Part : 19

Time skip to mid night,

At Bangtan house,

Danish was sitting beside Suga, crossing his arms, focusing on his men who were trying to find their location, Rm & Jimin were typing rapidly and their fingers flying across the keyboard while a tracking software attempted to ping the last known devices around Hwang and Y/n

Jimin : *sighed* Y/n's pendant isn't responding! *angry*

He broke his laptop, throwing him aside and everyone looked at him

Suga : Jimin--

Jimin : I-I swear if anything happens to our Princess, I'll kill myself! Hyung! *sad*

Taehyung : Hyung! Please don't lose hope, Mingyu won't hurt her, he's behind y/n and I don't think he can do anything--

Jungkook : But hwang? What about him? *cold*

Taehyung : *sighed* I don't know!

Rm : Shit! The GPS signals from Hwang's smartwatch were cut 2 hours ago! *annoyed*

Jhope : Check his last place! *cold*

Rm : *nodded* It's near our company! Hyung! *confused*

Suga : He's hiding her in the most predictable place, just like last time! *cold*

Danish : Arrogant psychopaths don't change! Namjoon! Give all the last details to my guards! *cold*

Rm nodded and Suga stood up, grabbing his gun and jacket, Danish looked at him and rolled his eyes

Danish : Don't do that stupidity again! Suga! It's about your sister and That mingyu can kill Hwang! So be aware--

Suga : we don't have time! Do or die! *cold*

Taehyung : *nodded* I'm coming! Hyung!

Jungkook : Me too! *cold*

Jhope : I'm coming too!

Danish : *sighed* okay then I'm coming too! That kid is too young to die!

He stood up and turned to his men, grabbing his car keys and guns

Danish : send the location to us! *cold* and Namjoon, be here, if anything you feel doubtful, just inform us!

Rm nodded and they left, confirming one thing in their minds that this thing ends tonight

On the other side,

At Mingyu's place,

Y/n was laying on the bed unconcious, Her wrists were now free,but she remained unconscious from the drugs,Her body was fragile, her lips pale and her breathing was shallow, Mingyu was sitting beside her, brushing her hair by his hands, his eyes were clouded, his fingers were trembling, Earlier, the doctor had told him the one thing that cracked his already shattered mind

'She's Pregnant!'

The words echoed in his head like bullets, Pregnant? with Hwang's child? The veins in his neck were clearly visible, his fists clenched tightly but then he looked down at her sleeping face and sighed

Mingyu : You betrayed me! Doll! *soft*

His fingers stopped on her cheek, His expression broken, Torn between love, obsession, and rage, he laughed bitterly and looked at her

Mingyu : But you're still mine! *chuckled* You were supposed to be mine since the beginning, doll! You remember? Ten years ago, when I first saw you, you smiled, You didn't even know I existed! We met in the winter fest, doll! *chuckled*

His expression turned darkened and he slowly stood up from the bed

Mingyu : And now you're..CARRYING SOMEONE ELSE'S CHILD! *Angry*

Suddenly, he punched the wall beside the bed with full force, cracking it there, Doctor standing behind him trembled to see him when Mingyu turned back and knelt beside her again, brushing her hands softly, whispering now like a psychotic prayer

Mingyu : B-but don't worry doll! I'll fix it! You'll forget about him! You'll forget everything and maybe...just maybe, if you wake up and smile at me again, I won't kill him right away! Doll! Promise--

Before he could complete his sentence, his guards burst inside the room and bowed to Mingyu

Guard1 : Sir! They might found the lead! Our guards told us that they're coming towards us!

Mingyu's eyes turned cold, he stood up slowly, glanced at Y/N once more and wiped his tears, gritting his teeth more tightly

Mingyu : Let them come! They'll walk into my little house of hell, Just like last time! But..*smirk* Only to see their dead Hwang! *Cold*

He then turned sharply to the doctor who trembled and took step back but Mingyu pulled him by his collar

Mingyu : You'll remove it! Abort this child! Today! I don't care how!Inform my men for the tools and men you need but You're coming with me! *cold*

Doctor : S-sir! S-she's weak, her body, It won't--

Mingyu : I wasn't asking for medical advice! Just do as I say! *cold*

Mingyu loaded the pistol and pointed it straight at the doctor's forehead, The doctor gulped and nodded in silent fear, Mingyu smirked and turned to y/n, he simply smiled and covered her with a blanket

Mingyu : You don't need this child, doll! You only need me! *smile* We'll start over, Just us! *soft*

