'God I really hate you.'

no one's pov

Y/n was exhausted. She just went through a 2 hour lesson of physics.

'God.. WHY ME???' She was thinking. She was placing her books in her locker while sighing.

'If that dickhead annoys me today I'm gonna jump off the rooftop.' She thought and sighed as she closed her locker.

"Hey loser." A voice said and y/n jumped.

She seen the person lean against the locker.

"Oh my fucking god you scared me..!" Y/n exclaimed.

"That was the whole point you idiot." The voice said.

"What do you want Ni-Ki?" Y/n sighed.

"I didn't even bug you until now and you're already tired?" Ni-Ki said sarcastically pouting.

"I'll punch you. I'm not in the mood for this today. I just had double physics. So... leave me alone!" Y/n whined.

"Hmm okay. Guess I'll just keep your precious secret notebook, or diary or whatever you call it." Ni-Ki said taking his back of the locker and was about to walk away but y/n grabbed him.

"My.. DIARY?!" Y/n shouted.

Ni-Ki covered her mouth cause other people were staring.

"Shut up. Yeah I have it." Ni-Ki said.

"Shit. Did you uhh.. like.. read it?" Y/n said averting her gaze away from Ni-Ki.

"Read the diary? Noooo! Why would I?" Ni-Ki said sarcastically but y/n didn't pick up on that.

"Thank god.." y/n said.

"I only read like.. everything? I'm pretty sure atleast." Ni-Ki said grinning stupidly and not looking at y/n until she realises.

She then halted and realised.

"YOU READ IT?!" She screamed.

Ni-Ki snickered.

"There's a lot of interesting stuff in there." Ni-Ki said.

Y/n was about to punch him, but then she realised.

'He read it didn't he? He knows it's him. He read everything right..? It's time.' Y/n thought and then her expression changed from angry to a fake relaxed expression.

Ni-Ki realised she went quiet and looked back at her and seen her smiling at him fakely.

"What? Why are you smiling like that.. it's creepy." Ni-Ki said.

"Hmm.. since you read everything you must've read about a boy right?" Y/n said checking her nails sarcastically.

"Hell yeah. My name is plastered all over the whole diary. Who knew, who knew, little miss 'I hate you' actually is miss 'I love you'." Ni-Ki smirked to himself.

'Got you.' Y/n thought.

"Fucker." Y/n said outloud.

Ni-Ki stopped smirking and looked at y/n.

Y/n was pissed.

"What did you say?!" Ni-Ki said challenging y/n.

"You heard me, motherfucker." Y/n said.

"What the fuck is your problem now?!" Ni-Ki said getting angry.

"You asshole. Your name wasn't in there. I don't remember writing 'Ni-Ki' in my diary." Y/n said emphasising the name.

Ni-Ki stopped getting angry and halted.

"Yeah you did. You wrote my name for more than half of the diary." Ni-Ki said.

"No I didn't." Y/n said.

"Yeah you did! Look." Ni-Ki took out the notebook and opened it.

"Right there! That's my name!" Ni-Ki said.

Y/n didn't look.

"Oh really what does it say?" Y/n asked sarcastically waiting until Ni-Ki catches on.

"Nishimura Riki." he paused and his eyes widened.

'Motherfucker.' Y/n thought.

"Oh never mind, it's not my name. I guess I read it wrong." Ni-Ki said brushing the whole situation off as if he didn't care, he did care.

"You.. read it wrong?" Y/n said as calmly and quietly as she could or else she would burst in rage.

"You 'misread' a name that was in the book around 500 times?" Y/n glared at him with piercing eyes.

Ni-Ki scratched his nape to hide him gulping.

"Uh- yeah. I don't know, I had a long day yesterday. You're so annoying I guess I started seeing things." Ni-Ki said trying to make it sound believable.

'You liar.' Y/n thought.

"I fucking hate you." Y/n said yanking the notebook out of his hand.

