Chapter 13

Jax watched Tinsley as she headed inside. He decided tonight was the night he was going to tell her just who he was. He knew that old ladies only made it in this life one of two way. Either they knew everything or they knew nothing. She wasn't going to give her the gory details tonight but he could at least give her a heads up as far as what he does. That way she could decide if this was what she really wanted. Putting his bike into gear, he pulled out of the lot and drove to Wendy's apartment just wanting to get this over with. Part of SAMCRO's deal with the town was to keep it drug free. Even though Wendy lived on the out skirts, it was too close for comfort for the members of the community. Jax needed to find where Darby was cooking. It had to be local. He had found out that one of the guys Wendy was fucking was hanging and dealing out of a dive bar in Lodi. Granted Lodi wasn't Charming, but it was close enough that thr druggies could get their fix without having to drive far to do it. He decided he would get the club on it tomorrow and see if they could find out where Darby was dealing and cooking.

Pulling into the parking lot is Wendy's apartment, Jax parked his bike and dug his keys out of his pocket. He had kept a key on his key ring so he could check up on Wendy but he never used it. He wondered if he had used it, would she be in the shape she was in right now. Would Abel be in the shape he's in? Jax knew for a fact he wouldn't be here cleaning up her shit had he just checked up on her. He knew what happened wasn't his fault but he needed to blame someone and letting Wendy take all the blame just didn't feel right.

Unlocking the door, he walked into one of the nastiest places he had ever been in. The smell alone was enough to make a person puke. Wendy was never a good house keeper but this was beyond belief. It looked like an episode of hoarders. There was trash piled on every surface of the house. The sick was full of dirty dishes. Roaches crawled across the kitchen counter. He even saw maggots crawling out of an old pizza box. As he pulled open the drawer beside the fridge, he looked for Wendy's stash and discovered a false bottom. Removing the false bottom, she found probably $300 worth of crank, needles, a pistol, weed, and rolling papers.

"Jesus Christ" said Jax, grabbing all the shit and heading to the bathroom. The bathroom was just as bad as the rest of the house. Hoping that the toilet flushed, he dropped one bad of crank at the time into the toilet. Then he dropped the weed in there. Praying that the toilet was in working order, he flushed the toilet and watched as the drugs went down the bowel. He stuffed the needles, the pistol, and the rolling papers in his kutte. Looking around the apartment one more time, he was flabbergasted by how Wendy been living. He knew he wouldn't be getting his deposit back on this one.

Locking the door, Jax headed across the parking lot to the dumpster and tossed the needles. He had no use for them. He thought about keeping the rolling papers but thought better if it because they could have came into contact with the crank. He smoked a little weed but he wasn't into the hard stuff like others were. After tossing the paraphernalia, be headed towards his bike. He was ready to get back to Tinsley and have that talk.

When Jax had left to go to Wendy's, Tinsley decided it was time for a bath. She walked towards the bathroom, stripping in her bedroom on the way. She stopped at the bathroom room sink and grabbed a hair tie and twisted her hair up to to a messy bun so it didn't get wet. Walking over to the tub, she turned the water on to almost scalding, placed her phone on the ledge of the tub, and slowly sank into the warm water. She figured the warm water and the scent of vanilla and lavender would help calm her down if nothing else. She still couldn't believe that she had went off on Wendy like she did. The bitch deserved every bit of it and then some. She turned on Spotify to some slow county music that she grew up on and slid down further into the bath water, lying her head back and closing her eyes, letting the smells and the familiar sounds calm her. She must have dozed off because the ringing of her phone startled her. She saw on the display it was Jax.

"Hello" said Tinsley.

"Hey babe. I'm all done here and headed back your way. We're you asleep?" Asked Jax.

"I ran myself a bath after you left. I must have dozed off when I closed my eyes." Said Tinsley.

"Are you still in the tub? I thought I heard water sloshing" said Jax.

"Ummmm yeah. I am.. it's feels wonderful too. It really relaxed me" said Tinsley, knowing Jax was now picturing her naked and soaking in the tub.

"Don't you dare move. I'll see you in 15 minutes. Wait, if the door unlocked?" Said Jax.

"Yea, I left it open for ya." Said Tinsley.

"Ok, be there in 15" said Jax.

Tinsley knew Jax had gotten hard just thinking about her being in that tub. And she knew he would be ready and willing when he got here. She was going to get fucked hard, soft, fast, slow and anything in between and she couldn't hardly wait.