He lastly glanced at her and left to other room, when he came inside, he saw Hwang was still on the floor but his eyes slowly opened to see Mingyu, his fingers twitched and he managed to look up

But Mingyu rolled his sleeves and grabbed Hwang by the collar, jerking him forward violently, he moved his face inches apart to Hwang

Mingyu : You should've died years ago, you know! *gritted his teeth* But no! you had to touch my doll! *angry*

He pushed Hwang on the wall and his back hit on the wall, Hwang wanted to fight but his legs were not working, he fell on the floor but tried to stand up, Mingyu glared at him and jerked him infront of him

Mingyu : How dare you even lay a finger on my doll, huh? *Angry* I can't even leave a scratch on her body, she's too delicate and you! *angry* you motherfucker! YOU GOT HER PREGNANT! *yelled*

The words reached into the deepest part of Hwang's soul, Pregnant? With his child? In that instant, the pain in his body seemed to blur, His lips parted slightly, and despite the dried blood, a tiny smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, His chest rose as he tried to breathe, His eyes shined through the blood, through the agony, a father? For the first time, Even tied, even broken, even helpless, There was hope in his eyes, A spark that even Mingyu couldn't snuff out

Mingyu : What the hell are you smiling for? *gritted his teeth* You're gonna die before you ever meet that baby! *smirk*

Mingyu grabbed his hairs and smirked at him but Hwang didn't stop smiling, Even with blood pooling near his lip, he chuckled weakly and said through clenched teeth

Hwang : Then I'll die happy! my y/n is alive! And carrying my child! *smirk*

Mingyu roared, turning away and throwing the chair across the room, completely losing it, Hwang sat on the floor because of weakness and Mingyu flipped his hairs back, taking steps closer to him

Mingyu : You're right! Y/n is alive and she needs to! *smirk* for me! But what about that baby? I'm not gonna take anything from you, Hwang! *smirk* May be father and kid would go hell together! *chuckled*

Hwang's eyes darkened, He spat the blood and yelled with every bit of strength left in him

Hwang : If you touch her, MINGYU! I'll kill you, I'll rip you apart even if I come back from hell! *angry*

Mingyu : *laughed* Let's see you can come back from hell or not! *smirk*

In the other room,

Y/n's hands moved as her consciousness returned slowly, She blinked a few times and realized she was lying on a soft mattress in a different room, as her vision adjusted, she saw a doctor standing in front of her, the moment he saw her awake, he came nearer and leaned closer

Doctor : Hey! Are you okay? *gulped*

Y/n : *nodded* Y-yes! w-who are you?

Doctor : Shh! D-don't shout please! T-the man who called me here, he's so dangerous! H-his guards kidnapped me from the hospital! *gulped* I'm the doctor and here t-to examine you!

Y/n : W-what? *confused*

Doctor : Ma'am! You're pregnant! B-but the man who brought me here, he wants to abort the child! w-who's he? *scared*

Y/N's heart dropped when she heard him, Her hands flew to her belly instinctively, Her eyes began to well up with tears but not sadness, it was Happiness, Overwhelming joy,She whispered again, stunned, smiling despite the horror surrounding her, I'm going to be a mother? Hwang's child?Her entire body trembled at that thought, not with fear this time, but hope, She could see Hwang's eyes, his smile, his excitement, feel his warmth, and now the part of him growing inside her

But the doctor leaned forward and gripped her wrist to get her attention

Doctor : S-She's not your husband, right? You have to run! If you don't want to lose this child, run now! He's distracted! *worried*

y/n : *nodded* I-i won't let Mingyu take this from me! *angry*

She nodded firmly and wiped her tears, She got up slowly, tiptoed to the edge of the door and peeked outside, Two guards were nearby but just like the doctor said, they didn't allow to touch her, when the guards noticed her, They tried to stop her verbally , blocking her path half heartedly, confused by Mingyu's previous order

Guard1 : Miss, you can't leave! he said not to touch you, but you can't go out!

Y/n didn't stop, she tightned her grip and dashed down the corridor, without looking back

At that time,

Mingyu was standing infront of Hwang, pointing his gun on Hwang's head, ready to pull the trigger

Mingyu : You won't live to touch her again! Hwang! Because she's mine! *smirk*

He smiled one last time but Hwang didn't have fear in his eyes, he was glaring at Mingyu with his rage eyes when door burst opened and two guards came inside

Guard1 : S-sir! M-ma'am ran! S-she's escaping! *gulped*

Guard2 : S-sir! Kim brothers would be here anytime! W-we need to do something!

