Will It be Over Yet?

Olivia POV

Bright light shone through the room and I slowly opened my eyes. I was in my room above the clinic...oh yeah I managed to drag myself all the way back here.

Essentially I did properly treat myself getting back but... removing my bloodstained bandages I sighed into the mirror.

"The stitches on my chest....won't last long.." I needed to go to the hospital probably, but Anesagi messaged I have a show today just a short performance on Re:Vale's variety show.

Sighing, I'll have to wear a turtleneck today.....

"Olivia, you're here good! Come on I'll drop you off after the boys!" Anesagi smiled at me and I nodded getting into the car. Tenn, Gaku and Ryu were already inside.

"Good luck today Olivia-san!" Ryu smiled at me from the back seat. I smiled back in cold sweat. I forgot to eat....I lost a good 2 litres of blood yesterday.... Shit

"Nee-san are you alright? You look pale?" Tenn asked me noticing right away.

"Hahaha! I'm fine Tenn." I feigned a response Gaku looked at me skeptical though. I needed to go to the hospital right after this schedule.

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The pain searing through my shoulder and chest was nothing to laugh at. I should have packed more pain killers. But smiling through the pain was nothing I wasn't use to. Thankfully I managed to last the entirety of the show.

"Good work out there Via-chan~!" Momo chimed hugging me. I winced...biting my tongue I smiled normally.

"It's Athena here Momo-chan." I chuckled.

"Ah..Let's talk in a bit I need to change." Momo dashed off letting me sigh in relief.

"Plip...plop..."

My breath hitched blood was leaking....I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Good work out there Oli...via..." I saw a faint glimpse of what looked to be Yuki before feeling light headed I stumbled and he caught me. "Olivia?!....wait blood..." Yuki looked at me in horror as I felt my conscious slip.

I should of ate something to keep my blood sugar up...geez. I failed at treating myself.

A few voices could be heard but I could only find myself slipping into the darkness.

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"Hmm..." I twitched opening my eyes...the pain was gone. I shot up instantly looking down. Hospital gown? Hospital room? From this feeling...I was stitched up and an IV drip?!

"Nee-Nee!!!!" I jumped slightly feeling someone jump onto the bed hugging me by the waist. A wad or red hair.

"Riku?!"

"I was so worried Nee-nee!" Riku cried into my lap.

"Riku what happened did you bring me here?" I asked.

"Un...We had a schedule with Re:Vale when you were bleeding out in Yuki-san's arms. I was allowed to come as family. I already let Tenn-nii know he said he'll visit later. The doctor said you had a stab wound!! Nee-nee how did you get that not to mention a bullet wound in your shoulder!" Riku huffed looking at me.

"Haha..It's nothing for you to worry about Riku..." I smiled softly ruffling his hair.

"Boo~ You're always like this with us Nee-Nee!!" Riku pouted puffing his cheeks. "Well whatever I know Nee-Nee is strong, Tenn-nii does too. Just don't be reckless and no escaping the hospital this time I'll be visiting you everyday!" Riku said his hands on his hips.

We both turned hearing the sliding door open, it was Anesagi and Trigger.

"Olivia!! If you were hurt why didn't you say anything earlier! Please be mindful I am your manager!!!" Anesagi scolded me making me laugh softly.

"Sorry...Anesagi-san I thought I could last." I said scratching my head.

"Last?! It's not like you had a fever you had a goddamn bullet wound and a stab wound in your chest!" Anesagi retorted making me wince. "Whatever you don't have work for the time being, next time tell us Olivia." She finished off grumbling about me being a child.

"Nee-san...are you alright?" Tenn asked me his eyes worried. Riku had already clung to him like a koala when he saw him enter the room.

"I'm fine Tenn..." I smiled, that's right. I'm the older sister, what am I doing making these kids worry about me.

Tenn sighed patting Riku to get off him. "Riku let's go get some snacks." Tenn said softly.

"I'm glad your alright Olivia-san. Tenn even if he's like that he almost went mad. Here some fruits for you." Ryu handed me a basket of fruits.

"....Get better soon." Gaku said before turning around. "Let's go Ryu."

After all the guests left I curled up into a ball again. Everytime I close my eyes....I'm tormented by the lives I've taken. The lives I failed to save. I knew as I grow older and realized the magnitude of what I did.....my mentality is slowly vanishing. But I needed to remain normal. For those boys.

But I was the one who cause this in the first place..

But I'm sick of it

Being strong

When I'm haunted by those that want me in hell

I should just die

I want to die...Mori-san will leave me alone in that case.

