Free To Be Happy

06:15, 21 December 2015

"BigHit would like a word with you." He said.

My heart skipped a beat.

"Wuh-why?"

"They have a few things to say."

"Such as.. what?"

"I advise you that nothing bad will happen, but however, this is urgent and you need to do this. Let's go."

"No." I refused.

"Mai, please."

"No, I'm scared." I said.

Mrs. Seung: Honey could you give us a second?

DS: *sigh* we don't have time!

Mrs. Seung: -_-

DS: Fine.

He leaves the room.

Lily looked at me.

"Sweety, I think you should go."

"No! You can't make me go!" I said.

"But don't you want to see your boyfriend?"

Hoseok..

If I go, I might be able to see my precious Hoseok, the one I've missed so much.

We haven't spoken in days and it felt like forever.

Our last kiss was literally on that jet, before we were separated.

Before we were exposed.

Before I had a seizure..

"No, I'm afraid." I said again.

"I know you're afraid, and I'm sure he's afraid as well, but there's no doubt he's most likely more anxious to see you." She said.

I didn't want to, but I smiled.

She's right.

Despite everything, I know he loves me back and aches to see me, feel me, kiss me, make sure I'm ok.

Gosh I miss him..

I nod, "Ok..I'll go." I say as I get up from my chair.

Mrs. Seung smiles, "Great." She says and calls in her husband.

"You ok? Are you sure?" He asked.

"Yeah, I am. I'm good. I think?" I said.

He chuckled, "Ok, let's get going then, I'll see you soon hun."

Mrs. Seung, "Ok baby."

We left the premises.

Driving to BigHit sure did trigger all my senses, I was nervous out of my mind. I wasn't sure what they had to say to me. Not a damn clue, who will I talk to? Hitman Bang? Their manager? The ceo? Who?

Although, I am anxious to see Hoseok, I'd like to see the boys again. I know they've been ok but I need to be sure. I miss them, and I definitely want to know if Jimin is really ok.

Just some assurance would be great.

"Seung Jae?"

"Mm?"

"Is Hoseok ok?"

"He's fine, don't worry, Jimin was found yesterday, actually."

"He was? Where was he? Is Eunice ok?" I asked anxiously.

"They were found playing outside of some motel, in the middle of no where. To be honest, it seemed like they didn't give a care in the world. They looked happy."

I sighed in relief, "Well, I'm glad they were happy, all of this madness probably didn't affect them as much as it did to me."

"I'm sure it did though, why else did they run off to the middle of no where?" He said.

True.

Just then, we pulled up in front of Big Hit entertainment.

I gulped.

"You ready?" He asked.

My mind can't help but wrap itself around one question that's been bothering me this whole time.

"Jae.. what if they don't like me?"

He held my hand, "Everything will be ok, I'm gonna be in there with you to protect you. Ok?"

I looked at him, "Please don't leave me in there by myself.."

He nods, "You have my word, just like you've always had."

I lowered my eyes and take a deep breath, "Ok, let's go."

We exit the car and start walking towards the building.

My throat tightened and my heart beated rapidly, my mind was spinning but I needed to contain myself. The door felt like it was so far away but before I knew it, I was inside.

My grip tightened on Jae's arm.

Normally, a normal fan girl would flip going inside this building, but I guess that isn't my case, I'm really scared.

We got to the elevators and I saw someone walking towards us at the corner of my eye. I didn't want to look but they were getting closer and closer.

Eventually I gasped and turned to look their way.

"Taehyung!" I exclaimed.

He smiles, "Hey you~"

He HUGGED me out of no where.

I was surprised but I felt relieved and hugged him back, tighter.

He pulled away, "It's nice to see you again, hide and seek was getting boring." He giggled

I chuckled nervously, "Yeah.."

"You don't have to be scared, you're fine, trust me." He assured.

Should I believe him?

DS: What are you doing down here?

Taehyung: I like the vending machine down here.

I chuckled, "What's wrong with the one on your floor?" I asked.

