Part 20[We are friends now]

Y/n p.o.v.I said my last sentence and as i was about to tell him that i truly loves him and not his money, everything started fading into black and soon i didn't know where I am.for sometime i heared his voice,he was calling my name again and again and was tapping my cheeks lightly and after that i don't know what happened.............I woke up only to feel a slight headache.i opened my eyes still laying on my bed.i looked around and saw the familiar room i am in that is not mine.its none other than yoongi's room.He must had carried me to his room.i tried to sit up by putting my weight on my hands and felt a strange pain on my left wrist.i yelp in pain and laid down.Suddenly the door of the bathroom door opened and in came yoongi.i quickly looked away cause he saw me trying to get up.He came near his bed and said softly."How are you feeling?""Worst"i said quietly and dryly looking everywhere but not him."You should.after all you thought that killing yourself will make everything alright."he said with a scoff.I didn't said anything."You thought that you will leave everything and everyone here alone.what about your brother?your cousins?your parents?what about them."he added.I sat still cause i know very well that he is right too right that now i am feeling guilty for what i did but still i am not over from the incident that happened to me."I am right.right? that's why you are quiet"he said."He touched me.i feel disgusted that i couldn't help myself and mo one was there to help me."i tell him and again my lips started to shiver as i was trying hard not to cry.His tone suddenly changed and now he is hella serious."Who was he?""Don't know""Do you know how he looks?can you recognise him if you see him?"he asked."Yes I can he was not hiding his face so yah"i answered dryly."Okey when you'll be better enough to walk without any dizziness then we will go to bighit and I'll talk to bangpd to bring all the staffs and bodyguards in the line then you can see in there if he was one of them or not."he said.I didn't said anything and after sometime of silence he tells me to eat something so he can give me my medicines. "Wait a minute don't move I will come back with your food"

After sometime he came with the food and set it down on the bedside table.He help me set up on the bed and I rest it my back on the head rest. Then he placed that tray of food in front of me and made a bite for me to eat.But I take it from his hand and eat all of the food myself.While eating, he keeps talking to me about random things and what they have been doing in their dorm and about their new album and I was just listening to him still processing the incident that happened to me in my mind.

Once I was done eating he took the tray of food with him and went to the kitchen and after sometime he came back with the medicines and gave them to me and told me to eat them i atethe medicines and then lay down on my bed (of course he help me)

Once I closed my eyes to sleep he say something. "Y/n"I opened my eyes and looked at him he was looking like he is upset about something. "Yeah""Will you be my friend"he said.I didn't said anything because I didn't know what to answer him. "I know I hurt your feelings but I was drunk at that time.I can only make you my friend for now cause I need a little bit more time to adjust in this relationship and see if it will work and if it didn't I had decided that I will divorce you means we will get to our own ways is it okay?"he said.

I was taken a back by his question and whatever it is called. Did he just said that he will try to adjust in this relationship means he is willing to accept me as his wife?. But what if in the end it will not work and we have to divorce what I will do without him I will not be able to live he is my everything after all and if he became my friend ,he will be more special to me.

"Hello are you listening me"he said waving his hand in front of my face."Huh? I-i umm just need some time to think about this""No problem take your time it's for our both good"With that he leaves me alone in the room and goes outside somewhere I didn't know I just turn around now facing the big window in his room I just stare outside and look at the sun that was shining really brightly and recall all the things I did yesterday.

Time skipAll day long he was with me and looking after me if I needed anything or not.he even help me to get up and go to the washroom wash my face. Now it's dinner time and he will come anytime with the food. Soon after 15/20 minutes he came inside the room with a big tray this time in his hand and set it down in the middle of the bad and made me set up and just like the morning I set up and rest my back on the back of the bed. I saw he bring two plates of food and salad and a water bottle . he set down on the bed in front of me and told me to eat. "Why two plates of food?"I asked him confusedly."I thought I should dinner with you today""Oh"I said because it was his first time to eat with me after his eat with me since his mum left. Then we started eating dinner quietly but peacefully.

When I was done I got a notification on my phone and look at it was from Jia unnie. she send me a photo of aecha.

I looked at the photo and giggle quietly and ask her what if she doing in this paper bag. "She is angry cause i didn't took her with me to the shopping mall.and for my badluck the clothes i brought for MYSELF is not fitting me now so i have to change them and she is not coming out of the paper bag.""Hahahah you are getting fat?""Don't know.btw what you doing ""Just eating dinner with my husband hehe""Ohh good good is everything okey now?""Yeah maybe.i don't know.he said he wants to be friends with me.what should I do""Oohh girl you are asking me this?of course you should a best relationship starts when you become friends first and then fall in love.it is the best kind of feeling to turn into friends to lovers""Ohh okey then . I'll think ""Yeah and pls say yess""Hm bye""Bye"(This was on the msgs)When I put my phone aside and looked at him and he was already looking at me with his eyebrow raising as if his asking me what I was doing in my phone. "Uh nothing just my friend send me a picture of her daughter doing silly things""Oh what was she doing."I took my mobile again my hand and show him her picture. "She looks familiar"he said."Do you know her? Maybe she is one of your friends daughter"i said.cause if he is saying she looks familiar then it could be someone's daughter he knows."No no as long as I know that my friends are not married yet""Ohh then maybe you just saw her somewhere""Yeah maybe.ohh it's time for your madicine and bandage change."He got up and went to the bathroom and took a first aid box with him and came to me."Show me your hand"he said."No you leave I will do this myself I don't need your help""Come on show me your hand it's not easy that you can do this yourself alone""No I'll do this."He didn't listen to me and yanked my hand in front of him and started opening the bandage on my wrist.

