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Y/N POV

I started at the Coffee shop and I've been there for about two months now. I've made friends with Namjoon and Jennie, we spend a lot of time together with work and when were off the clock. They have been really good too me, and I've met other people through them and their small parties every now and then.

JENNIE: Are you ready for the pregame party tonight before the carnival?

Y/N: Hell yes!

JENNIE: Jimin is coming...

Y/N: Oh yeah?

I never told Jennie about Jungkook or anything that has happened, so she knows Jimin likes me and I think he's very handsome but I'm not interested. It's been about three months now and Jungkook hasn't tried to bother me once.. So I feel like maybe he finally respected my wishes.

JENNIE: you know you think he's fine...

Y/N: Yeah he is fine as hell but I'm just not interested in dating right now.

JENNIE: GIRL... Live a little....

Y/N: yeah yeah...

NAMJOON: okay I'm gonna start locking up you guys finish cleaning up and we are good to go!

Both girls: YES SIR

He smirked at us and threw a towel in our direction and walked away. He hates when we call him sir.

We split up because I needed to go home and change before heading over there because a waiter uniform isn't very appealing!

I showered and did my hair and chose an outfit

Styled my hair like this.

This is the outfit I chose but with Vans.

I decided to call an uber to head over to Namjoons and Jennies house. It didn't take long, it was actually walking distance but when its dark I don't like to walk alone. I could already hear the loud music before I got out of the car... I walked in and everyone was already LIT!

JENNIE: Y/NAHHHH Finally what took you so long?

Y/N: I'm sorry I took extra time on my hair..

NAMJOON: Hey...

As he continued to down a shot...

Y/N: Can I have a couple of those?

NAMJOON: nope..

As he laughed and walked away... Jennie looked over at me and told me to come here, so I followed behind her and sure enough she had some liquor in her room. We went to her room and started drinking shots... we eventually lost count but I definitely started feeling the alcohol.

JENNIE: I have a bottle I'm bringing with us...

As she winked and continued to throw it in her bag..... This night shall be interesting. We went back out in the living room with everyone else and was waiting for a few more people to get here before we left.

Twenty five minutes later and in came a few of Jennies other friends and then Jimin.

JIMIN: Hey Lovelieeeees

I waved and everyone else said hi.

NAMJOON: Alright guys let's get it. Don't act stupid and get us in trouble I see some people can't handle their alcohol....

He was looking directly at us..... We both started laughing and Jimin and the others joined in shortly after.

We were walking to the carnival because it wasn't far from their house and we had too big of a group for a car.....

We made it and Jennie wanted to head to the bathroom first thing to drink more...

We got there and took some swigs of the bottle and I was already feeling drunk at this point, then her other friend pulls out some kinda powder.... It was coke and said " Want some " and Jennie was excited and snorted it up her nose....

The girl looked over at me and held the bag out to me, and I said " No thanks "

JENNIE: GIRL COME ON LIVE A LITTLE.

Y/N: GIRL I'm not doing drugs...

JENNIE: I'll be here to watch you and so is Joon, and Jimin and the other peeps we have with us... we wont let anything happen to you...

I was thinking about it.... it'd be nice to actually feel careless and free. I knew Bianca did coke from time to time and I think Jungkook did too.... I usually wouldn't do it but why the hell not....

Y/N: alright....

Jennie showed me out to do it and it burnt like hell!

( DON'T DO DRUGS KIDS, THIS IS A FICTIONAL STORY NOT REAL... DRUGS AREN'T COOL)

We started riding some of the rides and everything looked and felt so much better, maybe it was the drugs and alcohol... The euphoria... We spent a hour doing that and going into the fun house....

We were getting something to drink at the concession stand and the boys walked up to us, they were being hella loud.

JIMIN: Hey Y/n.... Ride the Ferris wheel with me...

I paused and then said " nooo "

JIMIN: Please come on... It'll be fun...

Y/N: Its scary....

JIMIN: It wont be scary with me....

As he came over making a funny face.. He was cute....

Y/N: can you pose like that, I wanna take a picture ha-ha

He couldn't be serious now.... He started laughing and so did everyone else...

JIMIN: Come on....

JENNIE: Go have some fun

As she winked at me.

Y/N: fine!

We made it to the Ferris wheel and got on, it was slowly moving to let others on. At first it was really quiet and awkward but then we started talking about stuff.

JIMIN: so where ya from?

Y/N: Florida...

JIMIN: Really what part?

Y/N: Miami

JIMIN: oh I love Miami!

Y/N: What about you?

JIMIN: South Korea but I came here for school....

We talked about school and then our families but I didn't tell him the real story.... We were laughing and having a good time......

I wanted something to remind me of this feeling, of feeling like a normal teenage girl.... So I took a quick picture.

We had a lot of fun, all of us.

We started walking back to Jennies and Namjoons house but Namjoon just had to stop at the store first!

Y/N: are we there yet? AHHHH I'm sick of walking...

NAMJOON: it's not that far from here crybaby...

I stuck my tongue out at him...

JIMIN: Get on my back

As he walked in front of me and stopped us...

Y/N: what?

JIMIN: I'm gonna give you a piggy back ride....

Y/N: Are you sure?

JIMIN: YES! get on..

I hopped up and we continued on our way to the store.

Jennie took a picture of us and sent it to me.....

We finally made it there and everyone went on it but me and Jimin stayed outside waiting for them to be done...

JIMIN: I had a lot of fun tonight..

He said with a smile. I couldn't deny how adorable he was but It's better to keep my head low... and stay away from boys... and as good as Jimin is, he isn't Jungkook and That's what my heart wants.

Y/N: I did too, thanks for taking me on the Ferris wheel!

He stepped closer to me and bent down and planted a kiss on my lips... I backed up and touched my lips...

Y/N: Jimin.... I can't!

JIMIN: I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have did that!

Y/N: no you're okay.. I just can't date anyone... I'm still not over my ex!

If that's even what I can call him, Technically we weren't really dating, he never really put a label on us.... I was just his.... but was he ever just mine ?

Jimin looked like a sad little puppy and it made me feel so bad...

Everyone came out and started walking... Jennie came out and seen both of our faces and I told her what happened and she was trying to be comforting.... We made it back to their place and we played some games and called it a night, I spent the night with Jennie....

Even with the kiss and me feeling guilty for telling Jimin no, Tonight was a good night. I felt normal for once.

💜Hey guys, sorry for the late update and sorry if it doesn't seem as interesting this chapter I'm gonna take time to really write and get into it tomorrow, so get ready for the coming chapters 💜