V: The Past

Holy shit guys!? Almost 125 reads, I know that doesn't seem like a lot but to me it is. It's crazy, thank you! I've been working really hard on this and I'm glad I started this fanfic because I really enjoy it.

⚠️Warnings⚠️ - abuse, slight mature themes, and mentions of rape!

Y/n begged Sanzu not to tell Mikey, she said she would've done anything. He told Mikey anyway. He said he "had too", honestly Y/n felt like beating the shut out of him.

Y/n didn't get off easy, Mikey almost shot her when he found out. He had lashed out and hit Y/n hard in the head with a lamp, causing her to fall to the floor. Koko stopped Mikey from inflicting further damage, eventually, Mikey had apologized and told Y/n he felt betrayed in a sense.

Y/n assumed it had something to do with lying to Mikey, and seeing a bunch of old friends after telling her all of his enclosed information. He was probably paranoid, that he would leave him or turn him over to the police.

Y/n forgave him, she wanted to talk to Mikey about what Mitsuya told her, but it wasn't the right time. Y/n had blood dripping down her forehead and decided to take a warm bath. Mikey dismissed Y/n and she made her way to the top floor where Kokonoi's penthouse was.

Y/n, completely naked about to step in a warm bath but was interrupted by a knock on her bathroom door, "Koko go away" Y/n snapped, but there's was no response only a slight chuckle.

The door opened and Y/n went to cover herself, but couldn't find her towel. She tried her best to cover herself, and she wanted to puke when she saw the person at the door.

It was Sanzu.

He had a towel in hand, he lifted the towel toward Y/n, "Seems like you forgot this sweetheart..." He smiled, his eyes trailed Y/n's body not leaving an inch of it unseen.

Y/n quickly went for the towel but Sanzu pulled it out of reach, "Give it back, I'll kill you!" Y/n shouted trying to reach for the towel. He only laughed and watched her every move. Every move...

"Never mind." Y/n snapped and turned around, walking away from Sanzu. Y/n hopped in the bathtub and cover herself in bubbles to leave Sanzu's eyes wanting more.

He only stood there, a few feet between them and very uncomfortable silence. He took a few steps forward and sat on his knees beside the bathtub, resting his head in his arms on the edge of the tub. The sun coming through the window accentuated her beauty, defined her beautiful features and made Sanzu want her more.

"What the hell are you doing?" Y/n gulped, she tried her best to move farther away but there was only so much room.

Sanzu almost choked on a laugh, "Remember the old days Y/n?" Sanzu said softly, replaying every moment he and Y/n spent together.

Y/n and Sanzu had a complicated history, when she became a part of Toman they didn't speak to each other. They would exchange glances but never speak. Until Y/n saw Sanzu on her way home, she spoke to him and it was definitely awkward at first, but they started speaking more and more. Eventually, they would hang out all the time, though Y/n did have to initiate the conversation almost every time they spoke. Sanzu didn't have a place to stay, so he often stay at Y/n's house with her grandparents' permission, of course. Y/n would do Sanzu's hair and they would often sneak out to look at the stars. Eventually, Sanzu got comfortable and showed Y/n what he was hiding under his mask. He never told Y/n why, but she was the first person to say something about them, that wasn't hurtful.

"They are beautiful..." Y/n spoke softly, rubbing the scars gently.

Spending almost every day together, and sharing a room most nights it was hard for Sanzu to hide the drugs. Eventually, Y/n had found out. Y/n didn't support it, but she also wasn't going to drop him just because of drugs. As the days passed, the nights had slowly became intimate. At first, it was nice, Y/n felt comfortable. But Sanzu started taking pills before they went to "bed", and sometimes Y/n didn't give consent and it would become physical. He would apologize the next day and they would be friends again, but then it would happen again.

Eventually, Y/n politely asked him to stop taking drugs, at least when she's with him. Any other time he could, but when he was with her he wouldn't take them. He liked Y/n a lot, people say psychopaths are incapable of love, but Y/n would make Sanzu's heartache. But he never told her, he loved her. He buried those feelings and told himself Y/n was just a friend that he slept with, not even that. But at some point in time, the dam would break...

"Yeah, and do you remember when you left me and slashed Mucho's torso open?" Y/n grumbled, she did enjoy the old days. She knew Sanzu was faking the "not being insane" part, but she still stood by him and that resulted in Mucho being killed. When Mucho's body was found, Y/n heard it on the news. She knew who it was, she didn't even have to think about it, she just knew. I mean the way he was brutally murdered, only a psychopath could have done that.

Sanzu smiled at Y/n's snotty response, "You do know about that, pretty sure you're the only one. But Mucho was a traitor, he betrayed Mikey." Sanzu protested, his tone getting angrier towards the last part of his sentence.

"Yeah yeah.." Y/n mumbled an awkward silence filled the air.

Y/n's leg surfaced, Sanzu stared for a moment but hesitantly lifted his hand and started drawing little circles on her skin. Y/n flinched at Sanzu's touch, her body stone. To be honest she was terrified of him, even though she could kick his ass any minute.

