Chapter 41

YOUR P.O.V.

Y/N- *walks back in the meeting*

Richard- *looks at you* You okay?

Y/N- *nods* Yeah, I'm fine.. *sits down and squirms a little*

Richard- *looks at you* You need a minute?

Y/N- No, no... I'm just fine right now. Just continue the meeting.. *looks at everyone else*

Richard- So, you're ready to lead the PR in London?

Y/N- *shuffled in her seat* More than anyone else.. actually, excuse me for a minute? *gets up and hurries to the bathroom*

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

*a month later*

I'd been trying everything to apologise, to get her attention, to be nearer to her that she wouldn't leave me here alone. I love Y/N, deeply, I do. I don't want her and my child halfway across the world, miles and hours away from me. It scares me and I.. I can't handle it. Bouquets and many arrangements of Maison des Fleurs flowers, so many handwritten letters to her and Spin's home because she blocked my number.. I wasn't giving up. 

Elijah- *shakes his head and shrugs* I don't know what else you can do

Diggy- *shrugs* I don't know either. She doesn't care

Elijah- And I know you love her. So much. But Diggy, like everyone else has said, there's nothing more you can do. She's leaving soon. 

Diggy- Don't you think I know that? She's made so many arrangements already, her work visa, her home is prepared over there.. Spin told me everything. 

Elijah- *sighs* I'll talk to her. 

Diggy- *looks at him* And say what?

Elijah- *shrugs* I really don't know, but I'll do whatever it takes. I've seen you mess up before. I can't guarantee anything man...

Diggy- *hugs him* Thanks man..

Elijah- *lets go and grabs his shoulders* I need you to not mess up. Whatever happens, you can't mess up. You hurt her too many times in this shit. It's all on you.

Diggy- *nods*

YOUR P.O.V.

*later that night*

Y/N- *opens the door and rubs her eyes* Elijah, what is it?

Elijah- I need to talk to you 

Y/N- *sighs and walks in the apartment* 

Elijah- *follows you and closes the door*

Y/N- If this is about your homeboy ther,e there's nothign you or anyone else can do to convi..

Elijah- I know. I know. You're stubborn as fuck and I know what it's like to be hurt.. but he's hurting too Y/N

Y/N- *laughs a little* *eases herself down on the couch* He should try being in my shoes. Back hurts all the time, walking is a chore, I can't eat like a normal person, I feel like a whale and my hormones are either telling me to tell you to kiss me or to shout in your face... oh and I was cheated on by someone I thought loved me

Elijah- He does love you. Y/N you're his weakness.. his only weakness.

Y/N- *rolls her eyes*

Elijah- *sits beside you on the couch* Where's Spin?

Y/N- At a gig in Queens. *shrugs and turns on the tv*

Elijah- *turns your head to him* Y/N, listen..

Y/N- *looks in his eyes*

Elijah- There was a point where I had a crush on you.. but I knew you and Diggy were together. And it hurt that I couldn't tell you how I felt, risk our friendship and the bond me and Diggy have.. *holds your hand* but Y/N it hurts him more that you don't want him in yours or the baby's life. I know what it's like to be cheated on, lied to and.. heartbroken..

Y/N- *looks down*

Elijah- I just want you to give him one last chance.. he loves you.

Y/N- *silent*

Elijah- Y/N talk to me. What are you thinking?

Y/N- *shakes her head*

Elijah- I need to know.. are you really thinking of moving away and leaving everything you have here?

Y/N- *nods a little* Yes.

Elijah- Leave your family, best friends and the world you're so used to?

Y/N- *nods*

Elijah- Do you want to leave Diggy behind? Look.. down in your heart and tell me that you really want to let him go. That he's not the one. That you don't love him anymore.

Y/N- *silent and looks down* *wipes her eyes and sniffles*

Elijah- *leans in a little closer* Y/N.. do you love Diggy?

Y/N- *breathes deeply* *looks at him and whispers* No. I don't.

Elijah- *looks away and breathes*

Y/N- *looks down at the baby bump* *feel the baby kick* Ooh, this baby is kicking..

Elijah- *looks at you* Really?

Y/N- *grabs his hand* *places it on her bump*

Elijah- *smiles a little* *looks up at you* Diggy should be here for this.. it's a a father's job. You know it

Y/N- *moves his hand* *tears fall down her cheeks*

Elijah- Look, I know this is a big deal for you and you might not care anymore.. but I know somewhere, part of you still loves him. *wipes her tears with his thumb*

Y/N- *moves his hand and looks at him* I'm not in love with him anymore Elijah. I'm not. I'm sorry.. *walks upstairs*

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

*an hour later*

Diggy- *opens the door* *looks at Elijah* Well?

Elijah- *walks in* *sighs*

Diggy- *sits on the couch and looks at him* *smiles a little* What did she say?

Elijah- *shakes his head* *lowly* She don't love you no more bro...

Diggy- *blinks twice* *looks down and puts his hands over his mouth* *sobs to himself*

Elijah- *sits beside him* *puts his arm around him and comforts him* I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...

