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Brooklyn's POV

"yall can finally get off my dick, he say she say is dropped and it kinda blew up. yall were right!" i said to brit, hook, and gio.

"okay so when's the next one coming out?" hook asked.

"i wrote something two weeks ago but i can't bring myself to record it or drop it."

it was about jaylen and cianna after the whole phone sex thing that i hadn't told anyone about.

"okay well can we read it?" brit asked excitedly.

"it's kinda private."

"it's kinda private, did you finally make that song about cianna?" gio laughed.

"yeah but it's not cool, i think she's actually in love with me."

"oh shit," both britney and hook said.

"so perfect time to drop," gio shrugged.

"okay so no, at first it was like cool she can cheat or whatever and i'll out that but she really is attached to me and i have more than one song with lyrics about her." i explained.

"okay well do you have anything about shay?" brit asked.

maybe i should write one about her, shay is amazing.

"i don't but i should."

"you should."

taking my attention away from our conversation my phone rang.

it was shay.

"hey shay," i answered.

"hi my love," she smiled, "you busy?"

"not really, i'm just chilling with gango." i shrugged.

"oh go back to what you was doing then."

"no no no what's up?

"i wanted to see if i could come over that's all," she said nervously.

"yeah uh actually i can come pick you up."

"okay cool ill see you."

"yeah." i hung up.

"okay so yall are cute and a little bit awkward," hook laughed.

"shut up, i gotta go my girlfriend is waiting."

"not girlfriend," they all laughed.

"shit she will be imma ask her tomorrow at the beginning of the day."

"okay we love your confidence."

"shut the fuck upppp," i dragged getting up and leaving.

i got to her house in no time pulling up before calling her.

"hey you outside?"

"mhm imma come to the door though, i wanna see my little brother." i said getting out the car.

"girl you tryna steal my baby brother so bad." she laughed.

"no im not, come open this door." i hung up.

a second later she came and opened the door letting me in, "he's in the room imma go to the bathroom."

i went to their shared room thinking about how much i hate that for them. their mom is shitty, literally acts like shay is the one that's supposed to do everything.

"eddie," i knocked a little.

"brook!" he yelled getting up and running to me.

"hey buddy," i picked him up spinning him around, "i missed you."

"same, why you not come to my birthday," he pouted.

"im sorry shay shay didn't tell me. what you want for your birthday?"

"mm i no know."

"okay well tomorrow i'll take you to target and you can pick something out of the toy section deal?" i held my hand to him.

"okay!"

i put him down hearing her bathroom door shut.

"okay i'll be back later, i'll see you later little guy."

"bye brook," he waved with his good hand.

his other arm was in a cast, he had broken it at preschool.

"you ready?" she asked as i came outside the room.

"mhm."

from there we left the house, she locked the door and we went to my car.

"can we stop at starbucks?"

"no, i'm mad at you."

"oh? what i did?" she looked confused.

"you didn't tell me about eddies birthday. when was it?"

"four days ago.."

"four?"

"yeah, i'm sorry."

"i should take you back and just get eddie."

"i said sorry my love," she frowned a little.

her and her little brother do that and i hate it, i can never say no to it.

"it's okay baby, place the order," i opened my phone and gave it to her.

"thank youuu."

she's so pretty.

after we got our matcha lattes from starbucks we went to my house.

when we got inside my mom was on the couch.

"hi mrs. rodriguez." shay took her shoes off and went to hug her.

"hello sweetheart," my mom smiled.

"okay let's go." i said going upstairs and shay followed.

then as soon as we made it up the stairs we were met with my father.

"brooklyn, shanice." he said seeing us.

"excuse us," i walked past him.

"sir," she shook his hand before following me once again to my room.

"you just love my parents don't you?" i laughed a little.

"well i have to be respectful brook, i can't just walk up in their house and not say anything."

"i guess, pick something and change."

we don't do that outside clothes on my bed shit around here.

"looks different from last week."

"what my room?"

"yeah, i like it."

"nothing is different i mean i hung a few more pictures." she shrugged.

"maybe that's just it," she went over to my drawers.

i took all my clothes off and grabbed some essentials shorts and a tank top.

