chapter 24

don't know why i try, 

there ain't nobody like you.

familiar disappointment when i do. 

i'm ready. 

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(song recommandation - when your ready, shawn mendes. i love shawn so much and his album so shoutout to his new album)

with your fries in your hand as you take a bite, you and finn both take a seat down on the riverside. the cold sand against your feet and breezy wind makes you feel relaxed. all you felt was freedom, the night sky and moon reflecting in your eyes. you look at finn as he smiles at you, admiring you as you admire him back.

"its so nice." you say as finn looks up at the stars. you see them reflect off his eyes, as you see his eyes glaze over. his eyes were so beautiful, you never knew a person was just so perfect.

"the stars look so beautiful." he says as he looks ups. you join him as you look up also. he was right, the stars were beautiful. but as you look back down to meet his gaze, you see that he is beautiful too. you blush as you both make eye contact, as you grab your cheeseburger and unwrap it. you take a bite and try to fight looking back at finn. 

"um...y/n." finn looks at you as you turn to him.

"yeah?" you ask as he grabs your hand.

"come here." his hoarse whisper fills your ears as you move closer. he pulls you across to him as you lay down on the sand as he has his arms around you. you both cuddle each other under the moonlight as soft breathes are taken. 

"i need to ask you something." finn says as you look up at him.

"yes?" you ask as he sighs. he holds your hand as you have your backs up facing each other. you both look into each others eyes.

"you know how i was saying i want this to work, well, you should know that i really do mean it." he says as you nod.

"of course i know you mean it, you proved it today." you say as he looks out across the water before looking back at you.

"i feel this is the perfect time for us, the perfect time for me to meet such a beautiful, compassionate, caring girl." his eyes glisten from the moon and night lights as you look at them. you look at his small smile appearing on his face.

"you're so cheesy." 

"shut up." he says as he takes your hands, his fingers gliding across your hand lightly.

"so you're saying all this because...what?" you ask as he smiles at you.

"y/n, i really care for you. i really really do. i hate myself for what i put you through before, it wasn't fair. i was just scared, i was honestly so terrified to fall for you. i was so scared that i thought you would be the one to hurt my heart not the other way around. but the thing is, i'm not scared anymore. you know?" your heart starts beating fast as finn moves closer to you.

"y/n, i really like you. i want you to know that every time i see you. i want to let you know my feelings everyday. i want to hold you and have you to be mine. i want every guy to be jealous and for them to know that your my girl. my girl that i care for with all my heart."

your hands begin to shake as you bite your lip looking down. you know what he was about to say as you look up at him.

"yes." you say as he stops.

"what?" he says as you giggle.

"yes, i'll be your girlfriend." you say as he smiles at you, his eyes squinting up.

"can i please ask the question first then you can answer?" he says with a sarcastic tone, as you laugh.

"sure boo." you answer as he rolls his eyes. his hands glides across your face to tuck back you hair as you stare at him.

"y/n, will you please be my girlfriend?" you look at him and look up, your eyebrows furrowing.

"hmmmm....let me think." you say as you jokingly stroke your chin as finn rolls his eyes again.

"hurry up dork." he says as you laugh.

"of course." you answer before a big grin appears on his face, as finn grabs your face and kisses you passionately. you kiss him back as all the butterflies and fireworks go through your whole body. you were so happy with everything about finn but mostly how he is trying so hard for this.

how he honestly cared about you.

it felt amazing. you liked this guy because of a character. you then found out who he was as a person, and you still fell in love with him.

love?

did you love him?

you had never experience something like this before. you never even knew if love truly did exist. you had seen it around sometimes, but didn't know if it was really there. but it was for you.

you felt something with finn. something you had from the moment you saw him.

maybe you loved him. maybe you didn't. 

either way, it was your job to found out.

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and thats the end of my story! i hope you all enjoyed it-

just joking i betcha you all read that line and shat yourselves ahhha.

nope this story will most likely be very long as 50 chapters maybe 30 we'll see.

drama however is gonna go down soon, don't worry.

but with you and finn, the drama seems to go down. i don't think i want you guys to split but maybe i might change my mind who knows?

hehehe.

i love you all loads and thanks for all the support as always.

angie xoxo