But I can't

Biting my lip I grit my teeth... "I need to die." Saying the words aloud made me feel empty. Riku and Tenn are grown up now. Mom and dad are fine. Even if I die I have millions saved up to help them all for the rest of their lives.

"Tsk...I knew it." My eyes widened seeing Yaotome Gaku slide the door open

"Wha...I thought you left?" I smiled feigning innocence.

"Don't give me that fake ass smile. You two really are siblings. I had a feeling something was off about you for awhile, but you were awfully better at hiding shit than The brat." He spoke while walking towards my bed and I gulped.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I grimaced.

"You know....geez...Stop being fake. My mom always had the same expression on her face too. Do you think the brat or Nanase would feel good...if you just shouldered everything." Gaku growled.

"Stop it..." I grumbled

"Those two love you and care about you. Just talk to them. They are not the little kids you need to protect! Because who's going to protect you then!" Gaku scolded me.

Shut up

What do you know

You're a complete stranger

"Shut up...." I growled.

"Sheesh You and Tenn are exactly the same, but you're worse! Instead of enduring shit your risking your life for them! Do you think they would really be happy knowing that you're like this?!" Gaku continued.

Stop running your mouth

You know nothing

I killed people in cold blood

All for them

Everything was for them

But....

I want to die

I can't take this anymore

The sound of my blade as it goes through them

The sound of a heart monitor stopping

The cries and shouts of the family

I can't save lives...I live with the lives I lost or took.

"What do you know.." I glared at the man he glared at me.

"I know your Nanase and Tenn's older sister. I know you're crazy overprotective even if it means dying. And I know you've never opened up to anybody you drink the deadliest poisons for them. It's written all over your face." He huffed crossing his arms.

"What do you say I do then Gaku?!?! I did everything for those boys to be happy!! It's fine! They're fine now I get it! But....everytime I close my eyes...I remember. The lives I stole the families I broke. My hands are so bloody...but I have to be stronger I have to be the eldest. But...it haunts me I can't take it anymore.....Was I even... a good sister." I broke down my tears overflowing. "Even I don't know! The Port has a target on my family can't you see! I need to die, make a deal! So I don't fuck their lives up any more..." All the emotions I suppressed resurfacing all the built up pain crashing down on me like waves.

"I can't answer you, nobody's perfect. But there's something I do know." Gaku responded making me laugh looking up at him annoyed. "How can I call myself a man when there's a fragile and broken girl crying in front of me. I don't care how much you want to shelter Tenn or Nanase, but at least me shelter you. Dying can't be your only option....if you let me we can find a way together."

What?

What did he just?

My face flushed a little red, what was this guy saying with a straight face. "Wha...what do you mean by that?" This wasn't good my heart was beating fast...this was a first. Even my exes were just me killing time but this....

"I mean what I said. From now on I'll protect you. I'm not letting the woman I love break apart like this." He sighed putting his hands on his hips.

"?!?! What love?! I just said I wanted to die! I need to!" I cried out to him, this wasn't good my brain was short circuiting.

"If you think your sins are too hard to carry I'll carry them with you. If you're tired of this world I'll make you want to live in it. From the looks of it you only thought you needed to be responsible, but I'm going to spoil the shit out of you." Gaku sat on my bed causing me to back up as he lifted a hand grabbing my cheek.

"H-hey what are you..." Before I could finish my sentence he crashed his lips into mine then parted. His face had a smug smirk on it.

"You're my woman now, like it or not. You're not allowed to die Olivia. You need to start living your own life." He said my hair falling onto his hand.

".......You're insane.." I blushed, how was he this straightforward and romantic in an old fashioned way. And with that face it's not fair! Dating me....will only make you hurt Gaku...

"I'm not." He deadpanned.

"...Will you really....like me...despite.." I hesitated Gaku sighed pulling me in for another kiss. I was fiddling with his cardigan so he held my wrist in the air.

"I love you Nanase Olivia. Plus you owed me a favour right. Stealing my first kiss and heart what a devious woman." He smirked and I smiled into the kiss.

"So you've chosen death." A demonic voice said from the door. Gaku and I turned seeing Tenn and Riku holding snacks in their arms.

"Now don't be like that Tenn-nii...Let's have a long chat now shall we Yaotome-san." Riku's expression was his normal one but his eyes were cold and empty.

"Yikes. M'bad." Gaku sweatdropped at now both twins bloodlust and cold gazes. Tenn smiled dropping his and Riku's bags off at the door then dragged Gaku out by the collar. Ahaha.....Two sweet little brothers more like two deadly guard-dogs... good luck Gaku.

