Part 18

Jimin's pov:

It was around 8pm and tae could stay with me for the night. I didn't feel good at all. They would bring food in 5 minutes. First of all it's AFTER 8 pm and I can't go throw up.

"here's food for park jimin and Kim taehyung" a nurse said and placed the food.

I immediately saw that my plate was way bigger than his. I looked at the nurse, but she didn't leave.

"I have to see that you eat enough" she said. "I'm sorry but I think I would eat more if you're not here. I don't wanna sound rude, but I'm just not comfortable".

"it's okay, I'll stay with him. Does he need to eat everything?" tae said. "just eat as much as possible, you also have to push him".

Tae nodded and bowed. She walked out the door and I sighed. "okay, now let's eat" taehyung said.

He started eating but I just stared at my fork. I started shaking because I was so afraid of food.

He looked up at me "hey hey hey, what's wrong jiminie?". He stood up "move your little ass" he said and I put my fork down and mover a little.

He sat down cross-legged and looked at me. "are you okay?". I nodded while looking down.

"hey, you have to eat jimin. Please". And that's when I broke. Tears started filling my eyes and slowly rolling down my cheeks.

"oh honey, don't cry" he said and hugged me tight. I hid my face in his shoulder and cried ever harder.

He stroked with his hand over my hair "shht shht, it's okay". "I-I don't w-want to eat tae" I sobbed.

"but why". "I'm scared... I'm not even afraid of death or being hurt. I'm just afraid to death for food".

"but you have to eat. For me please" he said. "I-I can't tae" I cried out again.

He let me go and took my hands. "Jiminie, look at me" he said while wiping my tears away with his thumb.

I looked in his eyes. "I can't lose you, please. I just want to be happy so we can go out for diner, walk on the beach, start a life together and so much more. I want to be with you and I want you to be healthy"