Chapter 40

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

Diggy- Wait.. *runs after Spin* Wait, you can't just tell me that then walk off, what do you mean she's pregnant?

Spin- She might be pregnant. 

Diggy- But.. *tries to think*

Spin- You got nothin. Diggy, it doesn't even matter what you're tryna think of, she wants nothing to do with you

Diggy- *looks at him* What?

Spin- She's gonna do this on her own, she wants you out of her life and she doesn't want you getting involved. She doesn't need it right now

Diggy- Are you saying this or is she saying it?

Spin- Why the fuck would I be saying it?

Diggy- Look if you're with her and you've got feelings for her I underst..

Spin- *rolls his eyes and walks away*

Diggy- *follows him and pulls him back* Spin..

Spin- Why the hell.. Diggy, I'm not in love with Y/N. She's a close friend to me. She thinks you ruined her life now, she said she wants nothing to do with you and doesn't want you involved with the baby. Whether it's yours or not

Diggy- *sighs* She really said that?

Spin- I'm sorry man

*later that night*

Diggy- *lays in his bed thinking* *picks up his phone*

YOUR P.O.V.

Y/N- *folds her arms* You what?

Spin- I had no choice...

Y/N- How about not saying anything about me!

Spin- Y/N, he'd be bound to find out at some point, what's so bad about him knowing.. you work in the same building as him..

Y/N- *shakes her head* Not anymore..

Spin- What?

Y/N- Spin, my promotion means I have to move

Spin- To the other headquarters? Y/N, LA isn't a problem

Y/N- No Spin. I'm gonna seriously take that trip to London

Spin- What?!

*phone rings*

 Y/N- Ugh.. *goes to get it*

Spin- You can't just get up and leave.. again!

Y/N- Again? Before, I passed it up for a chance at love with Diggy and look how that ended. I'm not giving it up now. *picks up the phone* Hello?

Spin- *walks around with his hand on his head*

Diggy- *on the phone* Y/N, it's Daniel.

Y/N- *rolls her eyes* What is it?

Diggy- Y/N, is that baby mine?

Y/N- *shrugs* Probably. 

Diggy- Then I want to be involved

Y/N- *laughs* Diggy, do you even have the time? You already have a daughter, your job and you're going off on tour soon. You'll have no time for me or this baby

Diggy- How do you know I can't make time for you?

Y/N- You know what, I don't want your time. I don't want you involved in this, I can do it on my own. You're not gonna see me again, I don't want to see you again so you can fuck this all up for me in the end *hangs up*

Spin- *looks at you* So?

Y/N- So get me those pregnancy tests. 

*the following week*

SPIN'S P.O.V.

Justine Skye- *holds your hand* This is so exciting.. I can't believe it

Y/N- *chuckles a little* I am a little nervous.. and I still feel sick from this morning

Doctor- Hopefully that gets better in time.. it should be wearing off a lot more. 

Justine- Do we find out the sex today?

Doctor- *laughs a little* Not today.. *runs the gel over Y/N's stomach*

Y/N- *squirms* It's a little cold..

Doctor- *turns the machine on* And you should be able to see the baby... *rubs the device over her stomach* Now.

All three of us looked over at the screen and saw Y/N's baby. It was so, so tiny. Doctor said it was around 90mm long, head-to-toe and it could hear us now. Y/N was around 16 weeks , or four months pregnant and was due in June.

Y/N- *smiles* When can we find out the sex?

Doctor- In around four weeks at your next scan *smiles*

Y/N- Is it safe for me to fly out while pregnant?

Doctor- As long as it's not too late in your pregnancy, why?

Y/N- I have to relocate to London in two months..

Doctor- That should be fine..

Justine- I pray it's a girl.

Spin- *shakes his head* No, no it has to be a boy.

Justine- *raises her eyebrow* You wanna put money on that?

Spin- *smirks* Fine. $100

Justine- $300

Y/N- Woah guys

Spin- *shakes her hand* Deal

Y/N- *rolls her eyes*

*ten minutes later*

Y/N- *walks out of the hospital room with Spin and Justine*

Diggy- *looks up and sees you come out* Y/N...

Y/N- *rolls her eyes* Go away Diggy

Diggy- *grabs you gently* I need to talk to you

Y/N- *looks at Spin* See what you've done?

Spin- We'll wait outside... *walks towards the exit with Justine*

I just heard Diggy pleading, almost begging that he be a part of Y/N and the baby's lives as we walked out. She had none of it, she really didn't care anymore. It's like he really lost the person who loved him most and now she didn't want anything to do with him. I felt sorry for the guy.. but at the same time, he did screw up

*half an hour later*

Y/N- *gets in the car and slams the door*

Justine- *looks at you* What's up?

Y/N- I can't fucking wait to get to London. Someone get me a burger

Spin- *laughs* Come on Y/N, he's the father of your child..

Y/N- I don't care! I want nothing to do with him. I'll do this all by myself. I have me, my sister and my baby when I get to London, I won't need anyone else.

Spin- *shrugs at Justine and starts the car*

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

*the next day*

Diggy- *shakes his head* I'm a fucking idiot this time

Jermaine- Hey.. *motions to Sia on his lap* Language, really?

