Part 15[Silent]

"..............you should give devorce to yoongi"

And with that one sentence i felt like my soul is being snatched from my body.like seriously after about whatever the scene yesterday evening had happened i thought that maybe she feels pity for me and forgive me from her behaviour towards me.

I am so sure that she is not joking cause I can feel it in her voice.the way she said that sentence with her cold tone i am hundred percent sure that she is not in mood to joke around.after all she is not 'my' mom.

I feel so stupid to think that she forgive me and i stopped trying to win her heart.so many questions and thoughts were in my mind but i could just say.

"W-what"is all i could say no words coming from my mouth as i was still processing what she had said.of course i will not listen to her and give him devorce but i just didn't like hearing this from her after spending a good day with her.

"You heard it"is all she said while still eating her breakfast."Why?i thought you forgi-""I thought I should forgive you but after seeing yoongi i realised that he is not happy with you.you can't see it but i can i am his mom.""B-but i am trying aunty i am trying. I'll make his life happier i promise"i said holding her hand that was resting on her left leg."But what if his happiness is someone else? what will you do then?"she said i was shocked as confused to hear her.i never thought this cause all i heared about idols personal life is that they are not allowed to get in any relationship with anyone.but this was something strange for me.does she telling the truth?does he have someone in his life already?."W-hat are you saying?i didn't understand"i said smiling nervously."once when i was budging him to go for a date with a girl i arranged for him he told me that if he'll like any girl someday he would like to do all preparations himself.from proposal to wedding hall.he had so many dreams for his marriage and his love life.........but then you showed up and ruin all of them"You were listening to her silently,tears started to brim in the corner of your eyes.because of your obsession you ruined one more life.But you are going to pay for it you will do everything to make it better."But what does it mean when you say that there is someone he loves?""I never said that i said 'what if'"she is now talking normally it's like she is trying to make you understand that it is now or never."What do i do now?how to win his heart back?"you asked thinking if she will help you but guess what you were right why would he help you?she just told you to devorce her son and you are expecting help from her?.

"It's better if you just leave him alone and find someone who will love you back"

"Yoongi can be that someone as well"

"I just know one thing about this marriage that it's not going to work cause in a relationship both has to give there everything for the relationship to work.if only one is giving everything then it's not worth it.and i can see that yoongi is not interested in you at all and i know why."

"W-why?"i know the answer but i wants to listen from her."Cause he is the type of boy who doesn't like girls that chase him,that run after him.all boys are like this they likes girls who ignored them who don't give there all attention to them and same goes to girls.tell me if a boy chase you and tell you that he loves you again and again will you like him?".

I shake my head as a 'no' of course i will never like a boy who will chase me and now i am understanding what she is trying to tell me.

"Exactly so as yoongi he prefers someone strong who could handle him when he is at his worst.who could handle his anger.ge doesn't like weaker girls at all"

"I understand and I'll try my best to be strong"Till now you both were done eating breakfast and talking and her phone buzzez.

"Excuse me"and she went away.And i started cleaning the kitchen and then house.

Time skip to evening.I made dinner and waited for yoongi to come home so all of us can eat together.I made yoongi's favourite dishes like samgyeopsal,galbi,steak and many more side dishes. I searched on internet when it comes to steak suga liked it cooked medium rare and seasoned with salt and pepper.so i made it just like that his mom told me some things too.

Soon after sometime He came and we all set at the dining table in front of the kitchen .(Above in the picture)

Yoongi sat at the right side where he is facing the kitchen and his mom at his left and i sat at front of yoongi so my back is facing the kitchen.

While we were eating suddenly his mom started coughing.i panicked and saw that i forgot to bring water i run towards the kitchen while yoongi patted her back and started filling the water into a glass.while filling the glass i glanced over at his mom and our eyes meet.he was staring at me .and i got lost in his eyes that i forgot the water has already filled the glass.realisation hit me when the not so cold water touches my feet i flinched and run towards her and give her the water after that she feels okey and i sighed in relief.and we started eating again.

