☆L A T E N I G H T T H O U G H T S☆

"Kageyama, we like you. We know it's weird, but it feels so right... don't you think so?" Oikawa said.

Kageyama looked at Iwaizumi and Oikawa, who stood in front of him. They were all in front of the studio.He didn't know what happened, but he found himself getting a love confession from both his bosses.

"We couldn't keep it in any longer. We really love you. Please give it a chance... give US a chance." Iwaizumi was begging him.

"Please Tobio-chan! Please don't reject us!" Oikawa moved forward towards Kageyama, and Kageyama backed off by instinct.Iwaizumi reached for him, but he was overwhelmed.His heart beat so fast, and his breathing was getting heavier. He knew he needed to get out of there, so he turned around and ran.

"Tobio! Come back!" Iwaizumi screamed, but it didn't bring anything. He heard them yelling for him to come back continuously, but he didn't bother to stop.

Kageyama ran. He ran as fast as he could, not caring about his surroundings. The air was hitting his face brutally, because of his pace, but he didn't change anything about it.Wait- why was he running again?

He stopped in his tracks. Why did he run away? He just got a confession from both his bosses, so why was he running? This was everything he always wanted. Everything he dreamed of. And he ran away? What the heck was wrong with him?

Realizing, that what he did was just stupid, he turned around again, and took a deep breath. He needed to get things straight with them. How could he face them the next time he went to work?He facepalmed, before running off again. This time to where he had come from.

He felt the wind carrying him further. As if the wind wanted to get him there faster. He sped up another time.He couldn't lose any more time. What if it was already too late? What if they weren't there anymore? He couldn't forgive himself for that.

"Oikawa-san! Iwaizumi-saaaan!" He called out for them, nearing the studio.He then heard a loud bang, which caused him to flinch a bit. But he never stopped running. He only ran even faster.He was sure he would have sore muscles the next day, but he didn't care.

He could now see the studio. From afar, he saw Oikawa hanging limply in Iwaizumis arms, and there was also a third person. They wore all black, and had something pointed against Iwaizumi.Iwaizumi had his hand outstretched, as he talked to the unknown person. Oikawa was pale, and as Kageyama got closer, he saw that there was blood on his cyan shirt.Oikawa wasn't breathing anymore. His breath hitched, as he realized that the unknown person was holding a gun pointed at Iwaizumi.

Oh god, what was he gonna do?

"IWAIZUMI!" he called out to his boss, the same second the person in black pulled the trigger. There was a loud bang, and Iwaizumi, who had managed to look at Kageyama the second before, got wide eyes.

"AAAAH!"Kageyama woke up, dripping with sweat. His chest lifted and sank rapidly.Was it a nightmare? He didn't know. It seemed so real. Too real to be fake. He touched his face, and noticed he was crying.It was his fault. If only he had accepted their confession.They would have gone somewhere together, and there wouldn't have been a murderer.

He placed his face in his hands, trying to calm himself down.He took a deep breath, and grabbed his phone. He didn't care how late it was. He needed to make sure it was just a dream.As his phone lit up, he saw that it was only 2 am.

He dialed Iwaizumi's number, hoping someone would pick up the phone.The line rang four times, before someone picked up.Kageyama instantly let go of a breath he had been holding.

"Mhm..Kageyama?? What is it?" Iwaizumi's raspy voice came through. Tobio found it hot, but this wasn't the moment for him to simp over Iwaizumi's morning or night voice.He immediately started crying a bit more, but this time out of relief.

"I-I I'm happy you guys are alive. I-I didn't want to disturb, I j-just needed to make sure you guys were fine." He sniffed. He had managed to stop crying, because the relief predominated. He was just so happy. Happy that It was just a stupid dream. Happy that his bosses were still alive, and happy that he still had a chance with them. Even if it was very small.

"Tobio..? Have you been crying? What happened? Are you alright?" Iwaizumi seemed alerted, and his voice got a bit louder.

"U-uh I'm alright now. T-thanks. I just had a nightmare but you guys are alright, so everything is good." He was a bit embarrassed now. In the heat of the moment it seemed like the best thing to do, but now... it was a bit embarrassing.He still didn't regret it though...

"Please. Don't hesitate to call me when something's wrong. You can always reach us. And-" Iwaizumi started, but someone interrupted.

"Iwa-Chan? What are you doing? Come back here, and cuddle me! It's so cold without youuu!" Oikawa had gotten awake from all the talking. Next to him felt empty, and got cold, because Iwaizumi had turned to his side of the bed.

"Wait a sec, 'kawa. It's Tobio. He called."

"Really? What happened? Is he alright?" Oikawas face lit up at the mention of Tobio.

"Yes he is. Now go back to sleep. Anyways, as I wanted to say, tell us what happened, tomorrow. If you want to."

"K. Sure. Thanks. Bye!" He cut off the line, before Iwaizumi could even answer. His lips were pressed together to a thin line.He had been so happy to hear that both Oikawa and Iwaizumi were doing alright, but when he heard what Oikawa said, his jealousy got the best of him. Again.