Diggy- I've lost her. Her and my child, she's going to London

Jermaine- What? Again?

Diggy- She' really taking this job out there. She isn't passing it up this time

Jermaine- Can you blame her? You cheated. Any girl would want nothing to do with you after that. But I'll tell you what you gotta do..

Diggy- *looks at him* What?

Jermaine- You either let her go and live her life out there, you follow her out there.. or you try again to convince her to stay

Diggy- *sighs* I gotta do anything. I mean, I know I screwed up bu..

Jermaine- Wait, wait. Diggy... are you in love with the child or Y/N? What do you want, to be in the child's life or to be in hers?

Diggy- *stutters* I.. 

Jermaine- *raises his eyebrow at him*

Diggy- *pauses* I want them both.. something deep down is telling me that I need her, she's all the can complete me or break me. I wanted to start a family with her. I want to have it with her

Jermaine- *nudges Sia* Do you want a little brother or sister Sia?

Sia- Yes!! I wanna be a big sister so bad!

Diggy- *laughs and thinks about it*

Jermaine- Sia, do you love Y/N?

Sia- *nods* I miss her a lot. *looks at Diggy* Daddy, where did she go? What happened?

Jermaine- *looks at Diggy* 

Diggy- *sadly* Baby, I broke her heart

Sia- *nod a little* I remember mommy said you did that to her too

Diggy- *looks down*

Jermaine- *sighs* I think you gotta consider if you really wanna move to London to be with her, if you wanna take a shot at this. Cause that's a lotta work Dan

Diggy- I know..

Jermaine- Think hard about it.

*a few days later*

YOUR P.O.V.

*at a PR meeting*

Y/N- *stands at the head of the table* I've got a lot of plans for the next big artists here at the company.. there's so much more we can do, but we have to step up the promotion.. there's more than just sales. Artists have got to do more.. *sips her water*

Robert- So... do you think you're prepared to lead the press and marketing in London for Def Jam? I mean, we're all here putting our faith in you that you'll do it right

Y/N- I'm more than prepared for it..

Robert- *bites on his pen and looks you up and down* Not only that, Y/N, you're pregnant. Can you handle it all?

Y/N- *runs her stomach a little and puts her hand on the table* I'm gonna ask of a few things.. health insurance.. accommodation and maintenance. And a Personal Assistant.. 

Robert- *raises his eyebrows and smirks* Uh huh...

Y/N- *shakes her head* And no it's not too much to ask for. I've worked her for a long time, I deserve this. More importantly, I need it to do my job and to take care  of my child to make sure they're okay.

Robert- *winks at you* I'll make it happen... 

*door is thrown open*

*everyone looks at the door*

Diggy- *pants heavily and composes himself* Y/N, I need to talk to you

Y/N- *grinds her teeth* I'm in a meeting now Daniel.

Robert- *stands up and wlaks over to you* Yeah Daniel, she's in a meeting.. why don't you go and make sure your manager is filling up your schedule? *puts his arm around your waist*

Y/N- *looks down at his hand on her waist*

Diggy- *glares at him* Robert, I need to talk to Y/N.. the mother of my child?

Robert- *raises eyebrow* *looks at you*

Y/N- It's fine.. *walks out and closes the door*

Diggy- *looks at you* You and that sleaze?!

Y/N- Shut the fuck up

Diggy- *almost whispers* Is he the other father?!

Y/N- *eyes widen* You think I'm sleeping with my boss? Not everyone is as sleazy as you Diggy! The rest of us have standards.

Diggy- Be careful when you day that, you dated my brother, remember?

Y/N- *folds her arms* What do you want?

Diggy- I need you and this baby in my life

Y/N- Really? To fuck it up for us or to boost your tiny ego?

Diggy- No. *walks closer to you* *brushes the hair from your face* To complete my life.

Y/N- *looks down*

Diggy- *looks down at your stomach* *puts his arms around your waist* This is what we made. I wanna embrace it with you

Y/N- *pushes him away* Diggy.. I don't want to be hurt again

Diggy- I won't hu..

Y/N- You said that before. Many, many times before and you lied about it. You cheated on me. And that is something no girl will ever get over if it happens to them. I wanna be away from you.. and this is my chance *turns around*

Diggy- *grabs your hand* Y/N, I want to be with you. I want to start my family with you

Y/N- *shrugs* You started one with Jasmine, go and find her

Diggy- I want to have the perfect family with you. Nobody else but you *grabs your face* Can't you see that?!

Y/N- *pushes him off and raises her voice* Can't you see that I don't want to let you back in? Because every single time I do, it all fucks up! And I'm sick of being hurt by you. 

Diggy- So, you're gonna raise this baby all by yourself on the other side of the world? You're gonna do this all alone in London?

Y/N- *looks at him and shakes her head* Yes.. there's a job for me, I'll have a home, my sister is going with me, I have friends over there, there's schools and healthcare... and you know what, I'd rather do it alone. I don't want my child being let down by you like you do to me, like you did to Jasmine and to Sia. Because at least I'll never let my baby down. I can't say the same for you.. *walks away*