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Cianna's POV

ever since brooklyn put out that fuck ass song about the shit that happened im like cut off by almost everyone.

"ci you can't stay in your bed all week, she's is gonna know you're not at school."

"no i don't care, i can't ever go back to school. i'm dropping out." i rolled over.

"they're gonna call mommy and you're gonna get in trouble." she grabbed my arm.

"i don't care i can't be seen anywhere in georgia."

"girl nobody know who you are."

"when she dropped the song she put my picture on the video.. the cover art is me in her lap. and in the corner is a very very blurry picture. i know that outline bri, it's a picture of me when we were on the phone doing you know.."

"okay but nobody is worried about you, so what your friends aren't talking to you."

"brianna they all cut me off and they're calling me all types of whores. shit bitches probably wanna jump me. then out of all of that i fucking miss her," i groaned putting a pillow over my head.

"it's okay, so what if a couple of people judge you. follow your heart."

"i was."

"well it's not in two places anymore, so follow it for brooklyn or just let her go."

"oh shit what if her and that girl are together?" i thought about more things surrounding my social life at school.

before she could reply our mom was at in the doorway.

"so why yall not out the house yet? you know i don't have to be to work until later. also i've been getting emails from your advisor asking about you ci, so what's going on?"

"remember brooklyn?"

"oh yeah she's so sweet are you guys friends again?" she looked kind of excited.

"not exactly, i cheated on jay with her and now everyone at school including her hates my guts."

"oh? get up, i didn't raise a cheater. you're going to school. any repercussions from you cheating you're facing," she left, "and don't let me find out you're skipping shit again!"

"told you to just get up," my sister mumbled.

i rolled my eyes and took a shower.

when i got out i finished getting ready and put my black ed hardy set on.

i haven't been to school in a week and a few days. i'm so behind and the amount of zeros in my grade book won't stop.

when i was ready to leave the house i went downstairs when my sister was waiting for me and we left the house.

"bri im actually so scared, who am i gonna talk to all day?"

"im sure not all the girls from your friend group hate you."

"they do.. i lost over a hundred followers because of my friends blocking me."

she shrugged in response as i pulled into the lot.

we were like thirty minutes late but advisory is still going so its whatever.

we scanned in and went our separate ways.

half of the girls i was cool with are in this advisory so thats fun.

as soon as i walked in all eyes went to the door where i was and murmurs were all around the room.

i sat in my normal seat not talking to anyone before bria, my friend said something.

"can you like go to another seat?"

"this is literally my assigned seat."

"yeah but we don't befriend cheaters, especially ones who cheat on our friends."

ironic.

"yall literally fucking knew what i was doing, now because i got caught yall wanna treat me different." i looked at them dumb because what?

"we're treating you different because we thought it was like innocent flirting, yall was fucking and having phone sex?" she said all loud.

"shut the fuck up bro i already told yall we were doing more than just talking, maybe not the phone part but you knew. stop trying to play with me."

the other girls who use to be my friends started laughing.

"don't try to get loud with us, remember nobody in this school fucks with you. we'll fuck you up and nobody's gonna try to help. keep that in mind bitch," cynthia, another person i was really good friends with said to me.

i just didn't say anything else because honestly they're right and i don't wanna drag my sister in this, a pregnant sophomore.

every other class after that was shit, everyone gave me weird looks and talked about me.

i'm dreading my last class though, jaylen is in it.

i got there after not really talking all day wishing it could just be over already.

"welcome back cianna, i changed seats you sit next to andrea now." my teacher said.

"okay thanks."

i sat down next to andrea relieved she didn't say jaylen, i don't think he's here today anyways.

about five minutes into class the door opens, "im sorry Ms. Reyes." jaylen came in the class.

"go take a seat."

as he turn to walk to his seat we locked eyes.

"oh naw, miss can you switch my seat?"

"whats the problem?"

"i can't be next to her. i'm finna crack the shit outta this bitch if i am." he stood at the front of the class making my eyes go wide and start to water.

"no you're not go sit down."

"i swear to god in heaven i am Ms. Reyes."

"jaylen get yourself together and sit down, we have to work with people we don't like all the time in the real world." she said before continuing on with her lesson.

his whole demeanor was different as he walked over and sat down next to me.

i didn't realize i was staring but i guess i was.

"stop fucking looking at me."

"i'm sorry."

"sorry but you showing bitches yo pussy on facetime."

"i was wrong for that i know and im not asking for you to take me back. just please acknowledge that i apologize for my actions and hurting you. Jaylen i love you even if it's not romantically. i shouldn't have done it."

"it's straight i guess.. and i saw you earlier, you look good as fuck in this set." he paid me a compliment.