Mingyu's head turned toward the door And his lips curled with rage, but his brain worked faster than his temper, he looked at hwang back and grabbed his gun more tightly

Mingyu : BRING HER BACK TO ME! *angry*

He yelled on his guards and turned to hwang

Mingyu : and Kill him! Right Now! Shoot him in the legs if you have to But don't let him leave this place alive! *angry*

He run towards the door, putting his guards alone with Hwang, The guards turned to Hwang, rifles raised, ready to end him

Guard1 : Time to die, lover boy! *cold*

He pointed a gun at him but before they could kill him, The gunshots started echoing at that room, Hwang closed his eyes and crawled back to corner as he was too weak to stand up from that place, his leg was broken and his forehead was still bleeding

Taehyung, Jungkook, Jimin and Jhope came inside the place, their weapons were unleashing a storm of gunfire,Guards scattered in panic and Taehyung's eyes burned with anger as he fired without blinking, Jhope moved like a shadow and Jimin covered their backs, mowing down anything that moved with brutal efficiency

Jungkook crashed through the side door, falling to his knees beside Hwang who lay on the cold floor and the sight froze Jungkook's breath, Hwang's shoulder was dislocated, his leg bent unnaturally, and blood was smeared down his face, Yet his eyes, half lidded and burning, still held defiance

Jungkook : H-hwang! *shocked* W-what the hell that mingyu did with you! *angry*

Jungkook panicked, reaching out to help him sit up but Hwang shook his head and gritted his teeth

Hwang : Don't waste time on me! Jk--

Jungkook : You're bleeding, Hwang! your leg is--

Hwang : LISTEN TO ME! *angry*

Hwang grabbed Jungkook's collar with the last bit of his strength and looked into his eyes

Hwang : H-he took y/n! S-save her--

Jungkook : *nodded* Hyungs went behind them! Hwang--

Hwang : *shook his head* N-no you're not understanding! J-jk! SHE'S PREGNANT! Y-Y/N'S PREGNANT! *worried*

Hwang coughed and his lips stained red when Jungkook froze, the world around him shattered and time stopped, Taehyung, Jimin and Jhope also froze mid fire and looked at Hwang

Taehyung : W-what did you say? *worried*

Hwang : *nodded* s-she's carrying my child! Don't let him..don't let Mingyu touch her! Hyung! *crying*

He cried in front of Taehyung and The words pierced through them like daggers, Their baby sister, the one they protected their whole lives, was now carrying a life inside her, Taehyung didn't think twice and dialed Suga's number to inform him

Taehyung : He's dead! I don't care how, I don't care when,I will rip his soul apart! *angry*

Jimin nodded and loaded another round into his rifle, turning his knuckles white

Jimin : No more warnings! No more mercy! *angry*

Jungkook : *nodded* Taehyung hyung! Inform Suga hyung to kill him! *cold* Kill him for me?

He wiped his tears and looked at Taehyung, Hwang closed his eyes due to pain and Taehyung nodded

Taehyung : gladly! *cold*

On the other side,

Y/n was running through the alley when Mingyu caught her, His hand gripped her wrist violently, yanking her back so hard she stumbled into his chest, she looked at him with wide eyes and Mingyu gritted his teeth

Mingyu : Where do you think you're going, huh? *angry*

Y/N thrashed and screamed, hitting him on his chest and his arms, kicking him, fighting like a lioness but Mingyu grabbed her waist and pulled her on his chest

Y/n : LET ME GO, MINGYU! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT! *angry*

Mingyu : No right? Huh? YOU were mine before anyone! You think I'll let him keep you! *angry*

He picked her up in bridal style and made her sit in his car, he instructed his guards to drive the car and he sat on back seat, holding y/n firmly in his arms

Mingyu : They can't catch me again! *angry* You were mine... MINE! Y/N!

He pulled her more close in his arms and Y/n landed on his chest, her one hand was on her seat, the other pressed against his chest

Y/n : L-leave me! *angry*

But Mingyu didn't leave her, he didn't know was, her brothers' shadows were already hunting him and they weren't coming for revenge, They were coming for war

Mingyu : WHY THE HELL ARE YOU DRIVING THIS SLOW? *angry* if I caught up, I'll kill you all!

