10- Talk to me

"So did you and Josh guy have good sex?"

Karlie almost spits her water out and stares at Taylor with two wide eyes.

"Wh- What the hell Tay?!" She says, laughing hysterically. The singer had never asked these kind of questions but then again, she knew how honest Taylor became when she has had a few drinks. The two of them were sitting on the beach. Their own piece of private beach, which Karlie found pretty amazing and which Taylor also had at home at one of her houses. The green eyed agent had made sure the surrounding was safe, before letting Taylor come out on the beach to watch the sunset.


And here they are now, closely cuddled together, surrounded by blankets, both holding a wine glass, Karlie's filled with water and Taylor's with some cheap white wine. The singer is wearing a two piece outfit with a cropped top and a cute skirt underneath it. Karlie had told the singer it would be way to cold outside to wear it, but the stubborn blonde had just walked out of the door, into the orange sunlight. Karlie had thought she looked amazing in the outfit, but had grabbed a few blankets from the couch for them to sit on and to wrap around the singer later, since it was the end of march and really not that warm yet. 



"You heard me, Klossy." Taylor says, a smirk on her face as she watches how the sun slowly sinks beneath the horizon. 

"Thats so inappropriate to as-"



"So it was bad." Taylor interrupts the green eyed girl, who is uncomfortably playing with her hands underneath the blankets.

"Well.. I wouldn't say bad. I mean it wasn't that goo- Oh whatever." Karlie stutters, her cheeks once again bright red. She hates how nervous she gets around Taylor. Even though it kinda makes sense for her to be nervous when talking about such explicit subjects like her freaking sex-life.

"I knew it." Taylor says then, proud it seems.



"Why do you seem so happy about that?" Karlie asks, fake annoyed.


"He seems like.. like a sex-less guy. Thats all." Taylor says.

"Hmm.." Karlie replies, honestly thinking back of her relationship with Josh. They were both a lot younger still. She was 17, just in the 'new' agency and he was supposed to tutor her. Everyone soon learned that Karlie didn't need any tutoring or mentoring though, since the girl could already practically do anything all the other agents spend years learning on. Josh was her distraction in that boring year. They didn't do much, except for going out on a date every once in a while. They only saw each other like once a week, mostly because Karlie made up excuses not to see him. After a while she realised they just weren't made for each other and they broke up. Shortly after that, Karlie was starting in the field.


"I guess you're right." The younger girl says after a while. Taylor sits up straight then, her legs crossed underneath the blanket.

"Yassss!" She says loudly, looking at Karlie instead of the sun now. Which Taylor practically finds the same. Her thoughts are all so blurry now. She has only had four or.. maybe five glasses of wine and feels drunker than ever before. Karlie had warned her after her first glass but it had just tasted so good and the singer knew she had so much more confidence with a few alcoholic drinks in her system.


"Shhhh!" Karlie hissed, moving a hand in front of Taylor's mouth. "Don't be so damn loud."

"Sorrryyyyy." Taylor whispered as she grabbed Karlie's hand and kissed the back of it with her red lips. She had decided that she would dress up tonight, just for Karlie.


"What was that for?" Karlie asks the singer, perplexed by the feeling of her lips against her hand.

"That was an apology." Taylor says proudly, showing Karlie her own hand. "Look, I marked you." 



"Thanks." Karlie says, giggling at the drunk state Taylor is in now. The singer sits back again and leans against the green eyed girl with her full bodyweight. They sit there like that for a while, until the sun has completely sank behind the horizon.


"I like this." Taylor says, looking up from her position. She is laying on Karlie's lap, staring up at the green eyed girl. Karlie sat back nervously, knowing this position is quite non-professional and well.. non-friendly too.


"Yeah.." She mumbles. "Me too. Lets go inside though, its getting cold."



"Okaaaayy." Taylor says, sitting up abruptly again. Karlie is glad the singer hadn't had any wine in about an hour anymore. She isn't sure if she can handle an even more drunk Taylor.

"Come on drunky." She says as she is on her feet and sticks her hand out for Taylor to grab it, who is once again stubborn and gets up herself saying; "Im not drunk!" a couple of times before stumbling inside the cozy cabin.

"Im tipsy." She finally says, plopping down in the couch in the living room and spreading herself out. 

"Don't you wanna head to bed, tipsyert?" Karlie says, laying all the blankets on the floor inside and closing the backdoor with multiple locks before walking over to the couch and staring at Taylor with her arms crossed.



