quarante six

november 10

changlove

1,009 likeschanglove cha chara chara chara chan chan chan 💗view 26 comments chanchannie min minnie oh how cute you are j.in :/

——changmin sighed as she shut her phone off and looked up at her ceiling.

she lifted her arm in the air tracing patterns into thin air and suddenly started spelling out words.

i. n. e. e. d. h. e. l. p.

was the first and only thing she spelled before harshly plopping her arm down on her bed which was followed by the loudest groan.

"i want him back is that too much to ask for?"

"yes changmin it is"

"shhhh let me wonder"

"no you already know the answersto your questions"

"you were supportive a while agowhat the hell happened?"

"i realized things and i don't want that asshole back"

"well i do jisung and you haveto understand that"

"no changmin. you've beenmoping here for a few days doingstupid shit to yourself and it causes chan to bestressed that's why i'm in his damn place rightnow"

"dude you don't even have to be here. mom let you in cause she knows you"

"changmin please."

"IM TIRED OF HEARING 'PLEASE'FROM PEOPLE LIKE IT'S GONNA FUCKING CHANGE MY STANCE ONTHIS STUPID ASS SITUATION CAUSEIT WONT YOU GUYS DONT UNDERSTAND"

she took a deep breath

"i don't understand why you're here. i thought you stopped caring."

"well i didn't. chan has been givingme updates on your state and i canthelp but forever be worried for you"

"i want seungmin and jeongin backbut they don't wanna be my friends anymore because of how sad i've gotten. are they tired of me jisung?is that what's going on?"

"i know what's going on but i can't tell youi'm sorry."

seeing tears roll down her face was hurtingjisung.

he knew why they took a break.

he knew everything.

and it hurts that he's keeping secrets.

they all just want her to be better again.

the happy changmin.