When he was done he moved to my foot and did the same to it I didn't say anything and was just looking at his face he was looking too adorable.and it feels like i fell in love with him all over again.he was looking too adorable that I just want to see him and spend every time of my life with him I don't know if I will ever be able to get his love back but till then I will try and will try my best even if it cost my life and in the end he will know that I love him more than anyone could do.

When he was done he stood up and was about to go outside when I held his hand and said. "Take me to my room you can sleep here""Nights okay I will just sleep on my mom's room you can sleep here and if anything happen you have my number you can call me anytime"he said slightly smiling and make me leave his hand.

He leaves the room and I made on his bed and looked outside the window to see the moon and the stars and I was just wondering if my mom and dad was watching me from there or not cause i never really believed that when someone dies he or she will turn into the stars and the one star that twinkle the most is your beloved one.

But today I am feeling like they are watching me and I should talk to them I am going to tell them whatever is happening with me and will think about the thing he asked me and what I should do about the be his friend thing .is it ok to be his friend like seriously it will going to work or not I don't know anything about it I just wanted to be closer to him and just wanted to be loved back only by him and not other man .I actually I like him so much it's not fake it was never fake I was so in love with him that I didn't realise what I was doing and what I was doing wrong I just wanted to be closed to him and now I am regretting .

Yoongi's p.o.v.When i came back from the washroom she was awake she was trying to set up but could not so I went towards her she avoided eye contact with me she was not looking at me .i asked her how she was feeling  she said worst and I told her that how she was thinking that killing herself was going to make everything alright and how fool she was and she didn't answer me maybe because she know that I was right because she was feeling guilty.

Then she told me that she was feeling disgusted on herself because of the incident that happened with her and I was not there to help her and anyone was not there to help her.I told her that if she can recognise him by looking at his face then I will talk to bang pd about this and then he will show her every staff and bodyguard so that she can recognize if anyone is that person.

After sometime I bring her food and then . I was about to help her but then she said she can eat it herself so I just sat there and looked. When she was done I gave her medicine and she took it then she lay on my bed  and I asked her again will you be my friend she say she will think about it.

I decided to dinner with her and so I did. she was shocked but remains calm. when she was done eating her phone notifications sound can be heard she look at her phone and started giving quietly I just look at her.

She chatted with someone on her phone for sometime and when she was done she look at me and I was already looking at her she didn't said anything but I ask her who was it she said her friend send her the picture of her child and I ask her who is her friend so she show me the picture of her friends child it was a girl that looks so familiar it looks just like---anyway I should not talk about this thing but this thing the child's picture keep coming in my mind and I just can't take it off .soon when I was done I give her medicines and changed her bandages then I was about to go outside when she said she wants to go to her room so that I can sleep here on my bed I said no and pull my hand from her hands and smile slightly at her went outside.

I came inside my mom's room and changed my clothes and then sleep really fast.

Timeskip.Yn p o.v.I woke up because I have to use the washroom and tried to set up without forcing my hand then I went to the washroom and I was happy because I don't need his help now cause I know now that I should not use my left hand into anything I just have to do anything I want calmly.

After that I went outside is room and downstairs to the kitchen when I was there I saw him he was making something .when he Saw me he quickly rushed to me and said."Hey! you should not get up your foot it's not healed properly and your hand is injured too""I am okay I don't need your help every time"i said.fg course i need his help but i don't want to babysit me.he has his own works to do."The breakfast is almost ready come sit at the dining table"he said and when the again inside the kitchen.

I too go inside the kitchen and in front of the kitchen counter a little bit far .there is the dining table I said there and watch him.

He came with breakfast just boil eggs ,a cup of tea for me and coffee for himself and salad againnnnnnnn!Honestly I don't like salad but he is making me eat salad for breakfast, lunch, dinner even snacks were nothing but salad.....

I ate the eggs and drank my tea and was about to get up when he put my hand and made me sit down again He looked at me and said. "Where you think you are going without eating your salad"he said sternly.I gulped scared to see directly in his eyes because he was staring at me like he was just going to kill me If i didn't eat anything that I had so I didn't say anything and quietly ate all the salad.

When I was done I stood up and looked at him and he just smiled sweetly at me and I felt really annoyed by it first of all he made me eat all of the damn sallad and now he is smiling so I just said.

"You are really bad.i'll never eat the salad again."He started laughing and said. "It's for your own good if you will eat the salad and medicine at time then you will heal quickly."I mimicked him and went inside MY room.

