Part 24[i am what?]

It's been 6 months since our marriage.Everything is good. I often go to bighit with yoongi and we play so many games and have fun.life is much better now that me and yoongi are friends.but one thing is still the same,yoongi thinks that I am a gold digger.now you'll think how I know this?i know this cause once when me and yoongi were going to an amusement park with all the other bts members he forgot his phone in his room so I said I'll go take it.when i went in his room and couldn't find his phone i decided to call him instead.the buzzing was coming from the bathroom so I went there and found his phone.when i took it I saw my name in his phone was saved as "Gold digger". although it hurted my feelings i didn't react.cause I had promised myself to be just friends with him.cause who knows what will happen in the future? What is the point of loving him if in the end we have to separate?So from that day I am controlling myself to not fall for him but every time my eyes landed on him it feels like i am seeing him for the first time and I fall in love with him all over again.Let's get to the point.I am happy,he is happy,their performances are going great.armies are happy, everyone is happy.

And on top of all of this,yoongi is being caring towards me day by day.he always eats dinner and breakfast with me.when he comes home he always asks me if I had eaten anything or not.he is fulfilling his duty as a husband.and i am happy for that.i just don't want any type of conflicts between us.i want both of us to be happy.

But there is a thing i am a little bit scared of.for the past few weeks I am feeling dizzy and having stomach ache.i thought it was just a diabetes problem but now I had realised that from the past couple of days I am getting moody.and having morning sickness.its like i am not myself.sometimes I wanted to sleep but couldn't and sometimes i wanted to eat the things I dislike.like tangerine, oranges, coffee and all that.its like i am developing yoongi's taste in food.usually we both are so different from eachother and especially at food we both are totally opposite when it comes to food.there are only few things that we both likes.

I am scared what if I am pregnant?no this can't be.but it can we didn't use any protection.that was so sudden and unexpected that i forgot that"there is a thing called protection".i don't know why all of this is happening to me.i don't wanna be a mother at the age of 19.but i shouldn't had get married at the age of 19 as well.I was blind in obsession.

I decided to go for a check up without telling yoongi.

I went near his room to call him out for dinner.as i was just outside his door i heard something."No i always wanted a boy.only one child is enough for me.""Hmmm I didn't think of any name yet""Yess it'll be just like me.badass."*laugh*"Just wish.i could be a good father"he said.Does he know?did he notice my behaviour too?does he too think that I am pregnant?

Thinking about all of this a shy smile creeps up on my face.I knocked on his door and after sometime he opened the door."Come lets eat.the dinner is ready."i said smiling sweetly."Coming.you go"he said naturally.

"Yoongi?"i said."Hmm"he said while eating."Your birthday is coming right?"i asked."Yeah so"he said now looking at me."We will do a karaoke this time at your birthday "i said excitedly."What?""Yeh i never went to a karaoke so i want to do the karaoke with all of you"i said."oh.lets see what'll be the schedule for that day"he said."Hmm"I suddenly started to feel uneasy and dizzy but looks like he didn't notice.I got up he looked at me and said."You done?""Hmm i wanted to sleep.see you tomorrow.goodnight"i said smiling and went to my room.

I came inside and sat on the bed as my stomach was paining.suddenly i felt the need to use the restroom .i ran towards it and guess what.i throw up.It's getting bad day by day.i should go to the hospital for checkup.

With that i fell asleep.

Yoongi p.o.v.Sooyun called me today and asked me suddenly if I want a boy or girl.my heart beat quickened.is she pregnant?i asked her if she is pregnant she said "no not now but one day we'll be blessed with our babies"i smiled listening to her and tell her I want a boy and only one child.

We were talking when i heared a knock.That was y/n asking me tocome downstairs for dinner.

We did dinner and sleep.

Next day.I woke up and saw a notification.it was from sooyun."Can we meet at a cafe?""Okey""At 4 pm.""Ok""Love you""Love you two"

I got up and freshened up.and went downstairs.Y/n was up already.she was inthe kitchen her hair open.and wet.looks like she just came from shower.

She was wearing a lower and a tshirt."Oh you up already"she asked."Hm gotta go early today.you wanna come?"i asked.but don't know why but i don't want her to come today.maybe cause I'll meet sooyun.dont know what is this i am not feeling good.

"No I'll just go to my brother's house today"she said."Oh then I can drop you there"i said."No no I'll manage you go"she said immediately."Okey"i said.....Y/n's p.o.v.He left.i sigh."thank god he didn't thought something is fishy"i mumbled."Let's clean the house first."I started cleaning the house......After cleaning."O my god.finally done.but i don't want to go now."I layed on the bed and fall asleep.....at 2:25pm.I woke up and saw the time."What!i slept for this long?""Let's just be ready.i'll eat outside "With that i went to my room and washed my face and changed my clothes.I decided to wear something casual and comfy.So I wore a brown dress.

And went outside to the hospital....."Excuse me ms. Can you tell me where I can get a um-pregnancy checkup?"i asked her and i could tell my face was all red.I am just too shy in asking her.i came here all alone and everyone is with their husbands.The lady just smiled sweetly and said."Is it your first baby?"she asked."I -i don't know.if i am pregnant or not i came here for the checkup"i said."I see.there is the way to the checkup rooms.you have to wait a Little bit.""Thanku"i said and started to go there "Best of luck"she said smiling sweetly at me again.i smiled back nervously and walked away.

