Part 16 [My mistake]

days went by but everything remain as it was before.

Yoongi always stays outside till late and when he comes back he hopes to see her waiting for him but she always fall asleep without welcoming him and it starts to make him frustrated.he himself doesn't know why though?it's been almost one month since his mom left from there home.

Yoongi doesn't meet sooyun but often thinks of her when he gets a little bit too highly drunk and that was when he stops by j-hope's.As hoseok is his bestfriend he knows everything about yoongi and y/n he even know what had happened when yoongi's mom was there to meet him.

Any BTS member didn't met y/n yet cause the situation is not good yet and yoongi doesn't come home often so he can interact with her and be close to her. he never does any effort cause why should he?he hates her after all this is what he told himself.

Jk,jimin,and tae wanted to meet her and always asks yoongi if they can meet her or not?or if he could bring y/n to their dorm but he always makes sure to not yell at them and tell them everything about this forced marriage and dodge the question.

Today is one of the day when he got super highly drunk.he kept drinking and drinking till ge lost his mind and started throwing everything that comes in his hands and started shouting nonsence.

"Aarghhh sooyunaaa waee?!waee wae waee!?"he was shouting out of drunkenness.He drank a lot today he himself doesn't know what is he saying and to whom?.and what name he is saying he doesn't know anything.

After that he thought something and went outside his studio and slam the door shut behind him.

Jungkook comes outside as he listened to the sound of shuting the door too loudly.and saw yoongi walking like a mad man.stumbling and trying not to fall on the ground.

"Yaahh yoongi hyung what are you doing?!"jk says while running towards him to stop him and held his arm and took him inside yoongi's studio cause his was a little far.when they both got inside yoongi yanked his hand and started shouting.

"What the hell are you doing are you mad!?"

"Hyung......what-why did you drink so much that you can't even handle yourself?!"he yell at him getting worried for his hyung.

"Can't you sEe i am goIng hoMem!"he said his voice started to change effect of alcohol.he was talking like a totally drunk man.

"At this hour!in this situation!are you mad hyungn!stay with one of us today."he says tge last sentence calmly.

"Waeee!?She iS waItinGgg foR me At Home! I can't LIve her!"he says he was referring to sooyun but jk thought that he was talking about y/n.

"Its midnight hyung try to understand you are not in your right senses"jk said and yoongi throw a punch at him like he said something that hurt his pride. And throw him at the couch.

He was about to go outside but jk was fast enough to catch him and throw a punch at him as well.

"Why are not you understanding hyung!y/n will be so upset to see you like this.you can't go home like this!."he says tears started to brim in his eyes .it was the first time he hit his hyung.he has so much respect for his hyung that he didn't ever think that he will hit his hyung and it disappoint him."You are not the hyung i knew before yoongi hyung.you changed.....you changed so much.....tell me did you and y/n had a fight?you keep drinking for the last month and now this.....tell me are you okey hyung....plss don't do this to both of you...you are ruining your li-"before he could says any more yoongi stood up and pushed him against the wall.And said."You.dont.interfare.in.my.life.ever.again.or.i.will.kill.you.understand!?"he said the last word yelling at him and left from there.

Jk stand there looking at him shocked to see his this side it was his first time seeing yoongi so furious.

Y/n p.o.v.I woke up to the pain in my neck and see all dark in the room'sigh'yoongi still has not come home I think he is going to stay at one of his friends house today too.he didn't come home for 4 days now.I got up and went to her room.And took a shower and change her clothes.into a cute and comfy night wear.

She is not sleepy anymore so she goes inside the kitchen and made coffee for her.I think i should watch sone drama since i am not sleepy."Yayy a drama date with y/n"she mumbled to herself.when she was about to go inside her room the sound of door opening could be here.it was like someone was trying to open the door she got scared and quietly goes near the door and see through the little hole in the door and see yoongi looking exhausted maybe? trying to open the door so she open the door for him.he came inside stumbling over his foots cause he was leaning against the door.She was just few inches away from him.anf was looking at him shocked to see his situation.

Suddenly he pulled her and steps back si that he is now leaning against the door a little bit.

"Y-y-yoongi wh-what ar-'she says stuttering.but he cut her off by saying."You are looking beautiful baby ~"he says while smiling.her cheeks started to flush red.and tries to free herself.but he is too strong.she wiggle in his arms and says.

"Y-yoongi you are d-drunk plss leave me"she says cause she knows he still hates her."Waee wae wae?i don't want.i wants to spend the night with you it's been so many days i missed you soo much"he said he is totally drunk so he thought that y/n is sooyun.

"Why did you drink so much yoongi that now you can't-"he cut her off by kissing her passionately.she started hitting him on his shoulder to stop him but he holds her more closer to him and tilted his head to perfect angle.

After sometime he back of a little to say something to her."I love you so much.you are ny life I can't live without you.i am sorry that i leave you alone"he said hiding his face in her nech and hugging her tightly.Her tears started to fall down her cheeks.she had loseed all her hope that he will ever fall in love with her.but he is standing hugging her and telling her all the things that she wanted to hear from him since the day of their marriage.Litlle did she know that he was thinking if her as sooyun and not y/n.

