Shisui? don't go

Previously

"Happy Birthday!!"

" You start the Academy soon"

"The Sakura festival?"

"Leave him alone!"

"I'm a monster"

"The fireworks are beautiful"

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I was sitting in the Academy now aged 7 thinking back to my first day here.

FlashBack

I never thought that Shisui-nee could look more idiotic than usual, but watching him run around the house making sure I didn't forget anything definitely wins.

"ZEREF HAVE YOU GOT ALL YOUR KUNAI!!??" He shouts? Asks? Both really.

I watch with a blank face as he trips and falls down the stairs landing with the Kunai held out to me.

"*sigh* idiot" I mutter grabbing the kunai and putting it in my pouch tied around my leg, over my black Shorts.

"OH WHAT ABO-"

"Shisui-nee" my five year old self cuts him off.

"Yes?" He responds calm for once.

"Shut up" I said.

He anime drops to the ground.

I grab my bag filled with books and scrolls for when I get bored, and I walk out the building leaving the baka behind.

"Zeref! Wait!!" He shouts running after me.

"Hai?" I ask.

"I'm supposed to be there with you for the entrance ceremony." He explains.

I gave a curt nod and carried on walking.

After a minute of peaceful  relaxing silence, Shisui grabs me and puts me on his shoulders. As weird as it sounds, I felt really happy he did that.

End Flashback

Recently though Shisui seemed more.... reserved. Almost like he was trying to sever the bond we had  I dont know why but the bond I made with him is too strong to put into words. I dont understand why my emotions are this strong but I love this feeling.

"Ne, Zeref you ok!" The loud blond shouted.

My face cringed at the loudness.

"Do you have an inside voice?" I asked, genuinely curious

"NOPE!" He shouted, well at least Naruto is aware of how loud he is.

"Shut up Dobe, your bothering Zeref-nee" Sasuke stated, his chest puffed out in pride, for what I'm not sure.

"I was just checking to see if he was alright!!! He Zoned out, Beleive it!!" He shouted back.

"Idiots, silence yourselfs" I demanded, my headache growing stronger, if I didn't know any better I would have unconsciously activated my Sharingan, which by the way thanks the Shisui-nee's secret training is now at stage two.

Thankfully they did exactly as I demanded and went quiet.

When the day finally came to an end  I felt like something was going to go wrong. I've had this feeling before, when I accidentally killed everyone in my old world....

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I hate this feeling.

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I went back to the compound, Sasuke right by my side, a little after my sixth birthday he started to call me his brother, even acted like I was one, which was nice to know.

"Sasuke is it just me or has Shisui and Itachi been acting weird lately?" I asked

"Yeah they have" Sasuke confirmed, I assume he was talking about both of them.

My thoughts wondered back to shisui.

"He's been acting Suspicious " I said.

Sasuke gave a curt nod in agreement.

Walking in we saw nothing out of the ordinary  we reached the split that lead to Sasuke's house and mine, waving a quick bye I ran straight home.

Slamming open the door, Shisui was no where in sight  that feeling in my chest became stronger.

I grabbed Shisui's spare kunai and remembered our deal.

"Wait until sundown" I recited  what Shisui told me for my sixth birthday.

I stared at the sun that was already setting.

My heart rate was increasing the lower the sun got.

The sun was gone when I felt my heart stop, with no hesitation I jumped out of my bedroom window, kunai in hand and started to look around for my brother.

It felt like hours, I checked everywhere, the Dango shop  the training field, the Hokage's office  the final spot was our special spot on top of the cliff, it was the best place to watch the sun set.

Running to the cliff in the Valley nearby I heard clashes, I looked and saw Shisui fighting masked Shinobi and a man with bandages on his face.

I wrapped my scarf around my face to hide, switched on my Sharingan, aimed and threw  it hit the bandaged man in the hand, right as he was about to steal nee-San's eye.

My eyes felt heightened more accurate, the look of rage on my face at the thought of Shisui being hurt was shown, along with the three tomoe Sharingn.

(Yes I know admire my amazing Photoshop skills,.... sorry I'll stop killing the mood now.)

I threw another Kunai at at quick speed, since I knew their actions, i hit a masked man right in the chest before he knew what happened.

Shisui's eye widend for a second before using his body flicker jutsu and disappearing, he immediately appeared in front of me, grabbed me and transported us back to our home.

"What were you thinking!?! You could have been Killed!!!" He shouted, Mangekyo blazing.

