quarante sept

november 12

happy changmin isn't gonna be back.

she isn't gonna be back until she has himback.

yes i'm talking in third person about myself.

all i want is hyunjin.

all i want is jeongin.

all i want is seungmin.

all i want is chan to now hate me.

it seems like he does.

it seems like they're all tired of me.

and jisung is gonna leave me for good soon.

i'm so fucking pathetic.

i don't know how to keep friends.

i don't know how to keep people happy.

i don't what i want.

i don't what makes me happy.

i don't know why i'm not happy.

i feel broken.

i feel like i'm going insane.

god fucking help me.

please.