He took a bite of a chocolate bar and chewed, "They have snickers down here. Up there they don't."

DS: Ahh you.. you're such a child sometimes.

Taehyung smiled.

*ding*

I jumped at the sound.

DS: Relax, Mai. It's just a ding.

I nod, "Sorry.. but it's not everyday a girl like me is gonna meet people who created BTS."

Taehyung giggled.

Taehyung: They're all harmless. *chews cutely*

I hope he's right.

We walked inside the elevator and I died a little inside as the doors closed.

Seung Jae pressed on the 7th floor button and up we went.

The numbers were getting higher and higher which only made my anxiety grow higher as well.

I felt like my soul was being drained from my body, I felt helpless..

*ding*

And thus the nightmare begins..

The three of us stepped out into the wide corridor.

My bias wrecker turned the other way.

Taehyung: See you in a bit, Mai. Smile!

What?

DS: Follow me.

He pulled me.

Taehyung disappeared as soon as he turned a corner, I snapped back into reality and searched my surroundings as I followed Seung Jae.

So this is big hit?

Very well built, everything looks so professional, it even smells professional too. Although I'm not sure if that's a thing.. but whatever.

I passed by their practice room and the room where they make Bangtan Logs.

In a way I fan girl'd hehe.

"Did you just squeal?" Jae asked.

"No." I mumbled.

He chuckled and shaked his head, "Stay focused, Mai."

ㄱ.ㄱ

Seung Jae didn't let go of my hand, I wished he had when I passed by a certain room. Only because I swore I saw Hoseok in there, my heart dropped as soon as I caught a quick glimpse of him.

I think he was on his phone though, so even if it was him, he probably didn't see me.

Damn..

I frowned.

"Mai!"

I turned and yanked away from Seung Jae's grip, "Hobi.." my eyes widen happily.

He smiled widely, relieved to finally see me, without hesitation we ran to each other.

It felt amazing to feel his embrace, a feeling I'd never forget, he kissed my forehead and held me tighter.

"Oh my gosh babe.. you're here." He pulled away and cupped my face, "Are you ok? Where'd you go? Where have you been?"

Before I even answered, Seung Jae pulled me away.

Again.

"Hey!" I exclaimed.

Hoseok: Detective!

DS: I'm sorry guys. But a few important BigHit representatives need to speak with Mai first. You can't be seen together either, so lets just play it safe, arasso?

-_-

Hoseok: Fine -_-

"Babe..."

Hoseok: Don't be scared, I'll be right out the hall.

DS: I'm afraid you won't be able to, security will be outside. You or your members can't get near that area.

Hoseok: What the fuck? Damn, its not like they're gonna experiment on her or anything.

DS: I know... but its the rules.

My boyfriend looked at me with eyes of sorrow.

I love you...

Hoseok: Will you be in there with her?

Seung Jae nods.

Hoseok: Alright. Please keep her safe.

I smiled at him.

DS: Of course, ok Mai, lets go, we've wasted enough time.

I take a deep breath and started to walk his way, of course stealing a few glances at Hoseok before I suffer.

Finally, the moment of truce has come.

Seung Jae escorted me into a room, a conference room actually, I saw a woman, and two men. The girl must be the ceo and another has to be the manager and then of course..

Hitman Bang.

I gulped, hard.

HB: Mai Diamond?

I nod nervously.

HB: Hi, It's nice to meet you.

....we awkwardly shook hands.

Again, I kind of fan girl'd, only because I just shook hands with the man who created BTS.

But I'm still horrified.

The other two bow and gestured me to sit, I did so.

The three of them took a seat as did Seung Jae.

I'm more nervous than ever, but I'm not showing any sign of it. They may not take me seriously.

The woman cleared her throat, "Ok, so from what we understand, you and Hoseok have been dating for about 8 months?" She asked.

I looked at Seung Jae.

He assured me it's gonna be ok and for me to answer honestly.

I nod, "Yes, that's correct."

She nods, "Ok, do you mind answering a few questions? We just need to clarify a few things."

