"My first time"

{Same day 9:00 pm}

POV Ryujin

The girls and I walked back to the hotel and stopped at seven eleven to buy some snacks for Yeji and Lia. Lia was probably already asleep, she is not a big fan of sleeping late. Chaeryeong and I prepared to go for a swim in the indoor pool of the hotel before going to sleep.

-"So?" -she broke the silence.

-"What?"

-"Did anything happen between you and Yeji?" -straight to the point.

-"What do you mean?"

-"Have you slept together? You idiot"

-"We haven't" -I'm being honest.

-"Lies! You are totally lying. I heard lots of noises coming from your room"

-"We have done other things but Yeji stops before we... jump to the next level"

-"Are you mad at her for doing that?"

-"Of course not! I love her, I'm going to wait as long as she needs. There's no need to rush"

-"OMG!" -we quickly turned around. It was Yuna- "You said... you love Yeji" -she is smiling like a dork- "Thank god, you finally admit it!"

Chaeryeong laughed just like me, we didn't notice Yuna decided to join.

-"You shouldn't be listening" -I said jokingly- "These are adult conversations" -there's only a two year gap between us.

-"Hey! I'm young but not a kid" -she complained.

"I'll get going, I'm very tired" -got my body out of the pool and dried it- "I want to sleep early, good night"

-"Don't lie to us Ryujin" -Chaeryeong teased- "You are going to see your girlfriend"

I left them behind. According to the pool hours, it's closed already but the hotel gladly made an exception for us. The elevator took longer because we are staying on the last floor.

Slowly opened the door of the room and the lights were off, Yeji is probably sleeping. Made the least noise posible on my way to the bathroom and took a hot relaxing shower. After drying, I covered my body with a towel. The AC was cold enough.

(Play song: On it by EMO) *as many time as you need / Optional*)

An arm wrapped around my waist, my hair was removed from the back of my neck and I felt soft lips touch my skin, chills run down my spine and the towel fell to the floor. Yeji kissed my shoulders and upper back.

She turned my body and we got in bed. I sat on her lap and with the tip of my fingers touched her face. Even if the lights are off, I can find it easily. Slowly shifted to her body and noticed she was completely naked, her hands were on the back of my nape to pull me closer. Opening my mouth to give more access, our tongues sync with each other's. I grind on her body hearing how she moaned softly.

I wanted to see all of her but there was no light. All of them are off because she wanted it this way, one of my hands moved to her back and touched it gently. I don't want to rush, she was going to guide me as much as she pleased.

Settled Yeji on the bed and placed her hands above her head, kissed the neck with more intensity, making her sigh over and over again. Gently left wet kisses on her eyes, cheeks, collarbone, jawline until I reached her defined abs and stopped when she talked. I want to pay attention.

-"Please... look at me" -Yeji said quietly and almost whispering.

Our eyes met or at least that's how it felt. She lit a candle letting me see what I wanted the most, her feline eyes. She kissed me and rested her head on the pillow once again.

-"...Ryujin" -a couple of tears fell from her eyes, making me worry. Did I do something wrong?

-"Baby, what's wrong?" -you can hear the worrying in my voice.

-"I'm scared"

-"Of me? I'm sorry. I'll stop" -answered in the same voice tone.

-"No, not you, is just that..." -she looked away- "I'm a...virgin"

I didn't say anything because there's nothing to say. Just appreciating her beauty, Yeji avoided eye contact but then gave in.

-"Are you mad?" -she asked.

-"Why would I be mad about that?" -I kissed her lips- "I don't care. If you don't want me to continue is alright" -I never wanted her to feel pressure about this- "I apologize if I made you think otherwise"

My words made her tear up again- "I want you but please be very gentle"

-"Are you sure?" -I asked once. Like I said, I don't want her to do something she isn't ready for.

-"Yes..." -Yeji smiled at me- "But very... very gentle"

-"I will" -I kissed her lips and collarbone.