He yelled on his guards and Y/n flinched, she was crying mess but Mingyu didn't even let her go far from him

Suddenly, His driver guard pulled the break and Mingyu pointed the gun on his head, smacking on his head

Mingyu : WHY THE HELL YOU STOP THE CAR? HUH? *angry*

Guard : s-sir! T-there's no way! *gulped*

Mingyu looked aside and saw Three cars had blocked the way, Its doors opened slowly, and Jin stepped out, Beside him stood Guwon, resting his hands in pockets, no longer a prisoner but a weapon, Mingyu narrowed his eyes and gulped

Mingyu : G-guwon? W-with him?*shocked*

Y/n : O-oppa? *smile*

But before Mingyu could react, he saw more movement around them, From the shadows emerged dozens of armed men, Suga's elite guards, Danish's strike unit, The best from the underground, They formed a wide circle, surrounding the car like a predator surrounding prey

Mingyu gulped and instinctively reached behind Y/N and gripped her arm, pulling her close, pressing the barrel of a gun to her temple

Mingyu : O-one move and she dies! *cold*

He shouted with a growl as his eyes scanned the circle, Y/n froze in terror, eyes shut tight but in a heartbeat Gunfire erupted, it was chaos, Mingyu's guards dropped like dominoes, bodies thudding against the road one by one lifeless, Y/N ducked and covered her face with trembling hands and Smoke filled the air

When the smoke cleared, All of Mingyu's men were down, Mingyu gulped and Jin was standing infront of his car, He walked to Mingyu, ripped open the car door, and grabbed his collar

Jin : WHERE IS YOUR FEAR NOW? Huh? *angry*

Jin roared, dragging him out and throwing him to the ground like a rag doll, Y/N collapsed outside the car, coughing, but Suga gently picked her up ad took her aside to safety

Suga : Kitten! Are you okay? *soft*

Y/n : O-oppa! Hwang--

Suga : he's okay! Jk & Tae are with him! *soft* are you okay? Tell me where did you get hurt? *worried*

He started examine her and on the other side, 0Mingyu tried to stand, but Jin kicked him in the gut, again and again, punching him until blood painted his face, Jin raised his gun, the barrel resting right on Mingyu's forehead but mingyu crawled Back

Mingyu : W-wait! W-where's Jk? Y-you can't kill me! H-he won't allow for it! *scared*

Jin gritted his teeth ready to kill him when Suga chuckled and stepped forward, leaned closer and sat in front of that man

Suga : who's jk? Your friend? *Chuckled* He told us to kill you! *smirk* No mercy, No hesitation!

Mingyu's face fell, the color drained from his eyes and he shook his head

Mingyu : N-no you're lying! H-he's my best friend! He can't--

Suga : Want to hear the exact words? *smirk* Do it! For Y/n! For the baby! For Hwang! Kill that bastard! *cold*

Mingyu : N-no! NO HE WOULDN'T--

Before he could complete the sentence, Jin's gunshot silenced him, Mingyu's body fell back, lifeless and Suga looked back to Jin who was breathing heavily

Jin : S-sorry! I-I couldn't control!

He lowered his gun and Suga stood up, placing a hand on his shoulder

Suga : *cold* You did right--

Jin : *shook his head* W-what about J-jk?! Suga! What will we answer him? *looked down*

Suga didn't answer him because They weren't satisfied, pain doesn't end with death, It ends when peace begins and for them? That peace was still far away

Danish : Guys! Leave this place before we become the headline of the next news! *cold*

Suga & Jin looked behind at Danish who was wrapping his coat around y/n's body who fell unconscious in his arms, Jin run to her and held her in his arms with tears

Jin : T-thank god! She's safe--

Suga : she's pregnant! Hyung! *smile*

Jin's world stopped and he immediately pulled himself back, Suga nodded again and he looked at his baby sister sleeping in his arms like a real baby

Jin : W-what? *shocked* a-are you sure?

Suga : Tae told me! Let's bring her home! Jiah will examine her!

Jin nodded and Danish looked at them dialing his guards number

Danish : You go! I'll come after clearing this mess--

Before he could complete the sentence, Suga hugged him and Danish flinched like a cat, he wasn't familiar with suga's hug that made him rock in his arms, Suga pulled him back and looked at him

Suga : thanks! *cold*

Danish : O-okay? Welcome? *Confused*

His face turned red and he looked at Suga but he left out of embarrassment

On the other side,

Jungkook & Taehyung brought Hwang directly to the hospital as he lost the blood and fell unconscious, The doctors took him in one private room and Jungkook sat on the floor, holding his hairs

Mingyu, His childhood best friend, The boy who once shared ramen under the stars with him, Who stitched up his wounds after street fights, who gave him his first gun and taught him not to flinch, Now? Gone by his command, Jungkook's hands trembled as he stared at his fingers, still stained with Hwang's blood and his heart? Split, split between Mingyu and Hwang, He didn't speak, didn't blink, didn't breathe for a moment

Taehyung noticed his nervousness and sat beside him, resting his head on his shoulder

Taehyung : Jk! *soft* you okay?