"No." The singer says stubbornly, also crossing her arms. "Come on, lets watch some tv."


"Tay, im pretty tired actually." Karlie says, smiling a small smile at the sight of drunk Taylor on the couch.

"Ugh.." Taylor sighs, sticking her hand out for Karlie to help her up. Karlie gladly takes it but lets out a surprised shriek when she is being pulled down, on top of the singer. "Tay!" She says, as the singer and her are now laying on top of one another. She has never been this close to Taylor, their noses touching, and to be honest seeing her this close makes her even more beautiful. Karlie now sees the little freckles that are spread over the singer's face, the cute wrinkles next to her mouth, and her eyes.. gosh her eyes.


"Don't drool on me please." Taylor's dry voice fills the silence.


Karlie gasps then, finally breathing as she sits up awkwardly. She scoots away from the singer before a hand grabs her arm and pulls her close again. "Don't go." Taylor says, her blue eyes hopefully looking into Karlie's green ones.

"I.. I wont." She replies, staring at the singer mindlessly before stuttering; "Ehmm.. where's the remote. We need a remote to watch tv."

Karlie finally finds it while feeling Taylor's hot stare burn onto her skin and sits back comfortably on the couch. Her head resting on Taylor's shoulder this time. They watch tv for a while, Grey's Anatomy being on and Taylor begging her to watch it with her. When Karlie realises that Taylor had fallen asleep after a few episodes of the series, she turns off the tv and carries the singer to the bedroom in bridal style.


"How romantic.." Taylor mumbles, opening her ocean blue eyes slowly when the two women arrive in the bedroom. Karlie giggles and lays the girl down on the bed. Taylor rubs in her eyes, feeling a lot more sober now than before, since she had had her last wine about five hours ago. 



"You'll still need to get your contacts out." Karlie says, watching how the singer already seems to be wanting to crawl into the bed comfortably and sleep.



"Oh.." Taylor says, sticking her hand out for Karlie to grab once more. Karlie, again, takes the singers hand and wants to pull her up. She is being pulled down again however and lands on top of the blonde singer, who giggles when seeing the expression on Karlie's face. Taylor looks up at the girl on top of her and fixates her gaze on her face, her gorgeous face. She sees Karlie's eyes shoot down towards her lips just like they had done a 100 times before already. Taylor knows that Karlie must feel the same as her but that she is as much as a coward as she is herself. She looks at the green eyed girl's lips too and leans forward slightly, not able to contain herself.

Karlie's eyes shoot up at Taylor's again and when she seems to realise in what kind of scenario she has got herself into again. She pushes herself away from Taylor and rushes into the bathroom, locking the door behind her.

"Fuck.." The secret agent whispers to herself angrily. She knows she isn't supposed to be thinking of kissing the blonde. She knows she isn't supposed to like the famous singer this much. But here she is, once again realising how much she does like the girl.

She leans against the sink and looks in the mirror, her cheeks are bright red and her hair messy. She unties her hair and brushes through it with her hands nervously. "How do I stop this?" She mumbles to herself when a sweet voice is heard from the other side of the door.

"Karlie?"

"Karlie, is everything okay? Are you oka-"

Karlie swings the door open, revealing a very surprised looking, wide eyed Taylor. Her red lipstick is still right there, on her lips, but is slightly faded away. Her cropped top and her skirt are still looking cute as ever. Her hair looks perfect like always, her shoulder length locks turning a bit more curly as the blonde hadn't styled it this morning. Karlie stares at her. Admires her.


"Are you.. okay?" Taylor asks hesitantly, looking at Karlie with a caring expression in her eyes. She thinks Karlie looks amazing in her all black outfit. The girl is wearing a black turtle neck with short sleeves and some black jeans underneath it with several holes, rips and cuts in it. She had applied some light make-up before and had her blonde hair down now. Taylor swallows, having to contain herself. She is pretty sure she is completely sober now, so she knows this has nothing to do with the alcohol she had consumed earlier this evening.


"No." Karlie replies, furrowing her eyebrows in confusion. "No, I am not okay!" She says, swinging her hands up in the air as she talks. Taylor just stares at her, not really able to move at this point as she was just looking into Karlie's eyes deeply, getting lost in them. The green eyed woman takes a deep breath, obviously frustrated.


"I am not okay, you know why Taylor?!" Karlie says, raising her voice and taking one step forward. Taylor looks down at the ground, not wanting to answer that question.