"What? What are you so pressed about. It's just a notebook." Ni-Ki tried to act clueless.

God I really hate you. Y/n said being heartbroken.

She was biting back so many tears right now. They were still in school so she tried not to scream at him or actually beat him to death. Y/n coldly brushed past him.

He then grabbed her hand so she couldn't leave. She slowly turned to look at him with full rage in her eyes. Her eyes started to gloss from the frustration.

"Are you really not Nishimura Riki?" Y/n asked her tone being angry very visibly.

"No. My name is Ni-Ki. I- I told you." Ni-Ki lied and stuttered at the last bit because of how hard she was glaring at him.

"Leave me alone. I'm done with you're bullshit asshole. I'm done. Fuck off 'Ni-Ki' or whoever the fuck your fake name is. You already did enough damage." She said as her voice started to break halfway through the sentence. She yanked her hand out from his grip.

She walked away so fast leaving him just there next to the lockers standing there and leaning hiding his face from anyone walking by him.

Y/n practically ran to the girls toilets. She stood there leaning her whole body against the sink and lowering her head. She looked up at herself in the mirror.

'Was I really nothing to him?' Y/n thought.

'Close call. She knows. Fuck. I have to play dumb.' Ni-Ki leaned his back against the lockers.

'Her voice.. I could tell how angry she was. If I confirmed it she would've raged even more.' Ni-Ki thought.

✩

The next couple of days went by quick.

"Hey Y/n! Sooo.. yikes are you okay?l Jake said.

Y/n looked dead, she had puffy eyes and eyebags under her eyes and her hair was a bit messy. She had a rough week and barely any hours of sleep because of well.. Riki.

"What? Me? I'm fine! I just.. studied a lot this week.." she tried to softly smile to reassure Jake.

"Hm. If you're not doing ok talk to me k?" Jake said.

"Yeah. I'm just a little tired that's all." Y/n said lying.

"Alright.. well I was gonna remind you about the whole helping out for the festival this Saturday but you look a bit to tired to comprehend that info." Jake said.

"Shit.. it's this Saturday already?" Y/n said yawning and scratching the back of her head.

"Yeah. If you don't wanna do it I get that- Jake said.

"No! I promised Heeseung like a zillion times. I'll just sleep a lot and rest after school." Y/n said.

"I'll text you the info about everything again if you need." Jake said.

"Dude. I'm fineee. Thanks for worrying about me but Heeseung already texted me the info a while back. Relax." Y/n said smiling at him with her tired eyes and patting his back lazily.

"Okay, okay. Rest up later okay? You look very dead." Jake said.

"Thanks. A woman's dream to hear after a couple of rough nights." Y/n said.

"Sorry, but it's sadly true." Jake said.

"I'll get going okay? I'm going to get an energy drink whilst it's still lunch. You want anything from the convenience store?" Y/n asked.

"Nope. Wait actually, if they have any paracetamol could you buy it? Sunghoon said his head has been killing him today." Jake said.

"Yeah sure I'll buy it. What class do you guys have next?" Y/n asked.

"I'll be in my usual class, I have a study period luckily so no teacher or anything will be there. You're free to come whenever." Jake said.

"Alright. I'll come find you later then." Y/n said waving at Jake.

"Bye." Jake said waving back.

✩

Y/n went to the store and bought herself a red bull. She picked out the pills for Sunghoon and a water bottle as well so he could drink up after.

She was looking at some snacks and food.

'Hmm.. oh, Jungwon likes these I'll buy it for him.' Y/n thought.

She picked up some grape gummies and placed it in her basket along with some other items.

"Hello." The cashier said.

"Hello. Just these please." Y/n said.

The cashier scanned the items and soon after y/n payed for them.

She was back in school and was walking up the stairs to Jake's classroom.

'God. Why.. the hell.. is Jake's class so high up in the school?' Y/n said taking breaths and slow steps as she walked up the stairs.

