Part 19

Taehyung's pov:

So if you want to know how that ended. Jimin collapsing in my arms. So here I am, holding the guy I love in my arms. He's way too weak.

I had to do something and if that hurted me, then it's like that. I can't see him like this anymore. This is enough.

I looked at him and stroked his face. "jiminie, wake up baby". He was slowly opening his eyes and looked at me.

"I'm serious right now. I know you won't like this but I have no choice. 8 have to force you to eat." I said while looking serious in his eyes.

He looked at me, not happy. "You can't fo-" he looked at my arms. "Why are your sleeves red".

🚫Trigger warning: self harm, cutting, depression🚫

Flashbacl:

I looked at my boyfriend sleeping so peacefully. He looked beautiful, pretty, handsome and dead. Dead... He is a skeleton.

Tears started filling my eyes as I looked at him. I was angry. Angry at myself for not being good enough to help him. Angry because I was the worst boyfriend ever. ANGRY BECAUSE I'M KILLING HIM.

Tears started filling my eyes and I took the pair of scissors that were nexto me. I pulled my sleeves up and looked down at my arm.

There were all cuts and wounds. It was full. My arms was full. There wasn't any place left. I decided to just cut my healing ones open.

Blood started running from my arm and I liked it. I deserved it. Jimin deserves someone that can help him. Not me. I'm trash. But I can't leave him.

End of flashback

Jimin's pov:

I took his arm and moves his sleeve up. "Jimin don-". I started crying and looked at his arm. All cuts and blood. "t-Tae, W-why". "jimin" he started "it hurts as hell to see you like this. You're dying. You're unhealthy" he cried.

I cried really hard and hugged him. "please don't do this because of me". "look jimin, I won't. It was you bacause of panic. I'll stay calm okay" he said.

I looked at him "fine, I'll go to a clinic. Not because of me but because of you. I don't want my problems to have such an impact on you taehyung".

He smile "I'm so extremely proud of you jimin" he hugged me "how about we go outside hm" he smiles and I just nodded.

I let him go and stood up. I immediately fell down but taehyung caught me. "whoa ah, calm down buddy" he squaded down "hop on".

"I'm too heavy" I responded. He just took my arms and pulled me on his back and stood up.

"taeee put me down" I whined. "No jiminie, we're going outside. It's good for you hm".

We were sitting against a tree underneath a Sakura tree (cherryblossom/pink tree). I looked at the leafs falling down. "beautiful" I heard taehyung saying. I nodded in agreement but when I turned my head, I saw that he was looking at me.

I blushed heavily and turned my head away. He chuckled and places his finger underneath my chin "don't look away baby". I looked at him and saw him staring in my eyes.

He slowly leaned closer until our lips almost touched. "I love you" and with that he closed the space between our lips.

He kissed my softly and pulled me on his lap. He laid his hands underneath my ass and kept kissing. He slid his tongue in my mouth and I just let him do his job.

Out heated makeout session went on like that for an hour.

After a while, I pulled away and looked in his eyes. The leaves were falling all around us and he just looked so beautiful. His eyes, his face, his everything.

I knew it. I just knew this was the man I wanted to be with forever. I looked in his eyes "I love you too"

THE END

jkjk... Well almost... Next chapter is going to be a time skip. WooopwoopEdit 2023: i'm dissapointed in you, girl