Rage built up in me, that man, was going to steal his eyes, his pride, his life.. no I couldn't let that happen, no wouldn't let that happen not ever again.

"I COULDN'T LET YOU DIE!!" I shouted the words left before I registered them tears fell from my eyes. I was so confused as to why my emotions were so powerful.

Shisui's anger faded almost instantly, almost.

He saw how scared I was at the thought of his death, he realised I would technically be alone. No mother, or brother, just friends.

But even I could tell that he was still slightly angry.

"And I would never forgive myself if you died" he stated.

The thought of going back to before, no talking, no training, just two strangers living in one house, no this needed to be fixed.

"Can we just talk, please Come on nee-san I haven't spoken to you in ages" I begged.

He nodded his head and gave me a tight hug, a warm hug  and little did I know then that it would be my last hug.

Time skip

It's been two days since that incident  Itachi was blamed for the absence of the two from a clan meeting and from what I heard from Sasuke, the fact that if Fugaku wasn't there, that he would have killed them, let me beleive that he didn't take the accusation too well.

Right now I was in the Academy, and my chest tightened, I felt like I couldn't breathe, almost like someone stabbed me in my lungs.

"Zeref?" Sasuke asked.

"I'm fine  just a bad feeling is all" I replied, he gave an understanding nod and looked back at his work.

Once again the day ended, and Sasuke and I was heading home, we walked much slower, than usual  almost as if we could both feel a heavy weight dropped on our shoulders.

We reached the compound and it was quiet.

Too quiet.

We opened the doors and saw bodies, everywhere, the smell of Iron, blood and even cooked flesh filled our noses. I wrapped mine with my scarf Sasuke wasn't too lucky. He was hit with the smell at full blast.

Sasuke ran to his home, I ran to mine, I know splitting up was stupid, but my body acted faster than my brain did.

"SHISUI!!! SHISUI-NEE!! WHERE ARE YOU!?!?" I shouted, I shouldn't but the pain and worry that bubbles up in my chest grew.

I bolted out of the house and saw Sasuke on the ground passed out.

"S-sasuke?" I said in a hushed voice, I checked his pulse, he wasn't dead.

Turning around I saw Itachi.

"Itachi! Where is Shisui!? Please!" I shouted tears rolling down my eyes. The blood on him confirmed my thoughts, but I needed to find Shisui first. I know it's a stupid thing to do, ask a murderer where on of his bodies are, but I HAD to know.

I saw the tears in his own eyes, the waves of regret hitting him, the guilt slowly eating away at him. He looked down and pointed in a direction I knew all too well.

My eyes widend and I ran, and ran, and ran.

Coming to a halt, I looked at the body in front of me. I was immediately reminded of my past life, the life I failed.

"NEE-SAN!!"

Third POV

The pitch black sky, was covered in gloomy clouds, matching the mood.

The fresh smell of blood still strong on Zeref's nose.

"This curse. Even with a fresh start things around me die. No wonder my clan is dead."

Tears fall from his face. He sits on the side of their favourite river. The remains of his family staring him in the face.

" why?... Please. Which ever god, or higher being is out there... Why?.... WHy?.... WHY!?......"

More tears fall. The cold empty sockets where his eyes are supposed to be stare back at him, almost mockingly.

" ANSWER ME!!!!!"

A Huge shockwave of his purple aura ripples off in the surrounding area. Everything once full of life now drained.

He looked at the body in front of him, harsh breathing and caved in chest was evidence he wasn't going to survive.

"Z-....Zer....ef....ple-....ple....ase...." A hoars, voice came to his ears, barely getting the words out.

Zeref knew what his aniki was asking of him, the tears fell harder.

Zeref grabbed a Kunai he had in his pocket for emergencies.

"Gomen" Zeref Whispered, he brought the kunai, into his brothers heart for a quick death.

At the lone age of 7 his Sharingan turned into a Mangekyou.

" everything around me is going to die sooner or later"

Analysing the body of the idiot, he came to accept as his brother.

" this is my doing. Forgive me!! PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!"

Shouting his pain to the heavens he Finally sleep take over, using what little strength he had left, before the ANBU came to grab him, he held onto his Aniki's ice cold, soaking wet hand.

Zeref finally fell asleep, tears poured from his eyes.

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Next time

Tears were shed that night

"What on earth"

Alone

I trust you'll be smart enough to listen to my advice

Find them Zeref

"Please train m-me"

"Not like I'm much better"

Hi imouto

"I'll find the truth and his eyes!!"

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