Chapter 19 - Forbidden

"You're irresistible to me too," she admitted, before closing the space between them and kissing him deeply.

All Jen could think about was his lips on hers and his rough hands all over her body, making her feel better than anyone ever had in her life. No other thoughts were on her mind except Slash.

He broke the kiss, and gently tugged at the bottom of her shirt. Jen immediately let him take it off.

"Jen you're beautiful." His brown eyes met hers, and then he tenderly kissed down her neck and shoulders.

"Really?" She looked up at him with hopeful eyes.

"Of course." Slash gently brushed a bit of her hair behind her ears, hoping that she'd believe him.

Jen just felt so special and taken care of when she was with him, and as a bonus he was so god damn hot. "Slash, can I take this off?"

He nodded and she lifted his shirt over his head, running her hands across his chest and shoulders gently.

They kept kissing, and Jen felt his rough hands at the waistband of her jeans, gently taking them off.

Slash broke the kiss to get undressed and then went right back to making out with the beautiful girl beneath him.

This time as they made love it was so slow and sensual, different from the last time, the rushed, dirty fuck on the couch.

He was brushing his hands over her body and kissing her so sweetly, she couldn't help but get lost in him and his sexiness.

This time, Jen wrapped her arms lovingly around his neck as he slowly thrusted in and out of her. She felt loved, almost.

She moaned at how good he felt, feeling comfortable holding him and having her arms around his neck.

Slash leaned down to brush his nose against hers, "fuck, Jen you feel so amazing."

Afterward, Jen cuddled up to his chest, both of them a little tired and sweaty.

"Did you have fun?" Slash asked her, wrapping a strong arm around her and holding her close.

"Yes." She nodded, "I love fucking you."

"And why is that?" Slash played with a piece of her brown hair, kissing her forehead gently.

"You just, make me feel really safe and special. I trust you I guess."

"I'm glad to hear that. I'm glad you feel safe with me, I wouldn't do anything to hurt you."

"Yeah, you're very sweet to me." She nuzzled up to his chest, and Slash pressed a kiss to the top of her head.

Jen crawled under the comforter, and Slash joined her, immediately cuddling her close to his chest again.

The room was full of comfortable silence of the two just snuggling and enjoying each others company when Jen broke it.

"Slash, what are we doing, doing all this together?"

"I don't know, but I know I don't want to stop." The guitarist rested his forehead on hers, gazing into her eyes.

"I don't want to stop either," Jen confessed. Even if it was wrong and Slash wasn't divorced yet, he still had a way of making her feel appreciated.

"How about we just go to bed and don't worry about it? No one has to know what we are doing but us."

The brunette considered this, she supposed Slash had a point, and there was no way in hell she was stopping sleeping with this man.

"That's true. You're right."

"See, don't worry Jen."

"Thanks Slash."

"God I just can't resist you." He rested his hand on her cheek, leaning in to steal another kiss.

"I'm glad you feel that way, because I can't resist you either."

Slash looked into her eyes, feeling her soft skin against his fingers, and Jen loved it. She loved Slash's brown eyes too, and as they snuggled together, another comfortable silence settled over them.

He twirled a bit of her hair around his finger slowly, her hair was so soft and silky.

"Good night Slash, thanks for letting me stay over..."

"Of course Jen, I wouldn't want you to drive home tired."

"You're the best."

"Thanks, I do care for you. I also remember the trouble the boys and I would get in when we'd drive tired or drunk and I don't want you to get hurt."

"Slash! You were so crazy back in the day," she giggled.

"Yeah, we were." His brown eyes went misty, changing as he reminisced on the past.

Silence settled over them again as they caressed each other.

The guitarist pulled the blankets further up around them. "Are you comfortable?"

The brunette nodded,  "yeah. I'm sleepy though."

"Me too, good night babe."

Jen felt herself freeze at the pet name, then quickly tried to pretend nothing happened, but she was dying of happiness.

Unfortunately, she let out a little squeak.

Slash laughed and looked at her, a little confused.

"Nothing you just called me babe and it was really cute, okay I'm stopping now!" Jen hid her face from him, feeling giddy and excited.

"I'm glad you thought so, babe." Slash smirked at her.

The brunette blushed harder, trying to cover it but Slash could definitely see.

She loved hearing Slash call her 'babe' and normally she hated being called that. He'd done it once before, when they'd slept together the first time, and she just loved it. She couldn't ever get enough of him saying her name in his deep, smooth voice either.

"Jen look at me." He gently put a finger under her chin, lifting her face up so she was facing him.

"You're really cute babe."

"Slaaaash, you're making me blush more, stop!"

He chuckled at her, knowing that he was doing this on purpose to make her blush and smile. She seemed really happy.

"How about we go to bed?" He said, pulling her closer, so her head was nestled into his chest and their legs tangled gently together.

With a small sigh, Jen soon drifted off to sleep, but Slash was still awake.

He wanted Jen to be his girlfriend obviously, but he couldn't figure out the right time to ask, and diving right in while he still wasn't divorced felt foolish.

She was just so sweet and adorable, and a good listener too.

Fuck it. He should ask her tomorrow morning.

———— Gonna end that chapter thereeeeee! See y'all next week, I hope no one is bored with this I just want to be like realistic you know?