Take my hand (*one direction* fanfic)

Hey guys !!! I'm back for another chapie. I hope this one is going to be better that the last. Sorry about that. Yesterday wasn't the best day. Kinda lost my best friend and my boyfriend so yeah .. But I'm better today!! So here goes nothing .. You know what to do ..

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Chapter 8

Abi's POV

I woke up on my bed. How did I get here? Oh right Liam mustave moved me when I fell asleep on his lap. I sit up. Its still dark. I see Liam sprawled across my bed. What's the point of him having a room if he kept crashing in mine. I sigh and check the time. 4am. Wow still freaking early. I decided to take a walk. I grabbed my white T-shirt that was actually my white dress. Oh well. I pulled on my boots. I open my window and climb out.

Woa I'm high up. Lucky thing I don't have fear for heights. I look to my right and saw a ladder type thing on the wall. I climb down until the ladder stopped I looked down. I can't see anything its to dark. I jumped and landed on my feet. Awesome!

I could have went through the front door but then I would have woken everyone up. I walk down the beech. The wind picked up. It felt nice against my skin. I want to go stand at the edge of the beech just looking out.

I heard footsteps and the adrenaline pulsed through me.

"Don't worry its just me" I heard Niall say. Oh crap Niall!! I sigh and put my hands in front of my face, remembering the last time we talked.

"Right why you up so early?" He sighs and stood next to me.

"Couldn't sleep" I sigh looking out at sea.

"Its beautiful." It really was

I smile

"Yeah it is. Calm yet dangerous. Silent yet lethal. It could take you easily." He's silent.

"You ever thought of ending it? You know, everything?"

I sigh, yes I have.

"Yeah you don't know how much. Right now even. The sea is the perfect escape. I could end it now. Walk into the sea and let it take me."

He sighs.

"Why don't you. Not that I want you too I don't. But if its so easy than why not?" I sigh and try to answer it. "It would be the easiest if it wasn't for Harry and my sister and my parents. That basically why I'm still here. They need me as much as I need them. Besides I can't do it now. What about Liam? He needs me more than ever. I need him more than ever. Its a chain reaction. They need me just as much as I need them. That's why I don't end it. Its the only reason." I sigh.

My mouth felt dry. I haven't talked that much in a long time. Its difficult telling people stuff. Niall is silent and then I realized he was staring off in space with tears in his eyes. I sigh and sit in the soft sand. He sat down with me.

He turned to me.

"How do you do it?, being there for everyone." I shrug.

"Its hard but at least they care too you know. I never could have asked for a better family. A better brother like Harry you can't find. He cares so much for me. I know he'll give up the world for me. I owe him my life. Liam is the best friend I needed at the time. I need him still. He is the rock I need. He's the one that cheers me up. The one that doesn't need words to understand what going through. I don't know what I'll do without Harry and Liam. Zayn is the one I need when I want a smoke or a distraction. Louis is the one I need when I want noise or energy. And then there's you. You are the one I need when I want silence with the presence of someone. I mean I have everything to live for, but then there's the depression. You guys don't hate me for it. You help me. I can't be luckier than I am. That's why I'll give up my life in a blink for you guys. We fight yeah but at least it doesn't last long. I need you guys as much as you guys need me." I reply, man really I talk a lot.

I look at Niall and he looks at me with admiration. He smiles and then takes my hand.

"You really need me?" I laugh but nod.

"I need you yeah. I need everyone." He smiles and then we both sit there in silence and watch the sun come up. It was so beautiful. I saw the sun shine on Niall and I can't help but stare.

He stares at the sea. The sun highlights every feature of his face. When the sun reached his hair I almost gasped. The sun highlights his hair making it shine like gold.

The wind tussled his hair. He's gorgeous I'll give him that. I just wished he was mine even though it would never work.

Niall's POV

The sun came up and I was memorized by the beauty of the sea. The way the sea glitters in the morning sun. I turn to Abi wanting to say something but I was amazed.