"Because I LIKE you, Tay. I like you a lot and I.." Taylor's eyes shoot up again, surprised by the words escaping Karlie's mouth. "I know theres like a 99% chance that you don't even like me at all and I don't even expect you to but I like you and not as just 'friends'." Karlie continues, taking another step forward. Taylor notices how dark Karlie's eyes have become now and how close the girl is to having a panic attack. "Im sorry, im so sorry.." Karlie says, a tear already making its way down her cheek. Taylor stands there, nailed to the ground as she watches how Karlie steps closer to her.

"I don't know how to deal with all of this.." The green eyed girl says, now passing Taylor through the narrow doorway. "Im sorry, I guess I should just-" She starts until she feels a hand grab her arm. She turns around and looks in two very blue eyes. "Taylor, im sorry.. I know-"

"Are you done?" Taylor asks a small smile on her face as she interrupts the younger girl. The singer pushes the girl agains the doorframe and brings her hands to both of her cheeks. "I.. I don't-" Karlie mumbles, lost in two blue orbs.



"Shhhh.." Taylor whispers, bringing their faces closer together.

Karlie's eyes widen at first when she feels Taylor's soft lips on hers. She stays still, her hands hanging besides her own body like dead weight. It doesn't take long however, until she starts kissing the singer back and wraps her arms around her. She feels Taylor smile against her lips not much later and cant help but smile too.

Their lips disconnect soon and the both of them open their eyes, green staring into blue and blue staring into green. Their foreheads are pressed together and Taylor bumps their noses together while smiling widely. 

"I like you too, Karlie. A lot." She says, slightly out of breath. A huge grin appears on Karlie's face when hearing those words. She cant remember when she has ever felt this happy.



"Honestly though," The green eyed woman says then, raising one eyebrow while their foreheads are still pressed together. "Who doesn't?" 

Taylor lets out a loud laugh and rolls her eyes playfully. 

"Confident much?" She says, giggling when Karlie pulls her into a hug. The hug seems to last forever as they stand there for a couple of minutes, hugging in the bathroom doorway. Karlie feels like she's in heaven and Taylor feels exactly the same. Its such a relief for both girls to have finally admit these put away feelings and to know that the other one feels just the same. 



"Can I finally touch your fine looking butt now?" Taylor asks jokingly, leaning back in the doorframe.



"Hmmm.." Karlie says, pretenting to think about the question. "Nahh."

"Ughhhh.." Taylor sighs. "Fun breaker."

Karlie giggles and watches how Taylor walks over to the sink to brush her teeth and get ready for bed. "So this was it then?" The younger woman asks, leaning against the doorframe with her shoulder.


"This was what?" Taylor asks, a confused expression on her face.

"The confession. This was it? This was all I had to do? This was the thing I have been nervous about for the last couple of weeks?" Karlie asks dramatically, walking towards Taylor to get ready for bed too.



"Oh babe.." Taylor says, smirking at the green eyed girl while walking towards the bedroom. "This was only the beginning." She then quickly changes into her pyjamas and jumps in bed, leaving Karlie behind in the bathroom, a dumb grin on her face. 



"Babe huh?" The younger woman asks, getting into her pyjamas in the meantime and walking into the bedroom right after.

 Taylor starts laughing, soon having Karlie to laugh with her. They fall asleep a lot later, after a lot of shared cuddles and quiet giggles. No more kisses were shared that night, both women too scared to take that step again for now.

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"Karlie, what are you doing?"

Taylor stands there, wiping the sleep out of her eyes as she stares at the green eyed woman who seems to be doing something in the kitchen.

"Its like 5am." Taylor says, letting out a yawn after.

"Im making coffee." Karlie replies, shrugging her shoulders as she smiles a small smile at the famous singer. 



"You're making coffee." Taylor says drily, smiling back at the green eyed woman while sitting leaning her elbows on the kitchen counter. "At five in the morning."

"Yep." Karlie says, leaning her elbows on the counter too as she watches how the coffee slowly drips into the old looking pot.


"Its 5am." The singer repeats. "5am, Karlie."

Karlie turns to face the singer. "I couldn't sleep, I wanna go for a run in a bit."

"Do you know how late we went to bed?" Taylor says, ignoring the girl. "At like 12.30. We havent even slept for like five hours."


"I know. I just felt like taking a run." Karlie says, raising an eyebrow at the singer.


Taylor turns around. "Ooookaay, well im just gonna head back to-" She's almost out of the kitchen when Karlie interrupts her.

"You can come with me?" Karlie asks rapidly. "I mean, if you want to.."

