part 35

It's been two weeks since I'm having a miscarriage

It's been a tough week.

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I saw him on the television, he's getting busy.

He's being better now.

I'm happy for him.

I do.

All his problems is solved.

Just to see he's smiling from the camera, it makes me happy.

I love him.

I miss him so much.

Yeah.

I don't know how many tears have come out of my eyes.

Everyday I have to turn the tv on just to saw him.

I love you johnny.

Well, I miss him already,

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Maybe, I should watch the tv!

There is johnny with a young girl.

"Johnny dated a new girl"

"Johnny kissed a girl"

"Johnny and a girl"

"Johnnys new girl"

All of those words just echoed through my mind, driving me insane.

What if they're engaged?

What if they're getting married?

will we meet again?

Johnny, hold me.

I can't take all of this news.

But his face said so,

He look so happy.

Maybe, my paparazzi soul is still in me

I can find out about that can't I?