"Why?" I asked suddenly.

She was taken back a bit, but maintained her composure, "Well, we just want to be sure no one's lying here." She stated.

I nod, "Ok..sorry."

"That's alright," she assured, "Now, when and where exactly did you meet Hoseok? He refuses to tell us."

Oh gosh babe. Why?

The other two men stared me down.

My whole body is shaking inside but I need to suck it up. I'm willing to prove to these people that I'm not a bad person. My relationship with Hoseok is worth fighting for, worth everything, every sacrifice, we've come so far.. I can't give up now. I refuse to.

"To start off.." I began and avoided their gaze, "I used to be a dentist assistant in Seoul and.. Hoseok was one of the patients I had to attend. That's how we met."

She nods in response and looks down at her notes, "Ahem. Did you think of the consequences before you gave in?" She asked.

I took a deep breath, "Mam.. I thought of the consequences the moment he insisted in walking me home from work. I've read fanfics before, I've seen movies, dramas, I had the idea of what would happened, and therefore I refused to partake in anything he had in mind." I assured.

Seung Jae smiled, knowing I was being honest.

"So..." she gestured I continue.

"Hoseok was the one who told me he didn't care whether I was a fan or not. It was him who dragged me into this, now I'm not blaming him either, more like saying that he invited me into his world." I explained.

She nods, "Interesting, so you really refused at first?"

"Well of course! I never wanted to go through with what I went through. I mean.. I lost my job in the process. I was assaulted multiple times.. I have gone through enough." I said.

HB: Ask her about the other one.

Other one? Who?

The woman looked at me, "We know about Hwayoung, do you know her?"

I nod, "Of course, she's my munchkin."

"Munchkin?" The woman retaliated in a bit of confusion.

"In other words, a very close friend." I said.

HB: Were you aware of her relationship with Park Jimin when you met her?

I nod, "Yes, but Hoseok wasn't."

Woman: He wasn't?

"Nope. Jimin kept it a secret from everyone.."

HB: That boy...-_-

Woman: How'd you find out before him?

"I spotted them at a Cafe one time."

Manager: Aish.. he's so irresponsible.

Woman: Thank you, now we'll ask a much more personal question.. ok?

I nod, "Go ahead."

I'm prepared for anything.

Woman: Have you two had sexual intercourse?

The two men and detective Seung looked at her quite surprised.

Shit.. I wasn't prepared for that..

"Uhm.. isn't that a bit too personal?" I asked.

Woman: Yes, that's why I warned you.

She said that in a bitchy way...

DS: I'm sorry to butt in, but I don't think anyone here has a right to know that, I mean.. what do you care? How is this relevant?

Woman: It's very important, cause if so, we'll have to run some test.

HB: Huh?

"Whoa test?!" I exclaimed, "For what?"

Woman: In case you're pregnant. We'd have to get rid of it.

!!!

Manager: Eunhye-

"EXCUSE ME?!"

DS: Ok, on my word, I forbid that! You're not doing anything to her.

HB: Of course we're not! We're not that mad?? Eunhye what the fu-

Woman: You both are too young to even care for a child. Especially since he's an idol and you're nothing, besides, it'll look bad on him. *purs*

Wait a minute..

I cautiously leaned in and stared directly at this woman, something seems.. very off about her, I'm not sure what...

I mean, she basically just said she'd kill my baby if I'm pregnant, which I highly doubt I am but, why would she even think of doing such a thing? And even if I WAS, I wouldn't let ANYONE touch me. What gives her the right? Hoseok wouldn't allow that to happen, no one would? Where's the logic in that anyways? It's fucking crazy, only a complete psycho path would be willing-

The woman stood strangely still in her seat, a bit too still.. like a statue, I swear the more I stare at her.. the more creepy she appears to be..

Woman: Answer my question, Mai.

"No." I refused, "Like detective Seung said, what do you care?"

She glared at me.

My heart started to race.

Woman: Gentleman, would you excuse us, for a moment?

DS: Absolutely not. What is going on here?

