Chapter 36

Back to last night

*Simon's Pov*

I went straight inside my room after my dinner and lock the door. I can't help but feel jealous everything Y/n's with my kuya.

I really wish to turn back the time and court her. There's no girl that caught my soul except Y/n. I've known her since we're young so, bakit ako di mafo-fall?

She's so sweet to us before. She's like a sister to us. I'm also being sweet to her silently.

"You and I... We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky..."  I sang while playing the guitar "With you... I'm alive... Like all the missing pieces of my heart they finally collide... So stop time right here in the moonlight... Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes~"

(Yung title ng song is 'Sad song') I imagine him singing this talaga.

"Without you I feel broke like I'm half of a whole... Without you I've got hand to hold... Without you I feel torn... Like a sail in a storm~ without you I'm just a sad song" I sang again to finish the chorus of the song.

After I sang that I open the LED lights to my room and lay down looking at my wallpaper. It's Y/n of course. Oh God I'm sorry to what I've felt, I know Y/n is already married but damn it. I can't stop loving her silently. Oh God help me.

I felt a tear flowing down from my eyes. I wiped it off and hugged a pillow imagining that this is Y/n. Maybe this is the time to move on, I should ignore her now. I don't want to be obsessed to her, it will kill my relationship to my brother.

I didn't realized that I fell asleep without closing the LED lights. I woke up and charge my phone also turn off the lights.

I went out of my room, I felt thirsty so I decided to go to the kitchen. I grabbed a cup and a cold water.

"Good morning Si" Y/n greeted me while making her milk.

I was about to ignore her but my other self that it was being rude. So I greeted her back "Good morning"

"Hindi daw sasama si kuya mo sa mamaya" she informed me. Si kuya again.

"Okay" I respond and walked out of the kitchen. I really should ignore her, it's for her sake naman kasi.

We ate breakfast together and after that I go to my room and grabbed my phone. I saw my wallpaper and decided to change it. Simon, just forget about Y/n, she can't love you the way she love her husband. You're just a friend.

"Promise mo sakin na bestfriend tayo forever ha?"

I member what she said, she friendzone me. Hays, you're really lucky kuya, You are.

A message pop up on my phone and it's Vinny.

Vinny: Hey Si, I will graduate next week hope to see you here.

Yeah sure, make sure that mom and dad knows about it.

Vinny: Yeah, thanks

Another success of our family.

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PS. Sorry for wrong grammars.