Chapter 5

Alright now i know that this isnt much but it is something.  I have been having to deal with getting homework done, deal with drama at school, after school clubs, chores, and figuring out what collage to got to and so on and so forth.  the list goes on forever.  anyways i typed up this little bit.  i hope that you enjoy.

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Rin’s Pov

Lord sesshomaru calmed down. He was looking at me, and it looked like there was sorrow in his eyes, but it lasted for an instant. “Lord Sesshomaru.” I even bowed my head, to be respectful. Although I was a little angry with him for not visiting like he promised. I hope he has a good explanation for not visiting me. But I am sure to get over it soon enough, I mean I can never stay mad at sesshomaru for to long. I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible, but then again, I would be acting like a child. I want to prove to lord sesshomaru, that I am a young lady now, that I can take care of myself.

Inu-no-taishu came up to us. “sesshomaru.”

Sesshomaru glared at him “Father.” He then relaxed, some.

“Lord sesshomaru are you going to be alright.”

He looked down at me “I am fine rin.”

I nodded and looked away when I heard Kitty calling me. “Auntie rin.” she ran to me, and I picked her up. She saw sesshomaru and reached out for him. “Uncle sesshy.” I smiled at what she had called sesshomaru. It was adorable, she was adorable. I loved this little girl. Lord sesshomaru took her from me and held her, while she had her arms wrapped around his neck. She missed him too. Lord sesshomaru didn’t mind her very much. He was nice to her and he bought her gifts. He didn’t treat her like he did inuyasha. Lord sesshomaru had a heart; although he wouldn’t show it to anyone, but every once in a while. I would see his heart, that he was kind, and caring. Lord sesshomaru just had strange ways of showing how he feels. He is to worried about his pride, and gaining power. He would probably kill all of us even kitty and I, if it meant that he could gain more power. Why did I still want to stay with him, was it because of my feelings that I hide for him. I know I am a crazy girl, but if you loved someone, you would do things you thought that you would never do, right?

I tried to ignore the thoughts that were running in my head. Lord sesshomaru wouldn’t do that would he. I don’t think he would ever hurt me, but then again. Lord sesshomaru was still holding kitty and he started to walk towards inuyasha’s place, following his father. When he noticed that I was not following him, he stopped and turned around to look at me.

“Rin.”

“Oh um I have things to do so um, you go ahead.”

He just stared at me. It was as if he was deciding on something. He bent down and set kitty on the ground. “Go to your father.”

She nodded at him and ran inside calling for inuyasha. Lord sesshomaru walked towards me. “I will accompany you then.”

“Oh no, you don’t have to, really.” I looked at him “But if you want to.”

We walked in silence. I stopped at my place to pick up my cloths to take them to the river that’s not to far so that I could wash them. I walked in and went to grab my cloths while lord sesshomaru waited for me outside. I walked out and Sesshomaru followed behind me. I got to the river and knelt down at the edge of the river and started to wash my cloths. When I was finished I hung them up by some near by trees. After hanging all of my cloths so that they could dry I sat down next to Lord sesshomaru. Who placed himself underneath a tree, and watched me as I did my cloths. As I sat down he turned to face me.

“How have you been. Rin.”

I looked at him “Ok I guess. I get by. I help inuyasha and kagome with kitty and I help watch all the kids in the village when their parents want alone time or whatever. I baby-sit them, play with them, and occasionally I will sing for them if they ask nicely. I’ve helped deliver a few babies as well, and that wasn’t to much fun. I know how to help heal some-ones wound if they get hurt. I really enjoy cooking.” I told him.

“You always did like to sing.”

I looked at him in shock, did he just say that. That means he did pay attention to me. “Yeah, it helps calm me some-times.”

“Do you still climb trees or cliffs when you are not supposed to?”

“Um yes.” I said while giggling.

“So you are still a trouble maker.” He said this with a grin tugging at his lips.

“I guess you could say that. I like to scare people sometimes. Like this one time kids were making-fun of me and one day they came over. Well I made some stuff look like fake blood and I put some all over the walls. I put some on my hands, and they found me in my room. Then I went all exorcist on them. They ran out screaming saying that I was possessed, and inuyasha came in and found me laughing. We high-fived and he left, but I had to clean everything. Sometimes I still act mute, so the kids still say I’m possessed, and that I am crazy, but they don’t mess with me like they used to.” I looked away because I knew what I did was a little to far, and that it was a little crazy but I couldn’t think of anything else. I looked back up at lord sesshomaru’s face. He had what looked like sadness in his eyes, but it was only there for a second. I looked at the ground, and pulled my knees up to my chest, and wrapped my arms around my legs. “People treat me differently. And I don’t know why. I mean I haven’t done anything to them.” I looked up sesshomaru “Lord Sesshomaru, what is wrong with me? Have I done something?”

“Rin there is nothing wrong with you. People just don’t see what..”

“Don’t see. What? Lord sesshomaru.”

“Rin there is nothing wrong with you. People just don’t see what..”

“Don’t see. What? Lord sesshomaru.”

“They don’t see how you can handle things the way you do. They don’t understand you. Because you are you, you be yourself, not caring what others think. You don’t blend in, you stand out, and that scares them.”

“Lord sesshomaru I think that your getting soft.” I said in a giggle. “You are the only one that I feel safe with, feel comfortable. Like I don’t have to hide who I am with you. I still have a few major questions that no one seems to be able to answer. You are the only one that can answer them, although I doubt you will.”

“Rin I am far too used to you asking questions.”

“Yes but you never answered most of them. And no the questions I have now are not ridiculous.”

“You may ask one, for the time being.”

“Alright.” I looked him straight in the eyes still curled in my ball that I had put myself in. “Lord Sesshomaru you hate humans, you detest them. They are so much lower than you. You kill any who get in your way, but yet.” I took a deep breath. “Why haven’t you treated me the same way as the others?”

He sat there, just looking off into the distance. He wouldn’t look at me. Just then in a blink of an eye his hand was in my face holding something.

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okay well thats it for now.  i will try to make the next one longer.   please vote and comment.  who knows what he is holding.  

and sorry for taking so long.