I sometimes stole glances at him.anf he looks peaceful and calm i just want to stay in his arms but that's not possible.mh chest tightens everytime I look at him.

He didn't even glace at me once after the kitchen eye contact."I am going home tomorrow.ny friends are coming"his mom said."Why so early you just came?"yoongi said trying not to sound childish in front of me."I told you my friends are coming.i will come next time okey.now ear silently"And he started to eat again.

She is going tomorrow it means i have to do breakfast, lunch, dinner alone again.

After eating we all goes to our respective rooms or i can say only me cause he and his mom is talking and i am sleepy and was feeling so left out there.

Yoongi's p.o.v.After eating all of us sat in the living room for some time and mom started to talk to me.we chatted for almost half an hour when i saw y/n leaving probably she was getting bored or feeling left out.who cares.

"Um yoongi do tou like y/n"mom asked me the most dumbest question.."Never in my dreams i can like her"i said with a straight face."don't tell me you started liking her?"i asked."No i mean i didn't forgive her for what she did but i talk to her yesterday and today too and I think she is not as bad as we think she is"she said.i felt angry not towards my mom but to y/n.probably she did some spell on her that's why she is talking like this."Mom are you out of your mind?did you forget what she did to you?she beated you she tortured you,she blacmailed me, forced me to marry her and you already started liking her?"i said with a scoff."I know what she did was wrong so wrong but she maybe had a reason for doing this.""How can you believe her that she maybe had a reason?if she had any reason then she would have talk to us but she didn't"i said tears started to brim in my eyes making my vission blurry.She cups my cheek with her both hands and said."I saw your father in her my child.just the way your father sacrificed his life to save us in fear of losing his only loved ones again.she too had this fear"she said and a tear fell from ger eyes."I can't mom.i can't live with her.she ruined my life.she tortured you.she beated you""She was not the one who beated me.her cousin was""W-what"i was shocked I didn't know anything all i knew is that she kidnapped my mom and beated her and tortured her."Yes she just wanted me to scare you so you'll say yess.she even panicked when she saw me beaten and saw my forehead bleeding and asked ne if i was okey or not.but i was so angry at that time at her for doing such a thing that I thought she was faking it all until i met her in your house and she told me not everything but enough for me to know that she had a hard time from her childhood "

I was speechless.for once i thought that maybe she is nice but then sooyun came in my mind and anger for y/n again started to form in my mind.there is only hatred in my heart for her.For the one mom is defending.

"I'll devorce her.i will meet with the best lawyers.sge has to give me devorce no matter what.""Yoongi atleast try to understand.this will go public if you try to give devorce then everyone will know about your marriage"

I just groaned in anger.yess she is right everyone will know.i didn't invite many peoples in the wedding cause i didn't want them to think she is my wife.she is but not for me.With anger filled inside my whole body i rushed to my room and slammed the door shut.i don't wanna talk to her when I am angry cause i could use bad words that will hurt her and i don't want that.

Next morningY/n p.o.v.After eating breakfast his mom left and so yoongi with her and here i am left alone in this big house alone .I started cleaning and then watched Netflix.I did lunch alone.and in evening went to get some groceries and started making dinner.At night just like before,i waited for him but he came didn't came till 1am so i ate alone and was about to go when front door open i was about togo towards him then i remembered his moms words from yesterday morning.and started to just go to sleep i step into my room and took shower and sleep..............

Yoongi's p.o.v.After my mom left i too left the house with her and went straight to bighit and we did our dance practice and then i went to my studio.tried writing some songs but nothing was coming in my mind so i just tossed the papers and fall asleep in the studio and when i woke up it was almost 12am.

I just sat there doesn't want to go home.I searched for something and my eyes landed on alcohol.one sil won't do anything and started drinking.

After that i went back home.

When i get home i was expecting her sitting at the dining table waiting for me but she was not there.she didn't even came to see me like she always does.everything was so silent today and i kinda don't like this.i was a little tipsy but not that much. I was feeling disappointed but I just shrugged this feeling and went inside my room took a shower and fall asleep............

To be continued....Is he falling for her?What do you think?