31 - Ending

Warning: Of course it's the end. So, I have to add a bit of smut....sorry if you don't like it. 

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Shit....you totally forgot he's gonna be here. You really haven't thought about him lately. Your heart starts to raise and pound louder, as loud as the cheers from the fans.

Memories you've thought you've thrown away, come flowing in streams and rivers.

The boys come out and the camera focuses at their faces. This makes you stare at the one boy on stage who you've tried to forget.

His voice pierces through your eardrums as he raps his part. That deep voice. Camera closes in on his face. His eyes stare straight at the camera. Those hypnotizing eyes. He dances to the music. That sexy body movement.

And you find yourself melting once again. 

You can't take your eyes away from his beautiful face. Your ears couldn't hear anything else except his drowning voice. 

Fuck! You gotta get outta here. You're falling for him again. NO... 

Just when you're about to stand up, JB speaks on the mic. "I wanna thank everybody who's here. Especially our lovely IGOT7s. I also want to thank my sister,"

Shit...JB, no.

Mark's surprised face turns to JB. 

"Isabel, for letting me drag her here tonight."

The light turns your way and you see your face on the screen. You pull down your hood but wave at the same time. 

Fuck you, JB..... You can't go out now. The fans would think you're ditching your brothers concert. So, you lower yourself on the seat and finish the concert. 

Every time the lights turn on at the audience, you see Mark scan the crowd. Is he looking for you? Does he still possibly want to see you? Does he miss you as much as you miss him? Probably not. If you were him, you would be too angry that you wouldn't want to see you.

At the end of the concert, fans line up to the stage for picture taking and signing. You slowly walk out the hall without being noticed and take a taxi to the hotel. 

In the safety of your room, you start packing. 

"You're leaving again?" Mark's voice makes you jump up from where you are. 

You turn around slowly, but stop in the middle. You can't face him. You're scared that he's still mad at you. You're too ashamed of what you did. 

You look down your toes, like a child being scolded by her dad. 

"Are you gonna be a coward again and leave without saying a word?"

You try to muster up your courage to face him, but there isn't any left. Instead your mouth opens, still not looking at him, "Sorry."

"That's it?"

"I don't know what else to say. I messed up your life. I'm sorry."

"No 'I miss you'? No 'I want you back'? No nothing?" He sounds disappointed. 

Are those really want he wants to hear? Or is he just torturing you again?

"Mark,... I....I really don't know what to say." 

"Well, I have a lot to say." He comes to your side and turns you to face him. You're head still bent. "Would you want to listen?" 

You nod. 

"The day I met you, in our dorm, I already fell for you. I know it sounds crazy, but it's love at first sight. I can't forget how startled you looked that time, with your hair tousled and your eyes as big as tennis balls." He chuckles weakly. "The night we slept together, I thought I had you. But you ran away. I caught up on you again, but you ran away again. I met Jane, she was nice. She was my distraction. But, that distraction wasn't strong enough to keep you away from my mind.

"I'm sorry I didn't come after you that day at the resort. I should've. But I can't. That day I decided to let Jane go and follow you. But I didn't. Cameras were everywhere. I didn't want you to be in the headlines. 

"I tried going to your apartment, but you've moved. I couldn't contact you. JB told me you changed your number. I went to the studio, but you were always busy. You see, I didn't give up on you. But you....You gave up on me." You can hear the hurt in his voice.

Tears won't stop flowing from your eyes. The things he's saying are just making you more and more guilty. You were so stupid not to open up to this man. He's practically throwing yourself at you, but you kept on shoving him away. 

"I'm sorry, Mark." There are no other words to explain what you're feeling right now. You just feel sorry and guilty.

"Again? Is that all you can say? Sorry? I've heard that a hundred times already."

"What do you want me to say?" You're sobbing louder now. 

"Everything, Bel. I want to know everything. I want to know where I stand. Tell me what I am to you." His frustration is very clear. He sits at the edge of the bed. 

Finally, you move. 

Be strong, Bel. Have courage. 

You step in front of him and he looks up at you. 

"Mark, all these time I've put up walls around me. I needed those walls to protect me. But when I met you, all those walls just came crumbling down. I panicked. I didn't know what to do. I had to get away from you and try to build new walls. But you kept on coming and turning them down. 

He stands up and your just inches away from each other. He tilts your head up so you're eye to eye. 

"Am I breaking down those walls again? Now?"

You nod. 

"Good." He smirks and leans forward until your lips are touching. "Are they all shattered?" 

"Uh-huh." Your heart beats against your chest. He's breathing down on you. He puts one arm around your waist and pulls you closer. 

"I don't want to see those walls again, Bel." He presses his lips but just stays there, waiting for you to open. 

You don't want to let go of him ever again. "You won't", you finally say. You part your lips, allowing him to kiss you. 

"I love you, Baby," he says before separating your lips with his tongue. 

Your hands move up to his nape and you pull him closer, deepening the kiss, quenching the thirst in your throat. 

Suddenly, the door swings open, "Sis.....Oooppssss..... Sorry". 

Both of you chuckle at the wide-eyed JB. He closes the door and Mark makes sure to lock it. 

He goes back to you, pulling you instantly back in his arms. 

"Now, where were we?"

"I love you, Mark." He smiles then lifts you up and gently lays you on the bed. 

As before, you immediately heat up as his lips go to your neck and nip at the skin around your collarbone. He lifts your shirt and licks the base of your breasts. One hand takes your shirt off, the other unhooks your bra. His lips find their way to your pink nipples, tugging gently as his tongue licks the tips. 

You arch your back to let him have the whole breast. You pull his shirt over his head and your hands touch his firm body, hot...and wanting. 

He pulls you up to your feet and then pulls down your jeans. He does the same with his. Still standing, he inserts his hand in your panties while his tongue twirls with yours. His finger play around your clit and you're starting to get wet. 

"I miss you, baby." He says between your mouths. 

You gasp as he inserts two fingers at the same time. He gently pushes you to the wall, lifts your leg and inserts his fingers back in. You wrap that leg around him as his fingers go around in circles inside you. 

"Oh, Mark. I miss you." Your moans are getting louder and louder as his thumb rubs on your clit and his fingers touch the walls inside you. 

Your leg is starting to buckle under you as you near your climax. 

"Come for me, baby." He thrusts his fingers deeper and you erupt. "Fuck, you're hot."

He takes off his boxers and lifts you to his waist. Your hand holds his erection in place as he lowers you in. 

"Aah." He moans. He sits on the chair with you on top of him. His tongue plays with your tits as you grind your sex to him. "That's it, baby."

He pulls your legs around his waist as you continue to move your hips. His moans build you up again. 

"Ugh. Shit, I'm near." He carries you to the bed without removing his dick from your sex. He lays you on your back at the edge of the bed and he kneels on the floor. 

He thrusts forward, faster and faster. You pull him to your lips and you push your hips forward to meet him. 

"Mark," you dig your nails on his back as you near. He moves faster and harder. His liquid spreads in you mixing in with your own. 

He stays on top of you for a while. 

"I need to chain you on bed, just to make sure you'll still be here when I wake up." He lays on his back and pulls you close to him. 

"I won't be going anywhere, Mark."

"I sure as hell won't let you go anywhere." He wraps one arm around your waist and puts the other under your head, taking your hand. 

"I already said I love you, didn't I?" You kiss his hand. 

"Hmm..." He puts his leg over your legs and locks them in. He chuckles...."Just to make sure." 

You giggle. "I promise." 

He kisses your shoulder and you can feel his lips turn up into a smile. 

You surely would never let him go this time. 

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Epilogue? Of course....go to the next page.