*a month later*

Diggy- *on the phone* She's leaving today..

Spin- There's nothing I can do.. she's serious. Half her stuff is already over there. She said she has a cousin setting up the house and the baby's room and her sister's getting the same flight as her

Elijah- *looks at Diggy on the phone*

Diggy- *scratches his head* Shit...

Spin- She's ready to leave.

Diggy- I gotta go man.. I gotta go *packs things in a bag hastily* *hangs up*

Elijah- *looks at him* What you doing man?

Diggy- Out.

Elijah- You ain't planning nothin crazy are you?

Diggy- Get me to the label headquarters, then I'll explain later.

Elijah- *sighs and grabs his keys*

SPIN'S P.O.V.

Spin- *puts down the phone* *sighs*

Y/N- *walks out of the kitchen* Who you talkin to?

Spin- Just my brother

Y/N- Aww, your family are so sweet. *picks up a box and walks to the car*

Spin- *follows* Listen.. you sure you wanna go through with this?

Y/N- *cocks her head to the side* Spin, I love you too bro, but I am so serious about it. I mean, I put I off before and I know it won't come up again. I don't wanna be stuck in a goddamn Assistant job anymore when I could be the International PR Executive *puts the box in the trunk*

Spin- *hugs you tight* Okay.

Y/N- *laughs* I knew it, it's cause you're gonna miss me..

Spin- And I won't see the baby when it's born.. that's huge..

Y/N- I'm huge *laughs* But I'll update you, we have Skype and phones. I'll call you if it's not expensive

Spin- A lotta people will miss the birth.. mom, dad.. and the baby's dad...

Y/N- *rolls her eyes* Like I care *waddles in the house*

 Spin- Part of you do..

Y/N- No, part of me doesn't. His choice, his loss, his consequence.

Spin- Aite. being all snappy and shit wo..

Y/N- *turns around* Excuse me?!

Spin- *laughs* Nothin. Let's get to New Jersey...

YOUR P.O.V.

*hours later*

Mom- *hugs you tight* Promise me you'll be safe.. *puts her hand on the baby bump*

Y/N- *laughs* I'll be okay. I've got a fully qualified nanny on the other side to assist me, I have my health records transferred. Mom, I love you too

Mom- *hugs you tighter* *looks at Evie* Take care of your sister..

Evie- *rolls her eyes* Whatever mom *hugs her and laughs*

Y/N- *kisses her cheek* *gets in the car with Evie*

*car drives off*

Spin- *looks at you* Thank God you have Evie witchu

Evie- *points at you* You complain at all on this flight, I'm switching seats

Y/N- *laughs* Please, this pregnancy has been a breeze..

Evie- *raises her eyebrow* Sure.

Spin- Yeah, the morning sickness, cramps and hunger were so easy Y/N

Y/N- Whatever, I was going through it! Not you *rolls her eyes and laughs*

*at the airport*

Spin- *holds your hands* You're gonna be safe?

Y/N- Yes

Spin- Call me when you land?

Y/N- Ugh, yes

Spin- You'll tell me if London has any hot girls?

Y/N- *hits his arms* I betchu tomorrow there's gonna be a new girl at the crib, watch how Jase will tell me

Spin- *laughs and hugs you* I'm gonna miss you *starts to cry a little*

Y/N- *pulls from him* *wipes his eyes* I'm only a call away, okay? I'll be fine. I love you bro

Spin- *smiles* Love you too...

Y/N- *follows Evie to the plane*

*ten hours later*

Evie- Welcome.. to your new home! *opens the door*

Y/N- *gasps a little* It's so cute!! Aww...

I loved the house they set me up with in London. It was in Shepherd's Bush, right near a Westfield, My cousin had it all decorated and done to surprise me. the rooms in the London homes were smaller, but so much more cozy and homely than that in America from what I'd experienced. This was a modern built house, the kitchen was yellow and the rest of the house was black and white. I loved it.

Y/N- *puts down her bags* *looks in the living room and gasps* Casey!!

Casey- *turns around and screams* *hugs you and Evie excitedly*

Y/N- *laughs and cries*

Casey- Aw honey don't cry, come on..

Evie- *rolls her eyes* She's been doing that all day, she cried at Pretty Woman on the plane

Y/N- *laughs* It's just the hormones.. but I fucking love your accent, oh my God

Casey- *laughs* You're gonna love London, I have so many places that we need to visit. 

Y/N- I just wanna sleep.. that flight was so long! *looks aroudn* Do we have any food or are we grabbing take out?

Casey- Um, it's called takeaway.. but before that, there's a really beautiful and drop-dead gorgeous, amazing surprise upstairs.

Y/N- *smiles wide* What is it?

Casey- Go and see!! *claps her hands excitedly*

Y/N- *walks upstairs carefully* Is it the baby's room?

Casey- No, you can see that after. It's in your room! 

Y/N- *walks to her bedroom* *opens the door* What the fu.. *looks at Casey behind her*

Casey- *beams* It's amazing, isn't it?

Y/N- *rolls her eyes* Great... 

Diggy- *smiles* Welcome home *holds up red roses to you*