After sometime he came into my room and knocked on my door I didn't say anything so he came inside and stood in front of the bed and said that he is going to bighit and will talk to the bang PD.

"Tell him to not tell this to anyone I don't want to ruin my image."i said not looking at him.

Time skip.I was sitting in front of the big window beside my bed and was looking outside it was past 10 . Old I was just sitting here in the room cause I don't have anything to do I check the social media and their was nothing special. So I get up and set at the side of the bed where I am now facing the window and was looking outside and again all the terrible thoughts started to form in my head and I know I am going to lose it anytime . I just want someone's comfort and just wanna relax I am feeling lonely. I just want to kill myself maybe this time my obsession is doing me a favour to kill myself maybe the killing myself is the obsession this time and I just can't stop this I stood up and went in the kitchen absent mindly again but before I can take the knife someone came and hugged me.

As soon as I felt the comfort I hug him back and be straight like that for some minutes then he pulled away. And I saw he was known other than yoongi. He hold my shoulders and look at me straight in the eyes and said the serious face.

"I told you killing yourself will not do anything but disappoint your loved ones"

I too look at him and said. "I don't have any loved once more friends and nothing they are just faking it so I will not be upset.""How do you know?"he asked and I don't have any answer to this."I just know"i said carelessly."Don't be so dumb or I will tell your brother about this are you mad just think about your brother for once.he only have you.  are you mad just think about your brother,your parents what will they think .you just going to leave them like this?"

No one has told me about any of these things never never in my life I met a person who can comfort me or just scold me whenever I am doing something that will I hurt me.yess dae did these things for months but then he started working and spending time with his friends so i most of the time stayed alone.and whatever i did to myself no one knows.

But yoongi is the one and just listening to him i know that if he could not love me he can be my friend.yes he can "Anyway it is said that love is friendship, if I cannot become his best friend then he can never love me."(It's a movie's dialogue guess which?its Bollywood and i know if you all are indian you can tell really quickly.its my fav.one by the way😄)And my tears started to fall and he cupped my cheeks and said sofly."Don't hurt yourself plss.or I'll think that it is all because of me"With that he was about to go to the dining table maybe to take tissues but i grabbed his selves and looked at him he too stopped and looked at me .

I sniffled and said."Will you be my friend?"He just smiled at me and nodded."Wait a min."he said and after some seconds came back with tissues and started wiping my tears i just looked at him with my teary eyes.

"You know your name should not me y/n.""Why"i asked again sniffing."Cause you always starts to cry.your name should be a cry baby"he said naughtily and started mimicking.I hit him on his shoulder and said."Yaah don't talk to me now i hate you.bow can you just laugh at me like that"i said unbelievable.He started laughing loudly while clutching his stomach."Yoongiii you are dead now"i said and take a ice piece from the fridge and started coming towards him.His eyes widened and he started running around the whole house.like tom and jerry.

After almost 40mins min we set at the couch exhausted the ice was in my hands.

I thought of an idea and hold his t shirt up and put the ice piece on his stomach and press it against his stomach (my hand is out from his tshirt)he yelp and sat up but i put the ice just like before he started pushing me but i didn't budge even a bit.

Then suddenly he started tickling me and i moved my hand from his stomach and started laughing.

"Y-yoongii stopp-stop plss so-sorryy"But he keeps tickling when he stops i was out of breath.

And we both came to realisation that he was almost on top of me his face so close to my neck that i can feel his breath.

Our eyes widened and he got up from me quickly and stood up.

Yoongi's p.o.v.As we came to realisation.i noticed our position and my heart started beating loudly.i was soo embarrassed now.i quickly got up and she sat up quickly too.I said.

"Um s-sorry i shouldn't tickled you""It-its okey."she said nervously."Umm i am hungry lets go somewhere to eat outside?"i asked her."Oh y-yeah why not. I'll just change.""Oh no need it's night time anyway no one will notice"i tell her."Okey"she said and got up.

Y/n p.o.v.We came to this big hotel to eat dinner.he asked the cashier or whatever it's called for two people's seat and now i am sitting in front of him."What would u like?"he asked."Anything but it has to be delicious"i said smiling."Okey"he said and started looking at the menu.

We ate the most expensive dish here and when we were walking home (we didn't used car)i started laughing.He looked at me confused and asked me."What happened?""Nothing just thinking.The food we ate there was just 2 spoon's and the amount was heavy that i could take my new clothes from this much money"i said still laughing.He too started giggle."Yeah because that was the popular restaurant in seoul""Hmm but i m still hungry.lets buy pizza?""Okey "he said."Yeeyyy"i said like a child."We are friends now."he said and i couldn't understand if he said this or asked so i just said."We are friends now"while nodding my head.

And we keep walking and then spend the night with that.............To be continued......I was busy so couldn't upload it sorry.Forgive me if i made mistakes.

It was mixture of boringand good....................Who's excited for next part....(Delusional me:Mee Mee Mee)😀