HB: I'm not sure? Eunhye that question wasn't apart of what we discussed.

Manager: Eunhye?

The woman remained glaring at me.

This isn't normal...she isn't normal..

"Who are you?" I asked.

Detective Seung grew a little suspicious.

HB: What do you mean who is she? She's my ceo.

"Who are you?" I asked again.

Manager: ???

I stared deeply into her eyes until I noticed the shape of her pupils.

My eyes widen slightly and I felt cold.

The woman cleared her throat and got up and left the room with no answer.

??!!!

HB: Uhhh....I'm not sure what just happened?

I think I know.. but I think its best I keep my mouth shut until I get somewhere safe..

My mind is just going insane right now, I cannot believe I just witnessed the scariest thing ever.

DS: Mai? Are you ok?

Manager: Why did Eunhye leave so suddenly?

Because that wasn't Eunhye...

HB: Alright, enough of this nonsense, do you truly love Hoseok or not?

Too much was going through my mind, I barely payed attention.

"I'm sorry..what?" I said and looked at him.

Manager: Is your relationship really that important?

Well..duh?!

"I can't even begin to explain how much he means to me, I really don't care about the fame and fortune, none of that mattered to me anyways. All I care about is him and what we have, I'm very grateful to have him in my life..you don't understand.. please..don't take that from me." I managed to say.

Hitman Bang smiled.

Why's he smiling...

Manager: *sigh* I really hope I don't regret this later..

"Regret what?"

HB: Allowing you to continue dating our Hoseok, we know you mean no harm..I mean, we couldn't get him to shut up. You're all he talked about these last days..

Manager: Yyeeep. That boy truly loves you, please take care of him.

"Oh my gosh..are you serious?" I asked.

HB: I'm very serious, consider yourself a very lucky girl. *opens arms* come gimme a hug, welcome to the BigHit family.

OOHH MY GOODD..

"Wuh... I.." I'm speechless.

Detective Seung chuckled, "You're gonna leave him hanging?"

"No! Of course not! Oh my god thank you!" I said cheerfully IN ENGLISH and hugged the man I can truly thank.

Just then, BTS barged through the doors with horns and mini confetti bombs, they all cheered, Jin and Yoongi had party hats on, I gasped happily.

Hoseok: Mai~ keke.

I immediately ran into his arms and kissed him happily.

Manager: *smiling*

DS: *pleased*

HB: *taking a weird selfie with Taehyung*

"Unnie.."

I turned my head, "Eunice? Oh my god.. Eunice!" I exclaimed and ran to hug her, "Ohhhh my gosh..girl are you ok? I missed you! Oh my gosh you had me worried sake!" I said and pulled away.

She smiled, "I know..sorry."

I chuckled and hugged her again.

I'm guessing they already spoke with her, considering the fact they're ok with all of this!

Jimin: Hey, Mai.

"Jimin!"

I hugged him too.

He chuckled and pulled away.

Jimin: How do you feel now?

I pulled away and looked at everyone, they were all smiling at me, but of course, I locked eyes with Hoseok.

He smiled.

My heart throbbed as I smiled as well, "Lucky, I feel very lucky."

Everyone: Wooh! ~

My boyfriend came towards me and kissed me passionately, in front of everyone.

I never thought this day would come.

Now I really don't care what anyone else has to say, his company likes me so.. I guess that's all I needed? I don't know. But I'm extremely happy it's unexplainable.

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-That Night-

-J-Hope POV-

The guys, Eunice and of course, my girlfriend, thought it'd be best we go out to eat and celebrate.

Cameras are around us and the staff is tagging along.

They're all happy, like nothing is wrong.

It almost feels unreal.

Everyone is ok with Mai and I dating, BigHit made an announcement and it's been confirmed.

There's no doubt that some are discontent with the news, but remarkably, they're just the minority.

The MAJORITY are actually very happy for, not only me, but Jimin as well.

It's like a dream come true, and I was scared for nothing..

We were all enjoying our feast at the big round table, everyone is smiling and happy.