Taylor stands still again and looks over your shoulder. "You and me, going.. for a run?" She asks. "I mean, id love to but you do realise that you're like 200 times faster?"

"Oh please, you're a world famous super star. I do expect some running from you, Swift." Karlie says, her elbows still propped up on the kitchen counter while she watches the singer with two wide, green eyes.


"Oh you do huh?" Taylor asks, turning around and crossing her arms.


"Mhm." Karlie says, nodding her head slightly while smiling at the singer. "Plus, its good for you hangover."


"Don't have one, I didn't drink that mu-"

"Don't even lie to yourself." Karlie says. The coffee machine starts beeping and so the girl knows she can start preparing her beverage.

"I mean I.. didn't drink that much after like.. 8pm." Taylor says, correcting herself as she watches Karlie while leaning against the kitchen wall.



"Thats right." Karlie says, pouring some coffee into two cups. She then adds some milk and puts the two steaming beverages on the kitchen counter. 

"Aren't you going to drink that?" 

Taylor asks when Karlie turns around and starts walking towards her. 

"Later. Run first, coffee after." 

"But then it turns cold." Taylor says, watching how Karlie walks closer towards her, only in her oversized shirt and some shorts underneath it. The singer tries her best to tear her eyes away from the longest, tanned legs she's ever seen.



"Yep." Karlie says, passing Taylor. "Come on, lets get ready."

Taylor turns around quickly, taking a few big steps to pass Karlie and to walk into the bedroom first. Both girls switch into some sporting clothes in separate rooms. Taylor borrows some of Karlie's since sports bra's, sports pants and running shoes weren't exactly in her 'emergency' bag.


"Ready?" The green eyed woman asks, already turning the doorknob of the bedroom door. 

"Almost!" Taylor shouts, quickly trying to put a shirt on since she is now only standing in her pink 'Victorias Secret' sports bra and her sports pants.

"Already scared that you're gonna be too-" Karlie starts when opening the door. "Oh." She says, eyeing the singer and seeing her standing there with her flat, toned stomach in her bra.



"Oh?" Taylor says, still fighting with the tight t-shirt and now standing there with two arms in the air, the shirt covering her face. "A little help please?" She mumbles, not even able to see the other girl.


"Oh.. oh yeah." Karlie mumbles, not able to take her eyes off the singer's stomach and breasts. "Oh gosh, this is so embarrassing." Taylor mumbles, feeling how Karlie helps her in the shirt easily. She then sees what the green eyed girl is wearing. Grey sweatpants and a tight, black sports bra only.


"You.. wow." She mumbles, tearing her eyes away from the green eyed girl's toned abs.


"You wow." Karlie replies, a grin on her face. 

Both girls giggle nervously and its Taylor who leans forward and presses a kiss on Karlie's cheek. "Lets go, sporty girl." She says, pushing the girl's shoulder playfully while running out of the bedroom.


"Oh my god." Karlie replies, a stupid grin on her face as she touches her burning cheek. 'She kissed my cheek!' She thinks as she stumbles out of the bedroom, her legs wobbly.


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"So.. how.. do we.." Taylor starts, extremely out of breath. "How.. do we decide.. who won?"



"I think you know who won, Taylor." Karlie says easily, sitting back against a tree. Taylor is still standing, panting heavily, her arms above her head to get some oxygen into her body.

"We.. we.. were equally.. fast." Taylor pants.


"Look who's out of breath." Karlie replies, looking up at the singer and then looking at the sunrise behind her. "Woah.." She says then. "Tay look, it looks so pretty." She says, watching the orange, pink sky.

Taylor plops down onto the sand and sits down next to Karlie, with her back against the tree. "Woah!" She breathes. "Thats like.. the prettiest sunrise ever." She says, seeming to have her breathing in control a bit more.


"Yeah." Karlie sighs, her eyes now fixed on the singer, who still looks amazing. Her forehead sweaty, her brows knitted together, her face make-upless.

"Taylor?" The younger girl starts.


"Yeah?" Taylor says, bringing her eyes back to Karlie instead of the beautiful sunrise. Karlie's face has an orange glow on it, her green eyes shining brightly as always. Taylor sighs, finding the beauty sitting next to her so incredibly attractive that she cant even bear to look at her any longer.

"You.. I was wondering.. ehm.." Karlie mumbles awkwardly, not looking in Taylor's direction. "I mean.. I wondered if.. ehm.. yesterday.. were you.. that drunk that you didnt.. ehm.. do you.. rememb-"


"Are you asking if I remember our kiss?" Taylor asks the younger girl boldly, her own cheeks immediately glowing warmly when saying the last word.