I gently touched my lips before smiling. "So this is unconditional love..."

My heart was already feeling much lighter. Maybe I can enjoy this while it lasts? It makes me happy, but deep down I knew.

I didn't have any right to be happy.

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Author POV

This was Olivia's first time dating someone for real and Gaku was an ultra romanticist. He had trouble convincing Tenn and getting his approval, but the boy eventually gave in. Glad his sister was dating someone he knows well and he knows will treat her well.

Riku also gave up, with similar thought to Tenn and he knew Gaku would never hurt his sister.

The two were careful about going outside since even if people didn't recognize Olivia, Gaku was a member of Trigger. He would often help her out at her clinic and she found herself falling for Gaku more and more. Olivia had time off until her wounds had fully healed so she would go bring refreshments for the boys when she had time. Olivia began looking at her life more positively, though she still wasn't fully open to Tenn and Riku, she would confide in Gaku whenever she felt down. It made her happy knowing someone was caring for her...and just her.

"Haha, Gaku stawp it!" Olivia chuckled as Gaku was attacking her with kisses. They were in his room, Olivia decided to drop by since she was running some errands in the area.

"I can't, you're way too cute~" He chuckled smiling deviously at her.

"Bzzt Bzzt." Olivia and Gaku stopped what they were doing since she got a message

"Hmm, oh it's from Momo-chan. Idolish 7 is hosting a party at a local restaurant it seems. And they want Trigger to come an order from your Senpai's" Olivia chuckled Gaku hugged her waist burying his head in her shoulder.

"I don't mind, I'll convince Tenn and Ryu. But don't get too drunk Honey.." Gaku pouted.

"I won't~ besides I'm only going to be kissing you so don't worry." I reassured Gaku.

"Promise? You can't kiss Tenn or Nanase even!" Gaku said with pouty lips.

"I know I know..." Olivia sweatdropped she didn't even consider it anymore knowing the relationship the twins were sharing now. Tenn would bite her if she even kissed Riku these days scary...She cupped Gaku's face kissing him on the lips.

"Only you darling, only you."

"Good." Gaku smirked. Olivia blushed looking away, he was way too good looking she thought. He got up kissing her cheek before leaving to get the other members.

"Dammit...why does he have to be such good boyfriend material....." Olivia huffed getting up.

Since they were going outside in public she would need to keep a disguise on. It seems like the shop they chose was recommended by Ryu. Ryu was happy for Gaku when the two got into a relationship none the less. Trigger had close bonds and Gaku didn't want to hide their relationship from friends, that and he was incapable of doing it.

Time Skip

"Ah, Tenn-nii!!" Riku jumped onto Tenn hugging him. Tenn smiled as he let Riku down.

" I missed you too Riku, but...well it's not like anyone will recognize us here." Tenn chuckled.

Tenn whispered into Riku's ear making the boy blush and nod.

"Alright you two, let us in too." Olivia said from behind her little brothers.

"Ah sorry Nee-nee! Let's go sit over there!" Riku dragged Tenn and Olivia with him to an open seat.

"Woah You look nice today Olivia-san." Mitsuki complimented the girl.

"Really? Thanks. I don't need to disguise myself like all of you anyways." She chuckled.

"Oh Oli-chi! Did you cut your hair? It's shorter now." Tamaki commented.

"I agree, It looks nice on you Nanase-san." Iori agreed.

"Aw thanks you two, I did cut it a bit." olivia smiled.

"Well..it doesn't look that bad.." Haruka huffed.

"Thank you Haruka-san." She said patting the cute boy on the head. His demeanour reminded her alot of Tenn.

"Gyah! Stop it!" He said swatting her hand away.

"Eh? Via-chan your sitting there I thought you would sit beside your boyfriend?" Momo commented he was sitting across from the siblings.

"Gaku is having his fun too, we don't need to be glued together." Olivia stated.

The party started and the group began to order. Olivia chatted with Tenn and Riku the entire time. Since the following weekend they planned to hang out and were contemplating what to do.

She noticed Gaku getting up to use the washroom, and they waved at one another.

"Hey, isn't that guy pretty hot?" Olivia heard some girls at the bar chatting.

"Let's ask him for his number when he comes out." The other said.

Snap.

"Nee-Nee..." Riku sweatdropped seeing Olivia had snapped her chopsticks with one hand.

"Nee-san?" Tenn flinched seeing Olivia's unamused eyes as she got up upon seeing Gaku leave the washroom and the girls approached him.

