✰ 𝔉𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔡 𝔡𝔞𝔱𝔢 ✰

I MADE A PLAYLIST ON SPOTIFY CALLED MY STEPFATHERS FRIEND, YOU CAN LOOK IT UP OR MESSAGE ME FOR THE LINK :) SONG I LISTENED TO WHILE WRITING THIS CHAPTER:

https://youtu.be/BEMaH9Sm3lQ

JUNGKOOK POV

I've been keeping myself busy with work and drinking with some of the gang and still attending the little gatherings at Dongchuls. They make me think of y/n even more than I already do. It's been going on four months at this point and I haven't bothered her once, I'm trying to respect her wishes.

I was sitting in my office when my phone started ringing late at night.

I said " Hello "

MAN: Sir I have some information for you.

JUNGKOOK: yeah, give it to me.

MAN: You're not gonna like it.

I started to grind my teeth together..... I knew she done got herself into something else.

JUNGKOOK: just tell me..

MAN: She went to some carnival with a group of people mainly guys, and I actually went into the carnival to keep a closer eye on her and she was laughing and giggling taking pictures with a specific boy, they rode the Ferris wheel together, and then when they left I followed behind them and the boy ended up kissing her.

JUNGKOOK: how'd she react?

MAN: she pushed him away and I could hear her say no... I can't...

JUNGKOOK: Thank you... Please continue to keep eyes on her and let me know when and if things take a turn... I'll fly out.

MAN: yes sir!

I hung up the phone and hit my fist on the desk... I don't like the idea of her hanging out with other guys that aren't me. I'm glad she turned the guy down....but for how long? will she break down and give in ?

Y/N POV

I just got off work and decided to head home to just relax tonight, it's been about two and a half weeks since the carnival and Jimin hasn't been giving in....

He texts and calls me and stuff and I know hes a great guy.... and a couple of time's I've almost given in.

I just see Jungkooks face and it breaks my heart all over again.... I've written so any texts to send them to him but I can't bring myself to hit send...

How could I love someone who killed my best friends? but I tried to kill him... He hasn't tried to contact me once... maybe it really is over.... I was deep in thought when I heard a knock at my door... I wasn't expecting anyone....

I got up and ran down the stairs and I opened the door.........

JIMIN: Hey....

Y/N: hey... what are you doing here?

JIMIN: I figured you could use company....

Y/N: I am actually just gonna head to bed soon....

JIMIN: come out to dinner with me...

Y/N: Jimin... I told you already...

JIMIN: as a friend!

Y/N: I don't know....

I don't know why I thought when I opened the door that I thought it was going to be Jungkook, I felt bad for getting sad when I realized it wasn't him....

JIMIN: Come on..

As he gave me a pouty sad face.....

Y/N: STOPPPP it...

I am hungry and I could use a drink....

Y/N: Let me get ready... come in..

I decided to run upstairs and throw some clothes on...

HAIR AND OUTFIT ARE DONE LIKE BELOW

I came down the stairs and Jimin was looking up at me with a smile on his face..

Y/N: what?

JIMIN: nothing..

Y/N: no... what?

JIMIN: you just look cute....

Y/N: Thanks but stop it!

We went to a restaurant and sat down outside and we had a really good time, but I'm just worried that Jimin is gonna get his heart broken or killed... but I kind of feel like Jungkook has moved on... I know that's what I wanted.

Jungkook made me feel things that no other guy ever has. He makes me scared but in a way that I like. When he touches me I don't know what he's going to do and I liked how exciting he was..... but I don't like all the bad things that happened... I was zoning out into space while Jimin was talking...

JIMIN: HEYA! are you not listening?

Y/N: whaaat? OMG I'm so sorry... I'm so sleepy... from work... Please continue!

JIMIN: okayyy

He looked at me and smiled and continued on.

We ordered some drinks and we both loosened up a lot... Jimin is a lot of fun.

We were walking to the beach that was by us here and he grabbed my hand and held it in his and I just looked down... We kept walking. I didn't pull my hand away... Jimin had such a comforting way about him....I'd really like to have a friend like him. He makes me feel safe.

We started walking back to my place.

JIMIN: thanks for coming out with me...

Y/N: Don't thank me... It was a lot of fun.... Thank you for tonight.

JIMIN: You're always welcome.

Y/N: you're so nice... why?

JIMIN: I can be mean sometimes...

I giggled a little...

JIMIN: what you don't think I can be mean?

Y/N: no... I don't see it...

and I started laughing again..

JIMIN: well.... I think your hands are small...

and he started laughing..

Y/N: that's the best you got?

and we continued on with the convo giggling and laughing like kids....

I seen something way up ahead of us that stopped me in my tracks...... I couldn't believe what I saw..... so I looked down......

I whispered " Jungkook "....

I'm ending this chapter here.

I'm sure you guys hate me with all these cliff hangers but I can't help myself.

I'm SORRY, and I purple you all so much...

I'm thinking about doing special shout outs at the end of my chapters, so if you're interested vote each chapter and message me if you'd like a shout out :)