Jungkook slowly turned to look at him, his face was empty but his eyes were drowning in unshed tears

Jungkook : T-Taehyung hyung! I-I killed him! *crying* I-I killed Mingyu! I told them to shoot! I told them--

He stumbled back, gripping his head like it might explode, His knees buckled, but Taehyung caught him and hugged him tightly

Taehyung : You did what a brother would do! Jk! You chose your sister! You chose your family! *soft*

He ruffled his hairs but Jungkook didn't hear it, His mind was a battlefield, every memory of Mingyu replaying like ghosts haunting him, The way they once laughed, The promise to never raise a gun on each other,The brotherhood that was supposed to outlast the war and yet, he gave the order

Jimin : Tae! Jk! Call hyungs! Hwang's condition is critical! *worried*

He came out from the senior doctor's chamber and Taehyung & Jungkook looked there his guilt slammed into urgency, He wiped his tears, forcing himself to stand, No time to break, He rushed over to the room where Hwang was unconscious and his shirt soaked in blood, His leg was shattered, Shoulder dislocated and his Internal bleeding, Jungkook came to his left side and grabbed his hand when Doctors were discussing over his medical report

Jungkook : Hwang! *shocked*

Taehyung : Hwang? *shocked*

They stood surrounding him and Hwang opened his eyes slightly and tried to smile through the pain

Jungkook : Hwang! Be strong! you'll be okay! *worried*

Hwang : Y-y/n? *mumbled*

Taehyung : she's okay! Hwang! She's safe, you saved her! *worried*

Hwang : *nodded slightly* then I-it worth it!

Jungkook : what are you saying?! Hwang!You're gonna be a dad! *smile* You can't die, okay? *soft*

Hwang didn't answer but his fingers tightened slightly around Jungkook's hand

Jungkook : Hwang! Don't you wanna be there the day your baby says 'papa'? Huh? *sad smile*

Hwang smiled and closes his eyes again, Jimin & Taehyung exchanged a look and shook his body

Jimin : Hwang? *shocked*

Taehyung : Hwang! Open your eyes! *worried* DOCTORS! PLEASE C-CHECK HIM!

His hand trembled and the doctors immediately rushed to them, They pulled Hwang onto a stretcher and pushed him towards the ICU, Taehyung & Jungkook stood froze and Jimin looked at them

Jimin : T-Tae! Where are hyungs? Call them here! W-we can't make any decisions alone! *gulped*

Taehyung nodded and went out dialing Suga's number, Jimin also came out to meet the doctors and Jungkook sat on the cold bench outside the operating room, He pushed his head between his hands and cried, his thoughts that rips your soul apart, He cried for Mingyu, He cried for Hwang, He cried for the unborn child who deserved better and for the brother who carried the pain no one saw

On the other side,

At Bangtan house,

It had been hours since the rescue, Y/n was laying on her bed, Her brothers had carried her inside like glass, afraid she might shatter again if they moved too fast, Suga had tucked her in with trembling hands, Jhope placed her favorite stuffed animal near her pillow, Jin brought warm soup she wouldn’t eat, and Rm silently sat near the edge with Aesha & Jiah, Outside, the house was filled with worried whispers by the girls but inside that room, there was a silence

Aesha : J-jiah! Are you sure? She's okay? *worried*

She caressed Y/n's hairs and Jiah nodded at her, folding her arms

Jiah : She's okay, Unnie! *soft*

Jin : A-and baby? *worried*

Jiah : Oppa! Baby is fine too! Don't worry! *smile*

She hugged Jin lightly and Jin caressed her hairs for a while, suddenly, Suga's phone buzzed and he went out to attend the call, Taehyung told him to come to the hospital urgently and Suga agrees, he came back to the room and looked at Jin but before he could say anything to him, Y/n suddenly sat up on bed

Y/n : Hwang! *scared*

The name left her lips like a prayer and Rm who was seated next to her, jumped up and hugged her

Rm : Hey! Y/nah! Calm down! Princess! *soft*

Y/n : O-oppa? Hwang? *worried* where's Hwang? H-he's not okay, is he?