I waited outside.nervously shaking my legs."Your first time?"the lady at my right side asked.I fake smiled at her.why is everyone asking me?i am already so nervous and embarrassed and they are making it more difficult for me."It's okey.it'll not hurt.but you have to be careful over most of the things.dont be sad in this situation or else it will affect the baby.and there comes contractions sometimes major and sometimes minor so don't be afraid it's normal in this situation."

She was telling me what I should do or what I should not do.i can't take it anymore please when my turn will come."Next pls"the nurse said.And the lady at my right went inside.Next is my turn..........."Next pls"the nurse said again.And i got up from my seat and went inside..."Hello"the doctor said sweetly."Hello."i said."Please have a seat"she said gesturing me to sit.I sat infront of her."So you came here for the first time?""Yes actually I was feeling strange for the past few weeks""Okey can you tell me how you feeling for the past few weeks""I am getting moody day by day and in food i am liking the things I don't like,i am having morning sickness and whatever I eat I'll throw up.""Okey and did you have your periods?""Aumm-about that I never really care about it.i was always late or sometime I don't have periods it was natural for me to not have periods for 2 months.so i thought this is also natural until I started feeling and acting strange."i said nervously."Okey okay and lastly may I ask when You and your husband did*IT* last time?"

I was flustered.why is she detecting every just do a test Mann.My cheeks are getting red."I am sorry but i don't know that.i never thought this would happen so...."i said looking down."Oh it's okay but you should be careful about these types of things"she said smiling sweetly."Sorry"i whispered....After some minutes she asked me to lay down on a bed and put a gel type thing on my Belly and scanned it with a i don't know what its called(Pls understand 🙂).......Yoongi's p.o.v.After a really tiring day.i came here at the cafe sooyun told me to meet.i was waiting for her for almost 15 minutes now when she showed up.There was someone else beside her.a guy?.who is he? anyways when she came she told me he is her childhood friend and he knows everything about us."So you saying you can get me out of this marriage without getting divorce?""Yeah but for this we have to be careful"he said."Okey.and how will you do this?"i asked."Just be patient okey."

"When will we do this?"i asked."Depends on how quickly we can collect people.""Okey"i looked at sooyun and took her hand in mine."Now we can be together.and start our family just like we always dream"i said looking at her lovingly."Yeah my love"she said smiling with her dazzling eyes."Okey so I'll leave now."he said and left."Wanna go somewhere?"i asked."How about your house?""Hm. But there will be y/n."i said."Ohh"she said getting upset."Oh yeah i remembered she was about to go to her brother's house""So we can go?""Yeah sure let's go"

And we left the cafe.

Y/n's p.o.v..I don't know what I am feeling right now.happy?sad? nervous? excited?How i am gonna tell him."Congratulations.you are 2months pregnant"the doctor said."W-what.no no pls check again it's not right.we are not ready."i said getting shocked."I know you are scared but don't be you should be happy.its the wonderful feeling in the world.think about your husband how happy he will be to know that he is going to be a dad."And i thought of him .this morning when he was talking to his phone he was sounding happy.

But when and how I'll tell him."You should go home and rest and take these medicines it will keep you healthy and energetic"."Tha-thanku"i said.bowed and left.....I rang the doorbell and haewon opened."Yahh y/n unnie.how are you"she said and hugged me."I am good.""Come inside.dae,kyung mi come see who came"she yelled.

Soon we were sitting on the sofa.chatting when I decided to tell them about this good news.

They were busy talking about nonsense and were not listening to anything so i yelled."I am going to be a mom!"They all stopped suddenly and looked at me with widened eyes.

"Say that again"they all said unison."I.am.going.to.be.a.momm."i said.

There was silence for the few minutes before they all hugged me making my back leaned against the couch.

"Wahhhh congrats!i am going to be an uncle/aunty!"they said in unison again.

And the topic "babies"started......"So how do you think you are going to tell him?"dae asked."I don't know.i am not ready to tell him yet.""Oo come on you'll tell him or else I'll tell him now"he said and took his phone out of his pocket but i grabbed it and said."Okey okey I'll tell him."."how "Kyung mi said."Heyy his birthday is coming you can surprise him"haewon said excitedly."Oh yess you can"dae and Kyung mi said."Right.i'll think about this"i said."I should go now.""No stay here.call yoongi he will pick you up"dae said."No no i can go by myself and yoongi will be tired so why bothering him"i said."Oh just shut up lovesick girl.heis your husband he should come to pick you up and you are pregnant think about your child "Kyung mi said

"Aishh okay okey.let me call him."Ring ring ring ring ring ring......"Hello"he said."Yes yoongi can you come pick me up from my brother's house?""Umm i am busy right now.ill pick you up on my way home okey"he said."Okey okey""Bye take care ummm"he said and i heard a weird noise on the other side of the call but before i could ask him he cut the call.maybe it's any staff since he is working there.

"What did he say?"they asked looking at me for an answer."He said he'll come but on his way home""Yeahhhh let's play some games"dae said."You always play games.you go hangout with your friends.we'll do just some girly talk"i said."Yeah yeah whatever"he said and left......Timeskip to night."Okey take care bye"i said to my brother."Bye.bye hyung take good care of my sister"dae said."Yeah I'll.shall we go now?"yoongi said.I nodded and we left.

Ok the way to our home.tge car. Was completely silent.....Once we reached home he said goodnight and went to his room.

I was in my room when my stomach growled."Oh you hungry?"i said while looking at my flat tummy.I went downstairs to the kitchen and saw that there was icecream in the fridge so i took out the ice cream and ate it.

After that i went to my room and fall asleep..........To be continued.....