✮⋆˙ Reality checks

TW: Mentions of SA

★ FRIDAY 21st JANUARY ★

JOHNNY WAS IN A SHIT MOOD FOR THE REST OF THE DAY, he looked like he wanted to run home and hibernate in his bed for a hundred years

He looked genuinely heartbroken that Darla was back with Jason, he stared into space for the entirety of maths. I had asked him if he was alright and he quickly assured me that he was fine but I knew he really wasn't

Once the final bell rang, Johnny bolted like the devil was at his heels. I think I shoved someone out of the way to run after him

When I had finally catched up to him, he didn't even notice me until I spoke "You good, Kav?"

His eyes caught on something ahead of us in the corridor, something bitter took over his face as he forced his eyes away

"I'm grand" He mumbled, eyes returning to whatever he was staring at before

"Mhmm yeah, you definitely sound like it" I deadpanned, before following his eye line

And there, standing all smug was Jason Delaney at the end of the corridor. His eys were focused on Johnny as he called over "Oi. Johnny, c'mere for a sec"

I gave Johnny a side glance before looking back over to Jason. I didn't like him, he was just a prick with no redeeming qualities. He was a straight up dick and I really don't know how he managed to have a girlfriend and any friends

"What does he want"  I muttered under my breath, knowing whatever he wanted to talk to Johnny about probably wasn't going to be about rugby practice

Looking like he wanted to do anything but, Johnny ultimately came to a stop in front of him "Yeah?"

"Alone" Jason said, eyes sliding to mine. I didn't say anything, just glared at him 

Fucking wanker

Who the fuck does he think he is ordering us around as if Johnny wasn't his captain. Privileged prick

Johnny ran a tired hand down his face "Look, i'm going to be straight with you here" He started, irritation written all over his face "It's friday, i'm fucking wrecked, I just wanna go home. So whatever you have to say, say it now before I get bored of this conversation"

Jason's lips set in a tight line, simmering rage clouding his face. Quickly reigning it in by clenching his fists tight "Fine then. Stay away from Darla"

Jesus fucking christ, who does he think he is? A mafia boss?

"What?" Johnny forced out with gritted teeth, a brow cocked

"Are ye deaf? Stay away from my girl" He warned, and made a sad attempt at looking menacing by taking a threatening step forward

Someone needs to smack this bitch, he seriously needs a reality check

Not deterred, Johnny crossed his arms over his chest "Are you threatening me?"

"What the fuck else would I be doing?" Jason growled

I finally had enough, my patience snapped. No bloody fucking way was I going to allow him to continue speak to my mate like that, as if he was scum on the bottom of his shoe 

With irritation heating up beneath my skin, I stepped in front of Johnny and scowled down at Jason "Watch your mouth Jason, that's your fucking captain"

He scoffed, eyes narrowed "Oh piss off Kieran, your just his lackey"

"Is that so?" I taunted, not at all threatened "Do I need Johnny's permission to punch your teeth in? Cause i'd do it with or without it if you talk like that again"

Placing an arm in front of me, Johnny pushed me back. No doubt knowing that I was two seconds away from swinging

"Jason, quite frankly I don't give a shite about whatever insecure jealous doubts you have about your relationship. but if 'your girl'" He started, using finger quotations, eyes flashing with genuine anger when he spat out the last words "Darla - she does have name - wants to talk to me she can do whatever she wants. You ain't her keeper"

Jason didn't like his answer, jaw ticking as frustration took over his face "She's mine, so stay the fuck away"

"Darla can do what she wants" Johnny snapped back "You don't own her"

Fully pissed off, Jason tightened his fists "So what? You think you do? Because last time I checked it's my cock she's choking on, not yours"

We both paused, the vile words lingering in the air turning it into something bitter and sour. Pure unkept anger was painted all over Johnnys face, he glared daggers at Jason as if he was planning his murder in his head

"Don't fucking talk about her like that" He spat out, clenching his jaw and fists

"She's my girlfriend, I can talk about her whatever way I want" He shrugged, not bothered that his words were absolutely downright disgusting

Johnny stayed silent, his posture rigid as he gritted his teeth. I could tell he was trying to keep in his anger, all the while imaging his onslaught

Before he could recreate it a familiar voice called out

Danny sauntered in, judging by look on her face I could tell she heard every word Jason said, a threat behind her brown eyes "Well hello boys, hope i'm not interrupting anything"

She stepped in between us, digging in her pocket to pull out a lollipop. Casually unwrapping it and placing it in her mouth "Johnny do ya mind if I come yours, my stepdad is on my fucking case. I can't be asked to deal with his shit right now"

Although i've never met Danny's stepdad I have gathered that she hates him, she always has this bitter look on her face whenever she speaks about him. like his name feels uncomfortable and disgusting on her tongue

"Yeah fine, it's alright" He responded, nodding without taking his eyes of Jason

She playfully nudged his side, huffing a laugh "You're the man, Kav"

"Can I come yours too?" I asked as well, suddenly remembering that I had planned asking him in maths "My mams pissing me off"

For days my mam has been trying to force me to visit my da and spend time with my siblings. From the moment she asked I straight up said no

In no universe would I willingly go to his house to see the family and the life that I had missed out on

From beside me, Danny rolled her eyes "Ugh, do you have to invite this giant oaf"

"You don't have to come, bitch" I shot back, turning my attention to her, ignoring Jason entirely "Beside the suns out, don't you have to go hide somewhere, Dracula"

Having enough, Jason cut in "Oi, I was fucking talking"

Danny finally noticed his presence and dragged her eyes up and down over him, disgust marring her features "Hmm, I thought if I ignored it, it would go away. Guess it didn't work" 

A fire ignited behind Jason's eyes, staring down Danny with a dark expression "Who the fuck do you think you are, talking to me like that?"

