Chapter 14

PLAY SONG WHEN ITS WRITTEN FOR IT TO MAKE SENSE!!!!!

*Payton's POV*"Hey, do you wanna go to a party tonight?" Brooklyn asks me. We didn't really have any plans for tonight, so I agreed.

"Sure," I smiled.

We got our football gear and went to his car, saying bye to our dads and Brook's team on the way out.

We drive home and get ready for the party. I chose a floral bandeau to pair with a hot pink skirt and black heels. Brook soon shows up in a white graphic tee, maroon beanie, black jeans, white vans and a watch around his wrist. I couldn't stop staring at the Rolex, and to be honest I wanted one for myself. I don't usually wear watches, but this sterling silver one I would.

"You look stunning as always," he smiles, pulling me into a hug.

"Thank you love," I smile back.

"Shall we go?" He asks, gripping my waist with one hand. I nod my head as I lock the front door to my house and head for the car.~~~~~~~We pull up to a big house, with tons of cars in the circular driveway, and barely any parking spaces around.

"I'll go park and meet you outside, Kay?" He asks me. I nod my head and head inside.

Once I open the front door, I hear loud blaring music as I step inside. I start heading inside, when a tall, muscular boy walks up to me.

"Uh, hey," he says.

"Hi," I smile, being polite.

"I'm Trevor, and you might be?"

"Payton. Nice to meet you,"

"As to you," he nods, then comes a bit close and leans in to tell me something."You look a bit lonely, how about we have some fun," he whispers into my ear, grabbing my waist and smirking.

Well 0 to 100 real fucking quick.

"No thanks, and you have exactly 3 seconds to move your hands."

"Or what?" He challenges.

"I'm a football player.. let's just say I'm trained to kick balls," I say through gritted teeth as he doesn't budge.

"A feisty one aren't we," he smirks. "don't deny it.. you want me," he whispers again. Then before I have time to react, he smashes his lips against mine. I try pushing him off, but he was too heavy.

*Brooklyn's POV*I park and take a short walk to the house that the party is being held at. I walk through the front door, looking for Payton when I see a guy making out with a girl by the staircase by the entrance. I get a better look and can't believe my eyes. It was Payton.

I can't watch anymore and rush past them, towards the back of the large room. I can't believe she would do this to me.

*Payton's POV*About 3.23 seconds pass when I find the strength in me to push him off. I didn't kiss back at all, but that didn't stop 'Trevor'.

"Get the fuck away from me," I yell, but it probably came out to be just talking loudly over the music. He shrugs and walks off. I kept trying to find the goodness in me to stop myself from kicking him in the no-no's and causing a scene.. But I couldn't help myself.

"Oh and Trevor?" He turned around."You forgot this," I kick him and he falls towards the ground.

*Brooklyn's POV*I stood leaning against a back wall when Savannah walks over to me.

"Oh hey, Brookie, long time no see. I see that slut's gone.. I knew she wouldn't last," she chuckled.

"What do you want Savannah." I said, obviously not wanting to be bothered at the moment.

"You know what I want Brookie. I want you," she said, putting her hand in mine, walking me over to the living room where everyone was dancing.

*Payton's POV*Bathroom.. Bathroom... Bathroom.. Bathroom...

I searched the crowded halls and looked through every room. Checking door by door, there was a bathroom downstairs, but in use and locked. Fine I guess I'll check upstairs then. I couldn't get the taste of Trevor out of my mouth, and it disgusted me more and more every second. I reached the top of the stairs and went towards the left hallway. First door was an empty bedroom, second was too. Then I started on the other side of the hallway. I opened the door, and found a girl and guy making out on the bed. I was about to shut the door when I recognized the watch the guy had on. It was Brooklyn making out with a girl. Savannah.

"B-Brooklyn," I stuttered, barely audible. Savannah notices me at the door, but Brooklyn doesn't. She smirks and winks at me before I've had enough.

I shut the door and run down the stairs, tears threatening to spill. I dial our driver Isaac to come pick me up. He arrives within minutes, and I can't help but cry as we make our way home.

*Brooklyn's POV*I was downstairs, dancing with Savannah, when one thing led to another. I ended up going upstairs and making out with her, to fill the hole in my heart that I had broken just a few minutes ago. A while in, I notice Savannah smirking and winking at someone at the door. I look over at the door just as it closes.

"Who was that?" I ask.

"No one important.." She responds. It must have been if she was winking at them.

"No Savannah, who?" I ask again.

"Payton." She says shrugging. Even her name still makes my stomach drop. Even after what she did to me. No I can't be doing this.. I get up to leave when Savannah grabs my arm.