Noticed how her eyes closed and tightened, so I'll start with something easy. I changed our position and placed her on top, she is going to do whatever she wants to me first. She needs to be sure of what she wants. Before continuing there needs to be an atmosphere of safety between us.

She kissed, massaged and licked all my body, especially my clit. She penetrated slowly with two of her fingers, making circular motions, as well as up and down movements. There wasn't any rush, I was enjoying all of it. Minutes later, things started to get hotter.

-"Fuck, Yeji" -I dug my nails on her back- "D-don't stop.... ahhh" -thanks to the pleasure I squeezed the bed sheets surrounding us.

-"Say my name, Shin"

-"Ahhh Yeji" -I gasped- "I'm clo... close"

She intensified her movements making me come on her fingers, a sticky liquid filled them, we matched our eyes and she made me lick her fingers slowly. She laid next to me and caressed my hair. I approached to kiss her and make her taste me.

-"Ryujin?" -she said, trying to catch her breath.

-"Hwang?" -I touched her bare abs slowly.

-"I think..." -we tangled our fingers- "I think I'm ready"

-"Are you sure?" -asked twice.

-"Yes"

-"Completely sure?"

-"Totally, extremely sure"

-"Ok" -I sat on the bed- "Wait here"

I got up and walked to the bathroom to wash my hands and fingers thoroughly. This is Yeji's first time and my fingers need to be clean to penetrate her. As I walked back to her I noticed a bottle of lubricant on the bed, there's no doubt Yeji prepared for tonight. She chose me to be her first time and that makes me very happy. Wish I could give the same.

I laid down next to her and placed my body on hers. I won't penetrate her right away, I want Yeji to enjoy it just like I did. Started by kissing and biting her lips repeatedly.

By the time I finished with them they were completely red, I went down to the inside of her thighs and kissed slowly like she asked, placed my hands on her legs so she wouldn't move. Gently licked her clit with circular motions, Yeji started moving the hips up and down to match my rhythm.

-"Holy fuck! ...Ryujin"

-"Keep it down" -I whispered.

-"I don't c-care" -she moaned- "It f-feels so-good"

She squeezed the sheets on the sides to prevent reaching her climax. I applied lube on the fingers I was going to use.

-"Are you sure about this?" -I asked for the third time and she nodded- "Ready?"

She kissed biting my lip -"Yes"

I opened her legs a little to give me space, by reaction Yeji tried to close them but gave in. Slowly applied some lube on her wet core, it was naturally lubricant but I didn't want it to hurt that much. Slowly inserted a finger causing Yeji to raise her head next to mine, but a second later she rested back on the pillow.

-"It hurts" -she admitted and I stopped.

-"Try to relax" -that's the advice I learned.

She nodded and slowly let her tension and stress out. Placed another finger making Yeji tighten her eyes and squeezed the bed sheets. I gazed at her core and noticed little drops of blood. My old self would panic, just like on my first time, but that won't help Yeji to calm down.

-"Fuck" -she said with a moan.

-"Should I stop?" -I don't want to hurt her.

-"No... I like it... ke-keep going"

I smiled at her and placed a third finger, making up and down movements. She relaxed her body and took my hand to make the movements deeper. I increased the pace and moved my body on hers. Her eyes were closed, she arched her back and moaned again.

-"Ryujin... I-I'm really close"

-"Moan for me baby"

-"Ahh" -se gasped- "I love you"

Yeji said the words I was waiting for and then came on my fingers. Making her hot liquid filled them, with one of the tissues on the night stands I cleaned them and laid next to her. She looks more beautiful than ever, I didn't bother to look at the clock and the hour. I just care about the feline eyed girl in front of me.

-"I love you"

-"Can you say it again?" -I requested, I need to make sure she means it.

-"I love you, Shin Ryujin" -her dimples are showing- "I love you, like you have no idea"

I smiled like a dork- "I've been waiting to hear it for a very long time" -a couple of tears fell from my eyes- "I love you Yeji" -we tangled our fingers again- "I'll love you forever"

Writer note 2023:*Im changing word errors and other things. Not the original storyline*