had said far to much, more than he wished to say. He doesn’t talk much. I replied for him. “You are right kitty, but sometimes that’s what has to happen.”

“But why.”

“How about I tell you when you are older, when you can understand the meaning better.”

“Okay, but only if you promise.”

“Yes I promise.”

“Pinky promise.”

I held my pinky out “I pinky promise.”

Our pinkies locked around each other and the promise was sealed. Kitty climbed from my lap and laid down on sesshomaru’s fluff since he was to my left. Kitty laid her head on my lap. “Auntie rin could you rub my head.”

“Of course.”

She liked to have her head rubbed, it helps her sleep. I ran my fingers threw her beautiful long hair. She lifted her head up to look at me. “Auntie rin, could you sing for me?”

“What song would you like to hear.”

“that one you wrote for me.“

“Okay”

She laid her head back down and I started to sing to her.

“Deep in the meadow, under the willlow,A bed of grass, a soft green pillow Lay down your head, and close your sleepy eyes And when you wake, the sun will rise Here it's safe, and here it's warm Here the daisies guard you from every harm Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true Here is the place where I love you. Deep in the meadow, hidden far away A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray Forget your woes and let your troubles lay. And then again it's morning, they'll wash away Here it's safe, and here it's warm Here the daisies guard you from every harm Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true Here is the place where I love you. Here is the place where I love.”

Her breathing slowed and evened out, she was asleep. I was getting tired myself. I had been staying up late practicing, training. I leaned my head on lord sesshomaru’s shoulder.

“You have a beautiful voice rin.”

I raised my head and looked at lord sesshomaru, it didn’t sound normal, it came out soft and gentle. “Thank you me lord.”

He nodded “you may rest now.”

I nodded back and laid my head back on his shoulder. I slowly drifted off to sleep. Breathing in the woodsy scent of lord sesshomaru, with a mix of mint and cinnamon. It smelled nice, to me any ways.

yes i know i used rues lullaby from the hunger games, i just thought that it fit so i used it.  i take no credit for this song, but i love it.  please vote and comment thank you.    so any thumbs up for lord sesshomaru's point of view?    just to clarify this is not me singing it is a girl that i found on youtube.