"thank you."

the rest of the class wasn't terrible. i told my sister to meet me at the car because i was gonna go straight there and she agreed.

with that being said i went to the car.

as soon as i got there i recognized the car next to mine.. hoping i wasn't right i checked the license plate and sure enough i was.

i saw the lights to her car come on and she started backing up.

"oh fuck!" i jumped out of the way as she rolled over my foot.

see i should've never come to school today.

"oh shit," i heard her car door slam, "you straight?" she approached me who was now on the ground.

"i-im fine." i went to stand up but i couldn't because my right foot was hurting extremely badly.

this is so awkward and embarrassing. im literally trying so hard not to cry right now, i think its broken.

"no you're not cianna," she helped to pick me up and wrapped my arm around her shoulder. "your sister got her license?"

"no but she can drive," i wiped my eyes so tears wouldn't fall.

"don't be embarrassed, things happen and it's my fault i'm sorry. you don't have to hold your tears back." she walked me to her passenger side.

"brooklyn it's okay i can drive."

"you're crying anna, you want me to take you to urgent care or home?"

"urgent care."

"okay let me help you in the car. call your sister and let her know."

"okay, i have to give her the keys though."

"that's fine we can wait."

she's acting like she didn't just put out a whole song that is ruining my life as a get back.

"why are you being nice to me?"

"well for one i just hit you with my car and two im making your life a living hell. that's just too fucked up. plus i still care about you and i don't want to see you hurt like that.. like physical pain."

"did i fuck things up with shay?"

"yeah but it's fine, i'm working things out or trying to at least," she chuckled a bit.

"i'm sorry, i just thought we had something."

"i mean was leading you on to get back at jaylen so it's my fault too. i'm sorry for playing with your feelings."

"it's fine but all those intimate times we shared.. you're telling me you felt nothing? the times we went out together, the times that we cuddled, or did things sexually? you felt nothing?"

"i wont sit here and lie saying i felt nothing because i did. from the jump my whole thing was to get you attached to get back at jaylen. i started feeling for you but i had shay and my people to remind me of what i was supposed to do in different ways. so yes, i felt something."

that honestly made me feel better, i barely even remember my foot was probably broken.

i was kind of stuck looking at her, before i could reply my sister knocked on the window.

"hey here's the keys," i rolled the window down.

"yeah and you're coming with, why would you go with her after all this stuff?" my sister got loud.

"she's taking me to urgent care."

"i can take you."

"you don't even have your license go home bri it's gonna be okay." i cracked a small smile.

"fine hurry before mommy gets home."

"i will, love you."

"love you too." she said getting in my car.

"aight you ready?"

"mhm."

with that being said she pulled off and we went to the closest clinic.

she checked me in and they checked it out, after an x-ray they confirmed it was fractured and gave me a boot.

we left after that.

"you hungry or you want me to take you straight home?"

"you can just take me home we probably shouldn't risk anyone seeing us together after the shit that you pulled."

"you're right," she pulled out of the parking lot.

i thought we were going to my house but it was chick fil a instead.

"why are we here?"

"what you want?"

"what i always get."

she nodded and ordered before paying.

"thank you," i mumbled.

"of course."

i still can't process why she is being so nice to me but i guess it's whatever.

she gave me my food and drove back to my place.

double parking she got out of the car and walked around to my side before opening the back door taking my crutches out.

"hand me the bags."

i did.

she gave me my crutches and helped me out of the car.

"i'm good."

"you can't carry your backpack, shit not even your chick fil a bag. i got it. i got you." she continued to walk with me.

i really wish i didn't love her.

i didn't argue anymore and she walked me to my door ringing the bell.

to both of our surprise my mom answered the door.

"hm," was all she said opening it. i could tell she was judging me hard as hell and disappointed.

"hi ms. samuels," brooklyn smiled, "it's been a while."

"it has what happened with this one now?" she looked down.

"i might've rolled her her foot with my car," she winced.  "yeah but it was my fault, i was standing behind her car." i said to not make brooklyn seem like the bad guy.

"yeah but i took her to urgent care, got her food, and now im returning her back to you. by the way you're looking at us i know you probably heard about what happened. it wasn't either of our best moments but we've both learned from it, im sorry and i know cianna is sorry. please don't look at her like that."

i am sorry and i don't want her to look at me like that again because it hurts but everything in me wants to kiss brooklyn.

"you're right, thank you for taking care of her. get home safely and tell your mother i said hi," she smiled.

"of course." she handed my things to my mom before going back to her car and pulling off.

"i see why you fell for her but you need to do what's right for you and protect yourself." my mom said helping me inside.

"i know thanks mom."

"mhm now go call you sister to help im too old to be carrying all this shit, my back hurt."

"fine, Brianna!" i called her and heard her come running down.

she helped me get ready for bed, propped my foot up and got me ice.

today was eventful.....