Abi's long hair was loose and was framing her face as she looks out at sea. Her hair was shining like gold, just a little darker. The sun highlighted her features. If I thought she was beautiful before I was wrong. She looks like a goddess.

Her white dress is whiter than ever almost blinding me. Her eyes was golden I swear its the beautifulest color ever. She has a small smile playing on her full pink lips but her eyes held the world's sadness.

I wish I could take that away. The wind blows at her hair making it dance in the air. I can't describe it better. She's everything I want ever. I then spot het black boots and laugh. Its just like her. She turns and stares at me.

I can get lost in her eyes. Stop it Niall! Really.

"What's funny?" She asked. Her voice was layered with tiredness, making her voice even sexier. Niall get a grip man you sound like a fan girl!!

"Really your black combat boots with the white dress? Thou it fits. Its just so you."

She rolls her eyes and throws up her hands in aspiration.

"Well sorry to disappoint it was dark and I missed judged. I look at my watch and saw that it was six thirty in the morning. I stand up and offer her my hand.

"Let's go make breakfast for the hungry lads." She nods and takes my hand. She dusts herself off and then lets go of my hand.

She turns to the sea and I'm yet again memorized by her beauty. The wind picked up and was blowing the dress up so you could see the boots. Her hair was blowing out behind her. She totally looked like a goddess.

She turned to me and smiles.

"Yeah let's go" we walk towards the front door to find it locked. Oh shit.

"How did you get out?" She asked me. I point to my window and she nods. She takes a pin out of her hair and picked the lock.

It didn't take long before the door made a click sound. She smiles.

"Success" she said. I laugh and opened the door. We went quietly to the kitchen. She grabbed a apron and scratched in the cupboards un till she found the eggs. She looks unbelievable gorgeous in her apron.

Can I get any cornier? I sigh and rest my head on my hands and watch her make breakfast. Without turning she asks.

"You like what you see?" Without a doubt.

"Yeah I do. I smell something devine to." She laughed. Then I smelled the bacon. Oh man I'm hungry!. "Go wash your hands. I'll wake up the lads." I nod and head to the bathroom under the stairs. Thinking that all I ever will want is Abi.

Abi's POV.

I finished the breakfast and went to wake up the guys. I open Louises door. I saw him sprawled out on the bed. I take in the distance and ran and jumped on louis.

He groaned painfully. I started hitting him with a pillow.

"Wake up, wake up, wake up!! Breakfast is ready. Take a whiff and smell it" he did and then his eyes widened. He hoped out of bed and ran to the bathroom.

I smile in victory. I went to zayn's room and walked till I'm next to him.

"Zayn man wake up. Zayn someone stole you cigarettes I can't find them. He jumped up and looked around with wide eyes. I crack up.

He glares at me. He sniffs the air and then he looked at me.

"Bacon and eggs with pancake's?" He asks excitedly. I nod and he raced to the bathroom. I just shake my head and head to Harry's room.

I saw him laying peacefully on his bed. I shake him awake. He opens his eyes and then he smiles. I give him a hug.

"Bacon and eggs with pancakes special is waiting" he widened his eyes and placed a kiss on my head while jumping up to go shower.

I walk to my room with a smile. I open up and saw Liam sleeping. I then went to sit on him and started tickle him.

"No, no!! Abi stop it!! Abi please !! I'm awake I'm awake."

I laugh and stopped.

"Is it eggs with bacon and pancakes that I smell." I laugh and nod. He then gentle threw me on the bed and went to go shower. I sigh and walk downstairs to find Niall and his girlfriend snuggled up in the sitting room. I sigh why do I feel pain? I shouldn't its not healthy. I went to go sit on the other couch. I then hear all the boys enter.

"Come guys breakfast is ready" and they all jump up and race each other to the kitchen. Niall beat them all. But they all have got descent manners to wait for me. I dish up a plate for everyone and then the kitchen was just noise. This day is going good so far I think by myself. Let's just see a week from now. I sigh eating my food. This is just the beginning

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Hey how was the story?? I kinda got carried away with the details sorry about that .. Hehe the story is still a long way from finished. Hope you like so far ..

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