Jin : He's okay! Princess! *smile*

She ignored him, swinging her legs off the bed and Suga rushed forward, gently holding her shoulders

Suga : kitten! He's okay! Baby! He's okay! *soft*

Y/n : Then where's he? oppa! *angry* I want to meet him! *worried*

Suga didn't answer her as it was his limit now, he can't lie to his sister and Jin understood, he stood up from the bed and hugged y/n from behind

Jin : Princess! *soft* Listen to us, baby! You need to take care of yourself too! You were drugged and unconscious for hours! *worried*

But she pushed his hand off and turned to Jin with teary eyes

Y/n : Don’t lie to me! Oppa! I can feel it! Something’s wrong with him! He’s not okay..I need to see him! *sniffed*

Jin looked at her tears and looked away, They all exchanged glances, silently trying to decide who’d speak but no one said anything

Y/n : He’s the father of my child, oppa! please! *worried*

That one sentence made the whole room hold its breath, Their little sister was Pregnant, Carrying life after barely escaping the death, Suga's lips trembled, but he took her hands and closed his eyes to gather courage

Suga : Kitten! Look! I know You're worried but be strong! okay?! Hwang's alive but he's in critical condition! He's in the ICU, Multiple fractures, Internal bleeding and He hasn’t woken up yet! *looked down*

Y/n's legs weakened and Jin caught her before she fell, She clutched onto him and sobbed onto his chest

Jin : P-princess! *worried*

Y/N : O-oppa! He...he doesn’t even know! *sob* I couldn’t tell him, I-I couldn't tell him that I-I'm pregnant! *crying* What if..what if I never get to! *crying*

Rm : Hey, hey, don’t say that! Princess! *worried*

He run to her and cupped her face, lifting her face slightly, Jin looked at Rm and then kissed on y/n's cheeks

Jin : Princess! He knows! *smile*

Y/n : *blinked* W-what? *shocked*

Jin : *nodded* Yes! In fact he was the one who told us to save you and baby first! *smile*

Y/n's eyes became teary again and she immediately turned to Suga

Y/n : S-suga oppa! I-i feel like if I don’t see him now, I-i’ll lose him! Oppa! Please let me meet him! *sad*

Suga sighed heavily and brushed her hairs by his hands

Suga : I'm sorry! Kitten! But I can't take you there--

Y/n : BUT WHY? *angry*

Suga : Kitten--

Y/n : NO! I WANT TO MEET HIM! NOW! *Angry*

She stood up immediately but lost her balance, Rm caught her in his arms and forcefully laid her on bed

Rm : Y/n! You're not going anywhere! *cold* sleep come on!

Y/n : b-but--

Suga : kitten! We’re going to the hospital tomorrow! Okay?I promise! *soft* please sleep now!

He caressed her back gently and looked at her

Suga : Hwang won't like if you won't take care of yourself first! And it’s time to save him, kitten! And we will! Whatever it takes! Trust your oppa! *soft*

Jin nodded and they all embraced her protectively, lovingly, silently vowing to guard both, her and the tiny life inside her

A tear escaped from Aesha's eyes and she immediately came out from the room not wanted to break down in front of them, Jiah also followed her and they both came to dining room where others were sitting, They weren’t just talking about the tragedy, but they were living it

Euna : *looked up* Unnie! What happened? How's y/n? *worried*

She looked up and saw Aesha & Jiah coming there, Alice & inaya also looked at them hoping for positive answer

Jiah : *nodded* she's okay but she's barely holding on! she wants to meet hwang! *sighed*

Euna : And Hwang! *worried*

Aesha : Suga said he's critical! And they're trying to stabilize him! *sad*

Inaya : W-what? *shocked*

Jiah : *nodded* He just had some fractures but internal bleeding made it worse! *looked down*

They all sighed when the door bell rang, they looked there and Inaya stood up to check, her heart skipping a beat as she walked toward the door, when she opened it, Kwisha run inside look like she’d run from somewhere but still tried to compose herself before entering

Kwisha : W-where's y/n? And where's Hwang? *breathing heavily*

Inaya stepped asid and widened her eyes a little at her sudden entrance, Kwisha walked into the hall and found everyone’s eyes turning to her, Euna stood slowly and came to her

Euna : K-kwisha? *confused* where were you all the time? Joon needed you! *angry*