"Babe where you going?" She asks.

"Home. This shouldn't of happened Savannah." I say coldly.

"What? Why?" I roll my eyes, not even wanting to deal with her right now. I shut the door behind me.

*Payton's POV*Isaac drops me off and I thank him before letting my tears really fall. I open my front door and walk down the hallway to get to the stairs.

"Hey Pay, wanna watch a--- hey what happened?" Sean says as he notices my tear stained cheeks and puffy eyes, and gets up to walk towards me. I see Matt, Josh, and Kaden on the couch behind Sean, looking concerned as well.

"Nothing I'm fine," I say with no emotion, wiping away a falling tear.

"You're obviously not, now tell me what happened," he says putting his hands on my shoulders, forcing me to look directly at him. I cry even more when I think about what happened and he leads me to sit down on the couch.

"I went to a party tonight.." I start off, "when I walked inside, this guy kept hitting on me, even though I made it pretty clear that I wasn't in the least bit interested. Then he fucking kissed me, and I couldn't push him back for a while, until I did and kicked him you know where, which not gonna lie felt pretty damn good." I tried to cheer myself up.

"I'm sorry, Pay, guys can be such--" Sean started.

"That's not it." I say emotionless and continue on. "I needed to find a bathroom to wash out my mouth, so I looked downstairs and there weren't any I could use, so I went upstairs and.. I hesitated. "I found Brooklyn and Savannah making out in one of the rooms." I finished off, once again showing no sign of any emotion. At least I stopped crying.. Sean pulls me into a hug, and the tears flood my face once again.

"I'm sorry Pay, we can beat his ass if you want," Matt offered. That's why he's my best friend. I offered the best smile.

"No, I just wanna forget it all happened," I say coldly.

"You're gonna forgive him after what he did?" Sean asked looking pissed.

"No. Forget everything happened. I don't want to talk to him anymore, or see him, so please don't bring him over," I sigh.

"Not even a question, Pay. Do you wanna hang out with us tonight? Help forget him?" Sean said.

"No, I think I'm just gonna go up to my room and sleep it all away." I smiled the best I could manage with a piece of me gone, then disappeared upstairs after hugging Sean and Matt good night.

*Sean's POV*"I'm calling Brooklyn. There's something up with all of this. Even though he can be a dick sometimes, he wouldn't do this to Payton." I say to the guys, dialing up his number. After a few short rings, he picks up.

S:you're on speaker with the guys.B:hey.S:you know what this is about?B:yeah I know what this is fucking about.S:why are you the one mad?B:because your sister sucked face with another guy, and I can't help but feel guilty for doing the same.S:she didn't choose to make out with that guy.. he pushed himself on her and she couldn't get him off for a while, then kicked him you know where when she did.B:(mutters barely audible)fuck. (Regular voice) Sean I gotta go.

Then he hung up before I got to say something. Well that went well I guess. I go upstairs to go check up on Payton.

"Can I go instead?" Kaden asks from behind me. I nod my head and go back down the stairs and sit down on the couch.

*Payton's POV* -PLAY SONG-I hear a knock on the door, followed by an "it's me" by who's voice I recognize to be Kaden's.

"Come in," I say, my voice croaky.

He walks in and sits on my bed next to me.

"How you doing?" He asks me, rubbing my shoulder and back.

"I wanna forget him, I just don't know how," I cry softly, letting the tears flow for once, not trying to hold them back anymore.

I feel a hug from behind and it somewhat comforts me, as much as I possibly could be comforted at the moment.

"I'm sorry, Pay. Brooklyn didn't deserve you. He lost such an amazing girl. A model, who's the best I've ever seen playing football, who beats out professional players, one on three, and who isn't a complete bitch like most girls out there?! What more could a guy ask for?" He said, hugging tighter. This is why I loved Kaden, he always knew what to say and when to say it. I turn around facing him.

"I can't help but think that I should've listened to Sean. I should've stayed away, never met and fallen for Brooklyn. Was I not enough for him? Why did he want Savannah? What does she have that I don't? Guess he couldn't stand being tied down with me and broke into his old ways.. I would've been better off right now if I'd never met him." But I deep down I knew I was lying. He helped me see who I was for the world. He helped get me eating again, even if it was just a little. He helped me learn how to love again.

But he was toxic to me, who would say he wouldn't fall back into his old ways again.

Even if I did forgive him.

I won't though,

But I wanted to, so bad.

He was already in my veins, and I could not get him out.

But I'm sure as hell gonna try.