She was passing by classrooms whilst holding her plastic bag with the things she bought.

'Class 4.. class 5.. class 6.. Class 7!' She seen the sign for Jake's classroom.

"Aaaaaaah. It hurrrttss." Sunghoon's voice echoed through the class.

"We knoooow." Heeseung grunted.

"You've complained about it ALL morning!" Jake whined.

"Hey! Jungwon give me back my controller!" Sunoo said.

Y/n peeped into the classroom. She checked her phone. She still had a remaining 20 minutes of her lunch break.

Her whole friendgroup was there. Except the guy she hated the most. Thank god.

She was just observing them until Jay pointed her out.

"She's here!" Jay said.

"Heyy." Sunoo said.

"JUNGWON GIVE ME BACK THE NINTENDO!" Sunoo said chasing Jungwon around.

Sunghoon was just laying down on the desk with his head facing down.

Y/n walked over to them and placed the paracetamol pack on the table.

"Here. Your ever so kind saviour brought you painkillers." Y/n said sarcastically.

Sunghoon looked up at y/n with pleading eyes.

"An angel!" He said sarcastically, taking the pills.

"Slow down Jack Frost. Here's some water to tide you over." Y/n said taking out the water.

Sunghoon hugged y/n's waist over exaggerating everything.

"Thank you!" He exclaimed whilst taking the pill and water.

"He's acting as if he just found out paracetamol exists." Jay said.

Y/n looked around and seen Jungwon run around with the controller.

"Jungwon!~ Look what I brought you~." Y/n called out to Jungwon as if calling a cat.

Jungwon ran up to y/n.

"No way. Thank youuu!" Jungwon said snatching the gummies.

"Hey! What do we get Santa Claus?" Jake said.

"A hug and a leave me alone?" Y/n smiling sarcastically.

Heeseung pouted sarcastically.

"I'm kidding. Here, don't go nuts. Crazy." Y/n said throwing some random snacks on the desks.

"Y/n!! You know you've always been my favourite."Jay said sarcastically exaggerating everything.

"So, guys the festival is coming up." Heeseung said.

"Oh yeah." Jungwon said muffling the words a little cause of how many gummies he stuffed in his face.

"My boss wants to get your body measurements for the uniforms you'll all be wearing." Heeseung said.

"Okay, so do we send them over to you whenever or what?" Jake said.

"Please, as soon as possible." Heeseung said.

"Alright cool. I don't know mines so I'll need to measure." Sunghoon said.

"Me neither. I have a measuring tape at home though. If any of you guys would like to come over after school, you're free to do so." Y/n said.

"Hell yeah! Party at y/n's!!" Sunoo said.

"It's not a party! But.. you guys can bring drinks if you'd like.." y/n said.

"You're not getting any though!" Heeseung said sticking his tongue out at y/n.

"I really hate being the youngest." Y/n said.

"Cheer up you have like a month left until you can do weird shit." Jake said.

"Okay so we'll come over after to yours right? I'll text everyone the location." Jungwon said.

"Alrighttt. Jungwon let's go, it's time to go back to our class." Y/n said.

"Already? Okay bye guys!" Jungwon said grabbing the gummy pack.

I started walking out of the classroom and waited at the door for him.

"Also text Ni-Ki the details!" Sunghoon yelled.

Y/n halted and rolled her eyes, her back was facing the guys though. She sighed closing the door.

'Not him! Fucking hell, it's awkward as fuck between us now.' I thought and furrowed my eyebrows.

"What's up? You're sighing." Jungwon said.

"Hm? Oh nah I'm fine I just realised I'll have to clean my house." Y/n said.

'Lies.' Y/n thought.

"Oh alright, well if anything thanks for the jellies!" Jungwon said hugging y/n dramatically.

"Yeah, yeah I know you love me." Y/n said sarcastically.

"No I hate you!" Jungwon added to the sarcasm.

We just laughed on our way to class both of our arms being wrapped around the others shoulder.

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