The Party part 1

(Curse warning)I arrived and Tanjiro opened the door and I walked in, I was only twenty minutes early. So I set the drinks on the table and walked over to the others who were there. Tanjiro, Inosuke, Zenitsu, and Genya were the only ones here so far. I was curious where Sanemi was, I mean the party was at his place.

“Glad you could make it, Sanemi is still in his room. I don’t know if he will be at the party much.”

As if on cue, Sanemi walked into the room, looking at me. I knew he was gonna make me talk, and I am soft for him, how will I stop it? 

“Me and Giyuu have to talk about something, we will come out when the party starts.”

I knew it, ever since the accident call. I didn’t want to start an argument so I just followed Sanemi into his room. Once we got in he told me to sit on his bed, and I obliged. He looked angry, well when did he not? This time though, he also looked kinda worried. 

“So, you better start talking. Medications, sickness? What is going on with you!? I know you are secretive and you think you're better than all of us but we can help you know.”

“You can’t help me.”

“What the fuck! Yes I can, don’t tell me what I can and can’t do motherfucker!”

“Maybe with my depression but you clearly can’t help my sickness.”

“Depression? I-I didn’t know…”

I was shocked, he looked sad and concerned. I was about to open my mouth when he pulled me in and hugged me. He was mumbling about how come I didn’t tell him or any of the others, I was speechless. I hugged him back, tightly. I haven’t had an actual hug in a long time, it was comforting. I even started to cry, leaning more into his touch. Turning my head into the crook of his neck, his body heat radiating off and giving me a welcoming warmth. He didn’t know how much I needed this, I wonder if he needed it as much as I did.Soon we let go of each other, trying not to be awkward so he just went back to the topic at hand. I was not looking forward to the rest of this conversation. I could also hear the others arriving or in the living room. I knew the party had started and that could be a way to avoid it. So I got up, said that the others were here and left his room.