"I.. uhmm.. yeah.." Karlie mumbles, now finally looking at the famous superstar next to her.

"I told you I wasn't drunk then anymore. I stopped drinking at like eight o clock Karls." Taylor replies easily, shrugging her shoulders.


"O-okay." Karlie stutters awkwardly. "So.. you meant-"



"I meant everything I said and did." Taylor says a smile on her face as she watches how the normally so confident Karlie Kloss now seems to have lost every single piece of confidence in her body.



"Okay." The younger woman says, leaning back against the tree completely.

"Okay? Thats all I get?" Taylor asks, grinning at the green eyed woman.

Karlie turns her head once more to look at the singer. 

"Yep." She replies shortly, smiling back at the blonde however. 

Taylor decides on being brave and leans forward slightly. She sees Karlie's eyebrows shoot up in surprise as a reply to her action and she cant help but to let out a giggle. 

"Soooo.." Taylor starts, dragging the word out. "None of this.." She leans forward even more, looking down at Karlie's soft, pink lips as she connects them softly for a short touch that you can barely call a kiss. Karlie's eyes close shut immediately however as she leans forward to deepen the kiss. Taylor leans back though, opening her eyes to see the look on Karlie's face. "..anymore?" She asks, finishing the sentence. 

Karlie opens her eyes and Taylor almost gasps when seeing how dilated the girl's pupils now are and how dark those normally light green eyes are now. Karlie brings her left hand up to Taylor's face then and pulls the blonde towards her. Both girls close their eyes again when their lips connect once more.

Karlie's left hand travels to the back of Taylor's neck while the other one rests on the cool sand beneath them. Taylor brings her hands up to both of Karlie's cheeks and deepens the kiss, not able to contain the hunger she has for the green eyed girl. Karlie soon feels the singer's tongue pushing against her lips and opens them slightly to give the blonde some space to explore, which of course she happily does. Karlie tries holding back a low moan escaping her throat when Taylor's tongue touches hers but massively fails at it seems to come out twice the volume she had ever intended it to be.

Taylor's right hand travels down Karlie's arm at a slow pace, tickling her skin before the singer bites the younger girl's lower lip, making Karlie let out a groan. Its a sound that Taylor now knows she wants to hear more and more of.

She feels Karlie's other hand travel to her side, holding onto her as she moves to the girl's neck. She starts kissing from underneath her ear, all the way to Karlie's collarbone and then moves back up when Karlie moves her head back up to her lips. This time tongue's dance together and Karlie is the one who pushes Taylor on her back and lays down on top of her. The singer had never heard herself let out any of these sounds before yet, but when Karlie's lips travel to her neck while she lays there, underneath her, the moan that comes out of her mouth is louder than she had even imagined it in her head.


"Karls.." She says, her voice raspy from the lack of oxygen in her lungs. Karlie moves back to the singer's lips and kisses the girl one last time, very softly, before sitting up.


"I know, I know." She says. "Too fast."

"Ughhh.." Taylor groans. "Yes." She says. No matter how much she knows she wants Karlie, and literally all of Karlie, but she knows its too soon now. Karlie seems to think the same as she giggles and lays down next to the blonde on the white sand and sighs. Taylor moves her hand over to Karlie's and feels how the younger girl immediately grabs and holds onto it.


"This is so weird." Taylor says, giggling as she looks up at the sky. Karlie smiles and looks over at the side of Taylor's head.



"It is huh?" She says, smiling brightly at the blonde who she thinks looks absolutely gorgeous in this type of orange sunlight or anytime or anywhere really.


"I like it though." Taylor says, also looking to her side now to look at Karlie. Their eyes lock and both women smile brightly at one another and cant help but giggle at each other too.


"Me too." Karlie replies, now sitting up to see that the sun had now completely risen above the ocean's horizon. "Breakfast?" 



"Yes! Im starving." Taylor says, getting up from the sand and standing up onto her two sore feet. "First im taking a shower though.



"Last one in the bathroom prepares food!" Karlie shouts out of nowhere then, running towards their little apartment on the beach.

"NOT FAIR!" Taylor shouts as she tries running after the model but fails as her feet sink into the dry sand underneath her. "YOU CHEATER!"

The famous singer cant helpt but laugh and she knows she hasn't felt this happy in a very, very long time.

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A/N

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