It was just like at the restaurant earlier that day. After he had come back to the table, it took him everything to stay calm. But he did it. Eventually.

He put the phone aside, and went through his hair.He needed to get his mind off of them. He told Atsumu that it was only a little crush, and it would go away soon, but it didn't go away in the tiniest bit.If even, Kageyama found himself thinking of Oikawa's soft hands, and Iwaizumi's firm grip everywhere. Every time.

He put on some sweats, and a shirt. He always slept in only boxers, since everything else was uncomfortable for him. He couldn't bear it anymore. He needed some fresh air.As he was all set, he exited his front door, his keys on his pocket, and his phone in the other.

He then started jogging. He decided for a comfortable pace, not too fast, not too slow.

His life really did change a lot, didn't it? Four months ago he was just a normal person, who wasn't a kid anymore, but far away of being an adult as well.He had his two best friends to keep him company. They were the only people he ever used to talk to.They were everything to him.

Then there was this job. This job he got by chance. It was a job that offered a good pay. Better than average. He was then able to pay for all his expenses. Since he started working for Oikawa and Iwaizumi, he had never once been short on money.But the job brought side effects with it.

He has been on a lot of magazine covers, and he got to meet other famous people. Not like he knew who they were before. But he got recognized on the streets now. People called out to him, and some even asked for a picture.It wasn't something he encountered too often, but nevertheless quite a few times. He got to wear expensive fashion. The clothes he wore for the shoots were all from very famous and expensive clothing brands, who wanted his photos for their fashion catalogues.

People started talking about him. Whenever he would pass some girls on campus, they would start whispering about him. Except, he heard everything they said. Girls wanted to go out with him now. Not like before, when no one would even dare to approach him.There were definitely good side effects to his job.

But him losing his friends was also a side effect. A negative one.If it wasn't for this job, he wouldn't have gotten invited to the house party, and Hinata wouldn't have confessed. Then he wouldn't have passed out, and encountered them the day after.

But deep down he knew that it was necessary. It's better to break it off, than live a fake life.

Was him falling for his employers also a side effect?Probably.But would he change it for the world?Probably not.

He could say what he wanted, he could feel jealous all he wanted, he still knew that being in love was a great feeling. He had never felt like that before, so he wanted to keep the feeling.Even if it meant that he couldn't be together with them. Keeping his feelings a secret was no problem. He loved how he got a little warmer every time he saw them, and how his heart jumped whenever they would touch him.

It made him feel so good. He enjoyed every minute he spent with them.

He should just give up on trying to get with them. It's not like he ever had a chance to begin with.Just loving them from afar was good enough right? It was better than not being with them at all.Even if his heart ached a bit whenever he would see them together, it was better than not seeing them at all.

Wasn't it?

Kageyama woke up from his trance, and stopped jogging.He realized where he was, and let out a sigh. A sigh that indicated that he couldn't anymore. He couldn't anymore.Everything that he had just thought was true, yet he didn't want it to be like that. His heart ached. Not only a bit, but a lot. He wanted to be with them so bad. He wanted to feel Iwaizumi's hands running through his hair whenever he would get sad, and he wanted Oikawas arms around his waist, hugging him tightly.

He lied to himself when he said that he had no problem with them being together.He wanted to be with them.

He turned around, and got away. He had instinctively jogged to the studio. It looked more beautiful at night.This was where he would spent most of his time with them.

He really needed the drink with Atsumu. If it helped to forget about his situation for only a little bit, he would drink.How did Hinata manage to keep his feelings shut? If they were just as big as his feelings for Oikawa and Iwaizumi were, it would've been impossible for him. He felt like his heart flood over. All he ever thought about was them.

He made his way back home. It was now already 3am. Tomorrow he would ask Tsumu about the hangout. Yes he would.

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Kags was now at home, throwing over some random things. He still had ten minutes until Atsumu would show up at his door. Today was the day they would go out. Earlier the night, when he had been out, jogging, he decided to leave tsumu a message.He felt like he shouldn't wait for the weekend to arrive to get his mind off of his crushes.

Since he had no classes the next day, and would only have to go to work in the afternoon, he figured that today was a good choice.

As he then explained everything to Atsumu, his friend was willing to go out with him the same day. After their classes had ended, both of them went home, and decided to meet up some time later. It was currently five pm, and all he had to do now, was wait for Atsumu. They would meet Suna and samu there.

The doorbell rang, and he got up.

"Hey best fran! Ya ready to go? Today we're gonna PARTYYY!"

A/NThis was more of a filler chapter. But I promise it's gonna get a bit more exciting the next chapter!

Oh and please let me know if y'all want a smut. I won't write it if you guys don't want it, but they are all aged up, so I guess it wouldn't be illegal to write it. I have never written a smut, but I'm willing to try😌 Anyways, if I decide to write a smut, there'll be a TW, so no worriessss.

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