When he looked at her he said."You don't hate me right?"he asks his voice intoxicated.She places her right hand on his cheeks and says while caressing his cheek."No i can never hate you min yoongi "she says and with that yoongi kissed her deeply again this time with love and lust.She could feel it in his lips.he was her first kiss.this time she kissed him back with so much love and care .He take a step forward while trying not to stumble on his own foot and fall.He carried her still kissing her and take her upstairs to his rooms he open the door with one hand and other hand cupping her cheek.and closed the door behind him.He make her sit in the bed and pulled for air his face and her forehead already full of sweats."You should sleep yoongi we will talk tomorrow"with that she stood up and was about to go when yoongi pulls her to his lap and his grip tightens around her waist and he came near her neck and ear and says.

"You are looking cute in these clothes but will look hot when they will be on the floor"he said in his deep voice.

She gets all red and before she could say anything or try to run he kissed her between her ear and neck.She was kinfa enjoying this but when he bite in her side neck she flinched and pushed him."Y-yah yoo-yoongi pls s-stop it-its hurting "she said."WhY Are yOu looKinGg different TOdAy?yOU chanGed"he said and again started to kiss her neck.This time she didn't do anything she was still processing his words.What does he mean by i look different and i changed?then she remembers that she always wanted this wanted his love but now she was pushing him.Again she flinched when he bite her ear.but this time she didn't said anything she just closed her eyes and feel him.Soon she started to enjoy this and unknowing make a noise a weird noise that she herself listened first time but yoongi didn't.it made him even more needy.and he started to open her shirts buttons and kissed her shoulder and then she removed his as well and soon they both were on the bed he was on top.

(Not writing anymore i am shy🫣.you know what happens next so just imagine it )

Next morning.....He woke up and can see that there is someone beside him inside the blanket his had was hurting.he sits up and slowly remove the blanket and saw y//n sleeping peacefully her face looking glowing.anf the kitchen he looks around the room.What she is doing here?he then remove the blanket from himself and tries to remember something from last night.

'click'he remembers everything and his heart quickens its pace.he looks beside him slowly and felt guilty.he remember jk telling him to stay at there house and their fight he feels sorry for him.

Yoongi's p.o.v.What do i do now.shitt i should had listened to jk.what a mess i made.what she will think of me now.what if she kidnapped my mom again?.no no i won't let that happeni will apologise to her.but how?

He lays down again and an idea popped in his genius head.and he stood up and freshened up and went outside leaving her there sleeping.

Y/n p.o.v.I woke up to the sunlight hitting my face and open my eyes .yoongi was not beside me.i looks around and remember last night and a deep blush spread all over my face.my face is definitely looking like a tomato.

I stood up feeling a little pain but it's bearable.and freshen up.

After that i went inside my room and thinks of wearing something pretty and cute Pinky pinky.

I went inside the kitchen to make something for breakfast but smells something delicious.I went near the kitchen counter and saw him making breakfast.He sees me and smiles his gummy smile for the first time since our marriage and know what i am already falling more for him.

I blush and looked at what he made.

Silence filled the kitchen."Aa-um-m-morning"he said nervously."Morning"she said shyly while smiling."What are you doing?"she asked trying to get comfortable with him not bringing the subject of last night.she went to sit at the dining table."Making breakfast for you as an apology"He said trying to look as calm as possible.She stops.Apology?for what?"she asked getting confused.maybe he wants to say sorry for whatever bad things he said to me before."For last night........that was just my mistake...... I'll never do that again.....i am sorry....."he said while looking down."Oh-um....it-its okey""she said also looking down.she was feeling what it's called? betrayal?she expected love from whom?him?from the person who never saw her as his wife?.What were you thinking y/n when he takes you last night....after all this time he never said anything to you nor glanced at you once and you were thinking that he will love you?shame on you y/n shame on you.yiu just ruined yourself.and it's all because of your stupid obsession.

Tears were about to fall from her eyes but before it could she turn around to go upstairs."Where are you going?come eat."he said like nothing happened between us last night and everything is fine."I don't have appetite"she says and went upstairs.He looked at the way she went just now for a few seconds and thinks.'she is okey right? it's not like she never did that right.'

She locked herself and leans against the door and slide down.sge sits there tears falling from her eyes continuously.she tries to not make any noise by keeping her hands on her mouth.her crying sounds muffles."Umm-hnn unhnn"she was crying so much.All the things they did last night keep coming back in her mind and she run towards her bed and lay there hiding her face in the pillow.and kept crying till she felt exhausted and soon fell asleep.

In the afternoon she woke up and sat at the edge of the bed tears again started to fall down her face.She was heart broken and her own husband made her like this.anf she knows she is not going to trust anyone again and is not going to trust him again.she sat beside her bed looking outside the big window in her room.tears kept falling down her face but she didn't made any noise this time.she just sat silently her mind blank.she sat there till the night.yoongi knock her door a few times but she never replied.........

To be continued.....Yoongi what you did🥺?

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