Chapter 15

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Chapter 15 :D

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Lacy's POV

***Recap***

"I set up an umbrella and two towels right there for us to relax." James kissed the spot where he had marked me, I flinched a little because it was a hickey, but it also felt good.

"I love to call you mine, even showing you off, now everyone knows that you're mine, your love bite looks lovely on you." James winked at me, I giggled, running towards the water, I could hear him closely behind me. His arms wrapped around my body, holding me up, the water crashed on his legs.

"My hero." I pretended to gasp, holding my heart, giving my best acting scene.

"I will always be here to save the one and only, princess! I shall not let you get taken by the evil forces of waves or the dangers of the creatures underwater! I am your nightingale!" James acted out, putting me down, and holding me close to him.

"We could be great actors." I winked at him.

"Did you have fun today?" James asked once we had gotten inside of his flat, my face turned into a shocked one when I saw four boys sitting on his couch.

"James!" I pointed at them, he followed my finger and noticed the boys sitting there.

"Seriously?!" James threw his hands in the air.

"Have fun?" A deep british accent came out from the boy with the mop of chocolate locks.

"We were waiting for you." The one with jet black hair that was kind of big, had said.

"Isn't work later? This is my day off!" James hinted at me. I stood there like a lost child, not knowing what to do at the moment.

"Hi, I'm Liam." A boy with short, brown hair had reached his hand out towards me, I hesitated, but still shook it in a greeting matter.

"I'm Lacy..." 

"I'm Zayn!" The one with jet black hair said.

"Lacy.." I mumbled.

"I'm Harry and you're pretty!" The one with chocolate locks said, I turned away and blushed.

"And she's shy! I'm Louis!" The last boy said, he seemed really hyper, I didn't know someone could be like that. Did he drink an energy drink?!

"And you must be the one that Niall likes." Liam smiled.

"Who's Niall?" I questioned. James shot death glares at the boys, my heart pounded, what was going on? Did James lie to me.

"No! Sorry, I meant James, we pick stage names for our job and we're used to calling each other that. We use it because we had just gotten back from work, but James had a day off." Liam explained to me.

"Oh...okay...well what are your stage names then?" I wanted to know, that's so weird.

"I'm Jennifer!" Louis had said, chuckling.

"I'm Harriette." Harry smiled.

"I'm J-dog." Zayn made a click noise.

"And I'm Lilo." Liam smiled, then looked back at Louis who cracked up.

"You're like the only one with an actual name." I giggled at James.

"Hey! My name is actual!" Louis argued.

"Jennifer is a girls' name...Louis..." I paused.

"Maybe it is, but it's an actual name!" Louis protested, but cracked more smiles. I shook my head and laughed slightly.

"Okay...I'm going to go put these in my room..." I headed up the stairs and into the guest bedroom, placing the bikini in my bags and putting the towels away neatly. Those boys seem crazy...

James POV (Niall)

"You better be glad you thought of something on the spot!" I slapped Liam on the chest, not too hard, but hard.

"Why can't you just tell her the truth? Why keep this from her?" Harry questioned, standing up.

"Are you kidding me? She's the only one who practically hasn't chased me down and she thinks of me as someone normal! Not some superstar!" I argued back, my voice getting louder.

"I think she'll figure it out before you'll tell her because have you not realized that we're the biggest boy band in the world right now?" Zayn crossed his arms over his chest.

"And what about when we go back on tour in a few weeks? What will she say?" Louis copied Zayn's actions.

"Stop! I asked her out okay? We're dating, but work is work, this is our career and I'll have to tell her that I have to travel, something will work out! But I am NOT telling her about One Direction and our famous life, I d-" I paused when I saw Lacy running down the stairs with her bags, wiping her face, and running out of the front door.

"Look what you guys did!!!!" I shouted, running out of my own flat, but she was nowhere to be seen.

"Lacy!" I called out, but it only echoed in the night, no one was really out here, it's peaceful, but my heart isn't.

"We're sorry Niall, but I think she heard us talking, you should've told her all along, she was suspicious most of the time wasn't she?" Liam patted my back.

"Yeah, but she was keeping me sane..." I whispered, a tear falling down my cheek.

Lacy's POV

HE LIED TO ME. His name isn't even James! His name is Niall, FREAKING NIALL! 

Why would I believe him? I knew I shouldn't have gotten involved with him! He leads to trouble! He lied to me all this time, he's in the biggest boy band, singing and everything! He couldn't even tell me any of the truth!

I had to keep running until I reached my house, this was ridiculous, my mom is just going to have to deal with the fact that I can't be in his flat any longer, if it means telling the truth, then so be it.

I was in my kitchen, holding one of my razors over my scarred wrist. My mind was lost and confused, my heart hurt because it's never felt this way towards someone before, I've never had feelings like I did with him, guess this is what happens in life and I'll have to move on, but why would he do such a thing? Lie about his life? How could he?

