Leave Us

Warnings- none i think but fluff (Oscar and Miguel)

If there's grammar error, ignore it.. just enjoy the chapter :)

Also, does anyone know how old are man is? I tried to do some research but didn't find anything.

I don't know why but I feel the song perdón by Camila is this couple's theme song.. reminds me so much of a novela 😂😭

"Before i give you an answer, I need to know the reason." I breathe out.

He stares at me for a moment before he slowly nods.

I make Oscar a bottle and i set him down in his crib. He grabs his bottle and starts falling asleep. I grab the baby monitor and we go into the living room.

We take a seat on the couch and i wait for him to speak.

"I lead an elite strike force dedicated the security of the multiverse." He turns to me and i give him a nod, signaling him to continue.

"You remember that kid i was stressed out about?" He looks down to the floor.

"Yea, What about him?" I arch an eyebrow.

"He broke the canon." He sighs.

"What's a canon?" I ask dumbfounded.

"Chapters that are part of every Spider's story, every time. Some good... Some bad."

"Some very bad." He looks at me.

"He didn't listen and because he didn't listen i was forced to deal with the consequences for his actions." He sighs in frustration.

Consequences?

"I was forced to step down and held detained till i redeemed myself again. I had to do everything i was told to do and if i didn't, they would have taken you away from me, erased you completely out of my life and erased me completely out of your life, erasing us meeting... everything. I couldn't let them change our timeline, if we hadn't met that night you were cornered in the alleyway, I wouldn't have been able to save you. I wanted to protect you, I didn't want you to get hurt. They forced me to leave you.. I didn't wanted to leave.. I wanted to stay with you.. but i couldn't, They didn't let me, they used you to punish me." He says in a sad tone.

A lump in my throat forms as my heart aches and a pit settles in the bottom of my stomach.

He was forced to leave, He didn't have a choice.

He wanted to stay.

He was protecting me.

"I-I d-don't know what to say." I stutter.

"I would have been with you every step of the way." He grabs my hand and caresses it.

"Doctor's appointments.. baby shopping.. late snacks runs.. building the crib.. by your side at our child's birth, holding your hand, giving you my love and support." He whispers.

I bite my lip as it started to quiver.

He would have been there, but that was taken from him.

"You believe me do you?" He scoots closer.

"There wasn't one night that didn't passed that i didn't think of you Y/N. You were all i thought about, You consumed my thoughts, my brain... My heart."

"I was only with you in my dreams, I wouldn't want to wake up, knowing i wouldn't wake up to you by my side. Wouldn't be able to kiss you good morning.. not able to hold you."

"It killed me." He says with a ached heart.

"I couldn't forget about you." I whisper.

"I wanted too, I wanted to forget about the pain you caused, i wanted to forget how you made me feel.. your kisses.. your smile, your laugh, your warmth.. I wanted to forget your love... But my heart didn't let me." I blink away tears.

"I missed you every single day." I cry softly.

"So did i Cariño, so did i." He wraps his arms around me as i cry into his chest.

He kisses my hair as he hugs me tight, breathing my scent in, taking all of me in. But he's not the only one, i too breathe in his scent, inhaling all of him in.

God, how much I missed him

My heart comes to life as Miguel holds me in his arms.

It was always him.. since the beginning, He captured my heart since day one.

It's always been Miguel.

"There's nothing more than i want the 3 of us together." I say as i look up to him as i had made a decision.

"But at the moment there can only be 2.. You and Oscar." I shed a tear.

"I need time to heal, time to be able to forgive you. I know you didn't had a choice and it's not your fault but the hurt of your departure.. That's a whole another fight, something i can't just get over day and night." I pull away and i stand up.

"O-Okay i understand, I'll give you time.. I just ask you one thing please."

"Just don't give up on me.. on us."

I don't give him a response as he wasn't expecting one.

"We'll co-parent for now and take it one day at a time." I say and he nods.

"You can take the couch for now." I say softly.

"Thank you." I slowly nod in response.

What the fuck am i doing?

No fucking idea, But Oscar deserves to have his Father in his life.

He deserves to be happy.

"Um he's teething right now, so he's been really fussy especially at night, so be prepared to get suddenly waken up to cries every 5 minutes." I warn him as i set blankets and a pillow down on the couch.

"I don't mind." He slight smiles.

"Okay well.. I guess I'll see you in the morning." I try to leave but his voice stops me.

"What day was he born?"

"Um October 13th." I say softly.

He nods as he smiles to himself.

"Um he weighed 5 pounds." I add.

"Healthy?"

"Oh yea, very, He has some strong genes." I say and he chuckles.

"What does he like?"

"He surprisingly likes spiders believe it or not, He likes when you sing to him, loves to play peek a boo, He has a favorite blanket and a teddy bear. But he absolutely hates to take baths, He will fight you to the death, He's like a dang cat that can't get wet." I say and he breaks into laughter.

God i missed his laugh

I shake my thoughts "Good night." I say.

"Good night Car- Y/N." He slightly smiles.

I give him a nod and i step into my room, I check on Oscar, who's peacefully sound asleep, holding onto dear life to his teddy bear.

I get Pj's and i go to the bathroom to take a shower.

Millions of thoughts run through my brain as i let the hot water hit me.

Miguel is back, He knows about Oscar.

He wants to be a family but I'm scared.. I'm scared of giving him my heart again.

I'm scared that he will leave again and with Oscar in the picture now, I'm scared that he'll leave him.

Leave Us

And I don't know if I can go through that again, have Oscar go through that heart break.

I take a deep breath as i damp my hair with the towel, walking into the room, I go over to check on Oscar but he isn't in his crib.

I start to panic but then i hear a soft voice.. singing.

I slowly open my door and i peek into the living room to see Miguel with Oscar in his arms singing to him a Spanish lullaby. He must have been fussing because he has Miguel's finger inside his mouth, teething on it.

The singing is soothing Oscar back to sleep. Miguel smiles as he accomplished getting him back to sleep, he dips his head to kiss his small forehead.

My heart melts my insides to this beautiful moment.

Fuck, Co-Parenting is going to be harder than i thought

Do you guys think they'll be able to co-parent ?

Why about y/n and Brian? Will she still see him? I guess we'll find out in the next episode of woody's round up 😂

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