"Oh, hey you're pretty cute here can I give you my phone number." One girl said approaching Gaku, but Olivia smirked approaching them from behind.

"Sorry he forgot his phone," She said stepping in front of Gaku. Gaku curious decided not to say anything.

"Oh. Then I can give it to you it." The girl insisted.

"No need," Olivia smiled politely, a smile that mirrored Tenn's idol smile.

"It can't hurt~" She said swooning at Gaku through her lashes.

"Might hurt." Olivia said her face falling as she glared daggers at both girls. She cracked her neck looking them up and down. The girls yelped rushing back to their seat.

"...scary....she's scarier than Tenn..." Ryu muttered from observing the scene. Gaku chuckled blushing as he hugged Olivia from behind. He was happy, she was hella jealous.

"Remind me...not to piss her off..." Yamato sweat dropped.

"Yikes, it looked like she was going to rip those girls apart." Tora said in agreement.

"Tch. You're mine." Olivia huffed kissing Gaku on the lips before returning to her seat.

"Woah...Nee-nee you were super cool!" Riku said to Olivia smiling. "& you look like Tenn-nii when your mad!"

"I wasn't mad...I just don't like sharing." Olivia scoffed. She was also surprised at how irritated she got. Gaku was hers, he loved her. Those girls didn't need to get close to him.

"...so are you two going to go public about your relationship?" Yuki asked abruptly drawing a long silence in the group.

Gaku answered none the less. "I don't mind, Athena fans are trigger fans, I don't think they would be too mad."

"I don't care either, It'll make life easier." Olivia said smiling. "Also my contract term is almost up, I already rewritten with Anesagi-san. I'm just going to be a model part time for the agency. This time without hiding my face. But I'll be considered Kujo Olivia instead of Nanase."

"Eh"

"What?!" The group said in shock.

"Oops..did I not mention this?" She asked.

"Did Kujo-san agree to this?!" Tenn asked

"Yep, since It's pretty obvious we're related Tenn, If you stuffed your chest and put a wig and contacts on you look exactly like me." Olivia deadpanned.

"Aw...Nee-nee.." Riku pouted.

Olivia ruffled his hair. "Don't worry Riku, I'll be able to see you more often geez."

Riku sighed in reassurance. "Okay.."

"While I don't appreciate the comment, I guess that would work. It wouldn't damage our reputation. So you'll do a face reveal and change to modelling." Tenn sighed. "Will you at least still sing? Your fans will be sad."

"I will, from time to time. But being a doctor is where my calling is haha." Olivia said smiling.

"If that's what you choose Nee-nee, Nee-san" Riku and Tenn said in unison.

"No regrets."

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Olivia was fully capable of fully becoming an idol but she decided to stay small. She was insanely popular, but her concerts were rare. Variety shows enjoyed her presence since it's not everyday a surgeon becomes an idol on the side.

Olivia also after talking to Gaku got her license back and began working at the hospital again. This time she climbed up the ranks to head surgeon. This was due to the fact she was removing herself from the underground society and her popularity made it difficult to see actual patients. Though from time to time she did take patients from the underground with high fees.

Gaku and Olivia's relationship was well taken by fans, and they were invited to many talk shows together. Since Olivia no longer sang in the competitive setting there was no tension between them. Olivia always made Gaku handmade lunches and they would be often seen going on dates together from time to time.

"So, how exactly did you fall in love??" Was the common question of every show host.

"Well...we did work together and I found myself attracted to his personality. But I honestly thought it would not happen right? But then....I guess he proved me wrong and I fell deeper and deeper in love with him.." Olivia often answered. "He's the first person...I've ever dated so.."

"She was gorgeous and powerful, I fell for her at first sight. But I didn't really know my own feelings since I was confused. But then I thought...how could such an adorable girl exist. I fell deeply in love with her before I could realize. But I know she's the only woman I will ever be so fond of." Gaku said nonchalantly making Olivia blush from head to toe in embarrassment.

Olivia POV

"Mmmph Gaku...Tenn and Ryu will be here soon." I huffed my face was hot, but this boy insisted on kissing me. A few months ago he was sadly inexperienced, but now we would have these make out sessions from time to time....and further of course.

"Hmm, don't wanna..." Gaku kissed me again making me fall down the wall. He had been building muscle lately, but...he uses it to his advantage. He placed me on his lap in the dressing room.

"I love you Olivia." Gaku smiled at me. "My prickly princess."

"I'm not prickly!" I huffed my eyes half lidded as I blushed.

"I...I love you too..Gaku.."