She slid back down into the warm water and put her music back on. She was lying back with her eyes closed when she head the sound of Jax's harley pulling into her lot. Anticipation started to build. She couldn't want to get her hands and mouth on Jax... all parts of Jax.

Jax walked I the door of her apartment. She heard clothes hitting the floor of her bedroom. When Jax walked into the bathroom, he was buck naked and hard as stone. He stopped just inside the door and looked his feel. He took in the smell of the bath bomb she had used. She was laid back, eyes closed. The water was just barely covering her breasts. In fact, he could see the point of her left breast just below the surface. It was already hard. Tinsley turned her head towards him, sitting up all the while as he walked closer. She just looked at him. She took in the size of his dick and still couldn't believe that she could fit that whole thing inside of her. Before she knew what she was doing, she was on her knees in the tub. She pulled Jax right to the edge and kissed the tip of his dick. The moan Jax made at that simple contact only spurred her on. Grabbed his hips with both hands and wrapped her lips around the head and began to suck.

In.

Out.

In.

Out.

Releasing one hand from his hips, she wrapped it around his shaft and started to jack him while she sucked. Swirling the tip of her tongue around the head of his penis, she was rewarded with pre-cum. He tasted sweet. She continued to suck and jack. She needed more and she planned on getting it. Slipping his shaft out of her mouth, she licked up the under side and kissed his balls, sucking. Removing her other hand from his hip, she gently cupped his balls, pulling them both into her mouth and sucking ever so gently. At the sensation, Jax moaned her name. His hands fisted in her hair.

Releasing him from her mouth,m and sitting back up, she cups both breasts in her hands, leaned forward, and wrapped them around all 13 inches of his shaft. She began rocking back and forth allowing Jax to basically titty fuck her. Her movements became more frantic. Water was sloshing out of the tub. Jax's hip pistoned.

Looking up at Jax, Tinsley saw he was close.

"Come for me daddy" said Tinsley.

Almost immediately, Jax shot off, shooting her in the face with his load. Tinsley licked her lips and stood up out of the tub, grabbing the towel to remove some of the water from her body. Jax just stood still. He needed to catch his breath. He was wondering how he was even still standing after that. He couldn't believe she had a just done any of thag. He had great sex before but nothing like what she had just down. He didn't know it could be so fucking sexy to see your cum all over the someone's face. As he gathered himself and his thoughts that were shattered all over the bathroom, Tinsley began to clean up the water that had sloshed out of the tub. When she bent over to collect the towel, Jax grabbed her hips and slid effortlessly into her from behind.

Standing beside the tub, Tinsley was bent over, hands wrapped around her ankles while Jax pounded her from behind, she widened her stance so she didn't topple over and Jax's nails dug into her hips with the force of his thrusts. He was so deep. Deeper than he had ever been before. She was going to come any minute.

"Please Jax, don't stop" moaned Tinsley.

"Your so fucking tight" said Jax.

"You like that pussy don't ya" said Tinsley breathlessly.

"You fucking right I do" said Jax as he found that particular spot that would send her flying to the moon. And sure enough, she went flying.. straight past the moon. She came with so much intensity that her legs gave out. It it wasn't for Jax holding her hips, she would have fell over on her head.

Pulling her into a standing position Jax turned her in his arms and lifted her, placing her bare ass on edge the cold porcelain of her bathroom sick. He slipped between her legs and slipped right back into the sweet heat of her. This time was much slower. Jax kisses he neck and worked his way down to her breasts. He pulled one nipple into his mouth and sucked hard as he placed a particularly deep stoke. He could taste himself on Tinsley and it turned him on unlike any thing before. His hips began to move faster, their mission more and more clear. He needed to cum. That animal instinct to fuck has kicked in. Slow and easy was done for. Tinsley moaned as the sensation started to build all over again.

"Fuck me Jax. Fill my pussy with that big dick. Yes baby that's it." Said Tinsley. She didn't know where all this dirty talk was coming from and she didn't care at the moment. The feel of Jax's dick hitting the bottom of her had her on edge again mere minutes after her last orgasm. Her walls tightened down on Jax and they both came. Him spilling his seed and filling her to capacity and her screaming his name. He rested his head on hers, attempting to catch his breath.

"Oh I'm not nearly done with you" said Jax.

"Goodie" said Tinsley, trying time catch her breath.

Lifting her again, he walked to the bedroom never leaving her sweet heat as laid down with her on the bed. Kissing her lips, she whispered in her ear.

"This pussy belongs to me" said Jax.

"Yours" said Tinsley.

"Mine" said Jax.