Knocks were banging hard on my door, but I didn't acknowledge it, I wanted the pain to go away, so I started to cut more and more perfect lines going up my arm, but finally something had took it away from me. My mind wasn't even there, my eyes started to get heavy, but what's going on?

My eyes finally just closed until it was just blacked out.

"Come on, she has to wake up, we wrapped her arms, is there anything else we can do!" I heard someone shout. 

"Get a cold rag and dab it on her face."

"Hurry!"

"Come on Lacy, please wake up." Someone shook me gently, but something cold started occurring on my face. I slowly opened my eyes to blurriness and people that I couldn't see at the moment.

"Wh-what..." I mumbled, lying back down and re-opening my eyes once again, the vision started to clear up and I saw the boys and...him...

"No! Go! All of you! GO!" I yelled, scooting away from all of them. I didn't know what to do because my back had found a wall, meaning I was kind of trapped in the room with them.

"Stop, please? We're trying to help you, Lacy! James-" I cut Harry off.

"NO! His name isn't even James! I'm done with these lies! I-I'm done!" I screamed, banging my head against the wall pretty hard, but I didn't care. My life is nothing and it's crumbling at my feet in seconds.

"His middle name is James...he wanted you to be safe, he liked the thought of a normal girl with a normal life who doesn't know who he is..." Liam paused as he looked over at Niall who had his head lowered, not even speaking anymore, he wouldn't even look up.

"You lied more and more to me! I told you my biggest secret, 'Niall' and now you've ruined everything! I've never wanted to die so much in my life until now..." I whispered the last part, staring at the razor blade on the counter.

"Oh no you don't." Louis took it and slipped it into his back pocket.

"He was only protecting you." Zayn said, very calmly I may add.

"HE LIED TO ME! None of you guys are seeing this! HE LIED TO ME!" I screamed, the tears just wouldn't stop and I don't believe that they will.

"You don't understand Lacy, you're all he talks about now, he barely even comes to practice, as soon as they call that we're done he runs and comes to you, would someone that cares for you that much try not to protect you from the hate, the fa-" I cut Liam off.

"The hate? I get it everyday, if he hasn't told you already, I'm severely bullied! I have a ten day suspension for punching this chick square in the face! He made it worse with the start of my phone!" I wiped my tears roughly.

"I haven't seen you check your Twitter or messages for hate...you've been having a good time with me...I'm protecting you..." Niall whispered, glancing at me with the corner of his eyes. I glared.

"I want you all to get out! Get out of my house!" I shouted, scrambling off of the floor and started to hit someone's chest while crying, but they grabbed my wrist, pulling me into a hug. I sobbed into their chest.

"G-go find...some other girl...not me...I'm nothing." I cried more and more until I heard Niall start to sing and the others joining him.

You're so pretty 

When you cry 

When you cry 

Wasn't ready 

To hear you 

Say goodbye 

Now you're tearing me apart 

Tearing me apart 

You're tearing me apart 

You're so London 

Your own style 

Your own style 

We're together 

We're so good 

So, girl, why 

Are you tearing me apart? 

Tearing me apart 

You're tearing me apart 

Did I do something stupid? 

Yeah, girl, if I blew it 

Just tell me what I did 

Let's work through it 

There's gotta be some way 

To get you to want me 

Like before 

Cause no one ever looked 

So good in a dress 

And it hurts 

Cause I know you won't be 

Mine tonight 

No one ever makes me 

Feel like you do 

When you smile 

Baby, tell me how to 

Make it right 

Now, all of my friends say 

It's not really worth it 

But even if that's true 

No one in the world 

Could stop me 

From not moving on 

Baby, even if I wanted to 

Nobody compares to you

Nobody compares to you

We saw Paris 

When we kiss 

When we kiss 

I remember 

The taste of 

Your lipstick 

Now you're tearing up my heart 

Tearing up my heart 

You're tearing up my heart 

Did I do something stupid? 

Yeah, girl, if I blew it 

Just tell me what I did 

Let's work through it 

There's gotta be some way 

To get you to want me 

Like before 

Cause no one ever looked 

So good in a dress 

And it hurts 

Cause I know you won't be 

Mine tonight 

No one ever makes me 

Feel like you do 

When you smile 

Baby, tell me how to 

Make it right 

Now, all of my friends say 

It's not really worth it 

But even if that's true 

No one in the world 

Could stop me 

From not moving on 

Baby, even if I wanted to 

Nobody compares to you

There's gotta be some way 

To get you to want me 

Like before 

Cause no one ever looked 

So good in a dress 

And it hurts 

Cause I know you won't be 

Mine tonight 

No one ever makes me 

Feel like you do 

When you smile 

Baby, tell me how to 

Make it right 

Now, all of my friends say 

It's not really worth it 

But even if that's true 

No one in the world 

Could stop me 

From not moving on 

Baby, even if I wanted to

Nobody compares to you

My voice wouldn't let me speak, I stood there, listening and trying to figure out my life then and there...

"Lacy...I would never hurt you..." Niall said, I stared at him.

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