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Tw: mention of blood read at your own risk.

Panic

I don't know how I'm gonna keep hiding this....he's gonna have to know someday.

Ni-ki's doing a good job chasing them out. My feet are stuck to the ground, I can't move. My hands are trembling, my face is red. I can't breathe, the walls are caving in. I'm losing air the same way I did 7 years ago... help.

~Flashback~

Sunoo and I were in our mother's car on the way to the Amusement Park. We were happy singing all the really good childhood songs.

A call came through and mom picked up...silence. The air was stuffy, I couldn't breathe. Sunoo's head was bleeding, I shook him to wake him up, he's not budging. I'm panicking...mom ,where's mom?

"Mom!!! Mom!!" Tears streamed down my face I can't see my mom. Sunoo, mom...why am I the only one alive? Please wake up.

"Mom?" Her head was smashed between the roof of the car and the steering wheel. Blood was all over the place. I couldn't stand it.

I woke up in a hospital, the smell of medicine filled the room. I got up but a sharp pain shooting straight up my arm dropped me back down on my bed. I panicked, my head is ringing...Sunoo...mom...where are they?

It was a few days after the accident, the doctors told me mom passed away. The brain damage was servier they couldn't save our mom. Sunoo was in a comma and I just found out dad already had another woman and she had a son...Seungmin.

I was lying on my hospital bed. The food beside me was cold, my eyes are red and they burn. I had no more tears left to cry. My heart aches in different ways.

The doctor came in to check on me, I can't even look at him. He probably brings bad news.

"Kim hyeon ju? Your brother just woke up Do you want to see him?" I looked up at him faster than I could say yes. I nodded getting on my wheelchair.

There he was, my beautiful brother that I loved so much. He was eating and smiled when he saw me. I tried to stand up and hugged him. I cried in his arms all I could do was cry. He placed kisses all over my face wiping my tears away. He gave me a reassuring smile. He already knew everything that happened.

~a month later~

Sunoo and I already got back to the house. It was empty without mom plus dad has a new wife and her son, Seungmin, was around trying to help us.

He was nice, overprotective, but nice. His mom was just like him. She treated Sun and I just like her very own kids so we got comfortable around her quickly. She was like mom so we called her mom...she cried that day.

Seungmin didn't like dad, we never knew why. We heard from mom that Seungmin had memory loss. We just acted like his other two siblings that he lost so he wouldn't get hurt. We also had our doubts, but he was our father after all. The relationship between Seungmin's mom...or now our new mom looked forced. I don't think she loved him.

Everything went smoothly, dad got rich and we moved to an even bigger house. New mom was already rich anyway since she inherited all of the riches her first husband had. Seungmin was always taking care of us, he was the big brother we both never had even though Sun was enough for me.

Dad drifted away from us, he was too busy with his companies. He wasn't the same way he used to be. Reporters kept coming for Sun and I, always asking questions about our mom. Always trying to make us re-live the past of what happened with mom.

They invaded our privacy, snuck up on us in school. Tried to make a reality TV show about our lives with hidden cameras that we later found out that dad had planned. I hated cameras and the media ever since. They were always up in our business. Spreading false info about us, recording us while naked or showering and spreading them online.

We felt seen by everyone's eyes. I felt touched by people's perverted eyes at the ripe age of eleven. I felt assaulted, we felt assaulted.

~present~

I woke up on my bed. How did I get here? My head is banging and I'm dizzy. Just then I heard a knock at my door. Ni-ki came in with a glass of water and meds.

"Wtf happened to me?" I asked him while reaching for my meds. Yes I take different meds and they lowkey high key help with my anxiety. How did he know that?

"Well...the reporters crashed in here asking all types of questions, I just saw you pale and standing there, your hands were shaking then you blacked out"

I let out a slight chuckle when he said that cuz thats the first time he's actually ever cared.

That's when it clicked....he shouldn't be at my house anymore. The more he's here the more he's closer to finding out about the family secrets.

"I think you can go now. You don't need to be here." I said while getting up to push him out of the house.

"B-but..." He said trying to ask me something but I really wasn't in the mood

"No buts Ni-ki. I'll see you at school." I said pushing him out and closing the door. I leaned against the door and put a hand through my hair in frustration.

There's a lot I can't say to him yet...and alot he doesn't need to know, not now....maybe never, I hope. •~•~•~•~•~~••~~••~~•~•~~•~~•~•••••••••~

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