Kwisha : S-sorry! Unnie! B-but where's y/n? *worried*

Euna : Y/N is inside, resting! *soft*

Kwisha : *nodded* O-okay! And hwang? *worried*

Euna : His condition is worse than we thought, He's in the ICU! *sighed*

Kwisha : W-what!? *shocked*

Euna : Yes! And Jk is with him--

Kwisha : Jk is there? *confused*

Jiah : Yes! He hasn’t left his side, He’s the one who took him to the hospital and refused to come home! *soft*

Kwisha looked down, She knew Jungkook was hurting deeply, Hwang & Mingyu were more than just friends for him, they are family and she wasn’t there, Guilt crawled inside her, She looked up again, but this time there was a sudden fire in her eyes

Kwisha : I’m going to him! *cold*

Euna : W-what? Kwisha! wait, you don’t have to--

She took a step forward but Kwisha had already turned around and walked out, She didn’t know why tears filled her eyes, She didn’t know if it was for Jungkook, for Hwang, for herself or for y/n, All she knew was she had to be there, He’ll be broken, he’ll pretend he’s strong, but he’ll fall apart the second he’s alone and she wanted to be there to catch him before that happened, for once, she wanted to be his anchor, Because Jungkook had always been everyone else’s

Time skip to hospital,

Jungkook was still sitting in the hospital chair outside the ICU, elbows on his knees, hands covering his face, as if the weight of the entire world rested on his shoulders, His hoodie was soaked at the neckline from blood, Hwang was inside fighting for his life and deciding the future of unborn child, a child that never asked to be brought into a world of blood, betrayal, and bullets

He sighed heavily and turned slowly, there she was, Kwisha, looked like she ran here barefoot, like she’d been crying the whole way, their eyes met and he blinked

Jungkook : K-kwisha! *confused* Why are you here...

His voice creaked halfway but Kwisha didn’t say a word, She knelt in front of him and gently held his trembling hands in hers

Kwisha : I-I heard! Jk! I heard everything! *sad*

He didn’t reply but just stared at her with his doe eyes and then he broke, he leaned forward, forehead dropping onto her shoulder, and finally let go

Jungkook : I-I command h-hyungs to kill Mingyu! Kwisha! H-hwang is fighting f-for his life and y-y/n? *sob* M-my princess is pregnant! Kwisha! She's just a kid and carrying Hwang's child and that Hwang! That idiot is not even responding! N-not for his own kid! *angry*

His fingers dug into her sleeves and Kwisha’s heart shattered at the sight of him,this strong, untouchable man falling apart in front of her

Jungkook : What if he doesn’t open his eyes? Kwisha? What if y/N has to live with that pain forever? *worried* w-what if--

Before he could complete the sentence, She wrapped her arms around his head and stroked his hair slowly, whispering again and again

Kwisha : N-nothing will happen to Hwang! Jk! Be strong! Please! *worried*

Jungkook cried on her Shoulder and t hey sat there in silence, Just two broken hearts holding onto each other in a world that was spinning too fast, Slowly, gradually, his sobs began to soften and His breathing steadied, he pulled back just a little, enough to look into her eyes and Kwisha wiped his tears

Kwisha : Be strong! My baby jk! *sad smile*

Jungkook : *nodded* I-I'm sorry! I didn't attend call last night! But why were you calling? *sniffed*

Kwisha blinked and looked down, that one question, She wasn’t prepared for it now, She looked away and her heart raced

Jungkook : Kwisha? What happened? Are you okay? *soft*

Kwisha : Y-yeah! I'm okay! I was just--

Jungkook : only truth! Kwisha! I'm worried for you! *soft*

He caressed her cheeks and She swallowed the lump in her throat, then, without speaking a word, she brought her hand up and covered his eyes lightly

Jungkook furrowed his brows beneath her touch and tried to remove her hands from his eyes

Jungkook : Kwisha! What are you--

Before he could finish the sentence, her soft voice broke the silence

Kwisha : I'm pregnant! *soft*

And just like that time stopped again, Jungkook didn’t move, His body froze and his thoughts scattered like ash in the wind, Her words echoed in his ears again and again, louder each time, 'I'm pregnant', His hands slowly lowered her fingers from his face and His eyes searched hers, desperately trying to find a lie, a joke, a reason to laugh but her face was calm and real

Kwisha : Jk! I'm pregnant! *smile* Say something please!