Y/n closed her eyes and took a deep breath, she forgot how Sanzu's touch made her feel. Calm, she missed it. She yearned for his touch, but she refused to cave in. Long ago Y/n swore to herself she wouldn't let Sanzu touch her again after he dropped off the face of the earth.

Back in the day, Y/n couldn't resist his smile and need, and looking at him now made her warm inside. His eyes closed, breathing in and out heavily. Head resting on his free arm and the other now stroking her thigh. His smile from ear to ear, he was enjoying himself.

"Don't even think about it." Y/n stuttered.

Sanzu opened his eyes, looking at Y/n with a nasty smirk. He knew to damn well what he was doing. "Don't think about what Y/n?" His entire mood changed, his blue eyes stared at her seductively with a knowing expression.

Y/n's face was bright red, trying to compose herself. Sanzu's hand submerged deeper into the water, trailing down Y/n's thigh. Y/n tensed, her fists clenching, and millions of dirty thoughts running through her head.

"h-hey. Sanzu don't, I'm not in the mood." Y/n lied, squirming but his grip only getting tighter, he's smirk was evil. Y/n's blush became visible and turned away in embarrassment. Sanzu's hand inched closer to Y/n's cunt.

"You were never in the mood." He pursed his lips and smiled, slowly slid his hand closer and closer, the heat from his touch made Y/n want more. The feeling had been foreign for so long, she had forgotten what it was like, she was entirely captivated at the moment.

"Curse you Sanzu," Y/n screamed internally, his hand reached her cunt and started making lazy circles on Y/n's clit.

"Damn it." Y/n looked away and clenched her teeth, trying to muffle the moans. Sanzu watched Y/n carefully. He started chuckling, Y/n's walls tightened getting closer to her climax. Sanzu noticed Y/n holding back her moans and began to pick up the pace, Y/n grabbed the sides of the tub and tilted her head back.

Y/n didn't want to give Sanzu the satisfaction, but the urge was overflowing. Sanzu wanted this to go his way so he took two fingers and thrust them inside. Y/n let out a loud moan and immediately covered her mouth, glaring at Sanzu.

Y/n close to her climax, squirmed, Sanzu's fingers pumping in and out. About to reach her climax, Sanzu knew this and purposefully pulled his fingers out and stroked her thigh, standing up he went for the door.

Y/n was left bewildered, "Hey! What the hell!" She shouted at Sanzu, standing up and grabbing the towel. Before Sanzu could reach the door she already had the towel wrapped around her body and walking towards him.

He turned around just before she reached him, "I'm wasn't really in the mood anymore." He smirked, Y/n stood there and felt like she was going to explode. Sanzu opened the door and walked out, leaving Y/n there alone and unsatisfied.

Maybe she would kill someone after all...

~•~

Hours later after Y/n had been left unsatisfied, she sat in the living room with Kokonoi. Each doing there own thing, the sunset shining through the windows, a hue of orange and yellow covering everything.

Koko was concerned for Y/n she was grumbling the entire time she was reading this book, she couldn't still possibly be mad at Mikey? Right?

"Y/n what's wrong, you keep grumbling and it's scaring me." Koko asked genuinely, the girl did not seem pleased with his question. She slammed the book shut and looked at Koko with an intense look in her eyes.

"Something is in fact wrong, Do you want me to be truthful or lie straight to your face?" Y/n smiled, the aura of murder was surrounding her. It terrified Koko, lord help him. He wasn't about to die today.

"Truthful?" Koko said uneasy, she let out a angered laugh and mentally prepared herself for what she was about to say.

Koko knew this was going to be some tea, so he took the liberty to take a sip of his tea, "Sanzu basically fucked me in my bathroom and right before I was about to reach my climax, he stopped and fucking left!"

Koko spit out his tea and looked at Y/n, "huh?"

"Oh Koko you heard me, don't retend like you didn't!" Y/n snapped, damn she really was pissed about this.

There was a long paused before Y/n spoke again, "Do you know where he lives?" She asked with an evil smile, and evil intentions.

"Uhh yes." Koko responded hesitantly, he shit his laptop and decided to put his work to the side and focus on Y/n. "Why?" He added on.

"I want to put a bomb under his bed." Y/n with an innocent smile plastering her face, hiding her true expression. Koko found this funny and laughed...

"Sanzu's in some deep shit now." Koko thought to himself, Y/n's patience was thinning the longer Koko didn't give her her answer.

"He lives in an entirely different building across the city, penthouse 4 on the very top floor." Koko smirked taking a sip of his tea, and placing it gentle in the table. Koko loved messing with Sanzu, Rindou and him often messed with him.

One time they took his drugs, which was a bad idea. He went absolutely buzzurk!

Y/n was pleased with Kokos answer and went back to reading silently. Koko picked up his phone and texted the youngest Haitani that Y/n was possibly going to set a bomb under Sanzu's bed. Rindou was pleased.

Lord help Sanzu...

AHHH guys, writing this made me uncomfortable but I hope you like it. I actually had to do a lot of research for this, ya know, to make it good. And I hope it is good, it was my first time. Other than that I did enjoy writing this chapter, especially the last part.

Oh and if you couldn't tell, I'm a Sanzu simp. Yes I know, I have a therapist already so don't worry.-Duvichi