Before my brain could catch up I was moving, taking a protective stance in front of Danny with my chest puffed out "Back. The. Fuck. Up" I spat out

"Nah, don't think I will" He snarled, shooting out a hand to grab Danny

But I was quicker, I snatched his wrist before he could even make contact with her. Holding it tight like a vice, fingers digging into his skin

Jason winced but I didn't let go, no instead I held tighter "You don't fucking touch her, you piece of shit" I growled, my grip unwavering

From behind me, I felt Danny step away from behind me "Ugh the testosterone in this corridor is suffocating me" She groaned, already making her to the door

Despite her unbothered tone I quickly picked up on the slight tremble behind her voice, the words sounding fake and forced. She glanced at Jason briefly, still walking backwards and the irriation from before was layered over with... panic?

That made me want to kill the stupid fucker

"I'm going to my car" She said, turning on her heel before looking over her shoulder "You boys coming?"

Giving Jason one last threatening look, trying to get the words I could kill you and you should be grateful i'm not, across. I threw his wrist harshly into his chest, purposely barging him with my shoulder as I passed

"Seriously, what is his problem?" Danny said, pushing the door open with Johnny now at her other side "Definitely has issues"

Wasn't that just the fucking truth

I OFFICIALLY HATE THE MALE SPECIES, seriously I think they should all burn in hell

Except a special few, but still

They're all stupid and only think with their cocks because they actually don't have any brains

Again except a special few

When Jason attempted to grab me, I was thinking this. Well actually these thoughts were unfortunately not at the forefront

Seamus was, the animalistic look in his eyes when he pulls me by my wrists and holds me down. It was no longer Jason that stood there, but him. I wasn't at school anymore, I was in that horror house

For a split second, I panicked. I readied myself to beg and fight as I unwillingly took it, like a pathetic fucked up girl. Okay who am I kidding, I am a pathetic fucked up girl

I mean, i've been raped like thousand of times and 95% of the time I don't escape it, I just lie there as that monster strips me of my dignity

But that didn't happen this time, I was snapped back into reality when Kieran gripped Jason's wrist, tight enough to leave bruises

I didn't know what to do with that, so I pretended like it never even happened

So far i've been doing a good job of that, shoving down that panicked feeling Jason brought back, stuffing it away deep deep down until I was certain that I was over it

"How have you got your licence?" Johnny asked as I rounded my car that was parked next to his and Kierans

I shrugged "I don't" I laughed at Johnny's shocked and worried expression "Relax Johnny, I know how to drive"

That was an understatement

I adored my car, and I couldn't wait until I had my proper licence and could actually go anywhere without stressing about being arrested

My car was a beauty as well, BMW 6 series 650i convertible, it was in a burgundy colour which suited me perfectly. The interior was a light beige but I added my own embellishments, a leopard print cover over the steering wheel, black fluffy dice hanging from the rear view mirror

This car was my pride and joy, obviously along with my racing car as well

"You're a bit slow though" Kieran commented, leaning against his own car. It was a 2005 Ford mustang GT convertible in black of course

As nice as the car is, it's a bit flashy and tacky to be honest

I remember when he passed his test and waltzed into school with it, driving purposely slow so people could stop and stare. He acted like the cock of the block with it, extra dickish as he waved his keys around

Right show off he was

"Whatever" I hissed, sending him a sharp glare before opening my door "See you at yours Kav"

Before I stepped in a familiar voice echoed out of the parking lot

"Johnny! Kieran! Danny! Wait for me!" Gibsie called out, his booming voice carrying over to us. Sprinting like mad, he dug his feet in the ground when he finally reached us, cheeks pink as he panted and wheezed while placing his hands on his knees

"Why do you never run that fast in rugby?" Johnny said, looking down at his beast friend

He snapped his head up, an incredulous look on his face "Oh fuck off"

I laughed, patting Gibsies back "Were all going to Kav's, you coming?"

"Of fucking course" He said, snapping back up "But i'm not going in your car, not fancing getting thrown in the paddy wagon"

I rolled my eyes, stepping into my car "Boys are so dramatic" I muttered under my breath as I turned my car on

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Edel unfortunately wasn't here so I was left alone with them. And in typical boy fashion they were all playing GTA

I would join but I know i'm shit at it and i'm not looking to be embarrassed

Instead I lied on Johnny's bed with my headphones blaring as I flicked through a magazine that I had thankfully brought in my bag

Lithium by Nirvana played though my ipod as I bobbed my foot up and down to the beat, completely in my own world as ignored everything else

Especially the fact Seamus was pissed at me for whatever reason and was waiting for me back at the house

But I wasn't there now so I could enjoy the peace for now

・❥・ Authors notes

I can't lie I have no bloody clue about cars, kinda just found some cool looking ones on pinterest 😛