His mouth opened then closed, his mind was a whirlwind, he was already crumbling under the weight of Y/N’s trauma, Hwang’s critical condition, his own guilt and now...this? He was going to be a father? A father in this world of violence? A father when he could barely protect the ones he loved? Tears rolled down his cheeks again, but this time silently, He looked at her and a tear escaped from Kwisha's eyes too

Kwisha : J-jk? W-why are you crying? A-aren't you happy? *sad* I-is this not what you wanted?

He blinked once, slowly but his lips were sealed, and his mind was clearly somewhere else tangled between guilt, fear, and chaos, suddenly, some footsteps echoed in the corridor and they looked back, Hwang's parents were coming, Jungkook & kwisha immediately stood up

Hwang's dad stepped up beside Jungkook and placed a firm hand on his shoulder, Jungkook only nodded in silence and Hwang’s mother gasped, her eyes filling with fresh tears when she caught sight of her son through the glass window, lying motionless, bruised, wrapped in wires, with oxygen tubes and blood stained bandages, She broke into a sob and nearly collapsed but her husband holding her steady

Kwisha looked at the scene in front of her, the family that was breaking again, She reached out unconsciously for Jungkook’s arm but before she could touch him he stepped away, he turned without saying a word, and left, No explanation, No glance back, No comfort, He left the hallway, left her standing there alone

Jungkook found Taehyung's car in the parking area and sat on the driving seat, resting his head on the steering wheel

His best friend just died by his order, His sister was nearly torn from them forever and now, the woman he loved was carrying his child, But instead of holding her, comforting her, thanking her, He walked away, He left her

His jaw clenched and he punched on the steering wheel again and again, Thinking what the hell am I doing?What kind of man am I turning into?

Jungkook squeezed his eyes shut as a single tear broke free and traced his cheek, he got down from the car and flipped his hairs back in frustration, he slowly dropped to the ground and pulled knees up to his chest like a broken boy, not a mafia heir, not a leader, not the man everyone looked up to but just Jungkook, A terrified man, A man who didn't know how to be a father,A man who was scared of hurting someone else,scared of turning into something worse, scared he would ruin Kwisha and the tiny soul growing inside her

He buried his face in his hands as his whole body was shaking, Tears spilled down, dripping through his fingers,and he shook his head

Jungkook : I-i don’t deserve kwisha! I don’t deserve this baby! *yelled*

He shook his head but deep inside, only one thing was running and that was, I love them, I love both of them, my love and my child

On the other side,

When Jungkook left Kwisha in the hospital, kwisha broke into tears, she got into the corner and started crying badly, her world was supposed to change with joy but it didn't, Jungkook didn’t smile, He didn’t hug her, He didn’t say a word, He just left and it broke her

Her fingers trembled as she clutched her phone, debating whether to call him again, to follow him, to beg him to just say something but deep inside, she already heard her answer in the silence he left behind

Kwisha : H-he doesn't want this! he doesn't want me! *sniffed*

Tears filled her eyes, but she didn’t let them fall, suddenly a hand felt on her shoulder and she immediately looked up just to see Jimin & Taehyung on her each side, she wiped her face quickly and stood up

Jimin : Kwisha? What happened? *confused*

Taehyung : where's jk? *cold* why are you crying?

She looked at both of them but didn't say anything, she turned around without looking back at anyone, and run out of the hospital with her head down

She walked to her sports bike, and strapped her helmet on, taking a deep breathe

Kwisha : If he doesn't want this, I won't force him! *cold*

Her voice cracked mid sentence, but she pushed the ignition, and the engine roared to life, the cold wind hit her face like slaps, but she didn’t care, She wanted it to hurt, to numb everything else, Her tears spilled, but she kept riding

Kwisha : *in mind* I won’t raise a child alone, Not with someone who can’t even say a word! *sad* Why did I even tell him?

She screamed into her helmet and then her hand slowly moved to her belly,the thought pierced through her chest like a knife

Kwisha : I wish he smiled, I wish he held me, I wish I didn’t feel so alone! *sad*

She pulled up in front of empty road and the engine died, she closed her eyes as the thoughts were killing her inside

She was thinking why pregnancy is a good news, why don't no one tells you that finding out you're pregnant doesn't always come with joy, sometimes, it comes with silence,sometimes, it comes with heartbreak and sometimes it comes with a question you never wanted to ask

Should I...let go of this child?

She took off her helmet slowly, got off the bike, and sat on the footpath, tonight, she had to decide and she didn’t know if her heart could take it

To be continued...