"Yes" said Tinsley.

After a hand full of orgasms between them, they laid in bed snuggled into one another. Tinsley's head was lying on his chest, one arm around his waist and one leg over his.

"Jax that was amazing." Said Tinsley

"I'm all about the service darling" said Jax laughing. Tinsley feel the rumble reverberate throughout his chest. Rolling over and looking at the clock, Jax noticed it was 3am. They both needed to get some sleep.

"Jax, we did it again. We didn't use any protection and you want to know the weird part? I'm not even freaking out about it. Seeing Abel today reinforced what I was always told. If something is meant to be, it will happen. If I'm meant to have your baby, then nothing we can do aside from not having sex, is going to keep that from happening. And I think we have proved that not having sex isn't gonna happen." said Tinsley.

"You're right. With anyone else I would have been freaking out but with you, I'm not. If it happens, it happens. And yea, the no sex thing, that's not gonna happen." Said Jax.

They both laid there in silence for a few minutes.

"Hey, right before you left you said there was something to wanted to talk to me about. What was it" asked Tinsley.

Shit, Jax had forgotten all about that. Taking a deep breath, he rolled towards her.

"Tins, I'm not a a perfect man. I can't give you that little house with the Pickett fence. Do you know what SAMCO is. We're more than just motorcycle enthusiasts. We're deal with bad guys. The kid of guys in mobster movies." Said Jax.

"I'm gonna need a better explanation than that" said Tinsley.

"What I'm gonna tell your has to stay here. If word gets out, things could go bad. Really bad. Promise me that you won't say a word" said Jax.

"Ok.... I promise." said a very skeptical Tinsley.

"SAMCRO deals guns. We sell to other gangs and make a pretty good profit from it. If someone one wrongs us, we have to retaliate." Began Jax.

Tinsley thought back to the other day. She caught a news clip at the diner about a gun warehouse being blown up earlier in the week.

"That gun warehouse that blew up was yours wasnt it?" Asked Tinsley.

"Yea. Mayans hit the ware house, stole the guns and then blew it up to cover their tracks. They killed the security guard" said Jax.

Sitting up, Tinsley looked at Jax.

"They killed someone? Jax how dangerous is this? Are you safe?" Asked Tinsley.

"It's hard to say. I wanted to give you a heads up that this is who I am. I wanted you to know so you could decide if this is what you want. Can you live with me being an outlaw?" Asked Jax.

Tinsley didn't know what to think. Her head was spinning. Could Jax be killed? Could she be killed? Where did Abel fit into all this? Is she ended up pregnant, where did the baby fit?

"Jax..." Tinsley began

"No, please listen. What we do as a club as nothing to do with out personal lives. I want to be with you but I understand if you are scared. If the roles were reversed and you were telling me this stuff, I'd be nervous too. Please, take this chance. Stay with me. Stick with me though all this." Said Jax.

Tinsley didn't know what to think. She knew she had feelings for Jax but could her feelings allow her to stay with someone like this? She had left Mason because he was abusive, mentally and physically. The picture Jax has put in her mind is so much worse. She couldn't see Jax hurting her like Mason did for any reason but he was right. She was scared.

"Jax, I agreed this morning to take this one day at a time. I told you I would take this chance and I always stick to my word. I just need a few minutes to process all you just told me. I need to know that I will be safe. I need to know that Abel will be safe. I need to know you will be safe. Before I came to Charming, I was with a guy for 6 years, he was abusive both mentally and physically. I don't think you would hurt me but I can't speak for others who may want to hurt you and come after me instead.' Said Tinsley.

"That's understandable. I'd be worried if you said you would jump right in without thinking it over. I can't speak for others either but your right, I would never hurt you. Im gonna need this guys name though." Said Jax.

Tinsley ignored his comment about needing TJ know Masons name. He pulled her back down on the bed and tucked her head under his chin.

"I promise, I will not let anything or anyone hurt you. I think I'm falling in love with you" said Jax.

"Me too" said Tinsley.

He kissed her sweetly and tenderly. One kiss led to another and before they knew it, she was on top of him, riding him and on the verge of orgasm. They both came at the same time. Tinsley kissed Jax's peck and laid her head down on his chest, him still inside her. After a few minutes, Jax noticed that Tinsley was snoring. He laughed at the sound. He tried moving her but she wouldn't move. Giving up, he looked over to the bedside clock, 4am. She had to be exhausted. Pulling the blanket over them, he let her sleep, on his chest, his dick still inside her. Jax wrapped his arms around her and went to sleep.