"is youn stop that picky shit and just grab something."

she rolled her eyes and picked something before putting it on and turning around to face me.

"you look good," she climbed into my bed.

"thanks, uh so why'd you turn around when you changed. are you not comfortable?"

i could tell she was thrown off by my question.

"i'm comfortable, we've literally seen each others bodies with less on."

"you're right," i laughed a little.

"i know, I wanna see you right now though." she put her hand on my stomach and played with my waistband.

"i think i'm on my period.."

"you know you're not, if you don't wanna do it we don't have to. you don't have to lie to me love, we can just chill." she stopped playing with it and sat up on her back to the headboard.

"yeah, i'm sorry."

"don't say sorry, just don't lie to me again," she smiled.

"you piss me off," i laughed.

she knew exactly what she was doing, tryna seduce me.

"what i do?" she held her hands up laughing.

"you know what you're doing," i told her laying in her lap.

"oh i do?"

"mhm, you do," i looked up.

"hmm?" she fake thought to herself, "i'm just chilling." she shrugged before kissing me in my forehead.

"okay shay," i sat up taking all of her in and kissing her.

we were now making out, i didn't really wanna have sex earlier because i wanted the next time to be when we're dating.

"wait you locked your door?" she broke the kiss.

"no, it don't matter come on."

"now when one of your parents walk in.."

"okay fine," i got up and she ran to the bathroom inside my room to wash her hands.

after locking the door i also went into the bathroom and washed my hands. while i was she wrapped her arms around me.

i smiled in the mirror before turning the water off and drying my hands.

when i was done she grabbed my hips turning me around, "you're beautiful you know that."

"mhm."

"i'm glad you do, i still apologize for how everyone treated you." she caressed my face.

her lips met mine once again and she led me to a wall. pinning me shay didn't let up but instead lifted her leg up putting her knee in between my legs.

into the kiss i moaned a bit getting off the wall and leading us to my bed as i didn't want my underwear any wetter.

laying me on my back gently she kissed down my body helping me to remove my clothes as she went. 

before i knew it the little clothes i once had on were gone.

i wanted nothing more in this moment but her.

i shaved the other day and im glad that i did. right before she was to put her mouth on my lower parts there was a knock on my door.

"now why is this door locked?" i heard my moms voice knocking.

"fuck, hold on," i mumbled to shay and she nodded getting off of me allowing for me to get up.

i quickly but my underwear and shorts back on opening the door to stop her voice.

"why is my door locked?" she asked again looking at me and then in my room.

"i didn't mean to, must've brushed up against it," i said subtly scratching the back of my neck.

"shanice why is it locked don't lie to me."

i looked at her with wide eyes knowing she doesn't like lying.

"uh.. i didn't know it was locked."

"i wasn't born yesterday, don't do that shit while we're home. don't wanna hear it. keep my door open thanks." she left.

"i'm sorry about that," i apologized to her.

"it's okay we can just cuddle."

"ok im gonna shower first."

she said okay and i took a quick shower.

after i went back and laid with her.

"shay."

"yes my love?"

"i like doing this and all but-."

"but what? you tryna break this off?" she sat up looking worried.

"no, you cut me off. but i don't wanna keep doing this without being together. i want you to be my-." i was cut off again this time by my phone ringing.

it wasn't in my sides night stand though, it was on the side that shay was on.

the call ended but i kept getting texts.

"dam who blowing you up."

"it doesn't matter, before i get cut off again. i want you to be my girlfriend shanice."

"i- hold on take your phone," she grabbed it as i was still getting messages.

she looked at the screen and scoffed getting up tossing my phone at me.

"what?" i got up too.

"you still talking to her and you had phone sex. then you have the audacity to ask me to be your girlfriend. is that why you didn't wanna have sex with me earlier? fuck you brooklyn." she grabbed her clothes and went in the bathroom.

"shay please," i knocked on the door, "am i gonna at least take you home?"

"no i'll get an uber don't talk to me."

fuck..———-

hey uh lowkey been neglecting yall bc i frg this app existed 😭😭

imma drop a couple chaps today js bc i have them lol