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(Heather by Conan Gray)

I slowly come to a conclusion that I don't dislike birthdays, I dislike my birthday and I don't dislike it because I don't care, I dislike it because I care too much. All Draco was trying to do was make it special and I completely blanked him, I always manage to push people away, no matter how hard I try, and that's why I love Draco, because he doesn't just give up on me when I turn my back. Some would say its because were very close friends but we both know deep down he does it because he's in my shoes. My family had never been my family, neither had Draco's so we became each other's family from a young age, we had to stick together no matter what, because that's what real family do.

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The astronomy tower is quiter tonight and lonelier. This is me and Draco's spot, its not the same when he's not here. There's no wind, its almost like times stopped and it's just me, myself and I. I hated it, why do we have to argue.