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soon after finishing our ice creams we went back home. immediately i went up to my room and crashed on the bed

i checked the health app to see how many steps i did cause i was hyperventilating fr

7105 steps. not bad for a person who hates walking.

after a very quick moment of calming down i decided to take a nap to pass the time.

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after my 2 hour nap i felt very refreshed and awake. i went on my phone and watched tiktok for about half an hour before i got hungry and decided to go downstairs. i heated up some leftover pasta in the microwave and sat down at the table to eat it.

while eating my pasta i received a message on tiktok.

kevinalvarez

why'd you block me.. i'm heartbroken 💔

eleanorsilva_1good

*you have blocked kevinalvarez*

this guy is so obsessed?? i blocked him once again on tiktok and washed up my bowl. and i remembered that i had to ask joão if i could stay with him after qatar.

eleanor hey r u done with practice?

loml💕

just finished, what's up?

eleanor

i was wondering if u wanted to go out for a walk in about ten minutes? we can meet at that donut place.

loml💕

ofc❤️ i'll see u there:)

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after ten minutes i put on my coat and shoes and walked out the front door, i've lived in portugal for almost a month now so i know where most places are. it took about five minutes until i reached the donut place and i saw joão.

"hey!" i smiled and took a seat next to him.

"hey," he said. "i'll get the donuts then we can walk,"

i nodded as he stood in the queue. i pulled out my phone and watched tiktok until he came back with sugary donuts in a bag.

we walked out the shop and walked down the pavement. it wasn't that busy as most people thought it was too cold to go out.

"so." i started, "i actually wanted to ask you something."

he took a bite out of a donut and nodded for me to continue.

"my mum told me yesterday that my grandma was really ill and that her, eliza, my uncle and my aunt and my dad had to go back to england. she said that i had to go back with her.. but then i told her how i was going to qatar with you.."

he looked at me anxiously until i spoke, "and she said i could, and i'm so happy she said yes."

his nerves suddenly dropped and he smiled. "that's great!"

"but my aunt and uncle won't be back until january.. so i wanted to ask if i could stay with you? of course if you and your family don't mind.." i said.

"are you joking? of course they won't mind! my mum is always asking me to invite you round," he smiled.

i grinned, "thank you joão!" as i placed my lips on his softly.

"anything for you," he winked.

after eating our donuts while walking and talking, there was a silence, and i decided to tell joão about kevin.

"joão?" i asked.

"hm?"

"do you know kevin alvarez?"

his jaw tensed up. "yes, why?"

"he sent me some messages on instagram and tiktok.. but i blocked him-"

he immediately looked at me and said sternly. "let me see them."

i gave him my phone as he unlocked it with finger id. he went on instagram and read the messages. he frowned in disgust.

"i never liked that guy. you should of told me earlier, but i'm glad you blocked him." he said.

"i'm sorry." i apologised.

he looked at me softly and handed me my phone back. "don't apologise. i'm angry at kevin and diego, not you," he said as he kissed me. "if they text you again, tell me please."

i nodded and kissed him again.

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we walked back to my house as we were freezing and he came into my room.

we layed in bed together as he fell asleep. i guess he was exhausted.

i watched tiktok again.

this time i got a notification that diego_lainez had liked my video. i ignored it and blocked him too.

god i was so confused why them two kept bothering me.

another short chapter but i'm gonna publish another one today❤️